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Cat_Butts 08/30/21 2:13:08 PM #1:	I met a girl when I was in 10th grade a couple years ago. She was in 9th grade. She was in my eyes, absolutely perfect. She was smart, funny, caring, and beautiful. Problem was that she was in a relationship at that time, which sucked because I really liked her and we were somewhat friends. So I decided to go after another girl to keep my mind off of here who was no where close to great as this girl, and it failed horribly. No relationship came out of it. The following school year, I took some time to myself and the friendship between the first girl and I grew. I was even giving her little surprises and gifts as hints as if to say, maybe we're more than friends. But it all came tumbling down because the day I was going to ask her to prom, she got asked by a guy who had the exact same name as me. So once again, I had to watch from the sidelines as the person I wanted more than anyone had fun while I was alone in the cold. Luckily, they where just friends, so nothing long term came out of it. My last year with her was absolutely wonderful. We were great friends, shared similar interests, and were as close to a relationship as one can get. I still gave her surprises, the biggest and the best coming around Valentines Day last year. I had gotten a box of @Hostess_Snacks Valentines Day cupcakes to give her. She was gone on Valentines Day, so I waited until she came back, which was the next day. I waited until class was over, and pulled her aside. I got down on one knee and went on a fun little act on how great she was and how much she meant to me. I gave the surprise to her and asked if she'd be my valentine. She said yes and we hugged. I then asked her to prom a few weeks later, hoping for similar results. This time, I gave her flowers and a card parodying a tweet of a certain political figure who shall remain nameless because she liked my impression of him. I gave it to her the first week of March. She didn't give me answer until the second week of April, and that was a no. I was honestly broken for a week. I cried for a couple days. Yet after the whole ordeal, we were still friends. I soon graduated from high school and on my final day, I bid her goodbye, but told that we'll meet again. That was in June and as of now, it was the last time I spoke to her. I tried texting her over the summer just to say hi,only to get ignored by her. It turns out that I did too much and that's what caused the ignoring. I've tried texting her to apologize for what I did, hoping that we can start over, but that too has been met with silence. I think about her everyday and I miss her a lot because I know she's great. But it's painful. I've tried to let go, but when I try, the memories and the idea of it working out between us get in the way. I'm left confused in whether I should hold on and try, or wait for someone better. I've tried both, but in the end, I'm not wanted in either of them. I feel horrible and don't know what to do. <cite>Cat_Butts posted [p:957580172] in For those ... [t:79638503]...</cite> <quote>I met a girl when I was in 10th grade a couple years ago. She was in 9th grade. She was in my eyes, absolutely perfect. She was smart, funny, caring, and beautiful. Problem was that she was in a relationship at that time, which sucked because I really liked her and we were somewhat friends. So I decided to go after another girl to keep my mind off of here who was no where close to great as this girl, and it failed horribly. No relationship came out of it. The following school year, I took some time to myself and the friendship between the first girl and I grew. I was even giving her little surprises and gifts as hints as if to say, maybe we're more than friends. But it all came tumbling down because the day I was going to ask her to prom, she got asked by a guy who had the exact same name as me. So once again, I had to watch from the sidelines as the person I wanted more than anyone had fun while I was alone in the cold. Luckily, they where just friends, so nothing long term came out of it. My last year with her was absolutely wonderful. We were great friends, shared similar interests, and were as close to a relationship as one can get. I still gave her surprises, the biggest and the best coming around Valentines Day last year. I had gotten a box of @Hostess_Snacks Valentines Day cupcakes to give her. She was gone on Valentines Day, so I waited until she came back, which was the next day. I waited until class was over, and pulled her aside. I got down on one knee and went on a fun little act on how great she was and how much she meant to me. I gave the surprise to her and asked if she'd be my valentine. She said yes and we hugged. I then asked her to prom a few weeks later, hoping for similar results. This time, I gave her flowers and a card parodying a tweet of a certain political figure who shall remain nameless because she liked my impression of him. I gave it to her the first week of March. She didn't give me answer until the second week of April, and that was a no. I was honestly broken for a week. I cried for a couple days. Yet after the whole ordeal, we were still friends. I soon graduated from high school and on my final day, I bid her goodbye, but told that we'll meet again. That was in June and as of now, it was the last time I spoke to her. I tried texting her over the summer just to say hi,only to get ignored by her. It turns out that I did too much and that's what caused the ignoring. I've tried texting her to apologize for what I did, hoping that we can start over, but that too has been met with silence. I think about her everyday and I miss her a lot because I know she's great. But it's painful. I've tried to let go, but when I try, the memories and the idea of it working out between us get in the way. I'm left confused in whether I should hold on and try, or wait for someone better. I've tried both, but in the end, I'm not wanted in either of them. I feel horrible and don't know what to do. </quote> ... Copied to Clipboard!
