Current Events > I have no good qualities or talents. Ask me anything.

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nononom0use123 posted...

TC is nothing but a whole bag of lazy bones

Wait, TC doesn't put his carts back?

ArkhamOrigins posted...

Wait, TC doesn't put his carts back?

Not a he, but I do at least that much. I find it irritating when people don't put shopping carts where they actually belong instead of just leaving them in the middle of the parking lot.

GrandConjuraton posted...

Not a he, but I do at least that much. I find it irritating when people don't put shopping carts where they actually belong instead of just leaving them in the middle of the parking lot.

Oh sorry I didn't know. And good!

ArkhamOrigins posted...

Oh sorry I didn't know. And good!

It's fine, :)

I just think it's common courtesy, like trying to keep a door open for someone if they're going in or out after you.

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I don't really think that they help me, but... nothing does, so this at least creates a dialogue I wouldn't have otherwise.

Where would you travel if you could go anywhere free?

Ay, sorry, no the dog just talks. But there are benefits to having a dog that can tell you what it hears and smells in that kind of situation.

GrandConjuraton posted...

I don't really think that they help me, but... nothing does, so this at least creates a dialogue I wouldn't have otherwise.

A dialogue where you shoot down every single bit of advice and suggestion given to you isn't an actual dialogue.

And that's besides that fact that this "dialogue" you're so intent on creating plays out the exact same way every damn time.

I dont even have any questions, but I know how you feel. Like, dont get me wrong, I think Im great, but Im also not so ignorant that Im unaware that theres really nothing exceptional or remarkable about me. Im just kind of here, existing.

Bishop_Hastur posted...

Where would you travel if you could go anywhere free?

I'm a Disney fanatic but have never been to Disney Land or World, so... Disney Land, I guess? It's something i've always wanted to do.

MabusIncarnate posted...

Ay, sorry, no the dog just talks. But there are benefits to having a dog that can tell you what it hears and smells in that kind of situation.

I guess I would just pick the supplies, >.< . The dog would just starve to death alongside me, so there's no need to drag it down with me.

Heartomaton posted...

A dialogue where you shoot down every single bit of advice and suggestion given to you isn't an actual dialogue.

And that's besides that fact that this "dialogue" you're so intent on creating plays out the exact same way every damn time.

I have no other way of getting social interaction, and this is the best way that I have. With no viable solutions, nothing will stop me from making these topics when I want to.

rexcrk posted...

I dont even have any questions, but I know how you feel. Like, dont get me wrong, I think Im great, but Im also not so ignorant that Im unaware that theres really nothing exceptional or remarkable about me. Im just kind of here, existing.

What makes you feel you are great if you don't think you have any standout qualities?

What are you looking for with this topic? (Not sure if asked already)

Mr_hulk88 posted...

What are you looking for with this topic? (Not sure if asked already)

Social interaction and venting, mostly. I don't have any outlets, so topics like these are the best that I have.

do you know any single ladies who wanna date?

<_<

Supersex420 posted...

do you know any single ladies who wanna date?

<_<

I'm all yours, bby, ;)

In all seriousness, I don't have any suggestions. Sorry, >.<

GrandConjuraton posted...

What makes you feel you are great if you don't think you have any standout qualities?

Because Im a good person. I love hanging out with friends and stuff and always have a good time.

Im just completely braindead when it comes to thinking of work Id be good at that I wouldnt hate that would pay well enough. And Im boring af and weird and not good looking enough to get away with it lol.

Thank god I learned how to live for myself.

rexcrk posted...

Because Im a good person. I love hanging out with friends and stuff and always have a good time.

Im just completely braindead when it comes to thinking of work Id be good at that I wouldnt hate that would pay well enough. And Im boring af and weird and not good looking enough to get away with it lol.

Thank god I learned how to live for myself.

You do have the right attitude, at minimum, :)

GrandConjuraton posted...

I have no other way of getting social interaction, and this is the best way that I have. With no viable solutions, nothing will stop me from making these topics when I want to.

Yeah that definitely explains why every single topic needs to be a self-defeating pity party that's an exact mirror of every other self-defeating pity party topic. Totally logical.

