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| Topic | Life is for those under 30 |
| joe40001 02/14/18 7:00:39 AM #12 | I can't feel what joy is anymore... Honestly for real I can not feel it. --- "joe is attractive and quite the brilliant poster" - Seiichi Omori http://i.imgur.com/TheGsZ9.gif |
| Topic | I am not going to hurt myself, but... |
| joe40001 02/14/18 6:59:32 AM #1 | I legitimately think i should. Like objectively the world would be better off with me giving up. Like for sure. I won't do it, but objectively I totally should. What else do I have to offer? This dying old man can curse the skies but so can anybody. I should end it all. (I won't gamefaqs) but I should. Even those who love me would be happier in the long run getting over my loss than watching years and years of a life, joyless and unlived. I really should not exist. I will keep on living (hi gamefaqs) But really my life serves no purpose. --- "joe is attractive and quite the brilliant poster" - Seiichi Omori http://i.imgur.com/TheGsZ9.gif |
| Topic | Life is for those under 30 |
| joe40001 02/14/18 6:54:42 AM #8 | Yomi posted... Just tell us what horrible decisions you made in your life so we don't follow your steps tbh. Decision 1: Had hope Decision 2: Cared if I bothered other people. --- "joe is attractive and quite the brilliant poster" - Seiichi Omori http://i.imgur.com/TheGsZ9.gif |
| Topic | Life is for those under 30 |
| joe40001 02/14/18 6:40:48 AM #1 | Honestly, by the time you are 30 you should die. I truly, truly, truly wish it weren't true. But it is. Life is a horrid monster. Untamable beyond a certain point. --- "joe is attractive and quite the brilliant poster" - Seiichi Omori http://i.imgur.com/TheGsZ9.gif |
| Topic | I think I am pretty much objectively hopeless at this point (serious) |
| joe40001 02/14/18 5:35:03 AM #10 | Ruvan22 posted... joe40001 posted...Ruvan22 posted...I'm really sorry to hear that TC - please don't do anything rash :( Thanks. I can be as real as anybody. Here's the deal: I'm ok as a person, I've pushed through some of the worst self hate a person can have. I don't hate myself, I want to be happy, and I'm ok at my core, but... I can't feel it, if I want to I can't... I try but I can't. I am not the worst person, I'm far too cautious to be the worst. I am too cautious to feel anything. I want to be ok but I truly can't. I truly can't feel anything. Really. think about what it feels like feeling happy and imagine a world without that, that is my life, I can't feel that, even when I want to. I'm not going to kill myself ('ello gamefaqs) but honestly, what am I doing by continuing to exist? They should just grieve my loss now. Because honestly I tried so fucking hard, and it isn't getting better. There isn't enough caps lock or bold that can make how fucking hard I tried feel real but really. I TRIED SO FUCKING HARD TO BE HAPPY I miss the point where I thought that my misery was wrong no I think it's life. --- "joe is attractive and quite the brilliant poster" - Seiichi Omori http://i.imgur.com/TheGsZ9.gif |
| Topic | I think I am pretty much objectively hopeless at this point (serious) |
| joe40001 02/13/18 10:05:29 PM #8 | Ruvan22 posted... I'm really sorry to hear that TC - please don't do anything rash :( I am at the point that if I did something "rash" it would not be "rash" it would be me, objectively choosing it, because honestly, it might be the kind thing to do for those who care about me. Preferable to watching me spend 30-40 more years dying slowly and miserably. Aeriis posted... Have you tried therapy or SSRIs? ): I have been doing therapy over half of my life. A few of the therapists were good, others were not. --- "joe is attractive and quite the brilliant poster" - Seiichi Omori http://i.imgur.com/TheGsZ9.gif |
| Topic | I think I am pretty much objectively hopeless at this point (serious) |
