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I went to the doctor (a nurse practitioner) yesterday (mom paid out of pocket bc they dont take my insurance) and they really didnt help. Said nothing serious was wrong that everything is just from my crippling anxiety. However, I could not disclose every symptom I was feeling the past couple of weeks there was just too much. Today, I have numb face and weak eye (had this a few weeks ago too) and Im incredibly worried and anxious. (I forgot to tell nurse practitioner about this).

My anxiety over my health will not stop until I have a complete exam. I want MRIs of everything. I want a full physical and complete bloodwork. I think something is very wrong with me and I havent gotten any answers. I had my mom call 911 Thursday because my chest has been hurting bad (thought I was having heart problems) and they said its probably just from my anxiety. Said everything was normal. They didnt reccomend going to the hospital. I dont know what to do. I feel like something is very wrong with me but no one believes me.

Youre Showering Too Much

Wash your hands, but lay off the other parts.

https://www.theatlantic.com/magazine/archive/2020/07/hygiene-is-overrated/612235/

End of the world this weekend? Internet is ablaze with end times conspiracies and theories

END OF THE WORLD fears have taken over the world as people share bizarre conspiracy theories about the Maya calendar, and this weekend's solar eclipse and summer solstice.

Mayan calendar: Pastor Paul Begley warns of 'doomsday'

End of the world purveyors believe June 21, 2020, could be the day armageddon strikes, eight years after their initial predictions were proven wrong.

According to the Maya calendar, the source of many conspiracy theories, the world was meant to end on December 21, 2012. But after the doomsday date came and went without incident, conspiracists have been forced to reevaluate their predictions.

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• End of the world 2020: Will the world end on June 21 eclipse? Stunning prediction says YES

• Popes apocalyptic vision amid June 21 end of the world fears 'life to turn upside down'

Some have now claimed the Maya calendar was wrongly interpreted as a result of discrepancies between the Julian calendar and the Gregorian calendar used today.

New predictions have proposed the world will end on June 21 - the same day a solar eclipse will blot out the Sun just hours after the annual summer solstice.

https://www.express.co.uk/news/weird/1298376/End-of-the-world-June-21-conspiracy-theories-Mayan-calendar-solar-eclipse-summer-solstice

All those years, healthcare workers knew what I was going through. They knew that I could not advocate for myself. They did nothing. They sat and watched not fighting for me. They sat by and watched as my appearance and mental health deteriorated. They sat by and watched as I lost my insurance. I had no help and support and my mom could not do much for me either because she has similar mental issues as me. And they knew that. They were not proactive in helping me.

Now I lie in bed in pain, unable to do anything. My mom has no means to take me anywhere. I feel like shit. I look like shit and havent left the house in months. Without insurance I cannot even get any of my problems and concerns looked at. I cannot get help for anything.

The healthcare system failed me.

Does she realize that 1 in 2 trans people have been sexually assaulted?

https://vawnet.org/sc/serving-trans-and-non-binary-survivors-domestic-and-sexual-violence/violence-against-trans-and

https://t.tiktok.com/i18n/share/video/6836454688003607813

Yep. Really horrible

My names Evan, but cant tell you how many times Ive been called Even or they spelled my name like that lol

ApherosyLove posted...

No joke? Fucking love this song.

No joke. I fucking love it too. And the music video is just as good I can't stop watching and I need to go the fuck to sleep lol

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=pok8H_KF1FA

OMG I love it so much! SOOOOOO amazing! And the music video is just as good as the song. Holy shit she's so good! Can't stop watching/listening

The Trent posted...

Doesn't everyone have a tap and a shower?
Drink from tap
Shower after poop

A lot of places have unsafe tap water.

I hope they don't cut the beautiful make out scene in Eternals. If they do I won't watch.

Wow what a shitbag

I live with family. They will probably give me and grandma coronavirus even though we don't leave the house much at all. My life is fucked.

Harvey Weinstein suggested that Jennifer Aniston should be killed upon learning that the National Enquirer was planning to report he sexually assaulted her, court papers revealed Tuesday.



On Oct. 31, 2017, amid the barrage of #MeToo allegations against the disgraced movie mogul, Weinsteins spokeswoman forwarded him an email from the Enquirer, the records show.

Not sure if you saw this one. Jennifer Aniston, wrote Sallie Hofmeister, a senior executive at the powerhouse Sitrick public relations company.

In its email, the Enquirer said that Jennifer confided to a friend that during the production of the 2005 movie Derailed Weinstein sexually assaulted her by pressing up against her back in [sic] grabbing her buttocks.

The Enquirer also said, Through the years he would frequently stare at her cleavage/breast and move his mouth around making Jennifer uncomfortable.

