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The_Creep_2020 03/20/21 7:09:36 PM #251: |
I cant imagine what you must be going through, but you and your son have my deepest condolences, man. Your wife sounds like a really lovely person.
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BlingBling22947 03/21/21 7:02:14 AM #252: |
R.l.P.
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DarthDemented 03/21/21 3:38:45 PM #253: |
Here we are a week later. At this time I had no idea my life was going to change forever...
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Zikten 03/21/21 3:39:26 PM #254: |
How is your son doing?
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What_ 03/21/21 3:42:08 PM #255: |
Not much I can say that hasnt been said; my condolences.
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DarthDemented 03/21/21 3:42:40 PM #256: |
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How is your son doing?The gravity of the situation still hasn't hit him. I gave him the laptop I was gonna give my wife for her birthday and his initial reaction was "sweet, new computer!" but I think it'll hit him later --- Paula Wood. My love, my life. 1980-2021 https://store.steampowered.com/wishlist/profiles/76561198210788964/#sort=order ... Copied to Clipboard!
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DarthDemented 03/22/21 2:05:51 AM #257: |
Kid is going to school tomorrow. His school counselor recommended it to try to keep the normal going so he's at least got that distraction.
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powerman1426 03/22/21 2:16:18 AM #258: |
I'm so, so, sorry. I can't imagine going through that, I didn't see the topic earlier, but my condolences.
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ArchfiendZoma 03/22/21 3:44:01 AM #259: |
Bow your heads people, and help me with this prayer please:
God of Light, God of Love, Take this poor soul into your endless embrace. Give him your strength, so that he may endure such unfathomable loss. Give him your wisdom as he leads those who have their lives touched by this beautiful creation called Paula. Let us not fall into the darkness of despair, but rejoice in the knowledge that a new angel has ascended to your side. We humbly ask this in your name. Amen Sorry, Im not very good at this stuff. I hope it doesnt sound too awkward or something. --- Respect my authori-tah! ... Copied to Clipboard!
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ShyOx 03/22/21 3:52:13 AM #260: |
Hope you're doing alright TC, I hope we unburden you some. I keep checking this topic to look in and make sure you're alright and make sure CE doesn't treat you wrong. If you need something let us know, please. We really, really do care. Those were some beautiful photos of you guys happy.
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charcoalswift 03/22/21 4:03:41 AM #261: |
Your son seems like a strong kid
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Arcanine2009 03/22/21 5:08:02 AM #262: |
My sincerest condolences TC. My mom has RA.
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Chadwick69 03/22/21 5:21:39 AM #263: |
My father is currently going through this. My stepmother(His wife) just died unexpectedly two weeks ago and he's a mess. I don't know how to help him, he's not taking care of his health very well since she passed.
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SCCAN85 03/22/21 6:16:45 AM #264: |
Damn man hurts reading all this. So sorry for you and your sons loss. She sounds like an amazing woman and human.
I lost my mom over 10 years ago... time does heal a bit but not a day goes by where I don't think of her. Keep her memory with you and your son and she'll never fully be gone. She is at peace now and truly in a better place I'd like to believe. Makes me think how I'd react dealing with this, you're very brave and I commend you openly sharing this horrific situation. Feel like these petty fights I have with my wife are worthless and we need to come together cause life has a scary way of reminding us that it can change instantly I'll be praying for you and your boy, stay strong as it's tough. Again so sorry for your loss and if you ever need an ear I'd be more than happy to lend mine. --- PSN: Canqb5 Chargers, Clippers,Kings (NHL), and I guess Padres ... Copied to Clipboard!
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Ilishe 03/22/21 6:25:48 AM #265: |
How you coping, TC?
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UnfairRepresent 03/22/21 6:27:23 AM #266: |
I'm so sorry to hear that TC .
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DarthDemented 03/22/21 6:37:47 AM #267: |
Ilishe posted...
How you coping, TC?Not well apparently. Last several nights I keep replaying that one night and I feel that desperation and hopelessness all over again. Now that my son is back from his grandma's I keep checking on him more than usual. I know rationally he's fine but the irrational part of my brain is on high alert and spiking the anxiety hard. Chadwick69 posted... My father is currently going through this. My stepmother(His wife) just died unexpectedly two weeks ago and he's a mess. I don't know how to help him, he's not taking care of his health very well since she passed.It's harder than it has any business being. It's one thing when a death is expected. It hurts but it's easier to accept. When it's out of the blue it's traumatizing. Like I said in earlier post it's that finding them and going from calmly following 911s CPR instructions to getting increasingly desperate as you get nowhere. That sticks with you hard. It can break you. --- Paula Wood. My love, my life. 1980-2021 https://store.steampowered.com/wishlist/profiles/76561198210788964/#sort=order ... Copied to Clipboard!
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DarthDemented 03/22/21 3:34:47 PM #268: |
She was in my dreams last night. Along with our long dead cats Toby and Salem. I was chasing the cats so she could love on them. Especially salem since she was always the antisocial kitty.
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Will_VIIII 03/22/21 3:44:25 PM #269: |
Dude I'm so sorry to hear this happened to you.
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DarthDemented 03/22/21 9:30:00 PM #270: |
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Bought her urn today. The funeral director is a close friend of mine and actually recommended I went through Amazon or something instead of going through him. I think she'd love it. She collected angel figures and I think she'd want me to buy it for her just to add to her collection lol --- Paula Wood. My love, my life. 1980-2021 https://store.steampowered.com/wishlist/profiles/76561198210788964/#sort=order ... Copied to Clipboard!
