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Topic | Selfie topic? Selfie Topic! |
KogaSteelfang 04/08/24 8:13:31 AM #149 | pretzelcoatl posted...
i know you sometimes bum out, but in all honesty you're a great looking dude. (not to be weird)Not weird, thank you. I just struggle really hard with depression and an unreasonable amount of self loathing. I should say it more often how much I appreciate all of you being kind to me. --- My YouTube: https://www.youtube.com/@steelfang8806 My Twitch: https://www.twitch.tv/steelfangkoga |
Topic | These are "virginity statistics" according to Open AI |
KogaSteelfang 04/08/24 8:06:37 AM #27 | haloiscoolisbak posted...
It's the self awareness you're showing that my client lacks. He is full of hate and blame for others.The way I see it there's only 2 options here. Blame them, or blame myself. There's 1 common denominator here and it's me. I think I probably have the same bitterness and hate as most incels, it's just focused inward instead. haloiscoolisbak posted... I don't think you realise how many women out there would genuinely accept you rather than make it seem like you're less than them.Maybe, but accepting me doesn't mean that they'd want to be with me. Everyone else being able to find someone is what makes me feel inferior. I'd very much like to just be an equal. haloiscoolisbak posted... I say this as a 32 year old who lost it at 28.Even your relatively late start is at least a start. You managed to find someone who wanted to be with you. haloiscoolisbak posted... Dating apps and perseverance.I simply don't have this. I'll try for like 5-6 months in dating apps, and that failure added to the rest wears me down. Like I said, I can't even get a date. How am I supposed to manage anything more? --- My YouTube: https://www.youtube.com/@steelfang8806 My Twitch: https://www.twitch.tv/steelfangkoga |
Topic | These are "virginity statistics" according to Open AI |
KogaSteelfang 04/08/24 7:25:57 AM #24 | projectpat72988 posted...
Yeah but do you actually pursue relationships with whichever gender you're attracted to?A couple of issues here. IDK how I'm supposed to pursue a relationship when I can't even get a date. Also, I'm fairly certain that I'm demisexual, at least partially I think. There is no attraction until I grow close to someone first. Well, I do sometimes get crushes on people, but it only goes beyond that if I get to know them and like them. I don't have many options. I don't think most people realize that. They always have options, and opportunities, and have people interested in them and can't understand when a person simply has none of that. tremain07 posted... Like a legit ugly bastard looking motherfucker? I didn't know those existed in real lifeI've met a few. But honestly, you'd have to ask them. I've been told that quite a few times, with people thinking it'd give me hope rather than make me feel inferior to said "fat ugly guy." --- My YouTube: https://www.youtube.com/@steelfang8806 My Twitch: https://www.twitch.tv/steelfangkoga |
Topic | These are "virginity statistics" according to Open AI |
KogaSteelfang 04/08/24 5:04:04 AM #21 | kurdt032 posted...
Can't imagine getting to my 40s (or 30s for that matter) and not just getting a prostitute. You must genuinely not want to have sex.I just want to be wanted. The idea of renting someone else's body to use for own pleasure bothers me. It's never been about the sex, but that does bother me. It's about my inability to find someone myself. About being unwanted, undesirable, and a failure. Besides, haloiscoolisbak stated that it didn't even help the guy. I don't feel it would help me either, but instead make me feel worse that I had to resort to that just to lose a label and for someone to let me use them physically. I'd gain nothing from it. haloiscoolisbak posted... Like he's set a low bar.A low bar that's still better than anything I can accomplish. Ugh, I'm sorry, my mental health has been spiraling and this is one of my triggers. I'm going to try and get some sleep instead of complaining here. --- My YouTube: https://www.youtube.com/@steelfang8806 My Twitch: https://www.twitch.tv/steelfangkoga |
Topic | These are "virginity statistics" according to Open AI |
KogaSteelfang 04/08/24 4:38:44 AM #17 | haloiscoolisbak posted...
