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GrandConjuraton
06/25/21 5:13:34 PM
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Or not.

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Smackems
06/25/21 5:14:00 PM
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Like what

Why don't you just tell me something

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GrandConjuraton
06/25/21 5:14:35 PM
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Smackems posted...
Like what
Anything, like the title says, >.<

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bsp77
06/25/21 5:14:46 PM
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Why don't you get a real life?

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catboy
06/25/21 5:15:00 PM
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hey

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Zikten
06/25/21 5:16:29 PM
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Do you go outside at least? Like into a backyard or front porch? I've heard of people before who literally do not go outside. So I am just wondering
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GrandConjuraton
06/25/21 5:16:47 PM
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bsp77 posted...
Why don't you get a real life?
Define "real life".

catboy posted...
hey
Hi

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catboy
06/25/21 5:17:30 PM
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Did you realize your username is missing and "i"

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GrandConjuraton
06/25/21 5:17:55 PM
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Zikten posted...
Do you go outside at least? Like into a backyard or front porch? I've heard of people before who literally do not go outside. So I am just wondering
I typically only go outside if I need to get my mom, dad or sister's attention if they're outside themselves, x.x . Otherwise, i'm always indoors.

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bsp77
06/25/21 5:18:28 PM
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GrandConjuraton posted...
Define "real life".
Involving going out, doing things, seeing people, etc.


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GrandConjuraton
06/25/21 5:18:36 PM
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catboy posted...
Did you realize your username is missing and "i"

I remember that I hit the character limit in terms of usernames when I made this, so it was the best I could do.

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catboy
06/25/21 5:18:53 PM
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yeah, I figured as much

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BarbaricAvatar
06/25/21 5:19:51 PM
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Have you got AIDS?

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GrandConjuraton
06/25/21 5:22:08 PM
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bsp77 posted...
Involving going out, doing things, seeing people, etc.
I can't do any of those things, x:

BarbaricAvatar posted...
Have you got AIDS?
No, I don't have any diseases that are infectious or chronic. I do have a weak immune system, but that's not why I stay inside. What does keep me inside is my severe agoraphobia, social anxiety, depression, and other mental health issues like my rather severe bulimia and insomnia don't do much to aid me either.

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AceAttorneyist
06/25/21 5:23:41 PM
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Is the fact that you're a shut-in by far and away the most interesting thing about you? I sincerely hope that's not the case. You always title these topics this way which leads me to believe this may be true.

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R1masher
06/25/21 5:24:18 PM
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Are you an adult that lives with your parents, husband, and sister?

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GrandConjuraton
06/25/21 5:24:41 PM
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AceAttorneyist posted...
Is the fact that you're a shut-in by far and away the most interesting thing about you? I sincerely hope that's not the case. You always title these topics this way which leads me to believe this may be true.
Probably. I don't really seem to have much in common with other people, so I don't have much to discuss with most.

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SSJCAT
06/25/21 5:25:27 PM
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How old are you? Do you feel like a burden on your family?

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jon1012
06/25/21 5:25:39 PM
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have you ever kissed a girl [or member of desired sex]? how old are you?

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Christian RULES
06/25/21 5:26:46 PM
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a-c-a-b
06/25/21 5:27:59 PM
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How do you support yourself?

Are you totally dependent on your parents?
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GrandConjuraton
06/25/21 5:29:04 PM
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R1masher posted...
Are you an adult that lives with your parents, husband, and sister?
Mom, dad and sister. I plan to move in with my fiance someday, but it's not feasible right now.

SSJCAT posted...
How old are you? Do you feel like a burden on your family?
26, but i'll be 27 in December.

My parents actively encourage me to stay with them and not leave (particularly if I mentioned wanting to be with my fiance), so I don't really think they consider me a burden. I do contribute things to the household, though, like cooking and doing laundry for the four of us. I feel like a waste of air in general, though, but that's for a variety of reasons (which mostly comes down to poor mental health).

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sLaCkEr408___RJ
06/25/21 5:29:20 PM
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What are your most recurring interests?
What are your most enduring hobbies?
What are your favorite pastimes?
What is your dream job?
Which successful person do you wish you could be?
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GrandConjuraton
06/25/21 5:30:11 PM
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a-c-a-b posted...
How do you support yourself?

