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TheCyborgNinja posted...

You sound like you're fixated on her, in a very unhealthy way for both of you. For normal people "time" would be my response, but 7 years regarding somebody you barely knew?! I'd say go to therapy because this is a symptom of a deeper issue. I'm not bashing you, I'm giving you helpful advice that you clearly need.

Moonjay posted...

It sounds like you didn't know her. At all. So firstly you need to get your head around that. The feeling of her being special was just infatuation, which feels amazing, but it has to end.

You may need to go to a therapist or psychiatrist for help. Obsessive thoughts can be a sign of underlying mental health issues.

This is a reply to these two posts.

I actually do see a therapist. I haven't mentioned this though. I mentioned something else not long ago. Basically sometimes when I like someone, I guess it becomes a bit obsessive. I'm not super creepy about it. It's something I keep to myself. I don't even look up the girls I"m into online. I stopped that (except for today I guess).

But yeah, I'll mention this as it's something that's been bothering me for a long time. I don't think about her as much as I used to a few years ago. It was worse back then. I used to think about her almost daily. But now I just think about her every now and then.

keyblader1985 posted...

This is really the best advice here. I had a somewhat similar situation, with a girl I was stuck on for a few years. We were friends and I never got anywhere with her (mainly because she was married), but even after we lost touch I kept thinking of her for a while. Eventually I had to realize that I was building the situation up in my head, there was nothing that could be done now, and all I could do was move on and work on myself.

The best thing to do when you feel like s***, is to do something to improve yourself or give back to society so that you're not s***. Whether it's something big or small, do something so you can say that you're interesting and that you have something to offer.

Sounds like good advice. Thanks.

TheSlinja posted...

dont be so down on yourself, ily chito <3

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SunWuKung420 posted...

Stop calling yourself pathetic is a start.

I'm just saying what everyone is thinking.

myghostisdead posted...

You've built her up to something in your mind she probably isnt. It might be hard to do but move on and think of it as a bittersweet, young love memory.

This is probably it. I've liked other girls since then but I always keep thinking about this one. Can't find a way to move on yet. :/

Zangulus posted...

Jesus Christ. The summary is supposed to be at the end rather than an entire page of like 7 paragraphs.

How fucking long is the full thing?!

The first sentence is the 'tl;dr' version.

CarefreeDude posted...

Sounds like she wasn't in to you. What has she accomplished since then? What have you accomplished since then? What about you makes you a good mate for her or anyone? What value can to add to anyone's life?

Ask yourself these questions. If you don't like the answer, go accomplish some things and make something of yourself and then ask yourself these questions again.

I dont' know what she's accomplished. I think it's irrelevant.

What have I accomplished? not much I guess. I blame health reasons as well. I mean, tha'ts not the entire reason but it is part of it I guess.
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TheWorstPoster posted...

pics

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tl;dr: I still think about this girl I asked out years ago. I hardly knew her but she felt special to me and I still consider her the most beautiful girl I've ever seen in my life. What can I do to move on? I know I'm pathetic.

Ok, so like 7 years ago or whatever, I asked my classmate out. I hadn't talked to her much because I didn't know how. I'm bad at that. But at least I tried. So yeah, I asked her out, she said yes. She probably only said it to be nice. I texted her during that weekend but then she didn't reply back. In class, everything was the same. We didn't really talk or anything. She's very quiet and all I guess. And I am too.

A year later or so, she's in two of my classes. I'm nervous as hell because I had asked her out before and of course, she sits near me because of some of our friends. I couldn't be myself most of the time because I was nervous with her being around.

I can't remember all the details but I had previously asked for her online ID to play video games before (around the time I asked her out the first time). So this time, I was online playing a multiplayer game and she randomly joined my game. It was awesome. And because I'm pathetic, I thought it probably meant something.

Eventually I ask out again to go theater. She said she was already going to see it with her family. She said something else but I didn't pay attention. All I was thinking was "noooo, she said no to me." I told her it was okay and thanked her for playing with me the other day.

And that's pretty much the end of it. It's been like 5 years or so since I last saw her and I still think about her. Today I was watching a youtube video and it reminded me of her and I decided to look at her pics (something I had stopped doing for about 2 years as a way to move on).

Anyways, what can I do to move on? This isn't healthy. I don't know why still think about her this much. Again, I didn't really know her. I can only imagine what she was like but I didn't know her much at all. I still think she's the most attractive girl I've ever seen though.
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How is this disrespectful?
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I liked it. A lot better than the first. I also liked how Pocahontas fell in love with John Rolfe. They had more chemistry together. It was cool that John Smith was okay with it and respected her decision.
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Zeus posted...

Because that never happens irl? >_> And keep in mind that John was at sea for a really long time without women around.

Except it did happen.

Zeus posted...

FourthDimension posted...

