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Arctic_Sunrise 02/10/18 5:55:39 AM #1: |
I mean, some of you might have hoped I am, and with good reason. Fair enough, considering my previous bullshit. But I went and got help. Therapy, meds, etc. No excuses: I was a proper arsehole here, indulging in racism, sexism, trans-hate etc. etc. I don't know what the fuck was wrong with me back then. Dad's death, maybe? My anxiety/depression shit? Whatever it was, pretty inexcusable.
Some people consider an apology a weakness, but I don't. I'm sorry for being a Grade-A c***. ESPECIALLY to Randy, Jen and Kana. No passive-aggressive bollocks; I was a shitbag, and I apologise. I'd like to just come back and talk about vidyagames, really. I've been playing Vermintide lately and I am REALLY BAD with the Dwarf. --- "Mass Effect 4: F*** Everyone Against the Bulkheads" - Zareth ... Copied to Clipboard!
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Cacciato 02/10/18 6:03:22 AM #2: |
Well I, for one, am glad youre not dead.
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Sarcasthma 02/10/18 6:35:28 AM #3: |
Glad to hear you got some help, Arctic. :)
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SpaceBear_ 02/10/18 6:50:49 AM #4: |
Good to have you back, bruh.
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Ferarri619 02/10/18 6:56:40 AM #5: |
I'm glad to hear you're doing better and good to have you back..
I envy you as I've never gotten through my depression/anxiety. Maybe you could give some of us a hand or some advice. --- ~Nintendo 64. Get N or Get out. Coming Fall 1996~ ... Copied to Clipboard!
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dragon504 02/10/18 7:06:59 AM #6: |
bangers n' mash
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Arctic_Sunrise 02/10/18 7:13:20 AM #7: |
I wouldn't say I've ever 'gotten through' or 'conquered' my anxiety. The meds work for four months or so, insofar as I'm not an insomnia-ridden nervous wreck. I sleep well, but I get some gnarly vivid nightmares. At the four month mark, I get some very unpleasant side-effects, namely increased OCD and feeling like I'm going insane.
So at that mark, I get drunk, which is what I call a 'factory reset.' I hate being drunk, but it essentially resets the meds. I get a nasty hangover, a week of feeling shit, then it's back to what I refer to as 'equilibrium' for four months. Unfortunately, I don't think you ever 'cure' anxiety, it's about finding healthy coping mechanisms. For me, that's four months of meds and then a night on the town. --- "Mass Effect 4: F*** Everyone Against the Bulkheads" - Zareth ... Copied to Clipboard!
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RCtheWSBC 02/10/18 7:45:15 AM #8: |
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FrozenBananas 02/10/18 7:55:14 AM #9: |
Yeah, I think you'll have to live with Anxiety forever. I've accepted that for myself, And the only thing we can do is learn to manage it.
Missed you. Still mad at you for the things you said to Kana though. Also, RCtheWSBC posted... Who is Randy? --- ... Copied to Clipboard!
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Cacciato 02/10/18 8:03:33 AM #10: |
RCtheWSBC posted...
Who is Randy? Hes the one whos randy for you baby --- "I properly understand when a woman wants my dick and I can do whatever I want to them, and then do it." OmegaTomHank ... Copied to Clipboard!
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SunWuKung420 02/10/18 8:26:29 AM #11: |
Welcome back.
--- I'm snotty because I prefer freshly cooked food that isn't full of fillers and/or preservatives.ha http://i.imgur.com/m8f7VYf.jpg http://i.imgur.com/0Lp7Agd.jpg ... Copied to Clipboard!
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TheSlinja 02/10/18 8:28:42 AM #12: |
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Noop_Noop 02/10/18 10:00:56 AM #13: |
Awwwwwww shit son. Gonna be a fun day today.
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adjl 02/10/18 10:41:13 AM #14: |
Welcome back. Glad you're doing better.
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likehelly 02/10/18 10:56:38 AM #15: |
what you said to me is unforgivable
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Troll_Police_ 02/10/18 11:00:22 AM #16: |
you were a gigantic asshole long before your dad passed.
youre basically icoyar with a british accent except icoyar has never been flagrantly racist and at least has the decency to be ashamed to be a welfare leech as opposed to flaunting it proudly you should have stayed gone, but I'd be lying to say i wasnt looking forward to the gas fire that is probably going to be your return. --- Is this going to be one of those times when you pretend not to have a plan until the last moment? And then turn out to really not have one? ... Copied to Clipboard!
