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Big Daddy :P

Only if you suck the ding dong.

Dikitain posted...

Or you save for a long time. Saving up for something like this for two years would only be $30 a week. Which honestly is pretty reasonable.

Hence a good enough paying job, lol. But yeah. Saving is always a good way to go!

Jen0125 posted...

Why?

Because I always find it interesting to how people can even afford things like this. Either they put it on credit, or have a good enough paying job.

Jen0125 posted...

Depends on the service provider. I'm paying around $3k.

Damn...ok. What do you do for a living?

How much does something like this cost?

wwinterj25 posted...

I saw I was wasting my time and now just deal with my own problems myself. It's working fine for the most part. Even more so when I'm more productive and my mind if off my mind....

Same...I also try to keep myself busy. Trying new things like painting portraits or taking up new hobbies I guess. My boyfriend keeps me in check which is always nice to have and I try to look forward to the little things to make me happy or finding creative ways to cure this god awful disease. Not saying it ever goes away...but if you can find ways to make things better in your life. Go all out for it if it makes you feel happy. It's what matters most.

wwinterj25 posted...

Oh a CBT therapist who I saw for a few months literally said "well there is nothing more we can do for you" after I asked for other options outside of CBT and medication. She was very dismissive. Clearly just got her "knowledge" from babies first steps at uni. Mental health support is really bad. I don't expect a magical fix but I do expect more support. I clearly expect too much.

They can do so much better then that horse shit. I'm sorry you also had to hear that shit load of fuck. It's not very appeasing when someone tells that straight up to your face when you are in so much pain. And what some people don't realise is that it hurts...and hearing that makes it feels worse knowing they can't do more.

Of course. As I started to get older here. I'm 30. I started to really hate these stupid social norms that everyone does without even questioning the reasons behind it and I can think of several things. That's what made me so open minded on that sort of subject I guess you can say.

wwinterj25 posted...

Yep. They just send me to my doctor. The doctor offers drugs and/or CBT for my seemingly anxiety issues(still not convinced). I tried two different types of drugs then decided to go without them. Some CBT stuff helps though. Walking/hiking is however one of my biggest helps. Different strokes, different folks though.

For me, it was like this. Felt suicidal. Psych doctor called the paramedics. They took me to said hospital. 20 questions. Here's some papers. And then sent on my merry way. The next day comes...still felt suicidal. Had to go back to said hospital again. Twice in two days here. Same thing again but with different doctor whose English was very bad and had the fucking gull to ask me "So, what can we do for you?" For fucks sakes...I was told to come here, forced to even come here by my psych doctor and I get asked this fucking question. Ya know...Im not no god damn doctor or anything, but if you know of a way to cure suicidal thoughts and erase the pain of being fucked by an older brother who had his ways with you, then please do tell. Because for what it's worth? Jesus, I don't even know anymore...

MICHALECOLE posted...

Thats Brock Samson and he is not a rapist.

Hide yo kids hide yo wife because they be raping everyone up in here!

grimhilde00 posted...

hospitals are terrible with mental health

so it's helpful

That's a hard way to answer if its helpful. Because I feel like I'm not making any progress in my life towards feeling better at this rate. I mean, I've got my reasons for doing it like I said. And what else is there possibly are there..? Not many other options sadly when you think about it. Having a mental health issue feels more like a luxury at times. I'm just glad I can scrap by on Medicare though otherwise I'd be fucked with no help.

It's ok to have your own view points and not give a flying fuck. But in current year 2021? Nah...this isn't happening cheif. People will cancel you. On top of that we've got the feminists, the sjws, cancel culture, white knights, far left's to far rights and everything in between. You name it, we got it these days. One small little thing you say on social media can be your downfall, and that's pretty scary. Better to have no social media these days if you are an actor or whatever.

Snatcher. My all time faveriout X mas game.

Yellow posted...

Therapists don't work for everyone. They need to convince you of a more positive outlook, and some people aren't receptive to that at all.

