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bsp77 06/26/21 5:27:11 PM #52:	GrandConjuraton posted... I've been seeing a therapist (actually, I have two, but the second one is more of a required one to keep my psych because of the rules in the clinic she works at and she does next to no work with me) and a psych for four years and haven't really made any progress, so i'm just going to write myself off as a lost cause, x.x . My meds do usually help keep my moods more even (in terms of less frequent episodes of debilitating depression, though I still have them), so that's something, I suppose. What is your plan with your fiance though? Couldn't that help or at least change things? --- Currently playing: Monster Hunter Rise, Bloodborne <cite>bsp77 posted [p:955462340] in I have bee... [t:79533207]...</cite> <quote>GrandConjuraton posted... </cite> <quote>I've been seeing a therapist (actually, I have two, but the second one is more of a required one to keep my psych because of the rules in the clinic she works at and she does next to no work with me) and a psych for four years and haven't really made any progress, so i'm just going to write myself off as a lost cause, x.x . My meds do usually help keep my moods more even (in terms of less frequent episodes of debilitating depression, though I still have them), so that's something, I suppose.</quote>What is your plan with your fiance though? Couldn't that help or at least change things? </quote> ... Copied to Clipboard!
GrandConjuraton 06/26/21 5:31:42 PM #53:	bsp77 posted... What is your plan with your fiance though? Couldn't that help or at least change things? He's saving some money from his disability payments bit by bit to pool some money to eventually get us together, x.x . He has MS, and his issues are almost as bad as mine in terms of mental health, but he's somewhat better off in that regard... I think i'll try to get signed up on something relatively soon, if I can, so that might help too. --- Only sorrow until release https://imgur.com/WXUtvXj <cite>GrandConjuraton posted [p:955462472] in I have bee... [t:79533207]...</cite> <quote>bsp77 posted... </cite> <quote>What is your plan with your fiance though? Couldn't that help or at least change things?</quote>He's saving some money from his disability payments bit by bit to pool some money to eventually get us together, x.x . He has MS, and his issues are almost as bad as mine in terms of mental health, but he's somewhat better off in that regard... I think i'll try to get signed up on something relatively soon, if I can, so that might help too. </quote> ... Copied to Clipboard!
RedJackson 06/26/21 5:37:05 PM #54:	GrandConjuraton posted... He's saving some money from his disability payments bit by bit to pool some money to eventually get us together, x.x . He has MS, and his issues are almost as bad as mine in terms of mental health, but he's somewhat better off in that regard... I think i'll try to get signed up on something relatively soon, if I can, so that might help too. If you could be gifted anything in this moment, what would it be? --- https://imgur.com/e6aBSof - Pus_N_Pecans original! https://imgur.com/bve6U7T - Error1335 original! <cite>RedJackson posted [p:955462626] in I have bee... [t:79533207]...</cite> <quote>GrandConjuraton posted... </cite> <quote>He's saving some money from his disability payments bit by bit to pool some money to eventually get us together, x.x . He has MS, and his issues are almost as bad as mine in terms of mental health, but he's somewhat better off in that regard... I think i'll try to get signed up on something relatively soon, if I can, so that might help too.</quote> If you could be gifted anything in this moment, what would it be? </quote> ... Copied to Clipboard!
R1masher 06/26/21 5:42:45 PM #55:	Whats your favorite movie about agoraphobia and why is it Copycat? --- R1R1R1R1R1R1 <cite>R1masher posted [p:955462789] in I have bee... [t:79533207]...</cite> <quote>Whats your favorite movie about agoraphobia and why is it Copycat? </quote> ... Copied to Clipboard!
toyota 06/26/21 5:46:05 PM #56:	How do you have a fiance while being a shut in? Have you met irl? If i could i would go total shut in but i need to make money so it still need to deal with society. totally loved lockdowns and quarantines tbh <cite>toyota posted [p:955462895] in I have bee... [t:79533207]...</cite> <quote>How do you have a fiance while being a shut in? Have you met irl? If i could i would go total shut in but i need to make money so it still need to deal with society. totally loved lockdowns and quarantines tbh </quote> ... Copied to Clipboard!