Are you totally dependent on your parents?
Totally dependent.

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bsp77
06/25/21 5:30:46 PM
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Wait, you have a fiancee? How did that happen?

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GrandConjuraton
06/25/21 5:41:05 PM
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bsp77 posted...
Wait, you have a fiancee? How did that happen?
Dating website. He messaged me first and we hit it off almost instantly; August will mark my second year with him.

sLaCkEr408___RJ posted...
What are your most recurring interests?
What are your most enduring hobbies?
What are your favorite pastimes?
What is your dream job?
Which successful person do you wish you could be?
Aren't interests and hobbies almost the same thing? Personally, I like...

  • Listening to and discovering new music
  • I spend a lot of time playing video games, but most of the time it's just me trying to keep myself busy so that my mind doesn't wander too much.
  • Anime, though I haven't watched any new (to me) ones in a while because I can't really find any that catches my attention anymore.
  • I have a (sort of) interest in writing, but I can't stay motivated long enough to actually do any real amount of it. I've been told that i'm really good at it, but I suppose the ability is just being squandered on me.
  • I had an interest in dollmaking (plushies) at one point, and even nearly finished one, but not having certain pieces of equipment (like an embroidery machine) ultimately just made the idea run out of gas and I haven't tried in years.
  • I wouldn't like doing it for a living, but I like cooking in small doses.
I don't really have any dreams in general, let alone a dream job. I can't really envision a future for myself, and that's part of what makes life so bleak and depressing for me.


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Master Kazuya
06/25/21 5:42:33 PM
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Read topic title as slut, disappointed

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a-c-a-b
06/25/21 5:53:17 PM
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What's your current favourite black metal album?
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GrandConjuraton
06/25/21 5:58:01 PM
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Master Kazuya posted...
Read topic title as slut, disappointed

Sorry to disappoint, D:

a-c-a-b posted...
What's your current favourite black metal album?
https://whiteward.bandcamp.com/album/love-exchange-failure

Probably this one. It's so good, <3

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a-c-a-b
06/25/21 6:05:29 PM
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GrandConjuraton posted...


Sorry to disappoint, D:

https://whiteward.bandcamp.com/album/love-exchange-failure

Probably this one. It's so good, <3

Pretty decent.
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GrandConjuraton
06/25/21 6:06:09 PM
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a-c-a-b posted...
Pretty decent.
It's almost certainly better than whatever your favorite one is.

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a-c-a-b
06/25/21 6:07:15 PM
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Have you ever heard the band Dodsrit? I highly recommend them.

https://youtu.be/OLrKFmIl9Oc
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GrandConjuraton
06/25/21 6:08:32 PM
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a-c-a-b posted...
Have you ever heard the band Dodsrit? I highly recommend them.

https://youtu.be/OLrKFmIl9Oc
I listened to their 2018 album and didn't like it, IIRC.

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RedJackson
06/25/21 6:10:40 PM
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How have you been holding up lately?

also what do you think of Berserk >_>

I just watched it recently

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a-c-a-b
06/25/21 6:13:09 PM
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GrandConjuraton posted...

I listened to their 2018 album and didn't like it, IIRC.

Pfft you suck.
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GrandConjuraton
06/26/21 12:07:37 AM
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a-c-a-b posted...
Pfft you suck.
They just don't seem very unique to me, >.<

RedJackson posted...
How have you been holding up lately?

also what do you think of Berserk >_>

I just watched it recently
About the same as usual, I guess, x.x . My life is still as aimless and pointless as ever, and i'm just "living" from day to day with no goals in going forward.

I liked it, but it's been a LONG time since I watched it. I was kinda annoyed that it didn't adapt more of the manga storyline, but considering that the author died recently... the manga won't have an ending anyway.

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TerraSeeker
06/26/21 12:31:57 AM
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bsp77 posted...
Why don't you get a real life?
How do you do that for those of us who don't get the concept?

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Flockaveli
06/26/21 12:32:51 AM
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I remember you as the person with probably the best taste in music in all of CE. What albums are you listening to a lot lately?

