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Vokrent posted...

https://voca.ro/1tVPsuqK3ru1

I mean this in a non creepy sincere way its just what I noticed
Your speech pattern in this specific one was like how I used to sound at like 15 or 16 just before I got genuinely ill mentally.
I could share an example if I find it. I just changed my speech pattern a mix of my voice aging and when I turned mentally ill and calmed down after and sounded like a new person by how I changed my voice into a monotone one as a no hoper to my voice now that you might have heard as the corrin quote I did about misleading with blood on his armor.

Vokrent posted...

i did listen to it after i posted. i wasn't expecting that but i know nothing about dangonronpa and it didn't sound bad?

https://voca.ro/1iP3nKoWPo5E

I captured his personality and voice patten a tiny bit?
I have no absolute sure confidence I have Been wrong like how I misattributed some of posts that I was convinced were regular but turns out it was unhinged like how I visualise things that I want to vomit over like insects being expand and fat and ugly for example

Vokrent posted...

https://voca.ro/1hippMfuPuHu

I listened to this, I am a guy doing my imitation of a guy

I think it goes hard ngl

Bandit_Keith posted...

https://gamefaqs.gamespot.com/a/forum/d/d608d04c.jpg

Mah boiii
This is current events gamefaqs we have topics on gun legality
Let me have this
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I have never been suicidal

I lost hope, bored af maybe depression but I never considered the thought. I am so bizarre I said in a topic on birthing a child I would have thoughts on regret birthing them if they felt my pain. I am alive I enjoy life and I don't enjoy life but I've never wanted any harm no matter my mindset.

Being deceased scares me maybe it's my mind instincts protection but whatever I'm not gonna fight instincts on damage.

I would consciously never birth with a woman they could threaten me them leaving and I love them, no child! No!

The thought of my childs brain coping badly despite me being a good non paranoid kid myself would not be good.

Fear of a small chance even with me and my 2 of 3 half brothers being proof the gene of my black familys mental health weakening its clutches but my paranoia is strong.
I mean this in a way of expecting my kid to suffer paranoia and also the paranoia of myself denying the chance of being a father from my struggles on loathing myself in the past and not being a good father disregarding this whole speech of what I said adopting a kid myself I still wouldn't do it because of my doubts I'd do good despite lack of any blood relation of adoption

Its a risk I will not ever take...
Not sure if anyone care but I wrote this for satisfying myself.

SrRd_RacinG posted...

Where mother

I have a pic but it's on a physical photo album and she does not have Facebook so that's impossible
I look like neither but if you squint you can make out easier I'm related by guessing.
She looks a harder face than me somehow her face features are a little less feminine.

https://gamefaqs.gamespot.com/a/forum/2/249bb58f.jpghttps://gamefaqs.gamespot.com/a/forum/5/53c56931.jpg
Ugh
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My nana accidentally blabbed the cousin who I'm not the best of terms on is more looking like my dad than I am and I cry every time

I don't like my dad's taste in music but I respect how he learned the guitar apparently self taught and played for fun all the time and not for monetary gain at all.
He looks so nice and tender his face is relaxed. I look 0 resemblance for his offspring you will never guess I was even distant related let alone his own son. I'm sad sometimes but my nana tells me I resemble his emotions very rarely and I picked up a twiddling my hands when bored habit of his when he died when I was 3 and no memory of him

I slowly changed and my nana seems to trust me. She treats me with absolute 0 filter or kids gloves after definitely 6 months of escaping the ward she treated me with kids gloves inside the ward and after for a while at home. If I was a snapper would this be different I wonder....

My dead dads fav band ever....the masterful guitar player inspired by Oasis and the power of music

https://youtu.be/YCclT8wI3mk?si=Gm7Z3VthWSKUMwOp

"What the hell this is important stuff! Why didn't you tell me the downsides of mental institutions earlier!?"
OK use your imagination by pretending the rules of the game are mental wards downsides being ignored

VampireCoyote posted...

they make me leave they say Im too cool

I see your posts and I get the vibes you would find it hard to be there because when I went it was horribly routinely and no freedom

SpawnShadow posted...

I'm not sure insurance would cover my stay, and I get panic attacks from just thinking about finances, so I'm not inclined to go looking.

I am British who gets expenses paid but it doesnt change the garbage that is the experience of psych wards for 80% of people

BucketCat posted...

all i wanted was a pepsi!

a lot of you have mental stress and you need to get it checked out
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NOWWWW!
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Ok its at 3:28 if this joke was fake sounding
https://youtu.be/06BEGNVINZM?si=rFfNbNKVYXca3vlp

Axiom posted...