Its pretty much the same movie, but Avatar is more visually appealing, so Id have to agree.

idk, I prefer Pochahantas's animation. Plus Avatar doesn't have as much singing. How am I supposed to know how characters feel if they don't sing?

I don't like singing in my movies. It's very rare when I do. The only one that comes to mind right now is Beauty & The Beast (2017).

FrozenBananas posted...

Dances with Wolves > both

Also, disneys Pocahontas isn't the only version you know

I never said it was the only Pocahontas movie. Hence the "Disney's Pocahontas."

and I have not watched Dances with Wolves. I've heard of it. I'll have to watch it.
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They're amazing!

I used to buy a ton of them on sale. They were like 2 for $1. I also used to buy gallons at Target.

Damn, I want one now.

Raspberry, Fruit Punch, Grape, Half & Half Lemonade, Half & Half Pink Lemonade, Mango, and so many others were damn good.
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Darksaber310 posted...

Like... stick with carbs as in that's a primary source of intake? Do you at least work out to burn off that raw lard you're pounding? Lol. Carbs aren't meant to be a primary food group, and cutting back on them, and increasing healthier intake is the goal.

Doesn't mean eat 100% lettuce, but if weight loss is the goal carbs are only after nothing at all in worst things for you.

I mean, I've lost weight many times before. I know how to eat healthy.

But with IBS, my 'diet' has considerably changed. Take a look at the red section below (foods I can't eat):

https://www.ibsdiets.org/fodmap-diet/fodmap-food-list/

If I could eat broccoli, mixed vegetables, oatmeal, beans, and other stuff, I wouldn't have much of a problem. But even some of the foods I can eat have to be in limited quantities because of IBS.
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YOUHAVENOHOPE posted...

pipebomb_phil posted...

Right now I mostly stick with carbs

found the problem

Not exactly. I still consume proteins and all.

I used to eat pastries almost every day for a period last year. I did gain weight from eating unhealthy. But now that I'm kinda taking care of myself, I've become heavier than ever.

I still think it's the damn meds but I feel like that's an excuse for some reason. I'm so confused. My doctor said one thing, another said something else, and I keep reading other things online.
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One of my doctors said it shouldn't be the meds since they don't make people gain as much weight as I have taking them. In case you're wondering, I'm taking anti-depressants.

I don't know how I've been gaining weight when I eat the same amount. Hell, I'm pretty sure I'm consuming less calories than before. Last year I was eating taco bell and other fast food almost daily and I wasn't this fat.

Right now I mostly stick with carbs until I figure out a proper diet. You see, I have irritable bowel syndrome. Despite getting fatter and fatter, everything on my blood results came back just fine.

I'm going to do some searching right now. I guess I just wanted to vent this because I'm tired of many things and one of those things is my weight.
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I guess I just watched Disney's Pocahontas for the first time.

I didn't like it much. Very little character development, John and Pocahontas 'fall in love' right away despite only knowing each other for like an hour or two. Because of her tomfoolery, they killed one of her tribesmen. I mean, sure, because of her there was no war but that was still unrealistic because they were literally invading their land. Who wouldn't be pissed off if that happened? No one would be asking questions or trying to start a peace talk.

Anyways, I've seen a lot of people compare Avatar to Pocahontas. I guess the basic plot is the same, but Avatar did everything way better. It had character development, it had a lot more of a story, and it made you care about the characters in it unlike Pocahontas. Everything in Avatar was far better and more interesting.
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Most of them are opened but I have about 20 or so unopened iirc.

I have some rare ones too. Well, at least last time I checked they were rare. I don't even know which ones are considered rare now.

I'm trying to get as much as possible, but I'm not trying to rip off anyone either.

The way I have it priced right now is about $10 each regardless of rarity. I'll sell it in a bundle because I don't want to bother with selling them individually and I just want them gone. I really need the money.

My collection is almost complete up to a certain point. I think I stopped buying them in the summer of 2016. The only amiibo I don't have is Gold Mario. But I should have pretty much everyone else up to that point.

I'm not selling amiibos bundled with a game as part of this bundle. I have the Mega Man Legacy Collection Limited Edition for 3DS that comes with a Gold Mega Man amiibo. But I'm selling the game + amiibo as a bundle.

Anyways, think I can get about $650 for about 65-70 amiibo?
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Why does he say "MEXICO"

example:

at 1:53
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Thanks but I didn't need to update my resume afterall.
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Need to update my resume.

Thanks!
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Feel free to recommend any fun speedruns.

Right now I'm looking through Games Done Quick's archive.
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Metalsonic66 posted...

You can get overdraft fees taken off sometimes if you go and talk to the bank directly. Especially if you have a decent excuse.

I'll do that tomorrow. Was going to call but going there in person is much better.

Andromicus posted...