Psychiatrists can at the very least give you some medication that will alter your brain. Those guys can 100% help anyone that wants to change the way their brain works, very forcefully. Therapists can only help people who are receptive to it. Psychiatrists can only help people who want drugs.

Then there are people like me who suffer from both of those things. I don't have money to throw at a professional friend if it's not going to help me, just a waste of money and time.

Plus my memory is split and segmented. I never remember all my problems at once in one hour a week, only at night when I'm staring at my ceiling. I can't just scan my brain for what's bothering me on the spot. I've never been prescribed the same diagnosis twice, I've made a lot of useless visits to these people. I feel bad for making them feel like failures when in reality they're not designed for me.

I came here to pretty much say this. Also suffer from mental health issues. Depression, suicidal thoughts. You name it, I got it. I am pretty fucking screwed in the head. If you wanna go for meds, thats really a 50/50 issue. Yeah it works... but, thats kinda hard to talk about because I was on 5 god damn different medications! One for depression, one used as a booster, one that is Diazepam for anxiety, one for night terrors, and one for helping sleep at night. And let me tel you right now... its not very ideal to be on that many meds even if you are as fucked up as I am because it turned me into feeling like a zombie. And not to mention I felt more of a fake sort of feeling happiness and it was all just artificial just because these meds I took. But... it did make me mellow which was at least a plus. I dont take them anymore though.
Even when I was suicidal.. the hospital didnt even do anything for me because they cant do anything for me that very night I was, making it all a waste of time and the same old stupid game of 20 questions and before you know it you are out the door on your way to no where with a set of papers to resources that you are already going to or who the fuck knows how else to treat you. Its funny...people only tend to care when you are suicidal at that very moment but the next day and the next day? Nothing never changes...

Now, with that overall being said..I still do see a psychologist and talk twice a week. I guess I do this because it helps keep me alive. And I overall didnt end up trying to kill myself like I almost went for two years ago. So, I guess thats a plus. I try to keep my mind in active things or trying to accomplish something very little such as painting my first ever Bob Ross painting. Those bad suicidal thoughts never really go away for me, its almost fucking painful at times.. and im surprised im still alive these days with my crippling depression at this rate. But, I like to think im struggling along in a sort of ok ish sort of way to stay around a while longer.

She will forever be known as "That gorilla glue girl". Sometimes you cant clear that amount of clout no matter which way you swing it. But you also cant cure stupidity. Her life as she knows it, is pretty much ruined becuase as with "Damn Daniel" I gurrantee that you wont get that far in life without someone bringing up your stupid past history when it garnered this amount of attention.

AWinterJ posted...

You have a real hard time understanding some folk won't be as quick to pump things into their body regardless of what they have been told. Being cautious isn't a bad thing and hopefully you'll never know why.

Also this I agree on that sums it up perfectly.

Arcturusisnow posted...

You sound like a Trumpster. Git on, git out of hur.

Except Trump is every bit as evil as they say? Where is your proof that he isn't?

Nah. I actually think fuck all about politics that if I had a good majority of TP, I can wipe my ass with. Its no secret when it comes to this vaccine about how it was rushed out.
Not too fond of the side affects people are complaining about either which in turn is the reason why im waiting until the bugs are sorted out.

Im disabled due to my crippling depression and suicidal thoughts. That being said though, I do get a decent amount a month on disability so..yes. I do live off of that the best I can while still living with relatives which makes it a bit easier trying to stretch a dollar and it does make me really appreciate the value of a dollar and I try to take whatever I get, split it in half and save the rest into savings.

It was a rushed vaccine. Id rather wait until they work out the bugs.

Wow, some of you chumps are hard pressed. Honestly dude, wear whatever you want man. Don't listen to anyone else if you want to wear it, then more power to you. It's also kind of funny how you have these rock bands with their flaming skulls or whatever merch, and it's ok for them to wear it but all of a sudden if anyone wears anything remotely similar, they get shunned for it. Don't let anyone define your taste in style.