He's 50 and miserable.... And he's still been laid 100x thanks to prostitutes.I have no interest in seeing a prostitute whatsoever, but this still feels like a punch in the gut. About the same as it feels someone tells me "I know a really fat ugly guy that gets laid all the time." Just makes me feel like they're more desirable than me. I know I shouldn't feel that way over someone using prostitutes, maybe it was how it was phrases but it still hit. --- My YouTube: https://www.youtube.com/@steelfang8806 My Twitch: https://www.twitch.tv/steelfangkoga |
Topic | I am an Eclipse Grinch |
KogaSteelfang 04/07/24 8:51:45 PM #7 | https://gamefaqs.gamespot.com/a/forum/1/119a7250.jpg
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Topic | Post ITT and if i win da powerball tonight I'll send you money equal to your |
KogaSteelfang 04/07/24 4:19:04 AM #51 | Ya
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Topic | These are "virginity statistics" according to Open AI |
KogaSteelfang 04/07/24 3:33:26 AM #9 | STEROLIZER posted...
shyness, social awkwardness, religious attendance, abstinence from alcoholI guess these would be my reasons. STEROLIZER posted... personality disordersPotentially this too. --- My YouTube: https://www.youtube.com/@steelfang8806 My Twitch: https://www.twitch.tv/steelfangkoga |
Topic | Don't have kids. |
KogaSteelfang 04/07/24 12:43:40 AM #44 | The fact that it bothers you to have made a few relatively minor mistakes means you care. That's the sign of a good parent. Everyone makes mistakes, no one is perfect, and you're learning as you go too.
You're going to mess up, you're going to say or do things that you wish you hadn't. But that's just life, and as long as you learn from it, it's progress. Don't beat yourself up over it. --- My YouTube: https://www.youtube.com/@steelfang8806 My Twitch: https://www.twitch.tv/steelfangkoga |
Topic | Im 37 no kids or wife |
KogaSteelfang 04/06/24 9:16:32 PM #100 | GateOfDoom posted...
I have around 300 grand saved upO__O --- My YouTube: https://www.youtube.com/@steelfang8806 My Twitch: https://www.twitch.tv/steelfangkoga |
Topic | I had a friend who pronounced Hoothoot as Hooth-oot |
KogaSteelfang 04/06/24 7:00:18 PM #14 | nekrodev posted...
I know people that are over 30 and still can't understand that Tidus is pronouced "Tee-dus"We understand, we just refuse to acknowledge it. --- My YouTube: https://www.youtube.com/@steelfang8806 My Twitch: https://www.twitch.tv/steelfangkoga |
Topic | Im 37 no kids or wife |
KogaSteelfang 04/06/24 6:59:03 PM #86 | Arcanine2009 posted...
Fair point to not want a job like a call center or customer service. But talking in meetings over zoom is just expected nowadays. And every job requires an interview process.Yeah, I know I'm holding myself back. I just don't know how to stop. [LFAQs-redacted-quote] It's been going for a year already. It's an art studio type deal where we teach art classes, let others come share their arts and crafts and teach how to do stuff, and sell our own stuff. We do all kinds of community projects too, like currently we're running a rock snake competition with all the other businesses in town and the winner gets a prize, plus an article in the newspaper about them. I also opened an escape room in one of the spare rooms. But it seems despite my town having literally no entertainment options, that no one is interested. Probably going to just close that down and find something else instead. Currently working towards some type of overstock store. Mom has already contacted a guy that can get us pallets of items for good prices. --- My YouTube: https://www.youtube.com/@steelfang8806 My Twitch: https://www.twitch.tv/steelfangkoga |
Topic | Im 37 no kids or wife |
KogaSteelfang 04/06/24 6:22:50 PM #79 | I'm 40 and live at home with my parents too. Rather extreme social anxiety and depression makes it difficult to function. I've never had a girlfriend or date or anything, and that tears me up, as my biggest goal in life was always to become a father and husband.
I do have some things going for me though. I do work part time at a hotel. I also had enough money saved to be able rent a place and start a small business. Though, that's not going great at the moment. I really do feel like just a complete failure and loser. So you're definitely not alone tc. There are lots of us here. --- My YouTube: https://www.youtube.com/@steelfang8806 My Twitch: https://www.twitch.tv/steelfangkoga |
Topic | Was THAT Final Fantasy 7 scene SPOILED for you before you played it? *spoilers* |
KogaSteelfang 04/06/24 6:15:09 PM #25 | Shotgunnova posted...