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Sarcasthma 02/10/18 11:25:27 AM #17: |
RCtheWSBC posted...
Who is Randy? --- What's the difference between a pickpocket and a peeping tom? A pickpocket snatches your watch. ... Copied to Clipboard!
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green dragon 02/10/18 11:34:14 AM #18: |
likehelly posted...
what you said to me is unforgivable What did he say to you? ... Copied to Clipboard!
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Troll_Police_ 02/10/18 11:34:45 AM #19: |
green dragon posted...
likehelly posted...what you said to me is unforgivable something UNFORGIVABLE --- Is this going to be one of those times when you pretend not to have a plan until the last moment? And then turn out to really not have one? ... Copied to Clipboard!
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likehelly 02/10/18 11:37:41 AM #20: |
green dragon posted...
likehelly posted...what you said to me is unforgivable he said i had a shitty accent ... Copied to Clipboard!
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shadowsword87 02/10/18 11:43:31 AM #21: |
I'm happy you're getting help man.
If PotD starts pissing you off too much, don't be afraid to leave. --- ImmortalityV, "I would like to kiss Icoyar to be honest in a non gay way though" ... Copied to Clipboard!
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SunWuKung420 02/10/18 11:49:51 AM #22: |
It is safe to say you should ignore troll_police and noop_noop. He's the same ever hostile schmen.
--- I'm snotty because I prefer freshly cooked food that isn't full of fillers and/or preservatives.ha http://i.imgur.com/m8f7VYf.jpg http://i.imgur.com/0Lp7Agd.jpg ... Copied to Clipboard!
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Troll_Police_ 02/10/18 11:51:28 AM #23: |
SunWuKung420 posted...
It is safe to say you should ignore troll_police and noop_noop. He's the same ever hostile schmen. keep in mind that getting chummy with sunny is one of very few things you could do to actually take your clout even fucking lower around here --- Is this going to be one of those times when you pretend not to have a plan until the last moment? And then turn out to really not have one? ... Copied to Clipboard!
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SunWuKung420 02/10/18 11:54:55 AM #24: |
And putting stock into anything schmenhole says or any of his opinions, is the dumbest thing a person can do.
Seriously, arctic, I'm glad you're doing better. Stay with it. Ignore haters. --- I'm snotty because I prefer freshly cooked food that isn't full of fillers and/or preservatives.ha http://i.imgur.com/m8f7VYf.jpg http://i.imgur.com/0Lp7Agd.jpg ... Copied to Clipboard!
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wwinterj25 02/10/18 11:59:00 AM #25: |
SunWuKung420 posted...
Welcome back. --- One who knows nothing can understand nothing. http://psnprofiles.com/wwinterj - http://i.imgur.com/kDysIcd.gif ... Copied to Clipboard!
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FatalAccident 02/10/18 12:16:02 PM #26: |
What did you do arctic?
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DirtBasedSoap 02/10/18 12:22:44 PM #27: |
Troll_Police_ posted...
SunWuKung420 posted...It is safe to say you should ignore troll_police and noop_noop. He's the same ever hostile schmen. lmao --- AT&T U-Verse internet is TRASH. ... Copied to Clipboard!
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DirtBasedSoap 02/10/18 12:23:16 PM #28: |
Ill be honest, no idea what clout is
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SusanGreenEyes 02/10/18 12:52:49 PM #29: |
Sarcasthma posted...
Glad to hear you got some help, Arctic. :) We missed you. --- Been a murder, over in Riften. Some old lady who runs an orphanage. Those poor children must be heartbroken. ... Copied to Clipboard!
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PK_Spam 02/10/18 12:56:02 PM #30: |
FatalAccident posted...
What did you do arctic? He made some really racist comments towards RC, and then called Kana a bloke as a way to dehumanize her. Like I know I could be a dick sometimes, but what Arctic did made me lose a LOT of respect for him, and I know a bunch of people feel the same way. And idk if anything he can do will ever make up for it. --- ... Copied to Clipboard!
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argonautweakend 02/10/18 1:02:06 PM #31: |
i felt that what arctic said was bad, but imo he always had the odd period where he'd just go ballistic on people do i didnt regard that as much worse.
but of course what he said was still terrible and reprehensible though. i guess i am kinda glad he is back, because arctic is an interesting dude. just keep the temper flares to a minimum ... Copied to Clipboard!