| joe40001 02/13/18 10:03:15 PM #7 | mustang90 posted... Holy shit its joe numbers. Serious question...whats have you tried to do to better yourself? Youve made topics like this for over a decade and thats really sad. I've been seeing therapists for years. I made myself go even when I don't want to. Honeslty the biggest thing I've done is not given up hope, I have pushed myself to try even when I haven't gotten anything out of it. I drove across country in a car that was dying in 2016 to get to california because I thought if I pushed myself to a place like that I could find a good job and get happy. I am now enrolled in a self-help program and have not missed a day for 4.5 months (until yesterday). I gave up drinking several times for months and then a year and a half. I went back to college and finished it. I have been super shamefully open about my problems to many people many times. A big issue is that when I try to soldier through, people mistake that for me being ok, and indeed if I am on the right medication cocktail I will just let months of life drift by with nothing happening. When it was clear how bad I was, at like 22 or something I should have just been checked into a around the lock intensive help program until I was better, now, I really really think its too late. --- "joe is attractive and quite the brilliant poster" - Seiichi Omori http://i.imgur.com/TheGsZ9.gif |
| Topic | I think I am pretty much objectively hopeless at this point (serious) |
| joe40001 02/13/18 9:54:07 PM #1 | I have had so many years of feeling depressed, trying to get better, not getting better and feeling depressed. I honestly think my continued existence just hurts everybody that cares about me. I hate life. There are not words that really do justice to where I am at. AMA, I guess, idk --- "joe is attractive and quite the brilliant poster" - Seiichi Omori http://i.imgur.com/TheGsZ9.gif |
| Topic | Holy shit black mirror is back. |
| joe40001 12/31/17 5:54:02 PM #7 | I like it there are definitely episodes in here that are better than s1/s2 episodes --- "joe is attractive and quite the brilliant poster" - Seiichi Omori http://i.imgur.com/TheGsZ9.gif |
| Topic | Holy shit black mirror is back. |
| joe40001 12/30/17 5:06:01 AM #1 | Ho ho holy shit. --- "joe is attractive and quite the brilliant poster" - Seiichi Omori http://i.imgur.com/TheGsZ9.gif |
| Topic | Mariah Carey turning the Christmas Festivity up to 11!!! |
| joe40001 12/24/17 6:34:06 PM #9 | averagejoel posted... i smiled I'm happy to hear that, that's all I'm aiming for. Godnorgosh posted... Wow Mariah, didn't expect ya to go balls out She ain't fucking around this time. --- "joe is attractive and quite the brilliant poster" - Seiichi Omori http://i.imgur.com/TheGsZ9.gif |
| Topic | Mariah Carey turning the Christmas Festivity up to 11!!! |
| joe40001 12/24/17 5:56:55 PM #4 | Please check it out and let me know your thoughts. --- "joe is attractive and quite the brilliant poster" - Seiichi Omori http://i.imgur.com/TheGsZ9.gif |
| Topic | Mariah Carey turning the Christmas Festivity up to 11!!! |
| joe40001 12/24/17 4:00:15 PM #3 | :/ I don't know how to promote comedy youtube videos. --- "joe is attractive and quite the brilliant poster" - Seiichi Omori http://i.imgur.com/TheGsZ9.gif |
| Topic | I watched "Bright" last night. A few thoughts. |
| joe40001 12/24/17 3:45:15 PM #5 | I liked it. Some good dialogue, I cared about the characters, and there was solid world building. --- "joe is attractive and quite the brilliant poster" - Seiichi Omori http://i.imgur.com/TheGsZ9.gif |
| Topic | Mariah Carey turning the Christmas Festivity up to 11!!! |
| joe40001 12/24/17 3:09:50 PM #2 | bump for maximum festive! --- "joe is attractive and quite the brilliant poster" - Seiichi Omori http://i.imgur.com/TheGsZ9.gif |
| Topic | What is your Myer Briggs personality |
| joe40001 12/24/17 4:55:28 AM #74 | INTJ --- "joe is attractive and quite the brilliant poster" - Seiichi Omori http://i.imgur.com/TheGsZ9.gif |
| Topic | i just saw this on tv, is this for real |
| joe40001 12/23/17 11:29:21 PM #6 | So life is just sarcastic now? --- "joe is attractive and quite the brilliant poster" - Seiichi Omori http://i.imgur.com/TheGsZ9.gif |
| Topic | Mariah Carey turning the Christmas Festivity up to 11!!! |
| joe40001 12/23/17 11:22:02 PM #1 | |
| Topic | In case you want a Christmas campfire for your tv, but aren't a rich snob. |
| joe40001 12/23/17 10:19:38 PM #1 | Now you can warm yourself at the Hobo fireplace this Christmas:  --- "joe is attractive and quite the brilliant poster" - Seiichi Omori http://i.imgur.com/TheGsZ9.gif |
| Topic | When Bill Cosby dies are they going to honor him in the ''In Memoriam''? |
| joe40001 12/23/17 2:16:03 AM #1 | It's going to be awkward either way... --- "joe is attractive and quite the brilliant poster" - Seiichi Omori http://i.imgur.com/TheGsZ9.gif |
| Topic | We need to have a cultural discussion about fair sexual misconduct punishments |
| joe40001 12/10/17 5:24:11 AM #1 | Everybody repowt your responses I havent been able to get online to see the topic before the purge --- "joe is attractive and quite the brilliant poster" - Seiichi Omori http://i.imgur.com/TheGsZ9.gif |