No, I played the game on PS1 and experienced the spoiler firsthand.This. I don't think I even had real access to the internet for several years after. --- My YouTube: https://www.youtube.com/@steelfang8806 My Twitch: https://www.twitch.tv/steelfangkoga |
Topic | $250k, or the ability to place warp tiles? |
KogaSteelfang 04/06/24 3:48:28 AM #43 | Tiles I guess. It'd be a bit inconvenient to set up first, but once they're set it'd be fantastic.
I'd have 1 at home for obvious reasons. 1 at work to cut out the travel. I'd put 1 at the beach for instant vacation mode whenever I feel like. Maybe 1 at the doctor's office just for convenience. Can't really think of a good place for the 5th. I guess either just save it as a spare, or maybe put it at the grocery store. --- My YouTube: https://www.youtube.com/@steelfang8806 My Twitch: https://www.twitch.tv/steelfangkoga |
Topic | Make up a lame super power |
KogaSteelfang 04/06/24 1:36:22 AM #28 | The ability to cause people around you to get a faint whiff of popcorn.
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Topic | Was your father your defender or more of a bully? |
KogaSteelfang 04/05/24 8:03:35 PM #15 | Jiek_Fafn posted...
I always feel the strong pull to say that I want to punch your dad in the faceHonestly, the worst part was how he always trash talked me to everyone he knew. He was always ashamed of me, but if any of his buddies were around he'd get furious if I didn't come say hi, only for him to start insulting me in front of them, and having them laugh at me. I eventually started refusing to leave my room, but I'd hear him talking about me anyway and how pathetic I am for not leaving my room. Then he's just beat me for embarrassing him afterwards, but that easier to recover from than being humiliated in front of them all. --- My YouTube: https://www.youtube.com/@steelfang8806 My Twitch: https://www.twitch.tv/steelfangkoga |
Topic | Was your father your defender or more of a bully? |
KogaSteelfang 04/05/24 2:21:50 PM #5 | Dungeater posted...
and fed me my own vomitEw, I'm so sorry that happened to you. Mine never went that far. --- My YouTube: https://www.youtube.com/@steelfang8806 My Twitch: https://www.twitch.tv/steelfangkoga |
Topic | Was your father your defender or more of a bully? |
KogaSteelfang 04/05/24 2:20:02 PM #2 | He was absolutely abusive. Physically and mentally. He's always putting us down, and he used to be violent. It's all just been threats for about 12 years though. I think he's trying to coast in his old behavior to make us still fear him, but he's just a joke. He always was, but I didn't realize that as a kid.
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Topic | How much $ do you get paid per hour? |
KogaSteelfang 04/05/24 1:36:54 PM #33 | 12.25
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Topic | Do you share your first name with a famous actor? |
KogaSteelfang 04/05/24 1:14:02 PM #6 | Ya.
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Topic | I saw 4 deer in my backyard this morning! |
KogaSteelfang 04/05/24 12:52:18 AM #37 | https://imgur.com/gallery/TBbXL3o
My dog and a baby deer. Edit: Of course it didn't work, click it to see the video. --- My YouTube: https://www.youtube.com/@steelfang8806 My Twitch: https://www.twitch.tv/steelfangkoga |
Topic | Growing up, did you have a good relationship with your father? |
KogaSteelfang 04/05/24 12:14:40 AM #2 | I've been pretty vocal about how my dad abused me. It really messed me up.
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Topic | C/D Being alone is starting to get to you |
KogaSteelfang 04/04/24 8:36:55 PM #5 | I'm not sure I can recover, even if things change for me.
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Topic | I'll Tom your Cruise |
KogaSteelfang 04/04/24 8:03:35 PM #21 | I'll Steve your Buschemi.
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Topic | I saw 4 deer in my backyard this morning! |
KogaSteelfang 04/04/24 5:57:27 PM #32 | elizajanegirl posted...
