Board 8 > Dillo Fantasy XI - return home to vana'dillo [mcdonalds] [dillos]

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oh god no chopsticks available i have to eat my insta ramen via fork

this hasn't happened in years *edit* wait I can get precise on this by relating to amemiya's last log-in date... *checks*.... i haven't forked a ramen in 9 years

attack on titan and xenoblade chronicles x have the same soundtrack i swear

fridge stocked with Brisk Ice Tea and Pepsi

grab blue can thinking it's pepsi only to baffle my taste buds aaaaaaaaaaaaa

lmfao is its official in-lore universal name seriously just gonna be "Female Titan"

that's just so dumb next to everything else

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i haven't forked a ramen in 9 years

ive never sexed a raymond ever

the parent forks a child and executes it

jesus AoT Final Chapter really builds into that climax in the first few episodes

when you stay up a bit too late because "well I'm almost at episode 12 that'll be the end" but then you get to 12 and realize there's still a few more

whoops okay i'll sleep

pee first

titan caught up now what (boy this thing's a wild ride)

man it's been so long since I've really watched any anime (okay jojos... and I've been watching the new netflix shaman king releases) but now I've blown through ~200 episodes of inuyasha plus 80 episodes of aot in half a month

what was some other animes i wanted to do.... fruit basket... my jp1000 seatmate was always a big tiger & bunny fan so maybe that..... oh shit zea wanted me to see nana so throw that on the list

I think I'll rewatch Paradise Kiss first tho..... oh hey that for some reason makes me wanna do xxxHolic which I only went a few episodes in, although as far as Clamp goes I should probably do a full Cardcaptors watchthrough since that's another case like Inuyasha I watched intermittently as a kid... and Sailor Moon really

oh boy i'mma be an anime watcher again

are you watching at 1.5 spd at least

you should watch some anime i've actually watched lel

1.0! it's hard enough catching subs while multitasking ffxi as is so I can't imagine upping speed

i don't even think i finished bible black

did i finish bible black?

*checks*

MAL says i did but i'll sometimes mark it as finished if i think i "basically finished it"

sure as hell don't remember much. i remember my preference being Viper GTS > Angel Blade > Bible Black

and Bible Black was just for the memes

A+ Anime North panel Hentai of Horrors with some obvious Bible Black & Night Shift Nurses clips

finish paradise kiss

goes to read up comments of the ending on MAL

... plenty of comments saying it ends like another show that I wanted to see... MOTHER FUCKERS WELL NOW I KNOW HOW THAT ENDS

although jesus how are there so many people idealizing yukari x george when it's literally the pinnacle of toxic fantasy infatuation

does this happen to anyone else when you're like trying to sleep, you can feel yourself just about to doze off.... but then your brain things of something that spooks yourself awake and you can't sleep anymore

augh i was right about to fall asleep but then i thought about a pair of scissors being tossed at my eye and how much that would suck and it could just come out of the blue and irreparably damage me for life and the thought grossed me awake and i'm just wincing about it

things I've heard about my whole life but i actually don't even know what it is:

casserole

ultimate fight for anime north hotel bookings rn

website crashed 5 minutes before links go up and hasn't opened yet - some who had the page load say no links even on it yet

aaaaaaaaaaa

that shit was crazyyyyyyyyyyyyyy omggggg... but SUCCESS, DELTA BOOKED

oh god I wasn't sure about going delta since it's the #1 main hotel for the event but oh god the race for bookings is intense, as I instinctively went ahead to begin transaction I looked back at social media comments of people crying the bookings are all gone after 14 seconds............. sooooooooooo yeah I'm going ahead with this transaction yesssssssssssss

Sheraton hotels up a few minutes ago now and it looks like an even bigger hell with errors so yeah I'm glad I got mine all done and good

I really miss living near a Saizeriya :(

craving carbonara

reminds me of the rabid amiibo days

Stressing out. My whole back is on fire from anxiety.

I tried LARPing a few years ago and met some cool people and had good times, but I constantly got down on myself and was never able to fully commit or make a bigger effort because I would just lock up further from any disappointment or mistake. I was getting ready to try again and be more proactive (buying new gear, making a character who wasn't literally named 'No one,' and trying to be a more fun bean... who was a dwarfish race worshipping an evil sea god in the times before said sea god wiped out his tace... more pleasant. Right...) when Covid happened. So, I have about 500 dollars worth of stuff in a box in my room Ive touched maybe twice in to years that I can't really even look at without shutting down, and havent thought about in months.

A larp friend and only one i visited outside game/postgame with no prior relationship started poking me again on facebook three or four days ago. Nothing major. We have poke wars, they flare up every few months.

A friend whose been flirting with me (and I'm too unsure and flattered and confused and off on my own in the safety of not driving anywhere and not living close) mentioned the game starting back up next month and he hoped I would come, and I had a major freeze up when it was mentioned.

