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GanglyKhan posted...

Having a pound of non-red meat every 2 or 3 weeks won't likely hurt you either though

I guess you're right. I actually did not eat red meat until I was diagnosed with cancer, I only started eating it because my oncologists said it is the best way to boost your red cell levels.

I just need to completely change everything about my life. I can't get risk getting cancer again. This shit sucks. I know my cancer wasn't caused by the foods I eat or lack of exercise or anything since my oncologists are pretty sure it was from high exposure to radiation during hospital visits when I was a teenager (I got constant x-rays when I was younger to make sure a machine in my skull was working properly) but still, any chance to not get cancer I need to take.

OhhhJa posted...

Also, dont go to steak n shake

what's wrong with steak and shake?

I was just cranking my hog and watching porn for a few hours thinking nobody was home and then I noticed my Dad had been sitting in the chair across from me the whole time.

And everyone always says they're so much better than Subway, and they're actually incredibly mediocre, and they all fade into obscurity.

Quiznos.

Firehouse Subs

and now, Jersey Mike's.

Nobody can beat Subway (or Jimmy John's, but JJ's advertises their subs as "sandwiches"

My family is celebrating Christmas today because I have chemo on Monday and won't feel good on Tuesday!

He's just so much fun to play as. I made someone online ragequit because I kicked his first stock's ass.

Just found out that my cousin just got diagnosed with stage 4 cancer so I guess I'm the lucky one in the family?

Zikten posted...

someone on CE said it might have been cause of eye surgery messing up her vision

link to that thread?

Now the weather is totally uninteresting.

@AwesomeTurtwig

I am in the giving spirit!

I put about ten hours into it and really liked it. But one time while I was playing it I found out that someone I went to high school raped two women and I stopped playing to process and never picked it back up again. I had just unlocked the bus dungeon or whatever it is.

xjayguyx posted...

THEGODDAMNBATMA posted...

xjayguyx posted...

THEGODDAMNBATMA posted...

I guess cancer isn't too bad.

You feeling ok?

Right now I'm a bit down, neulasta side effects are kicking in right now (intense pain in lower back). But overall, it's not as bad as I thought it would be. Though perhaps I am speaking in a place of privilege since I only have a stage 1 cancer and had my entire tumor removed.

I am just tired for three days then life goes on until the neulasta pain which lasts a day then life goes on again until the next chemo session. I haven't even been nauseous. I'm taking it really well.

Every next chemotherapy treatment my mom took it better and better. She's stage 2 and still hasn't had her mass surgically removed yet. Hopefully in Jan she will be ready for surgery. She's just tired mostly right now.

Glad you're doing ok.

Thank you. Hope they can take the mass out of your mother!

xjayguyx posted...

THEGODDAMNBATMA posted...

I guess cancer isn't too bad.

You feeling ok?

Right now I'm a bit down, neulasta side effects are kicking in right now (intense pain in lower back). But overall, it's not as bad as I thought it would be. Though perhaps I am speaking in a place of privilege since I only have a stage 1 cancer and had my entire tumor removed.

I am just tired for three days then life goes on until the neulasta pain which lasts a day then life goes on again until the next chemo session. I haven't even been nauseous. I'm taking it really well.

I guess cancer isn't too bad.

When the movie took place, Walt Disney was a frail man dying of lung cancer. Not an overweight diabetic.

dioxxys posted...

smoke green to sleep

well it is legal in my state starting tomorrow...

LinkPizza posted...

THEGODDAMNBATMA posted...

i can not sleep

Is it something keeping you awake like a type pain(like headache or stomach ache). Or is it youre not tired? Or something more like insomnia?

I am very tired but one of the anti nausea medications is a steroid and it keeps me awake

i can not sleep

He doesn't even have a fucking character. He's a complete blank slate. The only time he has been a character is in Wind Waker yet people don't even remember his story in it or what makes it so important to his character.

It was my quest to obtain all of the shinies I hadn't gotten. I was missing Eevee, Dratini, Mareep, Larvitar, Pikachu, and Bulbasaur

I picked up Dratini and Mareeps rather easily. Got quite a few of those. Later on int he day I was able to snag Eevee (two of them) and Pikachu and was getting really nervous about Bulbasaur and Larvitar.

I finally found a Larvitar and one of my friends was in desperate need of a shiny Dratini. We went on one last walk around the mall (about a mile each time around) to see if we could scoop up Bulbasaur and Dratini. Unfortunately for my friend, I picked up THREE shiny dratinis on the last loop. We got to the parking lot and we were SOL on the Dratini and Bulbasaur. A shiny mareep appeared "one last one for the road..." I said as I caught it. Then a bulbasaur appeared...