Topic about virginity statistics somehow got even weirder. Ok then

that kid Icarus uprising quote where pits on the verge of crying over palutena his voice is shaking about her change and phosphora (that would be you lol cos even if not aimed at me why the need to post this)
says something not knowing the dire situation and then pits voice is just like Normal saying
butt out phosphors!
and then he goes back to venting on palutena

haloiscoolisbak posted...

I think it's a banger of a quote! Unfortunately the last two people I dated had BPD and Bipolar and both made me feel like my insecurities were small potatoes compared to theirs. I felt like they were gatekeeping trauma. It really made me think twice about how I've viewed mental health. I felt like I was used by both of them for free therapy.

But at my core I'm someone who has a lot of empathy for mental health issues and your quote made me realise I shouldn't forget that, I guess

Ugh Im aware of that seeing as my mother is bi polar. I have 0 signs of random unnecessary aggressions I think I have good reasons to emote my anger when Im mad. though I just post weirdly when Im bored sometimes.
she hates my nana for adopting me sometimes. Oh seriously?! You cant have raised me cos of your bpd my dads mother is the best solution for this situation. She skips visiting me so often when she wants to visit and never shows. She gaslights people too much like my half brothers who told me she got people to attack them.
shes great 10% of the time her life but shes crazy gibberish too much.
maybe when people call me out on my gibberish sounding i feel offended so much cos of the reminder of how gibberish people like her can be. She really does have crazy laughs and creepy smiling.
i have bad punctuation I dont think its the same. Im quite logical ngl

Hornswoggled posted...

My only real "goal" in life is to avoid aggravation. No easier way to do that than to avoid relationships and employment.

Im greedy af though I think. I want changes sometimes and I like things not being like a Groundhog Day situation. Meeting people and talking is keeping things spicy to me I get on super well with 3 of my teachers atm I genuinely love talking to them and seeing their opinions

super_felicia posted...

Remember the girls flirting and how you felt honoured how they showed interest in you or something. Doing that myself pushes me now to be more social because being self aware of how you felt interacting with people and embracing the feelings made me willing to start up my course on college. The driving force of me going college is overwhelmingly social driven which would make my past self crazy thinking of willingly putting myself through school instead of an attempt at a solitary online job like i wanted as a kid. Behaving as consistently as you usually behave like your a nuanced character who has a small role to play in a rigid story is wrong af

Im repeating this joke quote from a game no one here played as far as Im aware heh
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haloiscoolisbak posted...

Behaving as consistently as you usually behave like your a nuanced character who has a small role to play in a rigid story is wrong af

This is interesting, as on the whole I'm sick of dating people who think the opposite of this (main character syndrome is totally a real thing and I'm getting sick of encountering it) but in the context of your post I fully forget it. Just accepting love "isn't meant for you" is horrible and I'm probably gonna look a bit differently at this moving forward

You think I am throwing out bangers of a quote or am I misreading?
im proud of how I come up with it relative to how I used to be so damn conscious about haters at school telling me how I behave confidently one moment and then shy as fuck the next. I took the words to heart. Then I realised the idiocy! Its So rude how if you change behaviour people notice like youre bad despite it being a mask I was doing to myself. I tried being overly talkative but I changed perspective and now Im 21 Ive changed again to want to talk more. Its evolution of your brain being stunted if you think like this imo am I correct?!

Hornswoggled posted...

Well,I'm not really looking for advice on how to change my life. Just using myself as an example that this type of person exists.

My life has it's benefits. I don't have to work, because I get disability. I like that.

Ok then. I guess I am just a person who thinks he needs to be improving because of how hard I regressed in teenaghood

Boring is good I took boring for granted

hereforemnant posted...

I noticed the other day they have an issue with having entire text conversations with themselves & they need psychiatric help.

Its funny though cos irl Im the one who listens to everyone and says nothing. Hhhhh
im a good listener irl but online i just love venting cos I vent to 0 People irl i hope you see my issues now
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Gobstoppers12 posted...

Bruh?