Kungfu Kenobi posted...

Funny how God never mentioned it in the Bible. Guess it wasn't part of The Plan.

Maybe they should start by asking this god of theirs. However, I dont think he would answer.

Fierce_Deity_08 posted...

Oh yeah, thats a thing you do not do. Yeah, kids should learn about how things were back then, but not like that.

This. But also in the context in the way it was presented was so fucked up.

Played it for the first time late last year. As someone who suffers from being on the brink of schizophrenia becuase of my crippling depression, this game was very accurately portrayed its almost scary with the insane amount of details and research that went into it. Nearly had a hard fucking time getting through it also but by the very end when it was all said and done, that ending hit me the hardest the most. Im not going to go into much about it but, I think it has a lot of interpretations on what it means. Really excited for Hellblade 2 by the way!!

Welcome to this here board where every dude has a hard on for Jen, and for some reason, a poster named after Michael Cole, one of the most obnoxious commentators that graced me poor ears.

You might not might have fun. However, Duckbeard topics are kinda mildly entertaining even though he somewhat contradicts his stories in posts.

Let me guess..the huge giveaway was they are black?

Im just going to go ahead and say it...that package looks like when Lady gagas vee jay jay like the time when she had one that onsie.

synthotron posted...

That's cops for ya!

It's the American way! Good to see the boys in blue handle it in a over the top sort of way. It's almost comical at this point where we are just living a real life episode of South park.

SunWuKung420 posted...

He needed mental health not tattoos.

Lol.. Im not really gonna go into depth here on that subject but all I can honestly say in all seriousness? We can do so much better. I know first hand from experience...

ParanoidObsessive posted...

It's a brilliant ending... so long as you turn the game off right after Anderson dies.

Anything that happens after that, including Vent Boys, piss-poor writing, and color-swap explosions is obviously just the dying hallucinations of Shepard as they slowly bleed out next to their surrogate father figure.

I thought about this for a very long time and...totally agree dude. If the game just ended there, I would have been.. ya know? Happy. Just seeing them sit there, talking and looking at Earth I believe, etc. That was pretty cool.

Jen0125 posted...

Lmao I didn't even notice

Why is it this board has such a hard on for Jen? I cant remember the half of you chumps on here unless its a funny name.

How to fuck up your life 101. Ask this guy. But holy jeebus chirst... good luck trying to get a job or anything remotly close for that matter if you have tats on your face. Well, maybe.. if you join the circus though!

Used to be pretty good I remember back in the 90s. But today? Ehhh... not as good as back then. Pizza hut was some really hot shit back then. I dont know what happened.

deoxxys posted...

Lol I've never seen a chick-fil-a deny service to gay people

I said the company not the service, lol.

Hrmm, do I go with company A who is anti gay or do I go with company B who makes decent stuff.... life decisions here people.

lihlih posted...

Public schools don't really have uniforms for the most part in America.

Lol, projecting much? When have I ever posted anything creepy at all?

What are you talking about? How about posting in English next time?

Yup. Had to double check if my reply was in English and it was.

Yeah dude...this probably wasn't a good idea to post that on what you saw. Knowing how the context is, I think you should have saw this coming.

This just goes to show that corporations can rule the world right along with the dirty politicians as well. Not saying all are bad...but yes. I do agree that we definitely need a wage increase! It's hard as fuck trying to survive in minimum wage these days.

Hey TC. I just wanted to say im happy you are getting the help you need. I know its not easy, but Ive had a lot of experience with it myself. Especially now and Im also doing the same thing too. Oh, and also.. you know you have a good doctor when you can just tell my their mannerisms. See if he leans forward and looks directly at the camera. Always allows you to go first if you needed to say something, etc. Just always remember, these doctors are here to help you. They listen very well and so on. You can share whatever it is you want to.

Beastars

Sarcasthma posted...

I use superior Japanese engineering to have cold water shot straight at my b-hole.