What state are you in Koga? (if you are in the states that is). I am in boring Chicago. It's kinda cool to be in a big city but I much prefer the mountains. I am a mountains over beach girl. Maybe when I an older I will want warmth and sun, but now I just want mountains and hiking trails! We don't have any of that at all near me. Sucks.I'm in Virginia. I've only been to the beach twice and I loved it both times. I guess it's just because it was a new experience. --- My YouTube: https://www.youtube.com/@steelfang8806 My Twitch: https://www.twitch.tv/steelfangkoga |
Topic | I saw 4 deer in my backyard this morning! |
KogaSteelfang 04/04/24 4:43:03 PM #29 | Nice! I hope they keep visiting. I live in the mountains so I'm used to lots of wildlife being around. It's nice to be reminded to appreciate it. :)
Here's a pic of a flock of turkeys in my backyard a few days ago. https://gamefaqs.gamespot.com/a/forum/2/2a0fe921.jpg Thats like 10 seconds before my dad's horse chased them away. --- My YouTube: https://www.youtube.com/@steelfang8806 My Twitch: https://www.twitch.tv/steelfangkoga |
Topic | Do you go to bars or clubs often? |
KogaSteelfang 04/04/24 4:36:37 PM #53 | bsp77 posted...
This is part of why I say that you have never really truly tried to get datesThat feels a little unfair to choose some arbitrary event, then claim "if you've never _____, then you've never truly tried at all." STEROLIZER posted... I use to think that it wasnt possible for a person to actively want to be miserable. But my view on the matter has changed over the years.Oh... Y'know what, I'm not in the mood to argue. Whatever you guys wanna say or believe, you're right. --- My YouTube: https://www.youtube.com/@steelfang8806 My Twitch: https://www.twitch.tv/steelfangkoga |
Topic | How many TV's do you currently own/use? |
KogaSteelfang 04/04/24 12:59:50 PM #8 | I own 2 of the three TV's in our house. One in my bedroom which I use the most. Dad has his in the living room. I bought a new TV and we set our spare room for a gaming room for my 10 year old cousin.
I only use the living room and gaming room TV's every once in a while. Dad hogs his and I only really use it after he goes to bed and that's just to find something for Mom to watch. I play games with my cousin some, but not a ton. Don't use that tv unless he's here. --- My YouTube: https://www.youtube.com/@steelfang8806 My Twitch: https://www.twitch.tv/steelfangkoga |
Topic | What is the most over the speed limit you've gone? |
KogaSteelfang 04/04/24 12:54:12 PM #18 | Not much. Only when I'm not paying attention and then see that I'm like 5 over or something and slow down a bit.
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Topic | What's stopping you from going to clown school to pick up clown girls? |
KogaSteelfang 04/03/24 11:27:21 PM #12 | They said I was overqualified.
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Topic | Do you go to bars or clubs often? |
KogaSteelfang 04/03/24 11:19:21 PM #5 | I've never been to either.
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Topic | X-Men '97 episode 4 discussion (spoilers) |
KogaSteelfang 04/03/24 9:19:24 PM #2 | I didn't care much for this episode. Nothing too interesting happened till the end, and it was just a bit of a cliffhanger for a future episode.
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Topic | For $10,000, would you take a photograph with Donald John Trump? |
KogaSteelfang 04/03/24 8:41:06 PM #15 | It's just a picture, so sure. I'm in plenty of pictures with people I don't like.
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Topic | Alien caught entering a bedroom?! |
KogaSteelfang 04/03/24 6:37:40 PM #9 | action52 posted...
And yet people believe they might just walk naked into somebody's house? And wouldn't even hide themselves enough to avoid being seen by a camera?Yeah, they Photoshop fake looking alien nudes into the videos as a prank. To cover the real alien stealing the id from the wallet. --- My YouTube: https://www.youtube.com/@steelfang8806 My Twitch: https://www.twitch.tv/steelfangkoga |
Topic | Have you seen Mac and Me? |
KogaSteelfang 04/03/24 5:50:46 PM #14 | ShaneMcComez posted...
