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TopicLizzo Playing Crystal Flute Owned by James Madison Outrages Right-Wingers
GrandConjuraton
09/30/22 11:28:56 AM
#47
g0ldie posted...
you base this on what?

why should tight clothing on a big woman be triggering to conservatives?
Fat acceptance is considered "politically correct ".

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Topic60% of Americans are living paycheck to paycheck
GrandConjuraton
09/30/22 11:20:07 AM
#31
bluezero posted...
Because CEOs are giant pricks that keep all the money for themselves.


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TopicWords that annoy you?
GrandConjuraton
09/29/22 11:59:48 AM
#46
Sus/Sussy/any variation

Doodle

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TopicI am incapable of making friends. Ask me anything.
GrandConjuraton
09/28/22 11:56:39 PM
#33
FarmFox posted...
Hey, how was your weekend?
@FarmFox Nothing worth mentioning, >.< . I've been upset the last couple of days because of gacha failure, though.

You?

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TopicThis game is lewd even by Hyperdimension Neptunia standards
GrandConjuraton
09/25/22 8:32:50 PM
#73
DarkRoast posted...
https://gamefaqs.gamespot.com/a/user_image/3/5/8/AAeEwGAADtou.jpg

Is it weird that I'm a girl who likes this
I'm a girl who likes these, but I like them because I really like the basic premise and all of the references it makes. IIRC, the character designer is a woman, too.

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TopicPut President Biden's presidency into one sentence.
GrandConjuraton
09/25/22 5:37:56 PM
#15
thronedfire2 posted...
at least hes not trump


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TopicAsh vs Cynthia was *spoilers*
GrandConjuraton
09/25/22 2:57:51 PM
#12
Crimsoness posted...
The problem is you watched the Pokemon anime


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TopicC/D: You find joy in life.
GrandConjuraton
09/25/22 1:57:29 PM
#30
Deny

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TopicSo why haven't you bought an electric vehicle yet?
GrandConjuraton
09/25/22 1:50:55 PM
#48
They aren't feasible in poor/rural areas like the one I live in.

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Topicthis shows how little cultural impact avatar had
GrandConjuraton
09/25/22 1:34:01 PM
#62
Damn_Underscore posted...
Forget about cultural impact, Avatar just sucks


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TopicI am incapable of making friends. Ask me anything.
GrandConjuraton
09/25/22 11:27:31 AM
#31
Ivynn posted...
I still like you, Rose. I just feel bad that I can't help you and you're such a nice person who deserves better. :(
I like you too, and appreciate the sentiment, :)

It would just take a miracle to help me, though, it seems.

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TopicI am incapable of making friends. Ask me anything.
GrandConjuraton
09/25/22 11:26:14 AM
#30
Heartomaton posted...
What happens when GameFAQs shuts down?
Nothing. I don't have anywhere else to post.

AmericaTheBrave posted...
I mean, do you actually want friends and willing to change your situation/habits/etc. to do it?

Because you want things to just happen to you. It's been explained to you many times already that just sitting there isn't gonna do anything.
I'm unable to change.

Do you really think that I think it's realistic to just expect things to change? I know it's unrealistic, but it's literally the ONLY thing I have to even faintly hang on to. There are no other alternates.

tremain07 posted...
Wanting to connect to someone, yet fearing connecting to someone
Wanting to be relied on, yet fearing being relied on
Wanting to be loved, yet fearing that same love

Responsibility, fearing the failure to uphold that responsibility.
Failure, Rejection, Disappointment, these thre things are like swords piercing your flesh when you think they are directed at you and like demons gnawing at your soul when your fears are confirmed. it hurts, it hurts so much that the pain is unbearable yet there are no wounds on your body anywhere to the point you could end up in tears apologizing to nothing, apologizing for your very existence as if it everything you are and been has led up to this realization and confirmation of rejection, failure and disappointment. It hurts so much just imagining this scenario is enough to scare you away from anyone and everyone to the point the mere thought of interacting with another being of this world makes you feel as if you are standing in front of a loaded gun or a sharped blade aiming itself directly at you ready to fire/stab the very moment you make a move, say anything, if you do or say anything it will inflict the pain you've been dreading all this time, so you say nothing, you do nothing and eventually the blade will sheath, the gun will be hosted and you start to breathe easily, while being filled with self resentment that once again you've cowered away from potential pain that may not exist.

do you ever feel like that, tc?
Though I do feel like this is written in an overly dramatic way, I do find it pretty relatable, yes. I've been hurt so many times that it's hard to jump at anything that doesn't seem to be overly promising... anything less is too big of a risk.

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TopicHave you ever fought Ceaseless Discharge fairly
GrandConjuraton
09/25/22 11:20:10 AM
#5
Every time.

I've never used the tactic of making him walk off of the cliff.