True...however.. no matter how clean as a whistle that butt hole may be after a good swish and swash. Your butt hole would aways come out feeling like a soggy wet moist butt hole.

Well, when you get up, you have to keep them cheeks spread like as if someone was tossing your salad.

Zeus posted...

The other issue making it harder to binge is that the series is a lot more episodic than the cartoons that followed it. When something has a running storyline, it's easier to sit through longer spans of the show. You bring up attention spans, but keep in mind that almost every episode of B:TAS was an almost-completely self-contained 30 minute (minus commercials) story. There were only a handful of two parters and very few running story elements. Which makes it great for syndication (and children for that matter), but kinda rubbish for storytelling at times.

You can directly compare that to the more polished DCAU series. JLU had entire seasons devoted to overarching story arcs with a lot of 2-3 parters, but even the kinda self-contained episodes ("Task Force X") continued that running story. And even Superman: TAS managed to keep what felt like a running narrative just because so much of the show focused around Lex Luthor as an antagonist (the same approach would be tried with the Spectacular Spiderman, where Tombstone had an overarching role)

And I can say the very same for Young Justice too. Im so glad that after all these years it finally got a third season after it was cancelled. I still need to catch up on that one.

This kinda reminds me of the other topic on here where someone asked if you ever tip, etc. Short answer for me is a simple no. Growing older now, im 30. And even over time I just never understood the whole concept behind it because it is such a grey area. Not only that, but Ive got many reasons. Not just the differential views, but I dont want to feel guilty about not doing it. Its a strange thing when you have companies rely on that tipping system not pay them a good enough wage. Plus to sum this up here... I value my own money. Am also in the same boat as they are, and have my own issues in life I have to deal with. Cash is king in this world weather you like it or not.

ParanoidObsessive posted...

I'd argue that this isn't really a failing of the show as much as a failing of the audience. People today have the attention spans of hyperactive gnats hopped up on meth, and if something doesn't explode at least once every 30 seconds they start to get twitchy. Most of the greatest films of all time would bore the shit out of modern audiences if they were made before 2000 or so.

The show is very much trying to imitate the style of film noir in a lot of ways, and deliberate pacing and building suspense is part of that. It can be slow, but it's less meandering slow and more slow-burn rising action.

Definitely. I love that type of style though so it's no issue to me if I sort of binge watch it.

It just all does the same thing if its just gonna clean your ass

Kotenks posted...

I think this is the single greatest television cartoon ever made and I've seen hundreds from multiple decades.

I think I may just have to start watching it now, lol. Seriously. I bought this blu raybox set and it's just been sitting there with a whole bunch of other movies I've been buying and backlogging. I could use a new tv show to keep me interested in I haven't seen before anyways. The other thing is though, I know that there was other expanded shows based on this one. But is this one just fine as a stand alone compared to say, Batman beyond? Eventually I'll get around to the others someday..

Nope, and no. I never tip and I hate the tipping system in place. Its an unpopular opinion here, but I also have a right to say no, im not giving you extra money. I dont need to give you extra money and its not required that I give you extra money. You have to realize the meaning behind it to fully understand it as well. It sucks that when you have a company that cant pay their employees well and they have to count on the tipping system then something is obviously wrong there. But you choose you work there. No one is forcing you in that position and no one owes you that extra dollar so don't have a pity fit in other words if someone doesn't tip.

Assassins Creed Odyssey. Its not that I hate the game... but rather, I hate how its so fucking massive and intimidating when you just look at the god damn map! Ive always loved AC but fuck me sideways... Ive never seen so much filler, so much content that results towards a constant grind. Ive made it about 4 hours in and im just about to throw in the towl for now because I feel like I could enjoy something else : /

TheOkHornedRat posted...

they did all the animation on black canvas instead of white which was fucking amazing for the atmosphere

So much this. I seriously love the look of it also. And btw, how are the two movies as well? I got the entire collection that came with the four seasons and the two movies. Mask of the phantasm. And Subzero.