Current Events > Taking a break from everything. Almost died earlier today.

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Hello everyone,

Im not really known around here but I would like to inform everyone that Im taking a break and wont be logging on for a while probably. I attempted to jump not even one hour ago. Going to try to get better one last time.

Take care of yourselves. I hope to be back on this same account sooner than later.

See ya

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Why, what's wrong?

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Please be okay and make sure you get the help you need

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I wish GFAQs was more lenient on this kind of thing. This topic is gonna get modded, instead of TC getting a good outpouring of empathy. CE is usually pretty shitty, but it's usually fairly serious for things like this.

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800-273-8255

Call if you need it man

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Corrupt_Power posted...

I wish GFAQs was more lenient on this kind of thing. This topic is gonna get modded, instead of TC getting a good outpouring of empathy. CE is usually pretty shitty, but it's usually fairly serious for things like this.

Also the link they give you after they lock your account redirects to a 404 not found page.

Corrupt_Power posted...

I wish GFAQs was more lenient on this kind of thing. This topic is gonna get modded, instead of TC getting a good outpouring of empathy. CE is usually pretty shitty, but it's usually fairly serious for things like this.

No it needs to be locked ASAP

Assholes will encourage it here and it's not worth the sympathy you can get

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Hope you get help bro. Keep your head up. You'll get through it

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Good luck

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Don't suffer in silence, man.

Reach out, there are people who understand and can help.

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_TrustOurAces_ posted...

Also the link they give you after they lock your account redirects to a 404 not found page.

Does it really? That's not good. I'll see if I can't get that in front of SBAllen and Devin.

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>_>

Why is everyone acting like the TC is in crisis? He didn't really allude to anything specific.

I'll be the outlier: take the time off and enjoy yourself.

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Are we absolutely sure it was attempted suicide? He may have slipped on ice or something right?
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Seek whatever help you can get. Wishing you the best.

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Sending you good wishes man. Ive been there. Youre never alone in any of this. Tomorrows a new day - just keep holding on.

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https://suicidepreventionlifeline.org/chat/

Here is chat room to speak to people that can help

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inb4 this topic is deleted. You can't ask CE for help if you are sucidial. Your account just gets locked.

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Please reach out for professional help. Whatever your problems are, theyre fleeting. Ive been there myself. I know its not a good place to be.

PM me if you ever want to talk, or even just want someone to listen. If youd rather keep it off gamefaqs, we can use any platform of your choosing.

Dont go down that road. There are people who want to see you better, you among them. Thats reason enough.

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they at least should have a dedicated board for this. it might take a few days to get a reply but its better than nothing

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Lebronwon posted...

inb4 this topic is deleted. You can't ask CE for help if you are sucidial. Your account just gets locked.

That's absolutely appalling.

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I've seen you a few times TC, and I remember you being pretty chill. I hope you get the help you deserve.

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As a Vet I beg you to please reach out to anyone close to you. You are not alone.

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Shadowplay posted...

That's absolutely appalling.

It's to avoid people literally on the edge getting egged on by the worst shits on this site. I'm not a fan of it and I think it could be managed better, but the intent makes sense.

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Shadowplay posted...

That's absolutely appalling.

Whats appalling is they do it because assholes will tell the person to just do it or something along those lines. People just have to be dicks sometimes for the lols!
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If the OP is referring to a suicide attempt, first of all let me preface this by saying that I know words of advice are pretty empty when someone is in your state of mind. Depression has been described as being colorblind while everyone else tells you how colorful the world is.

That being said, I can only encourage you to reflect on the things that bring you joy or, at the very least, distract you from the demons that plague your well-being. If you can think of even one thing that does this, devote yourself to it. Dive in. Become an expert. Strive to become the best.

Corrupt_Power posted...

It's to avoid people literally on the edge getting egged on by the worst shits on this site. I'm not a fan of it and I think it could be managed better, but the intent makes sense.

It is solely a legal thing and the fact they can't even update the support page they redirect people to speaks volumes about their care towards it

Take care, friendo. I hope you make it through.

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TC is the poster who has had trouble with that crazy and ugly white chick who made up shit about him. Hope he gets the help he needs.

hoping for the best for you

and yea, take whatever steps might lead the better mental wellness, even if it might mean taking a break from CE

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Solid Sonic posted...

>_>

Why is everyone acting like the TC is in crisis? He didn't really allude to anything specific.

I'll be the outlier: take the time off and enjoy yourself.

Duncanwii posted...

Are we absolutely sure it was attempted suicide? He may have slipped on ice or something right?

He said he tried to jump.

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Solid Sonic posted...

He didn't really allude to anything specific.

it's crystal clear. hopefully he uses some of the resources posted on here. there has to be something to live for.
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good idea tbh, CE can be awfully hostile

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this and message boards that are often far worse than this is the first thing anyone with depression should cut out. get help wherever you can, TC.

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lww99 posted...

He said he tried to jump.

That he did...