And Facebook scrolling today, a discord invite popped up in my feed, posting generally only minutes before. So of course I see sogns heralding me this way and join a link I yeeted from stress a year ago, and didn't follow once the Slack/message boards went away further back than that.

So I am... just venting mostly, trying to get my mind out of a drowning spiral of failure and existential awareness.

The people and the game are great. They're an amazing community. I love a lot of them.

I just know I don't belong, and detract through my very presence.

Note: Joined the server about an hour ago, stressed through my lunch break, glad no one noticed me and haven't made any attempts to be noticed. Both heartwarming and bloodchilling watching an active chatter going on.

bruh I get so much anxiety at the idea of just joining a discord, like yeah even if there's people I know it's weird jumping into some big community and like won't people notice

I only really got discord for a university group project and since then a patreon i donated to came with a discord invite and i didn't know about joining it but the account has your info anyways and sends an invite so that's now the 1 actual discord group I'm in (although rarely contribute)

tbh I kinda have the same memory starting to post at B8, under my original account I pretty much just lurked and then made this account as a fresh start and even then interacting with like you or stingers felt like a big deal

I join discords to never participate in there, just like my message board days

unchecked notifications hurts my ocd tho

my whole sidebar is muted

but then I won't know if I missed somethi-

okay Tiger & Bunny

I like Kotetsu, I like Blue Rose... but for christ's sake Blue Rose is a high-schooler and Kotetsu's a father in his mid-30s what are you doing

tiger bunny beated, s'alright.. geez tho I never expected to get teary-eyed from the movie 2 ending, gosh i'm easy

.... and how are like all these old ketchup animes relevant again, Inuyasha with Yashahime, AoT still on Final Season P2, and now T&B coming back April tf

xxxholic givin' me a history lesson on yubikiri :O

done FFXI mini-expansions, back to Abysseaaa

Discoid - Magical AoE damage dealing half of the the total damage inflicted to it since the last time Discoid was used and it is used rather quickly from the readying stance, but can be outrun if "kiting". Shell/Stoneskin and other such buffs will reduce the damage taken.

... what the fuck this just did 5k AoE to the whole party... my ilvl117 run has max 2k hp

tried again, now paying attention and wtf this bitch is now spamming 1-3k Discoids this is horseshit

oh i actually watched like 4 eps of Tiger x Bunny

i mean that's all i have to say about it so it clearly didn't leave any impression on me

T&B definitely didn't impress me from the jump but like half-way the characters start to mesh and it's like alright this is fine

i think a big part of my losing interest was the show's insistence that the Bunny was this good looking cool guy and i didn't think that at alllll

the initial hair flick appeal to me

but then he starts wearing glasses and it's like oh nevermind then

truuuueeee

woke up to a bunch of dumb pick-up truck convoy shitheads blasting their horns -_-

searches twitter for "burlington convoy" and yep apparently these assholes are here today, driving from hamilton to spencer smith park then city hall

ffs nearly all restrictions were already lifted this week you god damn idiots

for a 25-ep episodic season xxxholic really got a top tier finale closing better than most

now what was that other show i watched just 1 episode this really reminds me of.... *searches MAL recs*... lmao it's here sayonara zetsubou sensei that's it

xxxholic kei 4

doumeki jumps up to top tier (although yuuko still best)

watanuki's whining about doumeki really getting unbearable lately, like yeah okay you're mad jelly and view him as a love rival despite him always being disinterested in anyone but good god doumeki has done so much for watanuki how can you keep being such a childish ass to him

i like how so often when an anime or manga has a mahjong episode/chapter there's always a huge disclaimer to explain mahjong is complicated or sometimes a translator puts in a bit about I DON'T KNOW MAHJONG MYSELF BUT I TRIED LOOKING THINGS UP AND DID MY BEST

i think the last time i came across this was alice in borderlands manga

HOW IS WATANUKI X HIMAWARI GIVING ME FEELS

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over 5 years later tales of orchestra really has made it so i cannot listen to Flow - Kaze no Uta's chorus without clapping, literally in the shower washing up during the lyrics with *clap clap* in the breaks

when you start looking for your phone when you're literally holding it in your hand and you were just looking at it

xxxholic ovas beated... shoulda just stopped with s2. both seasons ended themselves really really well but the ovas are kinda just tacked on confusion and pointlessness ultimately bringing everything down. it's like CLAMP thought "oh wait we're supposed to end with one of those depressing time skips everyone's doing (i say this 30 posts after finishing ParaKiss)

Got asked "are you a male" today which was a new one.

my favourite one of those moments is in my tweens with my mom taking us through Dairy Queen's drivethrough and as we got our food the service lady said "what a beautiful daughter you have!"

I honestly don't even look like a girl

It's just people thinking longer hair automatically = girl

getting called from the back's always easy

also wearing a mask

Yeah masks

Maybe I'll post pic later

hype

I think people are just courteous nowadays and dont want to assume