Lurker > TaKun782

None. I don't work a minimum wage slave job.

No..but I did at one point to where it was like a fucking ball. And I felt around 10lbs lighter.

Everyday my man. Hell, I remembered when I got into a bike accident on the track, cycling, I was prety banged up. Road rash, so it it would've been hard to take a shower. So I didn't. Keep in mind I was still sweaty as fuck and been in the hospital and after two days I smelled like ass. Yeah...always take a damn shower or whatever

This guy flip flops so damn much, it's hard to actually keep track of the shit that actually comes out of his mouth.

Im actually more surprised this fat bastard is picking up healthy food then the mask.

For a minute there, I miss read the title near the end as..."and it had some pre ejaculation"

Renraku_San posted...

I ran a psych ward back in the day. Had a team of 5 psychics working around the clock. You ok tc?

Feeling suicidal and depressed isnt exactly "ok"

BADoglick posted...

No, my friend voluntarily checked herself in to one recently and she said the employees were verbally abusive and the other patients constantly asking if she could sneak drugs in. So not exactly the help she needed

Why cant we do more to help the mentally unwell people? Especially here in America.. It seems like whenever someone wants to talk about it, its such a gray area they want to avoid. And on a side note, fuck anyone that acts like they give a shit whem someone does show they suddenly care after someone actually commits suicide. Its a hard truth, but Ive seen it before and it makes my skin crawl knowing this person was sick, etc. I just dont know anymore..

Zangulus posted...

My wife spent a couple of weeks (a little over a week each time), in psychiatric facilities a few years ago. So while I havent been in one as a patient I spent a lot of time as a visitor. I went every night even though it was over a 3 hour drive.

Damn dude... thats commitment right there. Kudos to you for that.

ChaosAzeroth posted...

The one I went to, yeah. I imagine they're not all the same though.

Ngl pissed me off to be told hey this is your therapist and see the guy once after the initial meeting the whole week. He sent an overly touchy guy once too. So like 3 actual, rushed, one on one (if you count being in a line for two of them but talking one on one) in a week.

I hate groups, but it was that or be stuck longer.

Again though I imagine that not all are the same.

Jen0125 posted...

I've been to a couple mental health facilities.

Id love to hear Jen. But damn.. it sounds like it really does suck to be in there when you know its supposed to be a place to make you better, but it doesn't. Thats really depressing. And what the hell was this overal touchy guy all about? Sounds kinda creepy AF... and ya know, there is one thing a psychiatrist once asked me something Ill probably never forget in my life. She asked me at one point many months down the line after having thoughts of suicide and suffering from 10 years of depression. "What can we do for you"? And im like... "really, bitch?" What the fuck.. they didn't teach you any of this shit in school on how to treat a mentally unwell patent who suffered from abuse, being sexually abused, and sexually molested by their brother at 10 years old and she had the gull to ask me, THAT >_<

But anyways... thats just my personal experience so far. Because all thats really being done is wake up, take my meds, talk to doctor two times a week.Wake up, take my meds, talk to doc two times a week, etc. Let me tell you, well the most of you guys something about all of this that angers me on a personal level... I remembered when I said I felt unsafe. This was in my psychiatrist office. They called the EMT, took me to triage, did the whole shabang. About twenty questions later. Heres some papers to keep you going. Feeling suicidal again? Give us another call..etc >_> Fucking hell!!
So here is the hard truth of the fact of the matter is, they cant do nothing because they cant do nothing. I really dont wanna get into it but... it really broke my heart that after 10 years of suffering from this shit alone, it felt like I was being pushed away. And when you do decide to ask for help like being suicidal, its like they only care when you are a threat to yourself...I sometimes have these thoughts in my head from time to time. But does that mean I should call the hospital? No... because I know it would be a waste of time anyways like before and so on. Anyways, sorry for the rant here folks... I just really needed to vent :(

ChaosAzeroth posted...

I mean I've been in a mental health facility. I don't think I'd call what I went to a psych ward though tbh.

Actually for depression and suicidal thoughts.

Honestly my experience wasn't terrible but it wasn't amazing. They mostly made us do groups, and tried to force me out of my natural sleep schedule.

That being said, it does work for other people and they're likely to prescribe you the meds you need. I actually kinda miss being able to get the meds I need ngl.

And thats pretty much it? Thats pretty much what goes on for proper treatment for people who are mentally unwell?
Well damn... : / Looks like I dodged a bullet then. It honestly doesn't seem like they do much for you which I honestly dont see the point of these places then if all they do is give you meds and let you roam around. What kind of treatment is that? Its really sad...

