Poll of the Day > let's have a feels thread

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what kind of feels are you lads experiencing tonight?
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apathy
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Depression, anxiety, and anger at myself for being too afraid to talk to people--and especially girls--whom I don't know. Also, a general dissatisfaction with my life.
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Calm contentness... combined with gas pains
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Sad that I have to keep going to work to make money. Worried/mad/sad that it'll be cold tomorrow and I have to work outside in it.
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Tired. Feeling alright relatively.

It's very unsettling to not have any negative emotions for me. Things seem to be going too smoothly.
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I think I might have cancer, but strangely don't really care.

I'm going on my first cruise ever in a few months, so I'm looking forward to that.

Also just getting over a flu, so feel good about that...I hate being congested.

So over all, feel good.
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EclairReturns posted...

Depression, anxiety, and anger at myself for being too afraid to talk to people--and especially girls--whom I don't know. Also, a general dissatisfaction with my life.

that... pretty much covers it
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EclairReturns posted...

Depression, anxiety, and anger at myself for being too afraid to talk to people--and especially girls--whom I don't know. Also, a general dissatisfaction with my life.

This sums it up pretty well, just add a splash of jealousy for people actually living their lives.
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EclairReturns posted...

Depression, anxiety, and anger at myself for being too afraid to talk to people--and especially girls--whom I don't know. Also, a general dissatisfaction with my life.

You can message me if you want to.
Koga too
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I'm feeling horribly anxious and depressed. My family is dangerously close to splitting up. Even talking about leaving our hometown. We have always been very close. They mean everything to me.

I'm not married. College is finished and I have nothing to show for that. I have nothing else going on. My brother and sister have special needs. So this move would hurt them just as much as me, if not more so. We're all supposed to be a team, but my parents and neuro-typical sisters just can't seem to get their crap together and let go of petty differences. Makes me so angry.

Being alone is one of my worst fears. But it could very well come true this year. If these differences aren't resolved, Life couldn't get worse, as far as I can tell.

My family is all I have.
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https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=M0FKEDexivA

So many feelings
Pent up in here
Left all alone, I'm with
The one I most fear

I'm sick and I'm tired
Of reasoning;
Just want to break out
Shake off this skin

I, I can't
Escape myself

All my problems
Loom larger than life
I can't swallow
Another slice

Seems like my shadow
Mocks every stride
Can I learn to live with
What's trapped inside?

I, I can't
Escape myself
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Happy. I have a date on Saturday and Im going to absolutely destroy her in a karaoke battle to demonstrate my worth as a person.
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Sarcasthma posted...

Happy. I have a date on Saturday and Im going to absolutely destroy her in a karaoke battle to demonstrate my worth as a person.

Go get her, lad
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Depressed, feel worthless and hopeless.
There was a girl I developed feelings for about 1 and a half years ago. She would always compliment me, smile at me, and reach out to me. Just out of nowhere though, I found out she actually finds me creepy and gross. All the trust and happy feelings were thrown out the window.
It's been at least a year since I even saw her in-person but these strong feelings won't stop. I wish she would smile at me and tell me I'm cute at least one more time. Tell me that I at least mean SOMETHING to her, that I'm not gross or anything :'( :'(
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I work in a restaurant currently out of season. Every night is boring and tedious. Just me and a chef who depresses me because he's so dull.

Then I go home, drink wine or smoke weed, watch movies, play games I've played before and generally do nothing til the early hours of the morning. Then I fall asleep and wake up just in time for work.

Most of my friends have left the country now. I'm too lazy and have no direction to follow suit.

There's no joy in my life right now. I'm tired.
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Ferarri619 posted...

She would always compliment me, smile at me, and reach out to me. Just out of nowhere though, I found out she actually finds me creepy and gross. All the trust and happy feelings were thrown out the window.

It really sucks when you find out that a girl with whom you thought you got along well with, and whom you liked, was only pretending to be nice to you. If it were me, I'd ditch those hopes of being told that you're cute or being smiled at by her. It's going to only further the illusion that she's created for you--the illusion that she enjoys being around you. It's going to prove detrimental for your health, I think. But this is only the opinion of someone who has no social experience whatsoever, so take it with the tiniest grain of salt that you can find. Incidentally, I have experienced something somewhat similar before, so it's not entirely irrelevant, either.
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EclairReturns posted...

It really sucks when you find out that a girl with whom you thought you got along well with, and whom you liked, was only pretending to be nice to you. If it were me, I'd ditch those hopes of being told that you're cute or being smiled at by her. It's going to only further the illusion that she's created for you--the illusion that she enjoys being around you. It's going to prove detrimental for your health, I think. But this is only the opinion of someone who has no social experience whatsoever, so take it with the tiniest grain of salt that you can find. Incidentally, I have experienced something somewhat similar before, so it's not entirely irrelevant, either.

Thanks for your support :)
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Summertimebooks posted...

what kind of feels are you lads experiencing tonight?

Health anxiety but that's consent. Other than that nothing.
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Satisfaction, I kicked todays butt
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Summertimebooks posted...

Sarcasthma posted...

Happy. I have a date on Saturday and Im going to absolutely destroy her in a karaoke battle to demonstrate my worth as a person.

Go get her, lad

I fucking got this, boyo.
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Update: I'm feeling a great deal of relief. No sooner did I come vent on here, that the situation began to resolve. My family is talking. People are getting their crap together. It's a beautiful thing!
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JCvgluvr posted...

Update: I'm feeling a great deal of relief. No sooner did I come vent on here, that the situation began to resolve. My family is talking. People are getting their crap together. It's a beautiful thing!

Since Eclair replied I'm also feeling better. I think the anxiety has been relieved quite a bit.
I'm gonna put on some music and also watch Inuyasha movies 2 and 3.
If I'm still awake in the morning maybe I'll play some Animal Crossing, lol.
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