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| Topic | I have memory issues, but nobody takes them seriously no matter what I do |
| joe40001 02/15/21 2:06:30 AM #22 | EnvoyOfTheLight posted... They don't refer you to a shrink or anything? They kinda do, but I've been seeing shrinks the vast majority of my life... --- "joe is attractive and quite the brilliant poster" - Seiichi Omori https://imgur.com/TheGsZ9 |
| Topic | I have memory issues, but nobody takes them seriously no matter what I do |
| joe40001 02/15/21 2:06:04 AM #21 | Dingydang166 posted... Why do you seem to think doctors have some magic pill that would save you but they are hiding it? It is a brain issue dude. Sorry to tell you but that's a wrap buddy. Then why do my MRIs "look fine"? --- "joe is attractive and quite the brilliant poster" - Seiichi Omori https://imgur.com/TheGsZ9 |
| Topic | I have memory issues, but nobody takes them seriously no matter what I do |
| joe40001 02/15/21 1:58:35 AM #14 | DoctorPiranha3 posted... This seems like a very scary and bizarre thing. Like Alzheimer's before you're even old >_> I know! I hate it! Which is why I need help and beg for it but doctors don't give af. MI4 REAL posted... The secret to depression is an environment change. I've moved across the country, have a new job, I've done about all the environment change you can. It's because I'm lonely af and full of regret and self hate that I'm depressed. --- "joe is attractive and quite the brilliant poster" - Seiichi Omori https://imgur.com/TheGsZ9 |
| Topic | I have memory issues, but nobody takes them seriously no matter what I do |
| joe40001 02/15/21 1:53:56 AM #7 | renasunflash posted... Its pretty common for people with depression to have memory problems. You probably wont find any answers through bloodwork. Thanks. I do try for good sleep, it was easier when I worked from home and wasn't 9 to 5. I have sleep apnea so that doesn't help either. Finally I've been talking with psychologists for years, so unfortunately while I won't give up, I don't have tons of hope my depression will go away any time soon. --- "joe is attractive and quite the brilliant poster" - Seiichi Omori https://imgur.com/TheGsZ9 |
| Topic | What's your guys favorite Black Mirror epsiode? |
| joe40001 02/15/21 1:34:44 AM #17 | TEHoY is my least favorite I think --- "joe is attractive and quite the brilliant poster" - Seiichi Omori https://imgur.com/TheGsZ9 |
| Topic | I have memory issues, but nobody takes them seriously no matter what I do |
| joe40001 02/15/21 1:22:41 AM #3 | cuh posted... Could it be the effect of a traumatic event? Ive thought about this too. Like Ive blocked out a whole year of dorming with this guy in college because it was so cringe >_> It's possible, but I think it nearly holds true for most of the past 10 years. Even this last year which was relatively compared to all my miserable years feels mostly "blocked out". I might be so far gone I'm perpetually traumatized. --- "joe is attractive and quite the brilliant poster" - Seiichi Omori https://imgur.com/TheGsZ9 |
| Topic | I have memory issues, but nobody takes them seriously no matter what I do |
| joe40001 02/15/21 1:17:03 AM #1 | Here's how bad it is: In Aug 2018-2019, I lived in a 3 bedroom apartment, it was me and my other friend Alex. I legitimately don't recall if there ever was a third person who lived there and if so, how long they lived there. A year of my life, I can't recall if I had a 3rd roommate or not. It would seem odd if I didn't, but I can't for the life of me recall anybody. I plead with doctors for help and they basically ignore me. Ditto for my severe depression issues, nobody cares no matter how clearly you make the point you need help... "um, let's do some blood work and we'll check in, in a month." is what you pay people a few hundred dollars to hear, and that's about it. --- "joe is attractive and quite the brilliant poster" - Seiichi Omori https://imgur.com/TheGsZ9 |
| Topic | What's your guys favorite Black Mirror epsiode? |
| joe40001 02/15/21 12:59:23 AM #13 | 15 million merits And Bandersnatch was quite an experience too. --- "joe is attractive and quite the brilliant poster" - Seiichi Omori https://imgur.com/TheGsZ9 |