CountDrugula 06/26/21 6:23:36 PM #57:	Whats your favorite Opeth album and what is your opinion on their stylistic shift away from metal with the Heritage and onward material? Mines Deliverance or Still Life. --- https://imgur.com/DbwO7V2 --- http://last.fm/user/doesntexist420 https://vsmusick.wordpress.com/ - My ALL NEW music blog <cite>CountDrugula posted [p:955463915] in I have bee... [t:79533207]...</cite> <quote>Whats your favorite Opeth album and what is your opinion on their stylistic shift away from metal with the Heritage and onward material? Mines Deliverance or Still Life. </quote> ... Copied to Clipboard!
bsp77 06/26/21 6:38:13 PM #58:	Apparently I have the opposite problem. I am getting anxious because I haven't seen anyone at all today (other than my cat). I am even going out to a bar with a bunch of friends in a couple hours but am anxious because of the current lack of contact. It's like I'm alone at the moment so I will be alone forever. It's fucked up. So someone can swing too much the other way. --- Currently playing: Monster Hunter Rise, Bloodborne <cite>bsp77 posted [p:955464337] in I have bee... [t:79533207]...</cite> <quote>Apparently I have the opposite problem. I am getting anxious because I haven't seen anyone at all today (other than my cat). I am even going out to a bar with a bunch of friends in a couple hours but am anxious because of the current lack of contact. It's like I'm alone at the moment so I will be alone forever. It's fucked up. So someone can swing too much the other way. </quote> ... Copied to Clipboard!
Thaumaturge 06/26/21 6:44:21 PM #59:	Are you a girl? <cite>Thaumaturge posted [p:955464507] in I have bee... [t:79533207]...</cite> <quote>Are you a girl?</quote> ... Copied to Clipboard!
Flauros 06/26/21 6:47:54 PM #60:	Where are da pix? --- https://imgur.com/EX6Md7k https://imgur.com/X4cT0Sp https://imgur.com/A3kur0P https://imgur.com/Hj9RrC6 <cite>Flauros posted [p:955464620] in I have bee... [t:79533207]...</cite> <quote>Where are da pix? </quote> ... Copied to Clipboard!
BipBapBam 06/26/21 6:49:51 PM #61:	Is your Conjuration skill even at 1 hundo or are you a poser?~ --- Regardless of warnings, the future doesn't scare me at all. This is where the fun begins. <cite>BipBapBam posted [p:955464673] in I have bee... [t:79533207]...</cite> <quote>Is your Conjuration skill even at 1 hundo or are you a poser?~ </quote> ... Copied to Clipboard!
GrandConjuraton 06/27/21 4:41:10 PM #62:	RedJackson posted... If you could be gifted anything in this moment, what would it be? Peace of mind. R1masher posted... Whats your favorite movie about agoraphobia and why is it Copycat? I've never watched Copycat, or probably anything in general about agoraphobia, >.< . I've watched several anime with a prominent mental health theme in general, though, like Neon Genesis or .Hack//Sign and loved those. CountDrugula posted... Whats your favorite Opeth album and what is your opinion on their stylistic shift away from metal with the Heritage and onward material? Mines Deliverance or Still Life. I liked In Cauda Venenum fairly well, but I hated the other post-Heritage albums, >.< . That being said...it's hard to pick a single favorite Opeth album because I love something about most of them but am also a little cold on some of them for one reason or another at the same time. I guess Morningrise is the closest I can come to picking a favorite, though. toyota posted... How do you have a fiance while being a shut in? Have you met irl? If i could i would go total shut in but i need to make money so it still need to deal with society. totally loved lockdowns and quarantines tbh Dating site --- Only sorrow until release https://imgur.com/WXUtvXj <cite>GrandConjuraton posted [p:955494409] in I have bee... [t:79533207]...</cite> <quote>RedJackson posted... </cite> <quote>If you could be gifted anything in this moment, what would it be?</quote>Peace of mind. R1masher posted... </cite> <quote>Whats your favorite movie about agoraphobia and why is it Copycat?</quote>I've never watched Copycat, or probably anything in general about agoraphobia, >.< . I've watched several anime with a prominent mental health theme in general, though, like Neon Genesis or .Hack//Sign and loved those. CountDrugula posted... </cite> <quote>Whats your favorite Opeth album and what is your opinion on their stylistic shift away from metal with the Heritage and onward material? Mines Deliverance or Still Life.</quote>I liked In Cauda Venenum fairly well, but I hated the other post-Heritage albums, >.< . That being said...it's hard to pick a single favorite Opeth album because I love something about most of them but am also a little cold on some of them for one reason or another at the same time. I guess Morningrise is the closest I can come to picking a favorite, though. toyota posted... </cite> <quote>How do you have a fiance while being a shut in? Have you met irl? If i could i would go total shut in but i need to make money so it still need to deal with society. totally loved lockdowns and quarantines tbh </quote>Dating site </quote> ... Copied to Clipboard!