Heartomaton posted...

Yeah that definitely explains why every single topic needs to be a self-defeating pity party that's an exact mirror of every other self-defeating pity party topic. Totally logical.

It's the easiest way I know of to get attention, :P . I have little else to say that people here would notice.

GrandConjuraton posted...

It's the easiest way I know of to get attention, :P . I have little else to say that people here would notice.

Have you even tried anything besides an AMA or pity party?

Heartomaton posted...

Have you even tried anything besides an AMA or pity party?

I have, yes. Their lack of success is why I usually don't bother.

So you'd rather just be a glutton for punishment and be an obstinate brick wall against literally everyone who tries to help you because it guarantees attention than try different things because they might not be immediately successful and you'd have to actually make an effort?

That's stupid.

Heartomaton posted...

So you'd rather just be a glutton for punishment and be an obstinate brick wall against literally everyone who tries to help you because it guarantees attention than try different things because they might not be immediately successful and you'd have to actually make an effort?

That's stupid.

No amount of effort will make CE (or anyone, really) care about what I like or think. I have little in common with most people, and when I do happen to have something, my opinions almost always run contrary to what other people think. I have a tendency to lose my temper and lash out (as anyone who has spent any real time getting to know me can attest to) over certain ideas or opinions when debating, so it's often preferable to everyone involved that I avoid anything that can head in that direction.

GrandConjuraton posted...

No amount of effort will make CE (or anyone, really) care about what I like or think. I have little in common with most people, and when I do happen to have something, my opinions almost always run contrary to what other people think. I have a tendency to lose my temper and lash out (as anyone who has spent any real time getting to know me can attest to) over certain ideas or opinions when debating, so it's often preferable to everyone involved that I avoid anything that can head in that direction.

So, first off, the things you listed mean you're just like everyone else on CE. Most don't care about what anyone else likes or thinks, most don't have a lot in common, absolutely none of them share 100% of the same opinions, and everyone has their limits of civility.

And second, the direction these topics go is worse than the one you're afraid of.

Heartomaton posted...

So, first off, the things you listed mean you're just like everyone else on CE. Most don't care about what anyone else likes or thinks, most don't have a lot in common, absolutely none of them share 100% of the same opinions, and everyone has their limits of civility.

And second, the direction these topics go is worse than the one you're afraid of.

I'm not really sure how you think you're proving any point here. You yourself just admitted what you said is basically an exercise in futility, and I'm not interested in that. I would rather have discussions like what we're having in this very topic than make topics that will almost certainly be ignored.

GrandConjuraton posted...

I'm not really sure how you think you're proving any point here. You yourself just admitted what you said is basically an exercise in futility, and I'm not interested in that. I would rather have discussions like what we're having in this very topic than make topics that will almost certainly be ignored.

So you'd rather press an exercise in futility on everyone else than take part in one yourself. Very cool and mature of you.

Heartomaton posted...

So you'd rather press an exercise in futility on everyone else than take part in one yourself. Very cool and mature of you.

Reread my topic title.

Yeah a subjective statement perceived as an objective one really backs you up.

Heartomaton posted...

Yeah a subjective statement perceived as an objective one really backs you up.

I've already demonstrated a lack of good qualities and have instead demonstrated the opposite, as per your last post.

Sure, if you think this place is the only thing that matters.

Which it isn't.

Heartomaton posted...

Sure, if you think this place is the only thing that matters.

Which it isn't.

The fact of the matter is that if people have enough of a problem with these topics, they can ignore or block me (and many have). I've been doing this for over a decade and that's not going to change now matter how many times people complain or pretend to care but really just want me to shut up.

"I'm going to keep being self destructive and cry about things for attention instead of taking and doing the bare minimum to follow advice, and neither the people who hate me or people who want to help me will change that."

Again, very cool and mature. Making your fiance proud.

Heartomaton posted...

"I'm going to keep being self destructive and cry about things for attention instead of taking and doing the bare minimum to follow advice, and neither the people who hate me or people who want to help me will change that."

Again, very cool and mature. Making your fiance proud.