| Topic | crypto traders, how are we coping today? |
| joe40001 02/15/21 12:52:12 AM #23 | I got out at BTC/USD = 40k+, shockingly it kept going up. idk what I should have done, but I'm pretty sure a crash is coming at some point --- "joe is attractive and quite the brilliant poster" - Seiichi Omori https://imgur.com/TheGsZ9 |
| Topic | Just finished all 3 seasons of Cobra Kai |
| joe40001 02/15/21 12:47:55 AM #8 | skermac posted... I never liked karate kid movies so I skipped this series I never watched the movies. I enjoyed the series so much that early on I tried to watch the movies, I had to watch at like 2x and then later 3-4x for the later worse movies. This series is so damn good, and you don't need the movies for it because the series explains everything you need. --- "joe is attractive and quite the brilliant poster" - Seiichi Omori https://imgur.com/TheGsZ9 |
| Topic | I'm a XX year old virgin and not sure who to talk to about my issues... |
| joe40001 02/15/21 12:42:54 AM #12 | LivingLegend posted... Did you just dismiss post #6? It's decent advice, but anytime I'm completely isolated with my issues/grief it seems to make things worse. The idea that the only safe space for me to express my issues is to myself in silence in a place nobody will ever see IMO validates the idea that I'm beyond hope. --- "joe is attractive and quite the brilliant poster" - Seiichi Omori https://imgur.com/TheGsZ9 |
| Topic | Just finished all 3 seasons of Cobra Kai |
| joe40001 02/15/21 12:27:34 AM #4 | Put this post in a hashbrown and send it to the internet --- "joe is attractive and quite the brilliant poster" - Seiichi Omori https://imgur.com/TheGsZ9 |
| Topic | I'm a XX year old virgin and not sure who to talk to about my issues... |
| joe40001 02/15/21 12:26:40 AM #10 | it's not so much that I care about sex, it's that going long enough without physical intimacy messes with your head. But I feel like anybody I talk to about it is going to be like "wtf you have a messed up head." I already had a friend upset with me when I opened up. I was in the wrong in using my friend as a therapist, but still idk who I can possibly talk to about my issues in that realm. --- "joe is attractive and quite the brilliant poster" - Seiichi Omori https://imgur.com/TheGsZ9 |
| Topic | I'm a XX year old virgin and not sure who to talk to about my issues... |
| joe40001 02/14/21 11:52:47 PM #1 | Like it feels weird bringing up intimacy issues with therapists. And I never want to talk about sexuality, so like who can I even talk to about that? --- "joe is attractive and quite the brilliant poster" - Seiichi Omori https://imgur.com/TheGsZ9 |
| Topic | How does 600-lb Tammy from the show '1000-lb Sisters' actually have a boyfriend? |
| joe40001 02/14/21 11:51:20 PM #8 | coh posted... The average man is unfuckable --- "joe is attractive and quite the brilliant poster" - Seiichi Omori https://imgur.com/TheGsZ9 |
| Topic | I've never been on a date and I'd really like to |
| joe40001 02/14/21 10:38:27 PM #16 | I can't imagine not hating my body, for example. And I really struggle to imagine accepting myself fully, I'm objectively a disappointment. --- "joe is attractive and quite the brilliant poster" - Seiichi Omori https://imgur.com/TheGsZ9 |
| Topic | Where is the 'I've never been in a romantic relationship' option on todays PotD? |
| joe40001 02/14/21 9:29:44 PM #1 | God knows it would apply to a lot of us --- "joe is attractive and quite the brilliant poster" - Seiichi Omori https://imgur.com/TheGsZ9 |
| Topic | Which PS3 did you have, CE? |
| joe40001 02/14/21 3:05:14 PM #22 | AzurexNightmare posted... Yeah I will never camp out for a console this is just way too desperate. Two days? Fuck that. Lol It's fun to get hyped for shit. --- "joe is attractive and quite the brilliant poster" - Seiichi Omori https://imgur.com/TheGsZ9 |
| Topic | I've never been on a date and I'd really like to |