GrandConjuraton 06/27/21 4:41:20 PM #63:	Thaumaturge posted... Are you a girl? Yes. Flauros posted... Where are da pix? Archived on that site. BipBapBam posted... Is your Conjuration skill even at 1 hundo or are you a poser?~ I'm a poser, ;-; bsp77 posted... Apparently I have the opposite problem. I am getting anxious because I haven't seen anyone at all today (other than my cat). I am even going out to a bar with a bunch of friends in a couple hours but am anxious because of the current lack of contact. It's like I'm alone at the moment so I will be alone forever. It's fucked up. So someone can swing too much the other way. I wouldn't really say you have the OPPOSITE problem... I may have a life that's orientated towards being away from people, but that's only because i'm afraid of most people. I feel a very deep loneliness in my heart and wish that I had friends, but i'm unable to change things because of my rather severe shortcomings. --- Only sorrow until release https://imgur.com/WXUtvXj <cite>GrandConjuraton posted [p:955494415] in I have bee... [t:79533207]...</cite> <quote> Thaumaturge posted... </cite> <quote>Are you a girl?</quote>Yes. Flauros posted... </cite> <quote>Where are da pix?</quote>Archived on that site. BipBapBam posted... </cite> <quote>Is your Conjuration skill even at 1 hundo or are you a poser?~</quote>I'm a poser, ;-; bsp77 posted... </cite> <quote>Apparently I have the opposite problem. I am getting anxious because I haven't seen anyone at all today (other than my cat). I am even going out to a bar with a bunch of friends in a couple hours but am anxious because of the current lack of contact. It's like I'm alone at the moment so I will be alone forever. It's fucked up. So someone can swing too much the other way.</quote>I wouldn't really say you have the OPPOSITE problem... I may have a life that's orientated towards being away from people, but that's only because i'm afraid of most people. I feel a very deep loneliness in my heart and wish that I had friends, but i'm unable to change things because of my rather severe shortcomings. </quote> ... Copied to Clipboard!
BarbaricAvatar 06/27/21 4:56:51 PM #64:	Why would you be lonely if you've got a fiance? --- Habitual Judge <cite>BarbaricAvatar posted [p:955494895] in I have bee... [t:79533207]...</cite> <quote>Why would you be lonely if you've got a fiance? </quote> ... Copied to Clipboard!
GrandConjuraton 06/27/21 4:58:21 PM #65:	BarbaricAvatar posted... Why would you be lonely if you've got a fiance? Because I need more than just one person. Most people do. --- Only sorrow until release https://imgur.com/WXUtvXj <cite>GrandConjuraton posted [p:955494937] in I have bee... [t:79533207]...</cite> <quote>BarbaricAvatar posted... </cite> <quote>Why would you be lonely if you've got a fiance?</quote>Because I need more than just one person. Most people do. </quote> ... Copied to Clipboard!
BloodMoon7 06/27/21 4:59:36 PM #66:	TC, I like you. ;) Ok bye :3 --- My maid will hear about this. <cite>BloodMoon7 posted [p:955494978] in I have bee... [t:79533207]...</cite> <quote>TC, I like you. ;) Ok bye :3 </quote> ... Copied to Clipboard!
bsp77 06/27/21 5:02:58 PM #67:	BarbaricAvatar posted... Why would you be lonely if you've got a fiance? I either have my kids or am doing something with my girlfriend or my many friends like 5 out of 7 nights a week, and still have loneliness issues. I am aware it makes no sense. --- Currently playing: Monster Hunter Rise, Bloodborne <cite>bsp77 posted [p:955495069] in I have bee... [t:79533207]...</cite> <quote>BarbaricAvatar posted... </cite> <quote>Why would you be lonely if you've got a fiance?</quote>I either have my kids or am doing something with my girlfriend or my many friends like 5 out of 7 nights a week, and still have loneliness issues. I am aware it makes no sense. </quote> ... Copied to Clipboard!
gunplagirl 06/27/21 5:04:10 PM #68:	Think you'll ever be able to thrive in live, independent of others? --- tfw no big tiddy goth vampire gf who lactates blood - viewmaster_pi <cite>gunplagirl posted [p:955495116] in I have bee... [t:79533207]...</cite> <quote>Think you'll ever be able to thrive in live, independent of others? </quote> ... Copied to Clipboard!
GrandConjuraton 06/27/21 5:25:11 PM #69:	gunplagirl posted... Think you'll ever be able to thrive in live, independent of others? Nope. Not a chance. BloodMoon7 posted... TC, I like you. ;) Ok bye :3 I like you too. bsp77 posted... I either have my kids or am doing something with my girlfriend or my many friends like 5 out of 7 nights a week, and still have loneliness issues. I am aware it makes no sense. :( --- Only sorrow until release https://imgur.com/WXUtvXj <cite>GrandConjuraton posted [p:955495854] in I have bee... [t:79533207]...</cite> <quote>gunplagirl posted... </cite> <quote>Think you'll ever be able to thrive in live, independent of others?</quote>Nope. Not a chance. BloodMoon7 posted... </cite> <quote>TC, I like you. ;) Ok bye :3</quote>I like you too. bsp77 posted... </cite> <quote>I either have my kids or am doing something with my girlfriend or my many friends like 5 out of 7 nights a week, and still have loneliness issues. I am aware it makes no sense.</quote>:( </quote> ... Copied to Clipboard!