Im not as dead emotionally and secretly faking my emotions inside as I believed because the way I shaked for 4 minutes when posting that was very scarily real. Im calm now but i did like the reminder of how vulnerable feeling I can be. Hm maybe if I was put in a situation where my girl who Im friends with extremely closely confessed how she used to be in love (she has a boyfriend as of 19) but I knew her since 12) I would have an awakening there too but alas. I really cannot clearly understand emotions unless its to an extreme or maybe it plays on my thoughts and memories more than average.

I need to add my emotions only I dont get. Iknow others emotions and Im good at reading body language and I can be confident enough to ask my nana if shes feeling fine

Hornswoggled posted...

Girls have tried flirting with me in the past, but I never pursued it. I have no will to pursue social relationships. I've kinda gone beyond autism and into Schizoid personality disorder. I'm a pretty extreme loner.

Remember the girls flirting and how you felt honoured how they showed interest in you or something. Doing that myself pushes me now to be more social because being self aware of how you felt interacting with people and embracing the feelings made me willing to start up my course on college. The driving force of me going college is overwhelmingly social driven which would make my past self crazy thinking of willingly putting myself through school instead of an attempt at a solitary online job like i wanted as a kid. Behaving as consistently as you usually behave like your a nuanced character who has a small role to play in a rigid story is wrong af

haloiscoolisbak posted...

Did you mean to respond to me? I don't fully understand your post

Oh I quoted you but cos the bump made the topic visible I saw it again. There was a message of my friend being concerned about me with my first name visible I deleted after hours and Im stressing. But not really its a joke

Ok nvm the adrenaline rush of fear makes me unable to sleep im shaking ah
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hello?! Helloooo please I need help can you hear me heeellp Ah- NOOO!
I heard that 6 minutes ago the way I started cold sweating jumping to conclusions with water in my eyes.Yikes my nana has lost the plot wtf no.why is she talking so off and scared?!

it was the movie shes watching randomly high enough volume for me to hear from my room and I checked and realised then went pretended I was hungry then went back upand now Im venting here aaahhaha ok maybe I am paranoid but I think its reasonable how I reacted with her prior behaviour. How do i naturally end this line of thought?
time to sleep

haloiscoolisbak posted...

Like what?

Yes I am reminded of this topic where my name was visible and Im bothered despite how my name is a basic common bitch name
I love my first name I just wish my obnoxious af multiple middle names that reference to stop it get some help man and a word that rhymes with Fuck
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Starved for attention doubtful of myself user on here but I never tell a bare faced lie! Only exaggerated truths sometimes
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https://youtu.be/BWeuEUDLD6U?si=5qwNJQ0AyTQDKM0d
me going from saying I prefer 4kids amy to simply loving her now

Aimed at my rose heart!!!

https://youtu.be/TVonDhH3BtQ?si=58XDie3cL3yop7Et
reading the same sentence in a different way is literally me on gamefaqs

NoxObscuras posted...

Glad you're really enjoying your new house man. I can't wait until I reach that point too. Seems exciting.

Yeah, I've seen cats blend in pretty well with wood

https://gamefaqs.gamespot.com/a/forum/5/51e62333.jpg

Stop with the boring pictures of a wooden flo- WHAT!?
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Dungeater posted...

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Why the boobs!?

Good job!

Im saying this like Im in a condition to know the feeling of work as if I dont just go college 3 days a week but it sounds unsatisfying and annoying also taxing doing calls..

Mistere_Man posted...

Thanks, I just thought it would funny.

He didnt say anything about mine cos I ignored the condition of it being a picture smh
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He used the trumpcard of spam and thinks he will triumph from this

https://youtu.be/7fi6V7TI13Q?si=WSQm_zEbIhibuf3-

Guess my name winner gets a pic of my precious pussy cat

Ive only played undertale and nothing else I thought there wasnt even enough of this mechanic to list them

super_felicia posted...

Hyperdimension Neptunia VII story synopsis to my Therapist when he said about memories being cruel and manipulative just like what Hyperdimension Neptunia VII said about the climax of the story

I thought mansplainig wasnt that definition!? I thought it was like passionately explaining something thats irrelevant or unnecessary to the topic idk why

are you for reel? Wheres the real?

garan posted...

I like games where you can talk your way through encounters rather than always defaulting to combat.

How many games even do this?

Hyperdimension Neptunia VII story synopsis to my Therapist when he said about memories being cruel and manipulative just like what Hyperdimension Neptunia VII said about the climax of the story

British dude here who is happy about no guns very much. They have to get real close to stab with a weapon in the uk and most people greatly prefer the gun as choice of weapon cos of how easy, less personal close and more sudden the attack is