We also quote a source close to Jennifer who tells the Enquirer: Harvey was infatuated with Jennifer Aniston He had a massive crush on her and constantly talked about how hot she was,' the message added.

About 45 minutes after receiving the email, Weinstein used his iPhone to send Hofmeister a terse response, the records show.
Jen Aniston should be killed, he wrote.

The emails were among a trove of documents filed under seal in Manhattan Supreme Court but made public ahead of Weinsteins scheduled sentencing Wednesday for raping a hairdresser and forcibly performing oral sex on a former Project Runway production assistant.

The Enquirer never published the allegations regarding Aniston, and a spokesman for the former Friends star called them false.

Jennifer has never been harassed or assaulted by Harvey Weinstein, publicist Stephen Huvane said.

He never got close enough to touch her and she has never been alone with him.

But last year, Aniston told Variety Weinsteins piggish behavior during the premiere dinner for Derailed.

I remember I was sitting at the dinner table with Clive [Owen], and our producers and a friend of mine was sitting with me, she said.

And he literally came to the table and said to my friend: Get up! And I was like, Oh my gosh. And so my friend got up and moved and Harvey sat down. It was just such a level of gross entitlement and piggish behavior.

Aniston also told Variety that Weinstein tried to bully her into wearing a dress designed by his then-wife, Georgina Chapman, to the movies premiere, but that she refused.

https://pagesix.com/2020/03/10/harvey-weinstein-suggested-jennifer-aniston-should-be-killed-over-sex-assault-claim/

Would they really do this if he was straight, with a straight dating profile? I don't think so.

Students mock rival basketball player with Grindr taunts and photos taken from his dating profile



Officials from Monmouth University in New Jersey say they are investigating homophobic harassment that occurred at school basketball game over the weekend.

The disturbing incident happened at Monmouth-Siena basketball game on Saturday. During the teams dramatic 86-72 loss in its final home game of the season, a group of Monmouth students unveiled a sign directed at one of the Siena players that read Stick to GRINDR along with photos taken from the young mans dating profile.
The stunt was met with swift backlash on social media.

As someone that played football at Monmouth and takes pride in being a Hawk this is unnecessary and disgusting behavior, one person tweeted. So disappointing that some students have to be idiots and represent the University in such a negative light. They should be banned from future sports events.

Those who wonder why its important to celebrate Pride nights in sports, here is a prime example. another said. Why cant we just let athletes play?

Its 2020, you ignorant shitheels, a third person wrote. Do better.
Patrick Leahy, the president of New Jerseys Monmouth University, issued a statement saying the school would investigate the matter, calling it highly offensive and affirming that discrimination of any kind will not be tolerated on this campus.

The incident happened just two nights after Monmouth mens basketball game held a special Gay Pride Night. That event, along with one at a womens basketball game last month, were organized by the captain of Monmouth womens tennis team, Caroline Mattise, who is LGBTQ.

https://www.queerty.com/students-mock-rival-basketball-player-grindr-taunts-photos-taken-dating-profile-20200309

There are a lot of people here. My niece's boyfriend and nephew visiting. I get anxious just around my mom, sister, grandma, and niece. I need to leave the room and go get something to eat and water. I'm starving and I feel weak and malnourished, dehydrated. But I'm having a panic attack. It doesnt help that I haven't showered in weeks and I stink/am dirty. I don't want anyone to see me or talk to anyone. I don't want to be around anyone. I don't know what to do

I'm not well. I'm having a number of health/body issues that are uncomfortable and I'm too embarrassed to share. I'm 26, uninsured, and have no money. I feel very weak. My head is spinning as I type this and I'm dizzy. It's hard to focus as I type this. I am scared I might have cancer. I can't tell anyone IRL about any of this. I don't talk to anyone about anything and rarely leave the house. I just know I am going to die soon, at a young age having not lived the life Ive always wanted to.

People really don't understand mental illness. I am hurting on the inside. I am disabled. Everything is hard for me. Little things cause me to breakdown and have panic attacks. I've been like this since I was a child and my life has been extremely painful and difficult. Now it's culminated into this. I'm rotting away alone and unable to do anything.

This wasn't everything I wanted to type, but I'm so uncomfortable I can't go on.

I'm really tired of produce and eggs and shit from grocery store. My mom has a really hard time getting me to come out of the room to eat that shit. It all tastes bland and dull to me. However, fast food and restaurant food I like much more. But in general food doesn't excite me. Must be due to my depression.

Justice League Unlimited was GOAT.

Vita_Aeterna posted...

No wonder us Canadians are doing better

https://i.imgur.com/2oOnkaj.jpg

Omg he's so hot

Gay men: "why are all the hot men straight?"

Duh

I'm so depressed. It's just one thing after the other in 2020 and the year has only just begun.

