Lurker > GrandConjuraton

Your "reasonable estimation" is born of a perception clouded by self-loathing and despairing depression, not logic.

You act like this isn't the exact same thought process I used to have. I've failed more than enough times in my life to at least be in the same ballpark as you, if not more due to trying to solve more than one main issue at once. If I used all that failure as a way to try and predict the future, then I'd have given up and ended things by now, but I came to my senses and realized that I am a human being, not a scientific equation. And as a human being, my future (and yours, as another human) is better described in similar terms to quantum mechanics rather than classical physics.

In other words, previous results have little to no bearing on future results. No one, not even the individual in question, will ever be able to accurately predict the outcome of their own endeavors, regardless of how well they know themselves.

is having a friend online not what you're looking for?

You have no good qualities or talents, having no talents I forgive, why cant I forgive you for having no good qualities?

She has good qualities, she just denies herself of admitting it to herself and others.

is there stuff you wanna do but you just don't or can't?

yess I know I remember lol
I think I'm a little more grounded now tho in that regard. I'm super sensitive.
emotional baggage I guess.

what was that one anime with the clover girl and the other girls with heart or something? the one we started to watch together

I really miss being friends with you tbh

to be perfectly honest I remember none of that, so I'm not really cognicient of what supposedly happened. I don't doubt you tho

You ever want to run naked in traffic? Or strut naked through the crosswalk in the middle of the week.

maybe you should appreciate people that care about you then

I mean, this should be a "duh" moment, but I've tried to stay out of your affairs because you dislike me.

You have the quality of making people that care about you feel unappreciated.

Oh I understand perfectly. You want an instant mental health fix, something that doesn't exist for anyone, ever. Because such a thing does not exist, and you refuse to try anything with steps or gradual change for fear of failure/laziness, you incorrectly perceive that as not having any options whatsoever.

Acknowledge that or not, that's reality.

goatthief posted... i don't have anything to really add other than to say I understand.

Dont give up

So yeah, barring a completely unrealistic miracle, it's laziness and fear holding you back.

You think that because admitting I'm right would mean accepting that you're not willing to help yourself. You're complacent.

It's not the only option, it's just the only option you're willing to go with. And you haven't answered the question of what happens when you don't get the "help" you think these topics give you anymore.

They're not enough, but you refuse to try anything in order to get more, under the false assertion that there isn't anything that can be done. You refuse to accept suggestions and advice under that same assertion, but not out of actual fact but fear and/or laziness, and possibly an unhealthy addiction to being melodramatic and complacent in your suffering. You create your own self-fulfilling prophecy.

And again, these topics don't work the way you think they do. Even if they did, they would have diminishing returns based on your previous observation that the people who get sink of this nonsense will eventually ignore or block you. What would you do when that inevitably happens enough that these topics no longer provide you with the "benefit" you think they give you.

And I would say you're a great shitposter, given that each and every one of these topics is shit.

Bullshit. If that were true, then you wouldn't have him at all, regardless of how your close your similar issues brought you.

Say that to him then. Unless, of course, you're afraid of losing something worthwhile.

Right. Because your priority is never-ending self-depreciation and using the people who want to help you for attention while refusing the actual help, and that's so much better.

Huh. So you've bonded with some who loves you and you love in return. Sure sounds like a good quality about you and your life to me.

Yeah we'll just pretend that constantly reinforcing those negative thoughts isn't self-destructive and that you're not just as capable as everyone else here of making perfectly benign shitposts and other topics. Mkay.

Really? Because if you've given up trying to improve for your own sake, and you won't keep trying for his, then it doesn't seem like you actually care about him any more or less than you do yourself.

Yes, they are. Not physically, no, but definitely mentally.

Youre a girl right? Do you wear pantyhose?

"I'm going to keep being self destructive and cry about things for attention instead of taking and doing the bare minimum to follow advice, and neither the people who hate me or people who want to help me will change that."

Again, very cool and mature. Making your fiance proud.

Sure, if you think this place is the only thing that matters.

Which it isn't.

Yeah a subjective statement perceived as an objective one really backs you up.

So you'd rather press an exercise in futility on everyone else than take part in one yourself. Very cool and mature of you.

So, first off, the things you listed mean you're just like everyone else on CE. Most don't care about what anyone else likes or thinks, most don't have a lot in common, absolutely none of them share 100% of the same opinions, and everyone has their limits of civility.

And second, the direction these topics go is worse than the one you're afraid of.

So you'd rather just be a glutton for punishment and be an obstinate brick wall against literally everyone who tries to help you because it guarantees attention than try different things because they might not be immediately successful and you'd have to actually make an effort?

That's stupid.

Have you even tried anything besides an AMA or pity party?

Yeah that definitely explains why every single topic needs to be a self-defeating pity party that's an exact mirror of every other self-defeating pity party topic. Totally logical.

Because Im a good person. I love hanging out with friends and stuff and always have a good time.

Im just completely braindead when it comes to thinking of work Id be good at that I wouldnt hate that would pay well enough. And Im boring af and weird and not good looking enough to get away with it lol.

Thank god I learned how to live for myself.

do you know any single ladies who wanna date?

<_<

What are you looking for with this topic? (Not sure if asked already)

Where would you travel if you could go anywhere free?

Ay, sorry, no the dog just talks. But there are benefits to having a dog that can tell you what it hears and smells in that kind of situation.

A dialogue where you shoot down every single bit of advice and suggestion given to you isn't an actual dialogue.

And that's besides that fact that this "dialogue" you're so intent on creating plays out the exact same way every damn time.

I dont even have any questions, but I know how you feel. Like, dont get me wrong, I think Im great, but Im also not so ignorant that Im unaware that theres really nothing exceptional or remarkable about me. Im just kind of here, existing.

Tbh the whole acquisition is blatant monopolization of the industry.

i played DS for the first time in the remake and thought it was really good. unpopular opinion but I like that it has more gimmick bosses than the other games, I think I prefer the level approach instead of the semi open world, and I think this is the only souls game that has what i would consider a reasonable difficulty level (but that might have just been because i played other souls games before this)

You mean average

No one would ask about me.

Instantly forgotten

Oh sorry I didn't know. And good!

Wait, TC doesn't put his carts back?

Right wing bigots being the problem themselves they say exists when it doesn't exist yet again.

Your grammar and writing skills are consistently great, that's a good quality.

You have to survive in the wilderness for 14 days, you can pick one or the other

Flint, machete, two tarps and 30 feet of paracord..
OR
A talking dog?

You think that you know that you know you know.