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TopicI am incapable of making friends. Ask me anything.
GrandConjuraton
09/25/22 11:13:44 AM
#25
AmericaTheBrave posted...
Do you actually want friends? I feel like you reject people a lot.
Uhh, yeah? It's been one of the only things i've pined for for at least half of my life.

At the same time, a certain level of realism needs to be entertained, though. I've had so many failures that it's only realistic to expect that I will only garner more.
@AmericaTheBrave

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TopicI am incapable of making friends. Ask me anything.
GrandConjuraton
09/25/22 10:49:29 AM
#23
GrandConjuraton posted...
Bump


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TopicDuckbear really did have the best news stories
GrandConjuraton
09/25/22 10:41:51 AM
#35
Dat_Cracka_Jax posted...
Nice, but not the same as watching people meltdown in his CE topics


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TopicWhen's the last time you had cake?
GrandConjuraton
09/24/22 10:48:30 PM
#4
Tuesday, I think.

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TopicDuckbear really did have the best news stories
GrandConjuraton
09/24/22 10:46:01 PM
#6
Strangely enough, I actually do miss him a little.

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TopicI am incapable of making friends. Ask me anything.
GrandConjuraton
09/24/22 10:32:34 PM
#21
Bump

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TopicC/D: You find joy in life.
GrandConjuraton
09/24/22 9:32:18 PM
#27
Crimsoness posted...
Yet you ignore me ._.
You ignore every chance I make to be friends with you, so after a certain point you just give up, >.<

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TopicC/D: You find joy in life.
GrandConjuraton
09/24/22 9:25:29 PM
#24
MarcoRubio posted...
Why do you keep making these topics?
Attention

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TopicC/D: You find joy in life.
GrandConjuraton
09/24/22 8:34:31 PM
#21
Bump

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TopicC/D: You find joy in life.
GrandConjuraton
09/24/22 5:43:39 PM
#19
AmericaTheBrave posted...
But hasn't it been established that you're pretty much just waiting for someone to literally swoop in and save you from your misery? That's never gonna happen.
It's very unlikely, but it could happen if the right person saw or knew of my plight.

Heartomaton posted...
Clearly. But that hope you're holding onto isn't the light at the end of the GameFAQs tunnel, it's a train.
Well, there's nowhere else for me to go, so...

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TopicC/D: You find joy in life.
GrandConjuraton
09/24/22 5:36:18 PM
#16
Heartomaton posted...
It's just going to be stock platitudes from the ones that think they can help and insults from the ones getting annoyed. You've been here long enough that you should know that already.
Again, that's why it's a very faint hope. I don't give a fuck if anyone gets annoyed.

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TopicC/D: You find joy in life.
GrandConjuraton
09/24/22 5:31:11 PM
#14
VeggetaX posted...
You gotta learn to love and enjoy the small things in life. People go so far and wide in search of happiness but knowing I have bacon in my fridge and I can cook it and eat it gives me great pleasure. I feel bad for people who can't do similar things.
That sounds completely foreign to me. Can't wrap my head around the concept.

Ivynn posted...
C.

Even if it's brief, I'm sure listening to a song you like or playing a game you love gives you temporary joy.
Not enough to make the suffering worth enduring, not that I have any choice but to endure it.

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TopicC/D: You find joy in life.
GrandConjuraton
09/24/22 5:17:54 PM
#6
Heartomaton posted...
I don't see what you get from this.
The very faint hope that someone might be able to do ANYTHING that might help me. I don't know what that would be, but it's all i've got.

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TopicC/D: You find joy in life.
GrandConjuraton
09/24/22 5:16:51 PM
#4
[LFAQs-redacted-quote]

I go in expecting most people to not side with me, as it is with most things.

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TopicC/D: You find joy in life.
GrandConjuraton
09/24/22 5:13:37 PM
#1
Deny.

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TopicAre you pro cloning or anti cloning human beings?
GrandConjuraton
09/24/22 5:07:49 PM
#14
I'm pro extinction

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Topicyou can't spell "funeral doom metal" without "fun"
GrandConjuraton
09/24/22 4:58:08 PM
#2
Old Thunder \m/

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TopicI am incapable of making friends. Ask me anything.
GrandConjuraton
09/24/22 4:50:36 PM
#19
ArchNemo posted...
What about me
You're one of the only two people who actually talks to me.

xXfireglzXx posted...
What value do you see in yourself?

Follow up question, do you think it's fair for others to find value in you when you're unwilling to value yourself?

You have to do something about self-loathing before anything else can change. You can still take issue with yourself, or aspects of yourself, but it cannot be allowed define your existence.

Pride and positive reinforcement have value, even as an individual. Find things that make you less sad than normal. Identify why they make you feel even a little bit better. Then remind yourself, these are the things I can do. Even if it's something small, it matters in the grand scheme of self-recovery.