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SpaceBear_ 02/10/18 1:15:39 PM #32: |
*Old man yells at cloud meme*
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FatalAccident 02/10/18 1:16:30 PM #33: |
Damn whatd he say to rc
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wwinterj25 02/10/18 1:27:38 PM #34: |
FatalAccident posted...
Damn whatd he say to rc Racist stuff if I recall correctly. --- One who knows nothing can understand nothing. http://psnprofiles.com/wwinterj - http://i.imgur.com/kDysIcd.gif ... Copied to Clipboard!
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aDirtyShisno 02/10/18 1:47:37 PM #35: |
--- Que sera, sera. Whatever happens, happens. ...and he was never heard from again. ... Copied to Clipboard!
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Zeus 02/10/18 1:55:13 PM #36: |
Nice to hear you aren't dead, although I'm not sure anybody thought you were. However, you're coming back to a board stranger than the one you left -- for instance, Erik closed his account and then a bunch of zany CE'ers starting up because apparently Erik had been our magical wall of ice. And, of course, they changed the TOS now.
likehelly posted... green dragon posted...likehelly posted...what you said to me is unforgivable The Paul Blart one? He was right. SunWuKung420 posted... Seriously, arctic, I'm glad you're doing better. Stay with it. Ignore haters. +1 --- (\/)(\/)|-| There are precious few at ease / With moral ambiguities / So we act as though they don't exist. ... Copied to Clipboard!
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Kyuubi4269 02/10/18 1:55:33 PM #37: |
PK_Spam posted...
then called Kana a bloke as a way to dehumanize her. God, you guys throw around "dehumanise" way too loosely. Not recognising somebody's chosen gender is not dehumanising, it's just inappropriate and offensive. --- RIP_Supa posted... I've seen some stuff ... Copied to Clipboard!
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Blighboy 02/10/18 2:01:38 PM #38: |
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likehelly 02/10/18 2:06:45 PM #39: |
Zeus posted...
The Paul Blart one? He was right. man if only i could talk like Paul blart ... Copied to Clipboard!
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Rockies 02/10/18 2:13:05 PM #40: |
SusanGreenEyes posted...
We missed you. Lol when I made a topic about him like a week ago pretty much everyone was making fun of him. I don't think this is true. Also, were you even on PotD yet the last time he was here? ... Copied to Clipboard!
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SpaceBear_ 02/10/18 2:14:39 PM #41: |
Rockies posted...
SusanGreenEyes posted...We missed you. You leave Susan alone right now. --- - God bless, downtime and TheSlinja. GameFAQs' Favourite Sons. - Official Barman Of Champion Pub ... Copied to Clipboard!
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RCtheWSBC 02/10/18 2:19:07 PM #42: |
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Rockies 02/10/18 2:19:14 PM #43: |
Susan is fine, but she doesn't speak for everyone. I don't even think my post was that hostile, no need to get all white knight about it.
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Bagamak 02/10/18 2:19:38 PM #44: |
I am Zikten. Glad to have you back. I knew you were going through a horrible time and felt bad for you. I am glad to see you doing better.
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shadowsword87 02/10/18 2:19:51 PM #45: |
Rockies posted...
Susan is fine, but she doesn't speak for everyone. I don't even think my post was that hostile, no need to get all white knight about it. You can't talk that way to guuuuurls! REEEEEEEEEEE --- ImmortalityV, "I would like to kiss Icoyar to be honest in a non gay way though" ... Copied to Clipboard!
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DirtBasedSoap 02/10/18 2:23:10 PM #46: |
RCtheWSBC posted...
Never forgetti, no regretti kind of stupid to post those again tbh --- AT&T U-Verse internet is TRASH. ... Copied to Clipboard!
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SkynyrdRocker 02/10/18 2:24:24 PM #47: |
Oh thanks for that RC. I forgot just how disgusting his meltdown was.
Go away Arctic. ... Copied to Clipboard!
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Rockies 02/10/18 2:25:39 PM #48: |
Yeah, good on Arctic for finding help and whatnot, but he really had no reason to come back here.
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shadowsword87 02/10/18 2:26:46 PM #49: |
Rockies posted...
Yeah, good on Arctic for finding help and whatnot, but he really had no reason to come back here. It's sometimes a therapy thing to go back to the people who you hurt and apologize. --- ImmortalityV, "I would like to kiss Icoyar to be honest in a non gay way though" ... Copied to Clipboard!
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TIE543 02/10/18 2:27:09 PM #50: |
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