| Topic | We need to have a cultural discussion about fair sexual misconduct punishments |
| joe40001 12/07/17 10:55:49 AM #11 | averagejoel posted... joe40001 posted...shockthemonkey posted...The general opinion right now seems to be get them taken out of power and expose their bullshit so they dont create more victims. Seems pretty fair. But that isn't a response to what should happen if it was. To respond to questions about what is appropriate for X with ""well often it is Y" is just willfully ignoring the question. The question is what is fair? Given some circumstance is there a punishment that would be fair? Do men who behave inappropriately sexually deserve to have no careers and be treated like they have never done anything positive in their life? Garrison Keeler's entire long career was removed from MPR's servers and it is as if none of it ever existed. Is this really appropriate? What about all the other people involved in those programs? I am not saying there is nothing that should be done with these people but it is troubling that we are not having a discussion about what is and is not appropriate to be done. Many people have successful careers and openly admit to crimes in their past. As a culture we have a system for what is a fair punishment for crimes, but when it comes to this sexual misconduct stuff it seems like the protocol is "treat them as a pariah that never contributed a positive thing to society, regardless of magnitude of their transgressions". Can't we have a more nuanced and objective discussion about it? This mob justice seems flawed because there does not seem to be a clear sense of what "justice" is. --- "joe is attractive and quite the brilliant poster" - Seiichi Omori http://i.imgur.com/TheGsZ9.gif |
| Topic | We need to have a cultural discussion about fair sexual misconduct punishments |
| joe40001 12/07/17 1:29:22 AM #9 | shockthemonkey posted... The general opinion right now seems to be get them taken out of power and expose their bullshit so they dont create more victims. Seems pretty fair. And what should happen to them? You are removing all context and redfining people who have decade long careers and lives containing acts of great deceny as victim creators and nothing more. Do you allow and possible penance or sufficient punishment or does a single act of sexual misconduct forfeit thier human card? --- "joe is attractive and quite the brilliant poster" - Seiichi Omori http://i.imgur.com/TheGsZ9.gif |
| Topic | We need to have a cultural discussion about fair sexual misconduct punishments |
| joe40001 12/06/17 3:34:27 PM #1 | This standing order of "infinity punishments, pretend they never did anything positive" is clearly not objective. Too often we villianize those who try to contextually discuss these things in measured ways, and I really hope to see more measured discussion soon. Am I correct? --- "joe is attractive and quite the brilliant poster" - Seiichi Omori http://i.imgur.com/TheGsZ9.gif |
| Topic | Who is the fattest person on CE? |
| joe40001 11/03/17 10:40:46 AM #26 | I'm fat af As far as how somebody can get that fat, it's basically like Breaking Bad, but with eating too much junk food instead of making meth. --- "joe is attractive and quite the brilliant poster" - Seiichi Omori http://i.imgur.com/TheGsZ9.gif |
| Topic | What exactly did Kevin Spacey do and how sure are we that he did it?? |
| joe40001 11/03/17 10:38:20 AM #22 | Oshawottownage posted... Foppe posted...Trying to seduce a 14 years old boy while being drunk is much better than raping a 7 years old girl. There has been a trend I've seen in the past few years that I call "Shamedenfreude" (Schadenfreude+shaming). It's where people seem to really get off on hating somebody and wishing their life ruined and them infinitely shamed the mere instant a story breaks. Having standards for what people don't approve of is one thing but the getting off on mob shaming somebody clearly isn't healthy for anybody. --- "joe is attractive and quite the brilliant poster" - Seiichi Omori http://i.imgur.com/TheGsZ9.gif |
| Topic | What exactly did Kevin Spacey do and how sure are we that he did it?? |
| joe40001 11/02/17 4:04:07 PM #1 | I'm out of the loop, people are acting like he burned down an orphanage though --- "joe is attractive and quite the brilliant poster" - Seiichi Omori http://i.imgur.com/TheGsZ9.gif |
| Topic | Hey imgtc Guy |