Hell, think of it as beating an addiction to self-hate at this point. Any action you can take that isn't self-hate should be viewed as a positive action and built off of from there.

I'm sorry that it's so tough for you, but I know that you are capable of this. As a passive observer and lurker, this is something you can accomplish
I don't really feel that I have any inherit value. There's nothing that i'm good at, and there's nothing that makes me noteworthy in comparison to anyone else... i'm completely negligible, as my life has shown me time and time again. I can't offer anything to anyone.

This is all that I really know. I've been at this point for at least twelve years, and I wasn't exactly well off before then.

Virgalyssa posted...
Hey me too! I've had a lot of friends do that so I think we will get along just fine.
My PMs are open if you're willing to be feeling like you've wasted your time later, >.<

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TopicI am incapable of making friends. Ask me anything.
GrandConjuraton
09/24/22 4:33:09 PM
#12
a-c-a-b posted...
No.

You're just using the term "incapable" as an excuse for not even trying.

You're not a bad person, TC. There's definitely people out there who would want to be your friend if you let them.
"Incapable" can mean any number of things, and in my case, it's because I lack the social skills, confidence, and proper venues to attempt to make friends. It doesn't help that i'm too different from the majority of people and find it hard to relate with "normal" people.

Virgalyssa posted...
Can I be your friend? I struggle too and I'd like more friends.
You're welcome to try, but I have a horrendous track record. Pretty much everyone who has ever tried has left me in the dust.

RagOnAStick posted...
You're supposed to set up an AMA with something mildly interesting, not something that everyone reading it already relates to
I'm in the mood for a pity party and this is an outcome of that.

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TopicCourt debate over definition of lesbian adjourned for a month due to crying.
GrandConjuraton
09/24/22 4:27:43 PM
#3
UnholyMudcrab posted...
How to tell that this will be about TERF bullshit in one simple step


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TopicI am incapable of making friends. Ask me anything.
GrandConjuraton
09/24/22 4:26:55 PM
#7
a-c-a-b posted...
Making friends is easy if you want it and actually try.
Incorrect. Some people are just plain incapable.

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TopicI am incapable of making friends. Ask me anything.
GrandConjuraton
09/24/22 4:24:48 PM
#5
Onimusha posted...
Whens the last time you wore pantyhose? Lol
In June, perhaps?

Crimsoness posted...
Lies
Truths

[LFAQs-redacted-quote]

Yeah, but there's no easy way to do it... not for me, at least. Plus, i'm not that likable.

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TopicI am incapable of making friends. Ask me anything.
GrandConjuraton
09/24/22 4:21:23 PM
#1
Or not

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TopicWhat are your goals/dreams and what's stopping you from going after it?
GrandConjuraton
09/24/22 4:10:21 PM
#15
I don't really have much in the way of goals or dreams. I do have severe social anxiety and struggle with depression, and I live in an extremely poor area filled with terrible people, so...

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TopicHulu is doing a parody of Romeo and Juliet starring a side character
GrandConjuraton
09/24/22 10:49:42 AM
#4
[LFAQs-redacted-quote]



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TopicWhat difficulty setting are you living your real life?
GrandConjuraton
09/24/22 9:55:27 AM
#7
Brutal

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TopicI honestly feel Sekiro is better than Elden Ring.
GrandConjuraton
09/24/22 9:54:20 AM
#3
You're entitled to your opinion, but it doesn't mean that you're right.

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TopicDo you take any prescription drugs daily?
GrandConjuraton
09/24/22 9:30:24 AM
#14
Four for mental health, two for hormones, one for acid reflux, one for allergies. I'm also prescribed another mental health treatment (Spravato) that I have to go to a clinical setting to go take, but it's not daily.

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TopicDid you buy any NFTs?
GrandConjuraton
09/24/22 7:49:10 AM
#3
Scams

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TopicWhy did people dislike shockthemonkey?
GrandConjuraton
09/24/22 7:48:43 AM
#28
Even though he was often right, he was very aggressive about what he believed, and that tends to rub people the wrong way.

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Topicwhat was the last good console that nintendo made?
GrandConjuraton
09/24/22 1:38:42 AM
#2
Gamecube

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TopicNew Strawberry Shortcake show says trans rights.
GrandConjuraton
09/24/22 1:26:22 AM
#135
Also, Strawberry Shortcake is one of my favorite franchises, so this is actually really nice.

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TopicNew Strawberry Shortcake show says trans rights.
GrandConjuraton
09/24/22 1:24:09 AM
#134
I've always headcanoned that Plum Pudding is trans, >.< . She was a guy in the original, but is a girl in everything else.

I know it was just a play to sell more dolls, but... no one can stop me on this, lol.

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