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Wow... this is pretty disgusting and upsetting.

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trappedunderice posted...

Just learned beneath the mire on guitar which is one of my favorite Opeth songs, what's yours

@trappedunderice My favorite Opeth song? It's When; to me, it's the best example of what Opeth does best.

Other close ones are Ghost of Perdition and Bleak.

Sayoria posted...

So why do I do that then? O.o

Because you're insane, o.O

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Pokken was pretty good, but like Smash, it isn't a fighting game, unfortunately.

It'll probably never happen.

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She's extremely rude, condescending, petty, and narcissistic.

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Sayoria posted...

Why do you ask "ask me anything' every time? >.<

Every time there is an AMA, I need to know this answer. O.o

You're the only person who has ever called me that, so the answer lies within yourself! o.O

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AldousIsDead posted...

If you could go back in time and kill one person (not hitler, that's a gimme) who would it be?

The person is still living, so I don't think I should say who they are, >.< . I will say that this person left the world much worse after their rise to prominence, though.

Of course, I wouldn't personally do it myself, anyway.

DJquackquack posted...

Youre amazing

y

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Sayoria posted...

Why do people call you ae ae?

Why do you post this question every time? >.<

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TeaMilk posted...

Hi

Hi!

What's up?

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Ivynn posted...

What's the latest banger you listened to?

This album (well, it's more like a collection) came out last year, but i've only listened to it recently and I enjoyed it pretty well:
https://www.last.fm/music/Herm%C3%B3%C3%B0r/Korpstr%C3%A4d

trappedunderice posted...

Back of buddy, she's mine.

When did you get ownership over me? >.<

DJquackquack posted...

Have you ever worn pantyhose without undies?

Yep.

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KamenRiderBlade posted...

Why did you change your user name from:
MorningRose & ZeroFlameCutter?

MorningRose/zeroflamecutter was my first account, and I closed it two or so years ago when I was planning on permanently leaving CE... which didn't happen, obviously, but I did stay gone for over half of a year.

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R1masher posted...

so, youre saying I still have a chance, got it

Oh, so you just made that up as a way to ask me? >.<

BloodMoon7 posted...

I love you.

You do? o:

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CalypsoDoom posted...

I mean people itt have mostly been twisting what she said to make it sound like she literally sits around all day terrorizing people for what they're going through. You don't have a leg to stand on if you have to lie about what was actually posted, though lying makes for good topic material to get everyone riled up against a user they already actively dislike but refuse to ignore.

None of what she said was delicately phrased, no. But when you actually are aware of the violence against LGBT people and the discrimination they face, you understand why someone is upset about deaths and murders in their community and the fact that as a member of it, there is an increased likelihood that you will be a statistic someday.

And do tell me, what exactly gives the people here moral superiority with the issues raised with her posts? Do you advocate for men's mental health and support them through losing loved ones and help reduce the stigma? Do you advocate for access to women's reproductive health and sympathize with efforts to be able to successfully reproduce and increase access to fertility treatments?

Or are we just yelling about this for five pages because someone we (as in most people ITT) already didn't like got suspended?

She's not wrong in what she says in regards to stuff like that, but she's also extremely obnoxious and condescending to anyone she doesn't like. I know from past experiences with her that she's also extremely petty and will hold onto things for years to try to stab you in the back with them even just over perceived slights.

She actually went on a tirade on Discord against me once just because I called myself a "bimbo", and it wasn't because I insulted myself; it was because me doing that was somehow offensive to the concept of "bimbo", and she tried to make it sound like a good thing or a coping mechanism.

I do think she's genuine, but at times, she definitely comes across as a parody.

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R1masher posted...

Is there any truth to the rumors that you broke it off with your fianc?

No truth whatsoever, x.x . Who was even saying that?

Turtlebread posted...

why do ppl still start sentences with I mean lmfao

To be annoying or abrasive, most likely.

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Or don't.

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Already pre-registered.

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ROOTFayth posted...

I think gunpla might jusy be a narcissist and a sociopath, lmfao @QueenCarly saying that she is one of the best poster here hahahahahahahahahah, really good one

She is, but anyone could tell you that, x.x

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CADE FOSTER posted...

Terrorist just like all those that went into the capitol

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>president

lel

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Personally? Wearing one makes my already high anxiety even worse and makes it feel like i'm suffocating.

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Absolutely not.

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Vyrulisse posted...

that's an ancient pic.

Can confirm.

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The Popo posted...

Egotistic boomer centrist liberal

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BilalPowell posted...

Wow that's hilarious. Did not get it back in the day.

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=vLzJvPQEw-I

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smoke_break posted...

I did not. I thought you wanted me to clarify what I meant by my original question.

I honestly don't know what games are considered rare, so I can't actually answer the question, x.x

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-Unowninator- posted...

Got any examples?

Two good examples right off of the top of my head:
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=iL4n2mJJ6ww
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=y_N08JldU40

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smoke_break posted...

The game you'd get the most for if you sold it on eBay?

That's not what I meant and you know it.

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I don't know what games are considered rare.

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McDonalds isn't exactly the benchmark for quality.

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electricbugs2 posted...

Yeah a lot of the early episodes of Spongebob will likely be on thin ice over the next few years. Lot of shit that no one would have cared about in 2000 is just straight up not going to fly in 2021.

The early seasons of Rugrats would get cancelled if people went back and took a look at them, :/ . There's a lot of stuff in them that people would consider "inappropriate" now.

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HHH is the game posted...

Did they...actually? Where is the proof of this?

It's true. They actually took the episode off of Amazon Prime, and for a while, the Snail Race episode (which was attached to that episode) was removed too.

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gunplagirl posted...

Think you'll ever be able to thrive in live, independent of others?