| joe40001 02/14/21 3:04:21 PM #15 | jeffhardyb0yz posted... You cant get/keep a partner if youre not happy with yourself Dang, then I might be kinda fucked. As somebody with my depression issue I don't think I've ever been happy with myself, even after I've worked hard and accomplished a lot. --- "joe is attractive and quite the brilliant poster" - Seiichi Omori https://imgur.com/TheGsZ9 |
| Topic | Covid recoverants of CE: Have you noticed that things smell and taste different? |
| joe40001 02/14/21 3:02:48 PM #9 | AlCalavicci posted... I'm really terrified of this symptom of COVID tbh The inability to breathe and dying are no cakewalks either I'd imagine. --- "joe is attractive and quite the brilliant poster" - Seiichi Omori https://imgur.com/TheGsZ9 |
| Topic | I've never been on a date and I'd really like to |
| joe40001 02/14/21 3:01:41 PM #12 | jon1012 posted... plenty of overweight people are in relationships. Thats not an excuse unless youre morbidly obese. Define morbidly obese --- "joe is attractive and quite the brilliant poster" - Seiichi Omori https://imgur.com/TheGsZ9 |
| Topic | I've never been on a date and I'd really like to |
| joe40001 02/14/21 3:01:23 PM #9 | jeffhardyb0yz posted... Start working out then I am working on it, I've lost weight in the past, but never gotten to a low enough weight where i was good enough. I am diagnosed with chronic severe depression and so losing weight is really hard. --- "joe is attractive and quite the brilliant poster" - Seiichi Omori https://imgur.com/TheGsZ9 |
| Topic | Jemele Hill being fired by espn for tweeting about Trump is ok... |
| joe40001 02/14/21 2:59:23 PM #4 | Neither is ok --- "joe is attractive and quite the brilliant poster" - Seiichi Omori https://imgur.com/TheGsZ9 |
| Topic | I've never been on a date and I'd really like to |
| joe40001 02/14/21 2:58:17 PM #5 | ImmatureContent posted... Have you ever asked anyone out before? Also I can't imagine a context where this would be appropriate and not risk making the other person uncomfortable. --- "joe is attractive and quite the brilliant poster" - Seiichi Omori https://imgur.com/TheGsZ9 |
| Topic | I've never been on a date and I'd really like to |
| joe40001 02/14/21 2:57:47 PM #4 | The issue is that I'm overweight and so it isn't possible for people to like me in my current state. And I don't want to harass or bother people unless it becomes possible they could actually want to date me. Plus I've heard horror stories about dating apps, so I can't imagine an overweight guy having anything but a bad time on there. My first priority is to never be a creep, my second priority is to get a date. So long as I'm fat enough, you really can't flirt or hit on girls at all without risking violating rule 1. I really really wish I could date though, I'm lonely af. --- "joe is attractive and quite the brilliant poster" - Seiichi Omori https://imgur.com/TheGsZ9 |
| Topic | I've never been on a date and I'd really like to |
| joe40001 02/14/21 2:51:45 PM #1 | Lonely af Happy valentine's day lol --- "joe is attractive and quite the brilliant poster" - Seiichi Omori https://imgur.com/TheGsZ9 |
| Topic | Which PS3 did you have, CE? |
| joe40001 02/14/21 2:42:26 PM #10 | Launch day, motherfucker. i waited in line for 2 days, I set up a tent in the wisconsin winter, it was baller af. The first person in line who was to late to the line to get one was the person immediately in line behind me. --- "joe is attractive and quite the brilliant poster" - Seiichi Omori https://imgur.com/TheGsZ9 |
| Topic | Have you never had a Valantine? |
| joe40001 02/14/21 3:51:51 AM #6 | I've never been on a date. And I'm at an age people would not believe that is possible. I had somebody today kinda sharing to me about how their life was hard, and they said "yeah, I went through all of high school thinking nobody could like me because I was overweight, so I didn't date or anything in hs." And clearly this line is a big sympathy line in their mind. I had to bite my tongue, Because that was like somebody who was peckish talking about how they were starving to a god damn ethoipian. --- "joe is attractive and quite the brilliant poster" - Seiichi Omori https://imgur.com/TheGsZ9 |
| Topic | I'm proud of the gamefaqs mod staff. |