matchboxsantana 06/27/21 5:26:31 PM #70:	bsp77 posted... I either have my kids or am doing something with my girlfriend or my many friends like 5 out of 7 nights a week, and still have loneliness issues. I am aware it makes no sense. @bsp77 you mean you feel lonely if you're not doing something with others every day? <cite>matchboxsantana posted [p:955495896] in I have bee... [t:79533207]...</cite> <quote>bsp77 posted... </cite> <quote>I either have my kids or am doing something with my girlfriend or my many friends like 5 out of 7 nights a week, and still have loneliness issues. I am aware it makes no sense.</quote> @bsp77 you mean you feel lonely if you're not doing something with others every day? </quote> ... Copied to Clipboard!
ultimate reaver 06/27/21 5:28:42 PM #71:	are you named after the opeth song --- I pray god will curse the writer, as the writer has cursed the world with this beautiful, stupendous creation, terrible in its simplicity, irresistible in truth <cite>ultimate reaver posted [p:955495959] in I have bee... [t:79533207]...</cite> <quote>are you named after the opeth song </quote> ... Copied to Clipboard!
bsp77 06/27/21 5:29:31 PM #72:	GrandConjuraton posted... :( So I do get anxiety issues no matter how. Mine are generalized anxiety vs social anxiety. I am kinda freaking out that my gf hasn't texted in over 4 hours. She is on a trip with parents in Oregon and Washington. They are driving around today and the lack of response is making me worry they drove off a cliff or something. I know the chance of that is exceedingly slim but I can't get it out of my head. Edit: she texted me right when I sent this message lol --- Currently playing: Monster Hunter Rise, Bloodborne <cite>bsp77 posted [p:955495985] in I have bee... [t:79533207]...</cite> <quote>GrandConjuraton posted... </cite> <quote> :(</quote>So I do get anxiety issues no matter how. Mine are generalized anxiety vs social anxiety. I am kinda freaking out that my gf hasn't texted in over 4 hours. She is on a trip with parents in Oregon and Washington. They are driving around today and the lack of response is making me worry they drove off a cliff or something. I know the chance of that is exceedingly slim but I can't get it out of my head. Edit: she texted me right when I sent this message lol </quote> ... Copied to Clipboard!
bsp77 06/27/21 5:36:05 PM #73:	matchboxsantana posted... @bsp77 you mean you feel lonely if you're not doing something with others every day? Yeah, it's a problem --- Currently playing: Monster Hunter Rise, Bloodborne <cite>bsp77 posted [p:955496205] in I have bee... [t:79533207]...</cite> <quote>matchboxsantana posted... </cite> <quote>@bsp77 you mean you feel lonely if you're not doing something with others every day?</quote>Yeah, it's a problem </quote> ... Copied to Clipboard!
BarbaricAvatar 06/28/21 12:25:04 PM #74:	Well you're not alone TC, every user on GameFAQs has mental issues. Because if they didn't then they wouldn't be here; they'd be on one of the more normal internet boards. This place is a carcrash of insanity, ego's and dellusion. Everyone here can relate to whatever issues you have because we've all been through or are going through similar things. Like i said: We wouldn't be here if we were normal, rational people, we'd be clever enough to know we don't belong in this soup of broken. So you shouldn't feel lonely while you're surfing the site because you're one of us! --- Habitual Judge <cite>BarbaricAvatar posted [p:955521538] in I have bee... [t:79533207]...</cite> <quote>Well you're not alone TC, every user on GameFAQs has mental issues. Because if they didn't then they wouldn't be here; they'd be on one of the more normal internet boards. This place is a carcrash of insanity, ego's and dellusion. Everyone here can relate to whatever issues you have because we've all been through or are going through similar things. Like i said: We wouldn't be here if we were normal, rational people, we'd be clever enough to know we don't belong in this soup of broken. So you shouldn't feel lonely while you're surfing the site because you're one of us! </quote> ... Copied to Clipboard!
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R1masher 06/28/21 1:11:25 PM #76:	BarbaricAvatar posted... one of us! i could feel the power in me growing as I read your post, but when I got to that last line I got up from my worn computer chair tore off my shirt and grabbed the computer screen an held it above my head as I chanted one of us! one of us! ONE OF US! --- R1R1R1R1R1R1 <cite>R1masher posted [p:955523242] in I have bee... [t:79533207]...</cite> <quote>BarbaricAvatar posted... </cite> <quote>one of us!</quote> i could feel the power in me growing as I read your post, but when I got to that last line I got up from my worn computer chair tore off my shirt and grabbed the computer screen an held it above my head as I chanted one of us! one of us! ONE OF US! </quote> ... Copied to Clipboard!
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