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GrandConjuraton
06/26/21 4:53:41 PM
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Flockaveli posted...
I remember you as the person with probably the best taste in music in all of CE. What albums are you listening to a lot lately?
I'm flattered for you saying that, but it also puts a lot of pressure on me at the same time because I don't want to let you down, >.<

https://revulsiondeath.bandcamp.com/album/self-titled-death-metal
https://pipedreamermetal.bandcamp.com/album/no-solace-for-the-soulless
https://humanityslastbreathofficial.bandcamp.com/album/v-lde

I've been feeling like revisiting this one, too. It was a favorite of mine in terms of 2019 releases.
https://schattenfall.bandcamp.com/album/melancholie-des-seins

@Flockaveli

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We video chat pretty much daily, so not having actually had the opportunity to be with him in person yet doesn't seem like that big of a deal to me.

TerraSeeker posted...
How do you do that for those of us who don't get the concept?
Yes, please elucidate, x.x
@bsp77


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bsp77
06/26/21 5:05:26 PM
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GrandConjuraton posted...
I'm flattered for you saying that, but it also puts a lot of pressure on me at the same time because I don't want to let you down, >.<

https://revulsiondeath.bandcamp.com/album/self-titled-death-metal
https://pipedreamermetal.bandcamp.com/album/no-solace-for-the-soulless
https://humanityslastbreathofficial.bandcamp.com/album/v-lde

I've been feeling like revisiting this one, too. It was a favorite of mine in terms of 2019 releases.
https://schattenfall.bandcamp.com/album/melancholie-des-seins

@Flockaveli

We video chat pretty much daily, so not having actually had the opportunity to be with him in person yet doesn't seem like that big of a deal to me.

Yes, please elucidate, x.x
@bsp77
I had to figure out what the question was. Lol

I thought this was a random troll topic at first, so I was being snarky

I assume you don't want me to actually answer anything here though.

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R1masher
06/26/21 5:09:44 PM
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GrandConjuraton posted...
Dating website. He messaged me first and we hit it off almost instantly; August will mark my second year with him.

dies he (or you) still frequent dating websites

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matchboxsantana
06/26/21 5:10:54 PM
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GrandConjuraton posted...
Or not.
job?
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GrandConjuraton
06/26/21 5:12:57 PM
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R1masher posted...
dies he (or you) still frequent dating websites
No, we disabled our accounts a long time ago.

We're extremely committed to each other.

bsp77 posted...
I had to figure out what the question was. Lol

I thought this was a random troll topic at first, so I was being snarky

I assume you don't want me to actually answer anything here though.
I do wish for you to explain what you meant, though, >.<

matchboxsantana posted...
job?
Professional loser.

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Kanaya413
06/26/21 5:13:10 PM
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Do you not go to the store or anything? Im a shut in but I still go out occasionally
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matchboxsantana
06/26/21 5:13:41 PM
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GrandConjuraton posted...
Professional loser.

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GrandConjuraton
06/26/21 5:15:34 PM
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matchboxsantana posted...


that doesn't pay the bills. How do you pay them?
I live with my parents.

Kanaya413 posted...
Do you not go to the store or anything? Im a shut in but I still go out occasionally
I used to go shopping with my mom once a month or so, but I haven't really done that in the last year because of mask wearing; I already have a lot of anxiety out in public, and the masks make it unbearable for me.

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Kanaya413
06/26/21 5:16:51 PM
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I understand
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bsp77
06/26/21 5:18:40 PM
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GrandConjuraton posted...
I do wish for you to explain what you meant, though
I was being snarky and asking why you don't go out and have friends and such. Once again, thought it was more of a troll post. Didn't realize it was about severe anxiety issues, so my apologies

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GrandConjuraton
06/26/21 5:24:15 PM
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bsp77 posted...
I was being snarky and asking why you don't go out and have friends and such. Once again, thought it was more of a troll post. Didn't realize it was about severe anxiety issues, so my apologies
I've been seeing a therapist (actually, I have two, but the second one is more of a required one to keep my psych because of the rules in the clinic she works at and she does next to no work with me) and a psych for four years and haven't really made any progress, so i'm just going to write myself off as a lost cause, x.x . My meds do usually help keep my moods more even (in terms of less frequent episodes of debilitating depression, though I still have them), so that's something, I suppose.

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