Current Events > Wtf is going on with me lately, I've been super anxious over the last month

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Just thinking about death and how I'm not okay with it. Even in the best case scenario where I'm like 90 in my deathbed surrounded with loves ones, the idea that I'm going to die one day is seriously upsetting to me. I don't know why this has been in my mind lately.

The only thing that I can think of is that I'm getting unhealthier (gained like 25 pounds from the start of the year) and Im starting to see the aftereffects of it, maybe that's why I'm getting scared shitless of death all of the sudden. I have to start getting healthier, but I feel like I don't have the right mentality for it, sweets are just too damn tasty. >_>

Dying probably sucks but I haven't died before so I can't really say.

Thinking about death will definitely give you anxiety. As well as poor health (sleeps diet, etc).

When my dad passed over 2 years ago, it definitely gave me more anxiety and it hit me hard that we don't live forever.

I guess my only advice is to try not to think about death too much. Live your life. Do things that make you happy, socialize with people, take care of your physical and mental health, and keep yourself busy to be a better you.