wwinterj25 08/30/21 2:22:13 PM #2:	I'm only posting to amuse myself. --- One who knows nothing can understand nothing. http://psnprofiles.com/wwinterj - https://imgur.com/guXxsmA <cite>wwinterj25 posted [p:957580458] in For those ... [t:79638503]...</cite> <quote>I'm only posting to amuse myself. </quote> ... Copied to Clipboard!
DirtBasedSoap 08/30/21 2:23:07 PM #3:	who the fuck is op --- weiners and farts??? idk lol <cite>DirtBasedSoap posted [p:957580488] in For those ... [t:79638503]...</cite> <quote>who the fuck is op </quote> ... Copied to Clipboard!
Bulbasaur 08/30/21 2:23:23 PM #4:	DirtBasedSoap posted... who the fuck is op --- there is blood on my hands how long till it lies on my heart <cite>Bulbasaur posted [p:957580497] in For those ... [t:79638503]...</cite> <quote>DirtBasedSoap posted... </cite> <quote>who the fuck is op</quote> </quote> ... Copied to Clipboard!
Mead 08/30/21 2:24:06 PM #5:	Im not reading all of that who even are you --- my resting temp can easily be in the 90's -Krazy_Kirby <cite>Mead posted [p:957580525] in For those ... [t:79638503]...</cite> <quote>Im not reading all of that who even are you </quote> ... Copied to Clipboard!
Cruddy_horse 08/30/21 2:58:11 PM #6:	An account from 2008 huh, who's alt is this? <cite>Cruddy_horse posted [p:957581495] in For those ... [t:79638503]...</cite> <quote>An account from 2008 huh, who's alt is this? </quote> ... Copied to Clipboard!
CoorsLight 08/30/21 3:01:35 PM #7:	I actually have been wondering, and this absolutely clears it up <cite>CoorsLight posted [p:957581602] in For those ... [t:79638503]...</cite> <quote>I actually have been wondering, and this absolutely clears it up </quote> ... Copied to Clipboard!
Muscles 08/30/21 3:05:27 PM #8:	So this is roughly how my topics look to other people? --- Muscles Chicago Bears \| Chicago Blackhawks \| Chicago Bulls \| Chicago Cubs \| NIU Huskies <cite>Muscles posted [p:957581724] in For those ... [t:79638503]...</cite> <quote>So this is roughly how my topics look to other people? </quote> ... Copied to Clipboard!
Cat_Butts 08/30/21 5:16:18 PM #9:	Cruddy_horse posted... An account from 2008 huh, who's alt is this? Whose <cite>Cat_Butts posted [p:957585640] in For those ... [t:79638503]...</cite> <quote>Cruddy_horse posted... </cite> <quote>An account from 2008 huh, who's alt is this?</quote>Whose </quote> ... Copied to Clipboard!
Lynyrd_Skynyrd 08/30/21 10:44:04 PM #10:	Cat_Butts posted... Whose Who's Line is it Anyway <cite>Lynyrd_Skynyrd posted [p:957595279] in For those ... [t:79638503]...</cite> <quote>Cat_Butts posted... </cite> <quote>Whose</quote>Who's Line is it Anyway </quote> ... Copied to Clipboard!
zebatov 08/30/21 11:10:53 PM #11:	Grade ten and grade nine!? You must be this old to ride the internet! --- If the truth is bothersome, then change what's true. <cite>zebatov posted [p:957595984] in For those ... [t:79638503]...</cite> <quote>Grade ten and grade nine!? You must be this old to ride the internet! </quote> ... Copied to Clipboard!
Lynyrd_Skynyrd 08/30/21 11:20:04 PM #12:	DirtBasedSoap posted... who the fuck is op Cat_Butts. Their username is above their post <cite>Lynyrd_Skynyrd posted [p:957596186] in For those ... [t:79638503]...</cite> <quote>DirtBasedSoap posted... </cite> <quote>who the fuck is op</quote>Cat_Butts. Their username is above their post </quote> ... Copied to Clipboard!