| joe40001 10/23/17 5:24:03 PM #13 | I don't know what this is about at all --- "joe is attractive and quite the brilliant poster" - Seiichi Omori http://i.imgur.com/TheGsZ9.gif |
| Topic | Do you think there is a single person whose diet...? |
| joe40001 10/20/17 9:51:06 PM #1 | Fully adheres to all fda guidelines and recommendations --- "joe is attractive and quite the brilliant poster" - Seiichi Omori http://i.imgur.com/TheGsZ9.gif |
| Topic | So did the equifax CEOs have their personal information compromised too? |
| joe40001 10/18/17 10:55:01 AM #3 | KiwiTerraRizing posted... Rich people can remove themselves from the system. Probably but there are 2 possibilities: 1. They are in the system, some cosmic justice might ensue 2. They aren't in the system, meaning they don't have faith in their own product, they could be punished or at least admonished for this. --- "joe is attractive and quite the brilliant poster" - Seiichi Omori http://i.imgur.com/TheGsZ9.gif |
| Topic | So did the equifax CEOs have their personal information compromised too? |
| joe40001 10/18/17 10:51:39 AM #1 | I can't find out info on this but wouldn't the CEOs of the company also use the company services and thus have their information compromised too? --- "joe is attractive and quite the brilliant poster" - Seiichi Omori http://i.imgur.com/TheGsZ9.gif |
| Topic | Mirror universe uhura was smokin hot. |
| joe40001 10/14/17 8:40:14 PM #1 | Damn she is fine af --- "joe is attractive and quite the brilliant poster" - Seiichi Omori http://i.imgur.com/TheGsZ9.gif |
| Topic | I've made 20 episodes of my 1 man improv podcast. |
| joe40001 10/03/17 1:10:47 AM #1 | Currently it has 0 fans and like 30 listens (mostly on the first episode) on youtube --- "joe is attractive and quite the brilliant poster" - Seiichi Omori http://i.imgur.com/TheGsZ9.gif |
| Topic | My roommate works on the strip. He wants LESS gun control. |
| joe40001 10/02/17 1:49:52 PM #9 | Went I went to sleep this handn't happened. When I woke up people were talking about this as if it was old news... I then google it and jesus fucking christ how can anybody act like this isn't HUGE? Why isn't everybody's topics in full caps and full of exclamation points and question marks. Are you fucking kidding me US?!? Are you kidding me world?!? --- "joe is attractive and quite the brilliant poster" - Seiichi Omori http://i.imgur.com/TheGsZ9.gif |
| Topic | How often do you feel sexy? |
| joe40001 10/01/17 8:04:32 PM #11 | bump --- "joe is attractive and quite the brilliant poster" - Seiichi Omori http://i.imgur.com/TheGsZ9.gif |
| Topic | How often do you feel sexy? |
| joe40001 09/30/17 12:04:27 AM #1 | Just curious --- "joe is attractive and quite the brilliant poster" - Seiichi Omori http://i.imgur.com/TheGsZ9.gif |
| Topic | I've made my Android game free. If it gets to 100 downloads I'll add more stages |
| joe40001 09/28/17 5:44:39 AM #90 | dezmomo posted... Downloading now! Cool. Let me know what you think --- "joe is attractive and quite the brilliant poster" - Seiichi Omori http://i.imgur.com/TheGsZ9.gif |
| Topic | Is The Clone Wars worth watching? I love Star Wars but it seems very kiddish |
| joe40001 09/27/17 8:07:05 PM #52 | SSJGrimReaper posted... watching it in chronological order makes it better IMO http://www.starwars.com/news/star-wars-the-clone-wars-chronological-episodeorder --- "joe is attractive and quite the brilliant poster" - Seiichi Omori http://i.imgur.com/TheGsZ9.gif |
| Topic | Is The Clone Wars worth watching? I love Star Wars but it seems very kiddish |
| joe40001 09/27/17 1:36:53 AM #43 | ThineEnemy posted... Monferno_AQW posted...Also this. Watch EVERYTHING the first time, then skip whatever you want on subsequent re-watches. There are like 5 episodes with jar jar and only like 2 where he is bad. Just do what I did with those jar jar episodes and turn it into a game of counting how many innocent people jar jar is indirectly responsible for the death of. --- "joe is attractive and quite the brilliant poster" - Seiichi Omori http://i.imgur.com/TheGsZ9.gif |
| Topic | Is The Clone Wars worth watching? I love Star Wars but it seems very kiddish |