I love him, but I often feel that he is completely insane. He never criticizes me and I feel like he thinks I can do no wrong, >.<

I'm self-destructive, but these topics aren't really a part of that. I would sooner point to my bulimia and how I physically abuse myself.

Youre a girl right? Do you wear pantyhose?

MARlO posted...

Youre a girl right? Do you wear pantyhose?

Yeah, and if i'm wearing a skirt or dress? Yes, I wear some, >.<

GrandConjuraton posted...

Yeah, and if i'm wearing a skirt or dress? Yes, I wear some, >.<

Niiice. I hereby award you +30 cool points.

GrandConjuraton posted...

I love him, but I often feel that he is completely insane. He never criticizes me and I feel like he thinks I can do no wrong, >.<

Really? Because if you've given up trying to improve for your own sake, and you won't keep trying for his, then it doesn't seem like you actually care about him any more or less than you do yourself.

I'm self-destructive, but these topics aren't really a part of that. I would sooner point to my bulimia and how I physically abuse myself.

Yes, they are. Not physically, no, but definitely mentally.

Heartomaton posted...

Really? Because if you've given up trying to improve for your own sake, and you won't keep trying for his, then it doesn't seem like you actually care about him any more or less than you do yourself.

Yes, they are. Not physically, no, but definitely mentally.

He doesn't push me to improve because he loves me exactly the way that I am. He has many of the same problems that I do, and so it's one of the numerous things that bonds us together. I support him and he supports me.

Also, I think you're full of it. I think these things in my head almost continually, and with these topics, I at least satisfy some of my craving for attention. Despite not accomplishing anything in a literal sense, they do provide me somewhat of an emotional reprieve.

GrandConjuraton posted...

He doesn't push me to improve because he loves me exactly the way that I am. He has many of the same problems that I do, and so it's one of the numerous things that bonds us together. I support him and he supports me.

Huh. So you've bonded with some who loves you and you love in return. Sure sounds like a good quality about you and your life to me.

Also, I think you're full of it. I think these things in my head almost continually, and with these topics, I at least satisfy some of my craving for attention. Despite not accomplishing anything in a literal sense, they do provide me somewhat of an emotional reprieve.

Yeah we'll just pretend that constantly reinforcing those negative thoughts isn't self-destructive and that you're not just as capable as everyone else here of making perfectly benign shitposts and other topics. Mkay.

Heartomaton posted...

Huh. So you've bonded with some who loves you and you love in return. Sure sounds like a good quality about you and your life to me.

Yeah we'll just pretend that constantly reinforcing those negative thoughts isn't self-destructive and that you're not just as capable as everyone else here of making perfectly benign shitposts and other topics. Mkay.

It doesn't say anything about me personally, but yes, you could say that's a good element of my life. That being said... it still doesn't make my life a worthwhile one by any stretch of imagination. I need more.

I'm not about "shitposting". I do it on occasion, but that's not a priority for me.

GrandConjuraton posted...

It doesn't say anything about me personally,

Bullshit. If that were true, then you wouldn't have him at all, regardless of how your close your similar issues brought you.

but yes, you could say that's a good element of my life. That being said... it still doesn't make my life a worthwhile one by any stretch of imagination. I need more.

Say that to him then. Unless, of course, you're afraid of losing something worthwhile.

I'm not about "shitposting". I do it on occasion, but that's not a priority for me.

Right. Because your priority is never-ending self-depreciation and using the people who want to help you for attention while refusing the actual help, and that's so much better.

Heartomaton posted...

Bullshit. If that were true, then you wouldn't have him at all, regardless of how your close your similar issues brought you.

Say that to him then. Unless, of course, you're afraid of losing something worthwhile.

Right. Because your priority is never-ending self-depreciation and using the people who want to help you for attention while refusing the actual help, and that's so much better.

I've openly told him (many times) that I need more than just him, and he understands that I don't feel that way because of him. He knows how much I hurt and what else I need, and actually... it's something I debated with my (former) therapist a number of times. She kept pointing him and my family out, and I told her the same every time: they're not enough.

Shitposting doesn't even provide a slight fix for me, so I can only go with what works.

GrandConjuraton posted...