| joe40001 02/14/21 3:42:42 AM #7 | Graycap posted... Original mod needs to be fired tbh. I forgive them, it's how a lot of people feel these days. That there are a bunch of people saying some shitty things out there, and it would just be nice and easier to just wish they didn't have the right or ability to say those things. But as many civil rights leaders and others have observed, such an approach is very short-sighted, and very often hurts so many more than it protects. --- "joe is attractive and quite the brilliant poster" - Seiichi Omori https://imgur.com/TheGsZ9 |
| Topic | Goldeneye speedrunner discusses leaked XBLA remake of the game |
| joe40001 02/14/21 3:38:33 AM #11 | Jesus, ultimate went down a tangent. He was an edgelord on private discord several years ago, he apologized and moved on. God help us all if we are forever by our worst edgy posting on the internet. If you don't accept that, that's your prerogative, but it isn't going to be true for everybody. I personally find his attitude and speedlores to be super wholesome and positive. Anyway, I found the video interesting and wanted to share it with anybody else who might find it interesting. --- "joe is attractive and quite the brilliant poster" - Seiichi Omori https://imgur.com/TheGsZ9 |
| Topic | Goldeneye speedrunner discusses leaked XBLA remake of the game |
| joe40001 02/14/21 2:18:15 AM #1 | https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=AyAMb-SDKG4 --- "joe is attractive and quite the brilliant poster" - Seiichi Omori https://imgur.com/TheGsZ9 |
| Topic | I'm proud of the gamefaqs mod staff. |
| joe40001 02/14/21 2:14:32 AM #1 | I was modded for defending somebody's right to free speech and I was moderated because they said by doing so I was defending what the person said. After making my case about how free speech as an ideal is super crucial for all positive social change, the mods overturned the moderation. I was really expecting them not to overturn it, for so many people unfortunately they think if you are defending somebody's right to speak you are defending what they are saying. I'm glad to be proven wrong here. --- "joe is attractive and quite the brilliant poster" - Seiichi Omori https://imgur.com/TheGsZ9 |
| Topic | Gina Carano fired from Star Wars franchise |
| joe40001 02/11/21 3:53:10 AM #163 | https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=Kypokn111hU --- "joe is attractive and quite the brilliant poster" - Seiichi Omori https://imgur.com/TheGsZ9 |
| Topic | Serious question, is anybody happy, like at all? |
| joe40001 02/11/21 2:39:13 AM #15 | ArchfiendZoma posted... requesting clarification of the term "happy" It's like when you were 15 and played any video game, or when you were a kid and just smiled waking up in the morning some days excited for school or life or anything. Waking up and being excited about anything, wanting to get up in the morning because there was something you wanted to do ever. Wanting or hoping for anything and not being crushed by the knowledge that such hopes are a cruel delusion. Not being so hurt that you now miss the delusion. --- "joe is attractive and quite the brilliant poster" - Seiichi Omori https://imgur.com/TheGsZ9 |
| Topic | Serious question, is anybody happy, like at all? |
| joe40001 02/11/21 2:35:12 AM #11 | Lost_All_Senses posted... Happy overall or happy moments? For me it has been a growing forever. I wish I had more people I could talk to, I only get my therapist once every two weeks and that's way too little. I wish people in the past wouldn't have told me to just "tough it out, it will get better" because I clung to that hope, and I did tough it outand when things only got much worse I couldn't go back and do anything different. I have so much wasted life trying and waiting for the storm to pass, but it has only grown. --- "joe is attractive and quite the brilliant poster" - Seiichi Omori https://imgur.com/TheGsZ9 |
| Topic | Serious question, is anybody happy, like at all? |