Blighboy 08/30/21 11:22:27 PM #13:	So if he's cat butts, the topics he makes must be cat poo --- I have no idea whether or not he's a racist, but apparently there are recordings of him using racial slurs so it's a distinct possibility. <cite>Blighboy posted [p:957596242] in For those ... [t:79638503]...</cite> <quote>So if he's cat butts, the topics he makes must be cat poo </quote> ... Copied to Clipboard!
LinkPizza 08/30/21 11:35:45 PM #14:	I think I remember seeing a picture of TC once --- Official King of Kings Switch FC: 7216-4417-4511 Add Me because I'll probably add you. I'm probably the LinkPizza you'll see around. <cite>LinkPizza posted [p:957596523] in For those ... [t:79638503]...</cite> <quote>I think I remember seeing a picture of TC once</quote> ... Copied to Clipboard!
Lynyrd_Skynyrd 08/31/21 12:01:39 AM #15:	LinkPizza posted... I think I remember seeing a picture of TC once I've seen cat butts in person throughout my life <cite>Lynyrd_Skynyrd posted [p:957597055] in For those ... [t:79638503]...</cite> <quote>LinkPizza posted... </cite> <quote>I think I remember seeing a picture of TC once</quote>I've seen cat butts in person throughout my life </quote> ... Copied to Clipboard!
FatalAccident 08/31/21 2:03:36 AM #16:	Mead posted... Im not reading all of that who even are you --- walks away <cite>FatalAccident posted [p:957598862] in For those ... [t:79638503]...</cite> <quote>Mead posted... </cite> <quote>Im not reading all of that who even are you</quote> </quote> ... Copied to Clipboard!
PunishedOni 08/31/21 2:08:19 AM #17:	She obviously doesn't wanna talk to you. There's literally over 100 women on earth. Go find another one --- hi im chelsea ^__^ You have entered the lair of SOMA - the Sega Online Machine Agent. Turn back now, or prepare to be digitized! <cite>PunishedOni posted [p:957598924] in For those ... [t:79638503]...</cite> <quote>She obviously doesn't wanna talk to you. There's literally over 100 women on earth. Go find another one </quote> ... Copied to Clipboard!
funkyfritter 08/31/21 2:08:32 AM #18:	There's no punchline, for anyone wondering. --- And with that...pow! I'm gone! <cite>funkyfritter posted [p:957598926] in For those ... [t:79638503]...</cite> <quote>There's no punchline, for anyone wondering. </quote> ... Copied to Clipboard!
HelIWithoutSin 08/31/21 3:39:42 AM #19:	DirtBasedSoap posted... who the fuck is op This is like the 5th time they've posted this. --- And when Alexander saw the breadth of his domain, he wept, for there were no more worlds to conquer. -Hans Gruber <cite>HelIWithoutSin posted [p:957599972] in For those ... [t:79638503]...</cite> <quote>DirtBasedSoap posted... </cite> <quote>who the fuck is op</quote> This is like the 5th time they've posted this. </quote> ... Copied to Clipboard!
Far-Queue 08/31/21 7:58:11 AM #20:	Mead posted... Im not reading all of that --- https://imgur.com/ZwO4qO2 "I'm a pathetic Simp and am proud to be exploited" - Lord_Shadow <cite>Far-Queue posted [p:957602655] in For those ... [t:79638503]...</cite> <quote>Mead posted... </cite> <quote>Im not reading all of that</quote></quote> ... Copied to Clipboard!
Clench281 08/31/21 8:04:47 AM #21:	tldr; developed romantic feelings for someone who didn't reciprocate, and can't get over it --- Take me for what I am -- who I was meant to be. And if you give a damn, take me baby, or leave me. <cite>Clench281 posted [p:957602740] in For those ... [t:79638503]...</cite> <quote>tldr; developed romantic feelings for someone who didn't reciprocate, and can't get over it </quote> ... Copied to Clipboard!
EchoBaz 09/06/21 2:47:13 PM #22:	@Cat_Butts Please, get some therapy if you can. You really seem like you need help, and a good therapist could work wonders. --- Unless you're loaded, save your money, and wait for sales. This isn't the 90's anymore, and most games don't become hard to find. And don't pre-order. <cite>EchoBaz posted [p:957791800] in For those ... [t:79638503]...</cite> <quote>@Cat_Butts Please, get some therapy if you can. You really seem like you need help, and a good therapist could work wonders. </quote> ... Copied to Clipboard!
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Poll of the Day > For those wondering what and or why my posts are romantic/depressing, here's why