I've openly told him (many times) that I need more than just him, and he understands that I don't feel that way because of him. He knows how much I hurt and what else I need, and actually... it's something I debated with my (former) therapist a number of times. She kept pointing him and my family out, and I told her the same every time: they're not enough.

Shitposting doesn't even provide a slight fix for me, so I can only go with what works.

They're not enough, but you refuse to try anything in order to get more, under the false assertion that there isn't anything that can be done. You refuse to accept suggestions and advice under that same assertion, but not out of actual fact but fear and/or laziness, and possibly an unhealthy addiction to being melodramatic and complacent in your suffering. You create your own self-fulfilling prophecy.

And again, these topics don't work the way you think they do. Even if they did, they would have diminishing returns based on your previous observation that the people who get sink of this nonsense will eventually ignore or block you. What would you do when that inevitably happens enough that these topics no longer provide you with the "benefit" you think they give you.

And I would say you're a great shitposter, given that each and every one of these topics is shit.

Heartomaton posted...

They're not enough, but you refuse to try anything in order to get more, under the false assertion that there isn't anything that can be done. You refuse to accept suggestions and advice under that same assertion, but not out of actual fact but fear and/or laziness, and possibly an unhealthy addiction to being melodramatic and complacent in your suffering. You create your own self-fulfilling prophecy.

And again, these topics don't work the way you think they do. Even if they did, they would have diminishing returns based on your previous observation that the people who get sink of this nonsense will eventually ignore or block you. What would you do when that inevitably happens enough that these topics no longer provide you with the "benefit" you think they give you.

And I would say you're a great shitposter, given that each and every one of these topics is shit.

You're wrong about pretty much everything else you've ever said, but this is something that you're absolutely correct about. There was a certain point in time (i'm gonna guess 2015) where I had so many people to talk to on here and other places (Discord, Skype, etc.) that I actually couldn't keep track of everything, but these days, that's pretty much entirely dried up. The only option left to me now is to keep plumbing the depths and to get what little left that I can get because people don't associate with me anymore.

GrandConjuraton posted...

You're wrong about pretty much everything else you've ever said,

You think that because admitting I'm right would mean accepting that you're not willing to help yourself. You're complacent.

but this is something that you're absolutely correct about. There was a certain point in time (i'm gonna guess 2015) where I had so many people to talk to on here and other places (Discord, Skype, etc.) that I actually couldn't keep track of everything, but these days, that's pretty much entirely dried up. The only option left to me now is to keep plumbing the depths and to get what little left that I can get because people don't associate with me anymore.

It's not the only option, it's just the only option you're willing to go with. And you haven't answered the question of what happens when you don't get the "help" you think these topics give you anymore.

Heartomaton posted...

You think that because admitting I'm right would mean accepting that you're not willing to help yourself. You're complacent.

It's not the only option, it's just the only option you're willing to go with. And you haven't answered the question of what happens when you don't get the "help" you think these topics give you anymore.

I'm sorry that I don't find vague tips helpful? Abstract ideas and halfhearted advice aren't enough; it's either something definitive or nothing.

GrandConjuraton posted...

I'm sorry that I don't find vague tips helpful? Abstract ideas and halfhearted advice aren't enough; it's either something definitive or nothing.

You say that like there's even the slightest chance you'd take tangible ideas if they were presented to you, when they have been in the past and you didn't do a damn thing. Both other users here hmand myself have given you realistic starting places, but you don't seem like you'll be satisfied unless you can jump right into success. It's like you want some sort of miracle answer that'll solve all your issues all at once, and that's too bad, because answers like that don't exist for anyone. You need to put in the work, but you refuse to, which lends support to when people in this topic said you're just lazy.

I tried in the past and failed numerous times, and i'm not interested in failure or being hurt anymore. People have hurt me enough, so I do want a guarantee of success, yes. I am still tormented by all of the failure i've already had.

Dont give up

So yeah, barring a completely unrealistic miracle, it's laziness and fear holding you back.

AI_TechGam3FAQS posted...

Dont give up

Nice sig.

Heartomaton posted...

So yeah, barring a completely unrealistic miracle, it's laziness and fear holding you back.

Ok