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_TrustOurAces_ posted...

It is solely a legal thing and the fact they can't even update the support page they redirect people to speaks volumes about their care towards it

It's a page that gets probably single-digit visits per year, and the people who do see it probably aren't in a good state of mind to say "hey, your link is actually out of date". It's a page that likely has zero dynamic content on it. Unless the admins are made aware of it being out of date, it's understandable (but still bad) that they haven't had any impetus to touch the page at all. I already posted on another board the admins are active on about it - it should get fixed.

Saying it's solely a legal thing is disingenuous. From a legal perspective, yes, they absolutely have to do it. You don't want lawsuits coming down on you because one user egged another into suicide through your site. That doesn't preclude it from being intended as a firebreak against the scum elements of this board that would do so, for the good of the user.

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lww99 posted...

He said he tried to jump.

Maybe he was just goofing around and got shook.

Not like he was jumping for a specific intent.

Hell I've almost gotten myself killed several times in my life.


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PrettyBoyFloyd posted...

Maybe he was just goofing around and got shook.

Not like he was jumping for a specific intent.

Hell I've almost gotten myself killed several times in my life.

You know how nobody likes the guy who insists on playing devil's advocate?

This is why.

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What is weighing you down?

Covid era?
Politics?
Finances?
Finding meaning?
Finding romance?
@The_Scarecrow

If you still login we can talk it out.

If you jump youll regret it on the way down. Bad way to go. Before you hit the ground youll realize you could have solved all your problems. So see a professional and solve them. Now.

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if it's covid or financial reasons it may get better. i'm no help in the love, politics or meaning situations.
it has been a rough year and another rough one ahead.
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fan357 posted...

If you jump youll regret it on the way down. Bad way to go. Before you hit the ground youll realize you could have solved all your problems. So see a professional and solve them. Now.

I did hear a story once of a man who survived a jump and yea, he said he regretted it almost the very instant he launched out into empty space.

I think most people do regret it in the moment. the body has a natural built in instinct to want to survive and it usually kicks in then I think.

You are pretty well known, and liked here. We care about you dude. Please, take care of yourself.

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The great thing is he decided not to do it. That is one step in fighting against the thought. Stay strong and keep fighting the battle.



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Take care. I know CE can be very aggresive at times but thats how we express our love for each other. Take your time!

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For those of you who asked, this is whats been going on:

I havent really spoken to anyone about this partially because Im still not comfortable talking about it but when I was a child, I was touched sexually by an older individual. Ive done my best to block the memory out but its been getting worse throughout the years.

I dont really talk to many people anymore. I had somewhat of a fallout with my old group of friends. Basically, a kid introduced in our group liked to post suicide videos and animal torture in our group chat. I would tell him to knock it off and we would get into it. He knew that I had suicidal tendencies so he would use that to egg me on and he expressed how much joy he would get out me killing my self. The others would just laugh along with him. I thought these guys were my friends for years but I suppose not.

I havent been taking care of myself, either. Not eating much and barely sleeping. I cant sleep from all of these nightmares I have. Ive lost interest in all of my hobbies and Im not motivated to do well in college anymore. My family has a lot of expectations of me and whenever I let them down, its not good. If I drop out of school, Ill have to leave the house again and Id rather not do that especially considering the state of the world right now.

Ive taken medicine, tried to eat healthy, exercise, and whatever else but none of it helps. Its gotten to the point where I can barely function these days. My past, especially the stay at the psych ward last year, haunts me and Im not really sure what to do about it.

I would try and confide in my family but it doesnt work out. My mother would tell me to get over myself. My father wouldnt say anything. My sister would still think Im a loser. My brother would just tell me to move on and these feelings will go away. They just dont understand mental health.

These last few days have been awful. Every day is a bad day for me but its been horrible lately. My mental health is deteriorating at a fast rate. Im a little afraid of what I might do to myself. We do have guns at the house. I have several knives in my room. Its very concerning. If I lose myself again, anything could happen really.

Sorry if this is disjointed or if some things dont make sense. Its difficult to type right now. So many thoughts going through my mind and all.


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Woah, holy fuck dude. I hope you get the help you need.

I don't know you, but I'm glad you didn't jump.

Just read your update. That's fucked up. I'm so fucking sorry you've been dealing with something so heavy for so long.

I don't know what I could ever do to help. I'm in a couple of discords, but idk if that would be your sort of thing. I'm not sure where you could go for help either, and it sounds like you've had a fucked up experience with psych wards.

If there's anything we can do to help you out, let us know. I'm glad you didn't kill yourself. There are people in the world who will love you and who can support you through your troubles - the biggest challenge is finding them, and if at all possible I want to try and help you find that.

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We care, I know you're not comfortable talking, but we'll always be here for you.

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That is some heavy stuff.
I am no professional and have not been through that experience. I wonder if it would help to talk it over with others who have?

Reddit has a place for that it seems
https://www.reddit.com/r/Molested/