Massive earthquakes in the Caribbean, Australia ablaze, crazy locust swarms in East Africa, deadly flooding in Indonesia, Brazil, etc., new deadly disease sweeping the world, talks of a new World War, etc. etc. etc.

Is this the end? Are we done for?

sLaCkEr408___RJ posted...

I was gonna say I remember gap having this issue as well

This is the ad I was thinking of, but multiple different Old Navy interracial ads have been attacked.

I don't what I did but I just jerked off to gay porn, wiped up, got up and put my undies & shorts back on, went to the bathroom to throw the "evidence" in the toilet. Well I had to piss so I sat down on the toilet and pissed and went a lil bit of poop and all of a sudden I got pain in my right hip/pelvis area or whatever and side. Ugh and it's painful to move in a certain way.

A few weeks ago I had pain in my back which moved to my right rib bone for a couple days.

I think my body is falling apart :(

Fuck that

Yep. They protested Old Navy for having an interracial ad too.

Uber driver tells gay men to stop kissing: Im a Christian!

The driver didn't want two men kissing in her car and said it's because of her deeply held religious beliefs.

An Uber driver asked two men to stop kissing in the back of her car because of her Christian faith.

One of the passengers, Finn Davies, had attended a birthday party on Saturday night at his friends home in London, where he met and flirted with a handsome man who it turned out lived in the same direction as he did.

Early Sunday morning, they decided to share an Uber home.
It was around 3 a.m. when I decided to go home and I suggested to the handsome man that we share an Uber as he had also said he was leaving shortly, too, Davies told Pink News.

The two ended up kissing in the back of the car, and after about a minute, the driver interrupted.

Stop that please, Im a Christian, she said, according to Davies.
Of course, the situation made the passengers feel incredibly uneasy. Her tone was stern but calm, Davies said. We immediately stopped and went silent.

Though the ride was supposed to have two stops, both men got out at the first one, unable to spend any more time in the car.
Feelings of embarrassment, Davies said, had quickly turned to feelings of anger and discomfort.

After it happened, Davies took to Twitter. He wrote: Last night, I got an Uber home with a boy and had a smooch in the back, en route. Mid-smooch the @UberUK driver asked us to stop because she was a Christian. Thats not acceptable, right?!

The driver in question has been with the company for two years and has a 4.93 rating, but Uber, but has spoken out in support of Davies and the other passenger.

What has been described is totally unacceptable, an Uber spokesperson told The Independent. Uber has a zero tolerance policy towards discrimination of any kind and we are currently investigating this incident.

Any driver found to have violated this policy faces permanent deactivation from the app.

Davies spoke with The Independent as well, saying of the driver, I wondered if she stoned adulterers in the street, ate shellfish, or reprimanded people for braiding their hair.

You cant pick and choose what you believe in from the Bible. If you are going to take one thing literally you have to take everything literally. Otherwise you are a bigot hiding behind a book.

Incidents like this one arent all that rare, either. A 2019 study that found Lyft and Uber drivers are almost twice as likely to cancel on passengers with a rainbow flag in their profile than on passengers without one.

https://www.lgbtqnation.com/2020/01/uber-driver-tells-gay-men-stop-kissing-im-christian/

Hope you know there are many innocent falsely accused who sit on death row or spend countless years in jail. We shouldn't be killing the innocent, but we are. There are many cases where the innocent is smeared as guilty. Especially for black men.

I don't think the US government is handling this well at all. Many Americans must be infected by now.

But Meghan and Harry just trying to live their lives is the major problem!

Where were the big artists like Beyonc, Jay-Z, Rihanna, Drake, Taylor Swift, Kendrick Lamar, hell even Post Malone etc.

I imagine ratings were way down. The only pull this year were the new artists - Lil Nas X, Lizzo, Billie Eilish. Oh and Tyler the Creator.

Lana, Lil Nas X, Lizzo robbed.

I hate 2020

Lol Tulsi is a fucking lame ass loser. Anyone who buys her bullshit is a dumbass.

This is so cool. If I was into getting a tattoo I think I'd get a tattoo like this. But I don't want any ink on my body

I can't imagine what the families of the deceased are going through. This is so sad.

Fuck 2020. This is such a horrendous year.

Zikten posted...

CNN just now confirming Gianna

I guess they didn't want to say it till they knew 100% without a doubt

Honestly, CNN was smart for this. There's always a lot of fake news coming out around these tragedies as we saw.

This is more comparable to Aaliyah. These two legends died young by private aircraft crash. RIP

2020 has to be the worst year ever and it's only January still. Fucking crazy.

a-c-a-b posted...

It probably doesn't help that you still dress like an 8 year old.

Leave him alone

What the hell is going on?