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J03can posted...

Ugh im doing bad dudes. Real bad. Its not that i think what this person said was true - its not, and they would have absolutely no way of knowing. Its that someone i decided to spend time with would say something like that to someone in my vulnerable position for no fucking reason. It was simply for the drama. Im so fucking down on myself now. Im not going to hurt myself or anything like that but i feel sick to my stomach. My future is not ok. Im not going to be ok. Its all sadness.

Buddy, you need to calm down.
A buddy told you about a rumor being spread about you and your separated wife.
No one else knows more about what transpired between your wife and yourself but you two.
You didn't start the rumor and most likely she didn't as well.
So there is absolutely nothing to be worried about when it comes to those 5 people simply speculating about shit they know nothing about.

Understand that when these types of negative thoughts come to your mind, don't fuel them with attention.

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J03can posted...

I guess. Just make sure you take care of yourself.

I'm trying my best but if things don't work out, I'd much rather be single than to remain in an unhappy relationship.

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J03can posted...

But really he shouldnt need you around to not drink. That shouldnt hinge on you at all.

That's in a perfect world.
We don't live in a perfect world though and people get lonely and don't always resort to wise alternatives.

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Sariana21 posted...

Whoa, whoa, no! No one is responsible for someone elses alcoholism. Your post has all kinds of red flags. Are you safe? Please do not let anyone convince you that it is your fault he makes bad choices! If this relationship is toxic, you need to leave. If not, then you need to address your own sense of misplaced guilt.
@KINDERFELD

I don't think I'm to blame for my husband's drinking but I do understand that because I'm not there with him, he gets bored and sits on the couch drinking.

I feel bad that I cannot spend more time with him when I really want to.

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J03can posted...

Thats good news. Hopefully that sticks.
Try to spend time together whenever you can even though its hard now. You want to make sure the relationship is still there when youre done school

That's what I'm most fearful of.
That he would get bored of waiting and start seeing someone while I'm at work or school.

Sad thing is you can't put it past anyone to do something like that given enough motivation and reason.

So not only am I overworked from school and my job, I'm also stressed out that my absence may give him reason to cheat.

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I agree.

Funny that you mentioned friends for him to hangout with.
We spoke specifically about that this week and tomorrow he's off and going to go hang with some coworkers.


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J03can posted...

That really sucks, sorry to hear that... what are you going to do?

I asked him to holdout for me. I'll be finished with school this year and have more time to dedicate to him.

I just want him to slow down with the drinking. I really miss doing things with him. He's my best friend.

Talking about it now, I realize how much I am a cause for his drinking. He's home alone every night missing me, I get home from work and school and I'm dead tired, hang on the couch with him for about an hour before going to write papers or go to bed.

I feel like we just live together and pay bills together.

I really want to be done with school already so I can spend more time with him.


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J03can posted...

Could be man... i dont know what to say... it sucks but im looking forward to the future - i havent been single in quite a while so im excited to see where it goes

My husband and I have been together for 15 years and married for 5 years.
We had a perfect relationship till we got married.

Now my husband has turned into an alcoholic who literally gets plastered every night.
We don't argue a lot but we certainly don't spend much time doing things together anymore.

I'm a grad student who also works all the time so that might be mainly why but I've noticed that because I'm gone 7 days a week, he sits at home alone and dinks himself silly.

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That's why I think marriage is a curse.

Your relationship is fine till you tie the knot and put it on paper.

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J Cole- KOD
https://youtu.be/ew7qhDBQcU4

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ElatedVenusaur posted...

David Bowie - Starman

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=tRcPA7Fzebw

It's his birthday today.

The greatest musician to ever grace our time.

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I wish that fashion came back but with a futuristic twist on it.

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Neither my husband nor I can get pregnant.

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Seems like another gimmick so far.

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Hexenherz posted...

So, it installs the Rockstar Games launcher / Social Club, which looks like it's 340 MB of space on its own. It's all fairly transparent though - when you launch the game from Steam you see the RSC splash screen pop up for a few moments and then the game starts. It's not as invasive as Uplay it seems like.

I would say that I got to the second part of the introduction, where it's now snowing and sunny, and things are flickering. At first I thought it was the foggy snow effect, then I thought it was the shadows from the mountain outcroppings and then the whole sky was flickering.