I saw the MST3K version a few years ago."I'm just going to say it... Nice thigh gap " --- My YouTube: https://www.youtube.com/@steelfang8806 My Twitch: https://www.twitch.tv/steelfangkoga |
Topic | Have you seen Mac and Me? |
KogaSteelfang 04/03/24 5:49:58 PM #11 | --- My YouTube: https://www.youtube.com/@steelfang8806 My Twitch: https://www.twitch.tv/steelfangkoga |
Topic | Ever had alcohol poisoning? |
KogaSteelfang 04/03/24 5:19:46 PM #21 | C-zom posted...
I haven't, but I have been roofied before. Worst few days of my entire life. I went to a bar to meet up with a girl I'd been talking to. Ordered a drink, she did too, and then we both were idiots and went outside for a smoke.Holy crap, glad you're ok. Sorry that happened. --- My YouTube: https://www.youtube.com/@steelfang8806 My Twitch: https://www.twitch.tv/steelfangkoga |
Topic | Number Five is alive! |
KogaSteelfang 04/03/24 4:39:43 PM #10 | Reassemble! Reassemble, Stephanie!
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Topic | A woman posted on Current Events |
KogaSteelfang 04/03/24 3:41:13 PM #13 | https://gamefaqs.gamespot.com/a/forum/f/fab7fc63.jpg
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Topic | Even after he's dead, your father will support you |
KogaSteelfang 04/03/24 3:20:06 PM #3 | Nah, he thinks I live to support him.
Bass_X0 posted... https://gamefaqs.gamespot.com/a/forum/8/8164f708.jpgThat's me, finally about grasp freedom and life without him and he's reaching out to stop it from happening. --- My YouTube: https://www.youtube.com/@steelfang8806 My Twitch: https://www.twitch.tv/steelfangkoga |
Topic | I DID IT, I DID IT! 44 Days In Hospital and I can leave for home tomorrow! |
KogaSteelfang 04/03/24 3:18:03 PM #5 | That's awesome!
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Topic | You've had surgery before? |
KogaSteelfang 04/03/24 3:10:21 PM #14 | Once as an infant. Then another when I was 9 to remove some damaged intestines.
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Topic | Are you bad at flirting? |
KogaSteelfang 04/02/24 10:51:13 PM #12 | Crayon_Lover posted...
When was the last time you tried to flirt with a woman?I'm not brave enough to. --- My YouTube: https://www.youtube.com/@steelfang8806 My Twitch: https://www.twitch.tv/steelfangkoga |
Topic | What's your User Level on GameFAQs, CE? |
KogaSteelfang 04/02/24 10:38:08 PM #11 | ? Block.
5913 karma. --- My YouTube: https://www.youtube.com/@steelfang8806 My Twitch: https://www.twitch.tv/steelfangkoga |
Topic | Are you bad at flirting? |
KogaSteelfang 04/02/24 10:36:08 PM #7 | Terrible.
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Topic | "How many sexual partners have you had in your life?" |
KogaSteelfang 04/02/24 9:20:37 PM #117 | NoxObscuras posted...
Yeah, unfortunately there are women out there like that. I had a woman do that to me when I was 20. Basically we went on dates, and she acted all interested. I even met her mom and her mom thought I'd make a good boyfriend for her... But she was stringing me along the whole time. Just a little more and she'd officially become my girlfriend. Just a little more to impress her... over and over. I genuinely believe she only kept me around because she liked the attention I gave her. Eventually I said screw this and moved on. Started talking to other women.Yeah, the difference is that you had options rather early in life. And assuming you were relatively successful since you found a gf right away after. The one I mentioned has been the only person IRL to ever give me that kind of attention. First and last. --- My YouTube: https://www.youtube.com/@steelfang8806 My Twitch: https://www.twitch.tv/steelfangkoga |
Topic | I used FaceApp and became insecure about my looks again. |
KogaSteelfang 04/02/24 9:17:23 PM #27 | IdiotMachine posted...
You look fine, Dustin.Thank you. I guess it just hit a nerve or something. --- My YouTube: https://www.youtube.com/@steelfang8806 My Twitch: https://www.twitch.tv/steelfangkoga |
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