I've hot bad news for you TC.. well, I suffer from random spouts of uncontrollable crying at times. And being in public is obviously the fucking worst of it... yeah, I get the are you ok? Um, nope man.. I'm not. And it just gets real awkward from there.. >_> Iys funny too just because I'm a dude, we have this double standard social stigma that men are supposed to be hard shelled , and all. But when it comes to any underlinning mental illness? It's like, stop that depression. I don't want to hear no more of that depression now.

Our healthcare obviously man. The only way for me to get any proper treatment is wait till I get really sick, or worse. Go into triage, five a fake name and address to avoid an insane medical bill. And that's pretty much rinse and repeat. I have no insurance... And people without insurance are at the low end of the totem poll in life if you can't find your way around it like I do. You gotta survive somehow anyways.

To keep the long story short here, I was suffering from severe depression for about 10 long years now. I mostly just take my meds, and talk to the doc three times a week. Nothing much else. I do feel suicidal sometimes... And it really sucks because I was in a hospital before. And they released me with out doing pretty much fuck all else... And if I ever get put into a psych ward, I highly doubt they are even going to treat my issues anyways and that saddens me.. depression is like a cancer. And it consumes everything until you feel like you shouldn't be alive. :( Anyways, just sorry for the rant. A lot has been on my mind about wanting to get better, but it's sad how this entire system is set up in such a way that it might not be. I just don't know what to honestly do anymore..

Fuck those shitty masks. I came fully prepared ^_^

RoboXgp89 posted...

every min wage job i've had was hard
every non-min wage job i've had gave me work that was substantially easier
I used to leave work not feeling tired at all
now I don't even go to work
that's the win win

I also wanted to chime in and say so true as well man. I mean, fuck.. I remember when I was working minimum wage, lets just say for example.. $9 an hour. And then after you pass that probation period when you are fully hired in, guess what always seems to happen? Yup. You're right. They always somehow mange to fuck you by giving you more work. But why is that such a bad thing? Well, more responsibilities and more tasks does not equal to the amount of pay. The worst for me was like it always seemed I was rushing to the ends of the Earth to get all the shit done. So, what do I do? Simple, like as I said before. Always work smart and so I realized that there is no need for me to rush through all this shit and that I should just take my time and so I did. Boy, did that piss a few workers off. You can talk about "teamwork" but it hardly exists there when you multitask and you are the one feeling like you are pulling more weight when you shouldn't.

Ive got more stories but I dont want to write a book report here. But I get it. Ive definitely been there.

zebatov posted...

Yeah its funny... the harder you work typically the less you make. Its the knowledge-side of things that pays off in the end. Kind of why I like driving. Depending on who you work for and how youre paid you can make anywhere from $19/hr up to $15,000/m or more. Theres nothing to it and it pays well.

You pretty much hit the nail on the head dude. Lets say for example, you do make 15,000 a year. Or average is about near 20,000. Anyways, might I digress here. You basically dont mean shit to the company. Right at the bottom of the totem poll and just a name and number on a piece of paper to cross a line through since there will always be someone to replace you in the harsh reality of things. Its the manager that mostly has to deal with this shit all the time and then later passes it off to the supervisor to deal with. Ive lost count how many times Ive seen this shit happen.
Anyways... you are right though. Its not about how hard you work, but how smart someone can work it. Never, ever fucking stoop so low to break your fucking back and then later get nailed over nepotism. And it sure as hell happens more then you think or god knows what connections they have and made. The brown nose's are the fucking worse too. Basically, yeah. But its hard to think how the fuck anyone can work smart in such a low pay job. But if you can find a way without bending over backwards in the right location, then it would be easy as hell.

The bad: The cure to my depression. I hate feeling sad all the time. Sometimes I cry at random and it's annoying...

The good: Well, Resident evil 3 remake is almost here to cheer me up!

Hey TC, have you also seen his tin foil hat anywhere?

Sarcasthma posted...

The internet can help spread rumors, too.

Yo, check it. I also heard, word on the street is...they be crackalackin down hard on these mo fos from the 5-0.

Kinda. Yes and no. I was baptized and raised Catholic. But then I had a falling out with religion. I respect every religion and all thoes who have their own beliefs. But I absolutely hate it when it is forced upon others...

Kyuubi4269 posted...

It's not entrapment, they didn't encourage the thieves to act, they just got em when they did.

This is a perfect example of when the police can't respond and how it's not reasonable to give the police exclusive rights to deal with criminals.

If thats entrapment, then I why not say "To catch a predator" is any different either. Point taken.

LinkPizza posted...

Could you tale a few days off and get a friend to help you drive there and back?

That's a pretty long drive though, so I can't : /

So, Im thinking about getting a husky pup but the guy who owns it live in Wyoming and im in Ohio. Its gonna cost $300 for the pet transport service to ship him over and im seriously considering it since its kinda hard to find a husky anyways. I just don't want to fall into a scam here is my worries :P
And for a little side info, the transport service is called "starwood animal transports".