| joe40001 02/11/21 2:32:19 AM #6 | Back_Stabbath posted... oh for sure just look outside the internet. God I'd love to have bubbly and happy friends. Or just friends with hope. Or just friends like I used to. I miss all that I had long ago, even though it was bad, there was light in the world and I could see it. I try so hard to see the light but I really struggle. And yes, I pretty much hang out on the internet and everybody seems as miserable as me. --- "joe is attractive and quite the brilliant poster" - Seiichi Omori https://imgur.com/TheGsZ9 |
| Topic | Serious question, is anybody happy, like at all? |
| joe40001 02/11/21 2:26:24 AM #1 | I can't even imagine it these days. Like literally I don't remember what it felt like. It's been so many years. It's been a few years since I could even convince myself it was possible I could become happy again. Is anybody out there actually ok? --- "joe is attractive and quite the brilliant poster" - Seiichi Omori https://imgur.com/TheGsZ9 |
| Topic | 2 days sober, I am so incredibly depressed in general. |
| joe40001 02/10/21 11:35:55 PM #1 | Alcohol has for sure hurt my life, but I didn't drink at for 3 months, then sometime in december I started picking it up more, and then it was becoming a most every night thing to have a bunch of beers. I just want to feel anything good again, life is horrible, and it always gets worse. What can I possibly do to get my life better? I see a therapist every 2 weeks, and have been in therapy most of the time since I was in highschool. And life has just gotten much worse. --- "joe is attractive and quite the brilliant poster" - Seiichi Omori https://imgur.com/TheGsZ9 |
| Topic | Gina Carano fired from Star Wars franchise |
| joe40001 02/10/21 11:33:20 PM #104 | This is bullshit. People's words shouldn't matter unless they are advocating crimes/violence. Otherwise let people just speak, if you don't like what they say, explain how they are wrong or stop listening. It's pretty simple. --- "joe is attractive and quite the brilliant poster" - Seiichi Omori https://imgur.com/TheGsZ9 |
| Topic | Isn't it crazy how we remember so little of our lives? |
| joe40001 02/04/21 3:31:59 AM #21 | BTW this is what John Williams was talking about in the home alone soundtrack: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=5kHH6LJpEbQ Being so old you don't really remember the real feeling of christmas but trusting somewhere deep down it still exists in you. --- "joe is attractive and quite the brilliant poster" - Seiichi Omori https://imgur.com/TheGsZ9 |
| Topic | Looks Like Biden Isn't Fooled by the GOP's False Attempt at Unity |
| joe40001 02/04/21 3:02:20 AM #101 | Fool me once... Fool me don't get fooled again --- "joe is attractive and quite the brilliant poster" - Seiichi Omori https://imgur.com/TheGsZ9 |
| Topic | It's summer 2007 |
| joe40001 02/04/21 1:48:39 AM #13 | I'd pay so much money if I could exchange it for 2007 me hours. --- "joe is attractive and quite the brilliant poster" - Seiichi Omori https://imgur.com/TheGsZ9 |
| Topic | It's summer 2007 |
| joe40001 02/04/21 1:40:56 AM #8 | Even playing pretend this topic makes me so happy. If I had a drug that let me feel this way for real I'd be a god damn addict. --- "joe is attractive and quite the brilliant poster" - Seiichi Omori https://imgur.com/TheGsZ9 |
| Topic | Isn't it crazy how we remember so little of our lives? |
| joe40001 02/04/21 1:40:21 AM #12 | I choose to believe most of it is somewhere in my memory. but yeah I hate it, and i have a bad memory so this effect is 1000x worse. --- "joe is attractive and quite the brilliant poster" - Seiichi Omori https://imgur.com/TheGsZ9 |
| Topic | Many people are having sexual intercourse right now |
| joe40001 02/03/21 10:27:04 PM #8 | I never will... :( --- "joe is attractive and quite the brilliant poster" - Seiichi Omori https://imgur.com/TheGsZ9 |
| Topic | Would you have sexual intercourse with Anne Hathaway? |
| joe40001 02/03/21 9:34:21 PM #59 | au_gold posted... gat damn --- "joe is attractive and quite the brilliant poster" - Seiichi Omori https://imgur.com/TheGsZ9 |
| Topic | Curb Your Enthusiasm or Seinfeld? Which do you like better? |
| joe40001 02/03/21 9:01:14 PM #9 | Curb but it takes a while to get good. --- "joe is attractive and quite the brilliant poster" - Seiichi Omori https://imgur.com/TheGsZ9 |
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