I haven't had a chance to touch it - was on the phone for the past hour or so - but I'm gonna try to disable SLI once I know the game's saved so I don't have to replay all this >_>

Sounds like I should continue to hold out till these issues are fixed.
I know the game is super demanding as is too. I have a gtx 1080ti and if I cannot duplicate the Xbox 1X resolution and graphics settings at 60fps, then its poorly optimized for PCs.

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I have the silver version to this one. In over a year, not one scratch.

Same for the others I have but I wear the silver one the most.

https://www.belk.com/p/movado-mens-bold-chronograph-blue-watch/54002803600403.html#start=43

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Does it require you to launch it through steam then Rockstar to play?

I've been holding out on getting it as I've read about so many issues with the pc version.

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Should have gotten a movado instead.
I have 4 of them. They are near impossible to scratch.

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Fact is, there are more stupid people than intelligent ones in the world.


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Imagine your Christmas present being your impeachment.


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I got drunk and passed out around 10:30 last night.
Woke up this morning and my apartment is a mess.

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Well fucking duh.
Its legal in a lot of states so of course you're going to see a rise in marijuana related illnesses.

Still, this only occurs in a very small percentage of folks.

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Oh lord.
That's exactly why I've literally never finish an Elder Scrolls game even though I've played almost all of them.

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Smash with a treadmill and diet.

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She's actually cute.

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LameFAQs posted...

This is actually my next fitness goal. How strict was your diet for this? I heard abs are made in the kitchen - is this saying true?

Yes!!!
I used a modified paleo diet. I had to watch my sugar intake a great deal as well. The first few weeks were hell and I felt extremely weak. Then afterwards, my energy levels went through the roof.

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Working out to get abs.
Worth every second of it.

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Time to kickback, start gaming and collecting that unemployment check.

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MC_BatCommander posted...

It's getting to the point where all of the main phones are getting rid of it. I'm gonna have no choice but to retire my wired headphones, it fucking sucks and really pisses me off

I'm just gonna keep my S8 till it no longer functions

There is a dongle for headphones so I'm gonna go with that option.

I'm not walking around with anything connected to my skull wirelessly.

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Brolic.

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DuranOfForcena posted...

lmao you don't get to tell me i'm 100% wrong, with no evidence, about something i'm right about and then call anyone else a simpleton

not if you want to be taken seriously by anyone here, that is

You are correct.

Now git!

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Thanksgiving with my husband and my entire family.

Awesome time. Everyone got along and had a wonderful experience.

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Currently replaying the main game so I can level up and start the DLCs.
I know I can skip doing all that and go straight to them but I want to relive the entire experience again.

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DuranOfForcena posted...

@KINDERFELD

so i guess you got nothing then

If you know you're correct, why keep hassling me to prove you wrong?

Are you that much a simpleton?

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Alucard188 posted...

Are you kidding? I've always played them on PC. I have physical copies of the games.

Well if you think the gameplay is stiff on pc, on consoles it feels like Geralt is in molasses.

I just picked up the collection on steam a few days ago. My pc doesn't have a disc drive.

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Alucard188 posted...

The gameplay is hilariously stiff and outdated now, but I thought the story was more focussed, and the world was an excellent representation of how lower class citizens are truly judged and handled. It's still a good game.

What platform are you playing it on?

I first played it on PS4 Pro and the combat felt very stiff indeed.
I'm now replaying it on pc at 60fps and way less input lag and the combat almost feels entirely different.

Its amazing how much a difference 60fps and less input lag can be.

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sometimes

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This happened.

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Republicans are trying their best to overshadow the fact that Trump used his presidential power to affect the outcome of the upcoming 2020 election.

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DuranOfForcena posted...

contestants are not given a study guide or what the categories are or any information about the game they are going to be participating in before the game begins. i don't know where people get these ideas from. they are wrong. contestants are however put through a rigorous try-out process consisting of an online test, in-person test and practice games.

Rachel Lindgren, yeah, she did very well in her regular run and then participated in the most recent tournament of champions.

100% wrong!

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Esports and battle royale games.

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They are literally given the categories to study for prior to the game.

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Ethosian posted...

Yeah, because the GOP are as corrupt as he is and won't allow evidence to be entered into record for the trial

Which is why it will be left up to Americans to decide if he stays another term in the upcoming election.

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She looks like she's 40 though.

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That big gurl deserves RESPECT!

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That ain't mice tc .
Your house is haunted.

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