| joe40001 09/26/17 4:09:12 AM #41 | Medussa posted... ColdOne666 posted...I might have to look up a safe to skip episode guide to cut out the crappy filler stuff and concentrate on Anakin. I feel this way too, but some people are babies when it comes to things like this, and while I don't understand people like this I never-the-less feel compelled to cater to them. Very few things would I ever recommend skipping. MAYBE the first season of Parks and Recreation because it is HORRIBLE. Watching it gets you nothing which can't even be said for something like early simpsons or late the office. --- "joe is attractive and quite the brilliant poster" - Seiichi Omori http://i.imgur.com/TheGsZ9.gif |
| Topic | Is The Clone Wars worth watching? I love Star Wars but it seems very kiddish |
| joe40001 09/26/17 3:01:55 AM #37 | IWBYD posted... De Evolution posted...It's better than TPM, AoTC, and TFA. That's only incoherent if they wouldn't also advise you to skip parts of the prequels --- "joe is attractive and quite the brilliant poster" - Seiichi Omori http://i.imgur.com/TheGsZ9.gif |
| Topic | Star Trek Discovery is getting RAVE reviews. Will you be watching it, CE? |
| joe40001 09/26/17 2:02:22 AM #71 | Ok, finished the 2 parter or whatever: Also, Pro-tip: If you want somebody's death to be a shock, don't put their actress's name in the credits under "special guest star" Final point: I don't at all buy that it was at all a fair fight between 2 uber-warrior klingons and these 2 women. I know gurl power and all that but the ONLY way these women would out fight these BEASTLY KLINGON WARRIORS if they had like mad physical combat skills, like amazing dodges and maneuvering, but if you watch the pretty much exchange punches and hits as if they are equals, with the powerpuff girls not doing anything to excuse why they aren't getting game of thrones the mountained instantly. That part really bugged me. Even if they were super buff men they shouldn't be even stevens with uber-klingons in a fight. --- "joe is attractive and quite the brilliant poster" - Seiichi Omori http://i.imgur.com/TheGsZ9.gif |
| Topic | I'm kind of enjoying Star Trek: Enterprise. |
| joe40001 09/26/17 1:45:39 AM #10 | I can never remember the number of n's --- "joe is attractive and quite the brilliant poster" - Seiichi Omori http://i.imgur.com/TheGsZ9.gif |
| Topic | I'm kind of enjoying Star Trek: Enterprise. |
| joe40001 09/26/17 1:13:20 AM #8 | Just remember: THE SERIES FINALE IS NOT CANON Do not watch it, just pretend it doesn't exist. If you do that yeah ENT S1-2 is fun enough and S3-4 get quite good --- "joe is attractive and quite the brilliant poster" - Seiichi Omori http://i.imgur.com/TheGsZ9.gif |
| Topic | Is The Clone Wars worth watching? I love Star Wars but it seems very kiddish |
| joe40001 09/26/17 1:08:25 AM #27 | I slogged through s1-s2 as "just a show to burn through that I wasn't actually into" Somewhere in season 3 I realized "oh crap I actually really like this show" --- "joe is attractive and quite the brilliant poster" - Seiichi Omori http://i.imgur.com/TheGsZ9.gif |
| Topic | Vigorous sex with husband almost kills woman. |
| joe40001 09/26/17 1:07:15 AM #29 | Both those people are way younger than me --- "joe is attractive and quite the brilliant poster" - Seiichi Omori http://i.imgur.com/TheGsZ9.gif |
| Topic | I've made my Android game free. If it gets to 100 downloads I'll add more stages |
| joe40001 09/24/17 8:37:36 PM #87 | CarameIDistress posted... This is just pure man making a thing he nice. It's pretty nicely polished. You're gonna go far kid. Thanks --- "joe is attractive and quite the brilliant poster" - Seiichi Omori http://i.imgur.com/TheGsZ9.gif |
| Topic | I've made my Android game free. If it gets to 100 downloads I'll add more stages |
| joe40001 09/24/17 8:37:27 PM #86 | tripZ504 posted... Weren't you asking about good ways to advertise few months back? Possibly. I've asked similar questions to that in the past --- "joe is attractive and quite the brilliant poster" - Seiichi Omori http://i.imgur.com/TheGsZ9.gif |
| Topic | They spent billions on the Large Hadron Collider and it still hasn't found... |
| joe40001 09/23/17 3:36:59 PM #1 | Why kids love cinnamon toast crunch! Scientist: Is it rich in Higgs-Bosons? Kids; Get a clue Boso! It's the cinnamon swirls in every bite! --- "joe is attractive and quite the brilliant poster" - Seiichi Omori http://i.imgur.com/TheGsZ9.gif |
| Topic | I've made my Android game free. If it gets to 100 downloads I'll add more stages |
| joe40001 09/23/17 3:11:10 PM #83 | Can somebody who likes the game give their thoughts on level 2? (The level select is in the pause screen) --- "joe is attractive and quite the brilliant poster" - Seiichi Omori http://i.imgur.com/TheGsZ9.gif |
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