Hmm I might have to pick it up, I own it on psp but I haven't dug that thing out in years

It's a remake of Lumines 1 from PSP. :)
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I'm broke atm but I got a very small check in the mail from an old employer lawsuit that was going on. I was going to use that to buy Lumines Remastered.

And apparently I was charged for 2 domain names I never use. I guess I forgot to turn off auto-renew because I wanted to keep the domain names before. But dammit!

I also got charged an overdraft fee on top of that. Going to see if the overdraft fee gets waived or something. :(
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*SPOILERS for Homecoming*

Ok, I didnt like Spiderman's portrayal in Civil War and Infinity War. He was just super annoying as hell.

It made me not want to watch Homecoming at all. Hell, the Homecoming teaser didn't help at all and the fact that I'm a fan of Raimi's Spider-Man films.

And yesterday I was bored and watched Homecoming with my mom. I didn't want to watch it but we had it DVR'd so why not.

The very beginning was bad with the shitty cellphone cam crap. I'm prob too old for that. But Homecoming was off to a bad start with that.

But the movie quickly got better and I ended up liking Tom Holland's portrayal of Spiderman. I was not expecting this at all. He wasn't annoying in it like he was in Civil War and Infinity War.

Even though I haven't read the comics or anything like that, I've heard from people what Peter Parker/Spider-Man is supposed to be like and I think Homecoming captured it very well.

I won't explain everything I liked about it but I'll just say that I liked how they hired young actors that actually look like they're in High School. In Raimi's Spiderman 1, everyone looked like College students not High School students. lol. And I also liked how Peter had a new love interest. It changed things up a bit. Do we know if Mary Jane is going to be in future movies or is she replaced with the new character that calls herself MJ? She's cool though and very different from Mary Jane.

One thing I didn't like was Spider-Man's suit. It's freaking high tech. It makes Spiderman less special and unique. He has to rely on technology for the most part instead of his powers. I just thought the new suit was dumb. WTF a drone?

I did like the wings-thing on it though.

But yeah, I guess I wanted to dislike Homecoming and Tom Holland as Spiderman before giving it a try and I ended up being wrong. This happens to me sometimes and I like it when it does happen. I'm now interested in Homecoming 2.
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Oh ok. Thanks @Keebs05
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1. So why does the real Big Boss send Solid Snake to fight Venom Snake (posing as Big Boss)?

2. Why did Big Boss want to fight Solid Snake in the first place? I know Solid Snake is just following orders and all. It just seems they Kojima retconned Big Boss being the villain and all.

3. What was the point of Venom Snake? I understand that he's going to build up Diamond Dogs while Big Boss builds Outer Heaven but it just seems.... dumb as hell.

I'm confused and this is coming from a big Metal Gear fan. A lot of stuff doesn't make sense. Then again, I don't consider Solidus Snake a bad guy. Sure, he did a lot of bad things but his motives were to get rid of the Patriots.

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SKARDAVNELNATE posted...

Does it have single-player?

It's a multiplayer only game.

You can play against bots iirc.
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DPsx7 posted...

I wish it was on console. I've been hoping for a new Quake or UT for some time. However I'd rather go without than go near a PC/Steam again.

You don't need to use Steam to play it. You can download Bethesda's client I believe.
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TheCyborgNinja posted...

I totally forgot. Thanks!

Enjoy!
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DeltaBladeX posted...

I got it two months ago, they have been giving away keys at various sites for a while now.

Interesting
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Play Quake Champions for FREE starting now through Monday June 18th at 10AM Pacific Time and keep the game after. You can also pickup Quake Champions - Champions Pack at 34% off the regular price!*

https://store.steampowered.com/news/41023/

Yes, the game will eventually be f2p, but for now this is the only way to play it for free and I must say it's pretty damn awesome!
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Trailer:



It looks great! I can't wait!

I hope the PC version has cross-play with consoles. I don't know how active fighting games on PC are.

Demo impressions from IGN:

http://www.ign.com/articles/2018/06/08/e3-2018-dead-or-alive-6-first-hands-on-can-team-ninja-balance-familiar-and-fresh

A few screens from IGN:

https://imgur.com/oCSv8G6

https://imgur.com/DLPgTgO

https://imgur.com/0wru3Tx

https://imgur.com/1dAAals

https://imgur.com/dZfFBY5
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I'm curious.
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EclairReturns posted...

pipebomb_phil posted...

It makes me wish I had seen it in theaters.

But you'd have had to deal with that twenty-two minute short about that snowman that Elsa made from her magical ice powers.

I don't know if that's good. I've never watched Frozen.

DeltaBladeX posted...

https://imgur.com/rntawvl

lol
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I absolutely loved it!

It's my favorite Pixar movie now! I plan on watching it again but in Spanish this time.

I liked everything about the movie.