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Koishi 03/22/21 9:48:25 PM #271: |
DarthDemented posted...
Bought her urn today. The funeral director is a close friend of mine and actually recommended I went through Amazon or something instead of going through him. I think she'd love it. She collected angel figures and I think she'd want me to buy it for her just to add to her collection lolit looks very pretty --- Imaginary Personality Holder, Komeiji Koishi ... Copied to Clipboard!
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DarthDemented 03/22/21 10:47:08 PM #272: |
Kid finally broke and had a good cry over this whole thing.
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KINDERFELD 03/23/21 10:47:59 AM #274: |
DarthDemented posted...
Kid finally broke and had a good cry over this whole thing. How is he doing today? Make sure he's seeing a councilor or therapist he feels comfortable with because if he doesn't, (they will only tell you when you ask them) he won't open up to them so that he can make the most of it. --- BLACK LIVES MATTER ... Copied to Clipboard!
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DarthDemented 03/23/21 5:20:14 PM #276: |
Got her clothes picked out. Urns should be here tomorrow.
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DarthDemented 03/24/21 2:36:57 PM #278: |
Alright the urn got here. Now to take it and the clothes to the funeral home. Gotta be honest the closer the funeral gets the higher my anxiety is spiking
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DarthDemented 03/25/21 10:41:26 AM #279: |
one more day till the funeral...
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DarthDemented 03/26/21 3:15:33 PM #281: |
Going through some old pics of videos of us...damn we did a lot of sex videos. Just hearing her voice though is what I'm wanting. Sex or otherwise.
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Cocytus 03/26/21 3:16:25 PM #282: |
Very sorry for your loss.
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Cocytus 03/26/21 3:46:35 PM #283: |
Thanks for sharing with us TC. I read the whole topic. Thank you.
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GGuirao13 03/26/21 3:57:11 PM #284: |
Sorry for your loss.
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DarthDemented 03/26/21 5:39:08 PM #286: |
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Awww thats adorab...Ikr? Holy crap. There'd probably be more wholesome ones if smartphones were a thing a lot sooner. --- Paula Wood. My love, my life. 1980-2021 https://store.steampowered.com/wishlist/profiles/76561198210788964/#sort=order ... Copied to Clipboard!
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Spin4Fun359663 03/26/21 6:25:20 PM #287: |
How was the funeral?
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DarthDemented 03/26/21 10:11:42 PM #288: |
Spin4Fun359663 posted...
How was the funeral?It's was nice. They did good on making her look good and natural. The message was done by the pastor who did our wedding. --- Paula Wood. My love, my life. 1980-2021 https://store.steampowered.com/wishlist/profiles/76561198210788964/#sort=order ... Copied to Clipboard!
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Ps2Twilight 03/27/21 11:38:45 AM #289: |
That's great, man. Hope you're hanging in there.
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DarthDemented 03/27/21 6:59:48 PM #290: |
Well I wasn't able to crash til around 9 this morning. Goes to show how much it's still affecting me
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OctoPop 03/27/21 9:04:50 PM #291: |
DarthDemented posted...
Kid finally broke and had a good cry over this whole thing.It took me awhile to break down after i got the news my mom died when i was 15. It was strange stoicism for a good minute then i just completely lost it. Guess it's a normal thing for young males to approach it that way. Again man, my condolences --- ... Copied to Clipboard!
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The Top Crusader 03/28/21 10:12:51 PM #292: |
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DarthDemented 03/28/21 10:44:31 PM #293: |
We're doing ok. I'm gonna work a couple days this week. He's going to school like normal. We're both trying to adjust to the fact she isn't here.
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Johnny_Nutcase 03/28/21 10:50:51 PM #294: |
I've really tried to avoid this topic since I just got my gf the ring..... This kinda topic really scares the shit out of me. I gotta respect you for being able to deal with this.
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DarthDemented 03/29/21 12:30:20 AM #295: |
Johnny_Nutcase posted...
I've really tried to avoid this topic since I just got my gf the ring..... This kinda topic really scares the shit out of me. I gotta respect you for being able to deal with this.There are times where I don't want to deal with it. I'm tired of this heart break. More than once I've just wanted to quit and shut myself off from the world. I don't because my son needs me and it wouldn't be fair to him. One of our friends has been keeping me going. She was out of bed and here by my side the instant she found out. She's been great when I know she just wants to get her own heart break out. --- Paula Wood. My love, my life. 1980-2021 https://store.steampowered.com/wishlist/profiles/76561198210788964/#sort=order ... Copied to Clipboard!
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DarthDemented 03/29/21 4:04:24 PM #296: |
Going to try going back to work tomorrow. I'm only scheduled two days this week. Closing shift so that's really gonna suck.
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ROOTFayth 03/29/21 4:08:47 PM #297: |
good luck mate, probably sucks to hear but give it time
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DarthDemented 03/29/21 4:11:19 PM #299: |
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what do you doRetail meat cutter. I'll be working in a store with low foot traffic so it'll be boring as fuck and lots of time to think and dwell on things --- Paula Wood. My love, my life. 1980-2021 https://store.steampowered.com/wishlist/profiles/76561198210788964/#sort=order ... Copied to Clipboard!
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