NOT SHINY

Dang, my last chance...but another bulbasaur appeared: A FREAKING SHINY. I was so happy to finally catch it, my shiny community day collection complete. I got into the car and looked one last time for any Pokemon I needed and to my surprise found a THIRD shiny: another larvitar. Three shinies in a row, absolutely nuts!

i expect my next chemo to hit me pretty hard unfortunately.

gonna get a second opinion on the lump tomorrow even though i'm probably getting freaked out over nothing.

Like yeah, it sucks that these people were driven out of their homes so that the US could install a puppet government in the middle east (that became self-aware and now seems to have turned the tables on the USA and have power of them) and are continuously murdering them when they try to take their homeland back, but it's looking like Israel might have more to offer than Palestine did in terms of advancing humanity.

MICHALECOLE posted...

I would totally be down to do a potd secret Santa

I forgot who ran it. Does anyone remember?

The ones in prior years were really fun. I don't think we did one last year, I was sad because I always have a great time doing them!

One time, I suggested some cheap less than $10 that I would enjoy and instead the person saw that I like Metal Gear Solid and bought me Metal Gear Solid V for $60.

When Skyrim came out, people said "Holy shit, I can't wait for a Fallout game with this engine." and now we got two Fallout games with the engine and people never want Bethesda to use it again.

I had that I have to wear a mask in public and that I can't be around family/friends that are even a little bit sick :(

Found a lump under my armpit. Got it quickly checked out, only a light infection right by my lymph nodes, no spread. I am going to beat this holy shit!!!

I have no motivation to do anything and it sucks. I just want to play video games but I am so tired...

Today was the worst day so far. Feeling the full force of the neulasta bone pain. Honestly thought about not doing chemo again because of it. But I need to keep going. I need to rid myself of this cancer.

I feel so useless. I feel like I can't do anything :(

why the fuck am i so hungry all the time I thought chem was supposed to make me not hungry

LinkPizza posted...

How are you holding up, @THEGODDAMNBATMA?

I keep falling asleep really early on in the night and then find myself unable to fall back asleep at 3am

Why do people fight on my topic :(

I don't even want to leave bed let alone the country.

LaggnFragnLarry posted...

did they at least give you some of that sweet medical marijuana?

Michigan is in the process of legalization so I'd rather just wait for that and not have my name on any lists as a certified weed smoker.

Enclave posted...

THEGODDAMNBATMA posted...

this chemo is taking a lot out of me. i don't like this.

It'll do that, I warned ya. Lots of people give up while going through chemo. Stick through it though.

it's not too bad. It's just acid reflux, a dash of nausea. A bit of bone pain from the neulasta. Definitely not the worst kinds of side effects. It's just that I'm so tired and I hate being in bed so much.

this chemo is taking a lot out of me. i don't like this.

in no order

Arrested Development
Breaking Bad
The Office
Avatar: The Last Airbender/The Legend of Korra
Neon Genesis Evangelion

Had my first chemo session today and got the GREAT news that they've decided to change up my treatment and instead of an entire year of two drugs, they're going to do FIVE months of three drugs! I'm so happy, I thought this next year would be one of the worst of my life, and it may certainly end up being a tough time still, but the fact that I don't have to fight as long makes me so happy.

OneTimeBen posted...

So? Must be too tired from therapy.

How many times a week?

I haven't even started it yet. Once every three weeks.

start chemo on monday

Zangulus posted...

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Krazy_Kirby posted...

i thought you needed an actual amount of money to sell (usually a dollar is used).

if it was $0 then that isn't a sale, it's a gift

It was sold for stock in a company that never went public.

So? That doesnt mean the stock has no value.

yes it does

Krazy_Kirby posted...

i thought you needed an actual amount of money to sell (usually a dollar is used).

if it was $0 then that isn't a sale, it's a gift

It was sold for stock in a company that never went public.

They sold their company for literally $0 and then cried because they didn't sell it enough for a chairman level in the company to actually make any money off of it. This is hilarious.

Now their channel is dead because of their stupid choices.

Well his Guardians of the Galaxy 2 sucked so I don't care that we will never see his Guardians 3. It does suck that it's because of Disney bending their knee to a group of nazis who found a bunch of shitty jokes that they already knew about.

americans dont know how to read

What I thought cancer would be like: me literally dying over the course of the next year.

What cancer really is: me laying in a bed, deciding if I want to sleep, watch tv, or play video games, for a year.

Probably gonna be a different situation after I start chemo but it is what it is for now.

I hope everyone realizes that this was a troll topic.