Nope. Not a chance.

BloodMoon7 posted...

TC, I like you.

;)

Ok bye

:3

I like you too.

bsp77 posted...

I either have my kids or am doing something with my girlfriend or my many friends like 5 out of 7 nights a week, and still have loneliness issues. I am aware it makes no sense.

:(

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BarbaricAvatar posted...

Why would you be lonely if you've got a fiance?

Because I need more than just one person. Most people do.

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I have insomnia, so I can't sleep more than a few hours at a time... I wouldn't know from experience, but I imagine it would definitely be a positive thing.

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Thaumaturge posted...

Are you a girl?

Yes.

Flauros posted...

Where are da pix?

Archived on *that* site.

BipBapBam posted...

Is your Conjuration skill even at 1 hundo or are you a poser?~

I'm a poser, ;-;

bsp77 posted...

Apparently I have the opposite problem. I am getting anxious because I haven't seen anyone at all today (other than my cat). I am even going out to a bar with a bunch of friends in a couple hours but am anxious because of the current lack of contact. It's like I'm alone at the moment so I will be alone forever. It's fucked up. So someone can swing too much the other way.

I wouldn't really say you have the OPPOSITE problem... I may have a life that's orientated towards being away from people, but that's only because i'm afraid of most people. I feel a very deep loneliness in my heart and wish that I had friends, but i'm unable to change things because of my rather severe shortcomings.

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RedJackson posted...

If you could be gifted anything in this moment, what would it be?

Peace of mind.

R1masher posted...

Whats your favorite movie about agoraphobia and why is it Copycat?

I've never watched Copycat, or probably anything in general about agoraphobia, >.< . I've watched several anime with a prominent mental health theme in general, though, like Neon Genesis or .Hack//Sign and loved those.

CountDrugula posted...

Whats your favorite Opeth album and what is your opinion on their stylistic shift away from metal with the Heritage and onward material?

Mines Deliverance or Still Life.

I liked In Cauda Venenum fairly well, but I hated the other post-Heritage albums, >.< . That being said...it's hard to pick a single favorite Opeth album because I love something about most of them but am also a little cold on some of them for one reason or another at the same time. I guess Morningrise is the closest I can come to picking a favorite, though.

toyota posted...

How do you have a fiance while being a shut in? Have you met irl?

If i could i would go total shut in but i need to make money so it still need to deal with society. totally loved lockdowns and quarantines tbh

Dating site

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berlyman101 posted...

unless you are actively hurting people, how could you know that?

A lifetime of experience has told me as such. Plus, my anxiety and other mental health issues in combination with outside factors (like where I live) makes anything changing overwhelmingly unlikely.

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berlyman101 posted...

unless

Huh?

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bsp77 posted...

You ever play discord with others online, like Jackbox and such? That can be fun and gives some interaction

I got on the CE one with Pus_N_Pecans a few times a while ago and even tried participating once, but my anxiety got the better of me and I quit, x.x

RedJackson posted...

Hey loser come have breakfast with me



Im ready to pass out

I wish I had an IHOP around here, :( . The closest one is hours away.

berlyman101 posted...

of course, however, it may be something intangible or they have trouble defining it. it can also flip like a switch.

I'm sorry that you're feeling s***ty and not liked, TC. it is not immutable. if you only want sympathy, then again, I am sorry.

I just wish that things could be different, but they'll never be any different. It hurts.

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bsp77 posted...

But do you want us to all feel like unlikable losers so you feel you have company? I am unsure of what you want.

No? I just want attention to make up for the deficit in terms of what i'm not getting.

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Conflict posted...

Have these topics ever helped you?

Depending on the quality of the responses, yes.


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berlyman101 posted...

I don't get the terms "likable" and "lovable" in the context which people frequently use them. what does it mean? people will feel whatever about you with no reason. also, just because I'm likable doesn't mean that I feel liked.

When pretty much no one likes you, it does become apparent that there is something to the concept of "likable" and/or "lovable". It's a real trait.

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Venting, and potential sympathy posts.

Njolk posted...

I used to be and I completely changed so I don't feel bad at all for people like that

Cool story

R1masher posted...

I like you enough, so that makes you kind of a winner

trappedunderice posted...

I like you, and you're not a loser.

I'm a loser by almost any measure someone could come up with, x:

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Confirm

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It's a great spot for farming souls if you wanna do something expensive like upgrading your pyro glove, at least. It's always been my go-to for that.

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bsp77 posted...

What is your plan with your fiance though? Couldn't that help or at least change things?

He's saving some money from his disability payments bit by bit to pool some money to eventually get us together, x.x . He has MS, and his issues are almost as bad as mine in terms of mental health, but he's somewhat better off in that regard... I think i'll try to get signed up on something relatively soon, if I can, so that might help too.

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bsp77 posted...

I was being snarky and asking why you don't go out and have friends and such. Once again, thought it was more of a troll post. Didn't realize it was about severe anxiety issues, so my apologies

I've been seeing a therapist (actually, I have two, but the second one is more of a required one to keep my psych because of the rules in the clinic she works at and she does next to no work with me) and a psych for four years and haven't really made any progress, so i'm just going to write myself off as a lost cause, x.x . My meds do usually help keep my moods more even (in terms of less frequent episodes of debilitating depression, though I still have them), so that's something, I suppose.

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matchboxsantana posted...

that doesn't pay the bills. How do you pay them?

I live with my parents.

Kanaya413 posted...

Do you not go to the store or anything? Im a shut in but I still go out occasionally

I used to go shopping with my mom once a month or so, but I haven't really done that in the last year because of mask wearing; I already have a lot of anxiety out in public, and the masks make it unbearable for me.

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