Around the beginning I was telling myself "this movie is pretty good so far but it seems a little predictable and I don't like how they're making it okay for one of the main characters to abandon his family."

Boy was I really wrong. I didn't see the twists coming like Hector being Miguel's real Great Great Grandfather and how he didn't actually abandon his family. De La Cruz being the big bad of the movie was great too. I didn't expect that. He became such an asshole.

But yeah, I LOVED this movie. It makes me wish I had seen it in theaters. Unfortunately I don't go to the movie theaters much and most movies don't really interest me especially movies or anything in general that has to do with music.

I highly recommend you watch Coco. It's on US' Netflix.
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Firewood18 posted...

Did you feel like Darth Vader at all?

I might end up getting one somewhere down the line. My snoring is atrocious.

No but I thought about it. lol

Ok, I became tired again. It's understandable since I didn't sleep properly.
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I'm still not used to sleeping with the mask on. I only had a couple of hours of proper sleep because I woke up every few hours.

But I woke up feeling better than most days. I'm not yawning as much as before and I just feel a bit more energized. It.... it feels good. If I can feel this way every day then that's great.

I can't wait to find out how it's going to feel with proper sleep of 6-8 hours.
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chaosbowser posted...

pipebomb_phil posted...

It's a remake.

A bad remake.

Ok. Don't buy it.

It looks great and I can't wait for it.
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chaosbowser posted...

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chaosbowser posted...

idk why they wasted development time on these games when they could have been finishing a real pokemon game

So what you're saying is, you'd rather NOT have a Pokemon game this year?

I'm glad we're getting one and we're getting a non-remake next year.

I don't know why people are crying about Let's Go. Seriously. It makes no sense.

Its not really a pokemon game though. Its just pokemon go with better graphics and i guess some trainer battles?

It's a remake.

If you don't want to play it, that's fine. You don't have to buy it.
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https://twitter.com/ynakamura56/status/1001647306876141568

One can dream.
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chaosbowser posted...

idk why they wasted development time on these games when they could have been finishing a real pokemon game

So what you're saying is, you'd rather NOT have a Pokemon game this year?

I'm glad we're getting one and we're getting a non-remake next year.

I don't know why people are crying about Let's Go. Seriously. It makes no sense.
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alleniversonms posted...

When is our next tinychat meetup?

^this

TheSlinja posted...

If CAME was so good when are we making CAME 2 THE SEQUEL

^this

AllstarSniper32 posted...

TheSlinja posted...

If CAME was so good when are we making CAME 2 THE SEQUEL

Perfection takes time.

It's time though!
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Kyuubi4269 posted...

You mean like Farcry?

Far Cry has a reggaeton soundtrack?
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send her a pic of your dick. that'll get her to respond.
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alleniversonms posted...

@TNF4Life

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lmao! forgot about that.

btw...

dat Allen!
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Metal Gear and Reggaeton is NOT a good combination.
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Monopoman posted...

Anytime you bleed without being cut or something you should get checked out ASAP. I mean that is a HUGE warning sign, the body does not bleed (assuming no cuts or wounds) without something serious going on 9 times out of 10.

You're clearly not a woman.

Also, you must not have hemorrhoids. The name literally means "blood stream" for a reason. I've had hemorrhoid problems since my mid teens. Seeing a little blood in my poo at least once a week is normal for me.

Yeah, could be hemorrhoids.

There's something else too, but I forgot what it is called.

I really have to see my doc because I see blood daily from hemorrhoids probably.
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TotalBiscut's death has got me thinking a lot. He passed away from colon cancer.

I'm worried again because I've been having problems with my bowels and a few other details I won't mention here. Thought it was h.pylori but I've done 2 tests to see if that's the case and I ruled it out for now.

I'm still having the same or very similar symptoms even with a low/none FODMAP diet.

I tried to schedule an appointment online with my doctor a few months back but never got a reply. I'm guessing he has a ton of appointments booked because I had to make a call to book an appointment and the earliest opening he has in late next month. So I'm set for next month.

But yeah, if you're having bloating, blood in your stool, cramps, etc. on a regular basis, go get checked out.

Here's the video of Total Biscut when he found out he had cancer:


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Cruddy_horse posted...

You know when you feel immesne dissappointment.

I felt this way a long time ago.
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AirJordan2345 posted...

i thought the missions were really good, very replayable. Most replayable mgs ever.

Not in my opinion.

I doubt I'll ever play it again.

And this is coming from a huge MG fan.
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pipebomb_phil posted...

Found these on ResetEra.com:

https://imgur.com/a/jRNEM88

You go to ResetEra?

Yes

...Why?!

Because I like it.
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AirJordan2345 posted...

so do you like the game so far? i really liked it.

It was okay. I mean, the gameplay is absolutely solid. But the lack of story, crappy missions, etc. was all bad.
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