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Vegy
04/04/24 8:32:30 PM
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hmm? ;;;;o
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stormtrooper634
04/04/24 8:36:54 PM
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This

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KogaSteelfang
04/04/24 8:36:55 PM
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I'm not sure I can recover, even if things change for me.

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super_felicia
04/04/24 8:39:51 PM
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not too bad yet. wait until my only elderly parent dies and I have no house and have to survive alone that I have various feelings of happening

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Phoro
04/04/24 8:41:56 PM
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Bleuets
04/04/24 8:42:00 PM
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Im not alone.
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Ratchetrockon
04/04/24 8:44:18 PM
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Yesss i haven't had close friends in 5 years

I can't even speak properly anymore forreal because of a lack of practice . I'm also more paranoid now too like wtf I don't remember being jumpy around other humans back then but now I am.

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super_felicia
04/04/24 8:56:34 PM
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Ratchetrockon posted...
Yesss i haven't had close friends in 5 years

I can't even speak properly anymore forreal because of a lack of practice . I'm also more paranoid now too like wtf I don't remember being jumpy around other humans back then but now I am.

im a better speaker now than 2 years ago but Im still having room for improvement in my vocal clarity at times

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Ratchetrockon
04/04/24 8:59:46 PM
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super_felicia posted...
im a better speaker now than 2 years ago but Im still having room for improvement in my vocal clarity at times

My voice gets fried up too easily. Also I do lack clarity. Can't speak too loud either because I don't utilize my diaphragm at all.

Using a drive through is stressful for me lmao

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super_felicia
04/04/24 9:06:39 PM
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Ratchetrockon posted...
My voice gets fried up too easily. Also I do lack clarity. Can't speak too loud either because I don't utilize my diaphragm at all.

Using a drive through is stressful for me lmao
I think I have good control of my voice i can talk loud maybe strong if I force it quiet and soft but its just I fumble words way too much cos I overthink I literally know that using my brain and overthinking things telling my voice not to say anything out the ordinary by accident is stopping me but Im too scared of blurting out something crazy from my paranoia I have so its a hopeless battle. I need to let myself speak casual and let my brain subconsciously talk rather than overthink each letter of every word and end up messing up by saying 2 words together which I do quite often

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rexcrk
04/04/24 9:11:18 PM
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Vegy posted...
;;;;o

What is this emoticon supposed to be?

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Ratchetrockon
04/04/24 9:11:56 PM
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super_felicia posted...
I think I have good control of my voice i can talk loud maybe strong if I force it quiet and soft but its just I fumble words way too much cos I overthink I literally know that using my brain and overthinking things telling my voice not to say anything out the ordinary by accident is stopping me but Im too scared of blurting out something crazy from my paranoia I have so its a hopeless battle. I need to let myself speak casual and let my brain subconsciously talk rather than overthink each letter of every word and end up messing up by saying 2 words together which I do quite often
Ok yeah that sounds tough. Do you speak often throughout the day atm?


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R1masher
04/04/24 9:13:53 PM
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No, Ive just started exploring my belly button

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super_felicia
04/04/24 9:20:46 PM
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Ratchetrockon posted...
Ok yeah that sounds tough. Do you speak often throughout the day atm?
Not really nowadays right now cos Im on an Easter break but Ive been doing college and I talk to the teachers a decent amount of the day, I dont stumble my words as often as when I was going through a phase where I was incredibly mentally paranoid that set me in a psych ward for a bit 7 years ago I was so bad at talking back then I literally give up hope on interacting cos of how depressed I was which caused me to not talk for multiple days then I just had to get back good at speaking again when I got out of it. I am fragile minded as hell so to go back on original topic I am begging my mind to not lose it over something actually majorly troublesome of my parent dying soon and not paranoid thoughts in my head that werent even accurate to anything

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GrandConjuraton
04/04/24 9:32:46 PM
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It used to be the main thing that drove me and the depression that's ran most of my life, but I've come to realize that's not really what the real issue was. Sure, I would still love to have friends and a social life, but... that's not what the issue at heart has been. It's my constant need for stimulation of some kind (which has also fueled my problem with my eating disorder, or with gambling), and the constant need for attention has been a stemming issue from it. I've come to blame it more on ADHD, which I am pursuing help for.

So D.

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Ratchetrockon
04/04/24 9:36:09 PM
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super_felicia posted...
Not really nowadays right now cos Im on an Easter break but Ive been doing college and I talk to the teachers a decent amount of the day, I dont stumble my words as often as when I was going through a phase where I was incredibly mentally paranoid that set me in a psych ward for a bit 7 years ago I was so bad at talking back then I literally give up hope on interacting cos of how depressed I was which caused me to not talk for multiple days then I just had to get back good at speaking again when I got out of it. I am fragile minded as hell so to go back on original topic I am begging my mind to not lose it over something actually majorly troublesome of my parent dying soon and not paranoid thoughts in my head that werent even accurate to anything


It's good that you are getting better. I thought your voice was good in the vocaroo topics tbh. I was able to understand what you were saying without any trouble.

also the thing with your parent sounds depressing. I hope you pull through

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super_felicia
04/04/24 9:42:17 PM
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Ratchetrockon posted...
It's good that you are getting better. I thought your voice was good in the vocaroo topics tbh. I was able to understand what you were saying without any trouble.

also the thing with your parent sounds depressing. I hope you pull through
Thank you I have to admit Im quite a bit better talking if I have the words in front of me its just conversation where I screw up cos Im thinking off the top of my head and thats where the problems start with what I just said

my nana has no active health problems that could kill her but she keeps saying about me bucking up cos shes getting older in her 70s and I have to get independent. I can do all the vital things its just Im concerned about how Ill handle living by myself potentially cos it is a bit more work by yourself than with 3 people living together


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boomgetchopped3
04/04/24 9:52:22 PM
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Cobra1010
04/04/24 9:57:12 PM
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It comes and goes. Right now im listening to some epic music so i feel pretty good atm.

https://youtu.be/WdGRo38Wc0c?feature=shared

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Glob
04/04/24 9:58:35 PM
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Bleuets posted...
Im not alone.

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Vegy
04/05/24 11:12:42 AM
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Yea CE counts tbh

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Bass
04/05/24 11:14:25 AM
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I've been alone so long I'm not sure I really even care anymore.

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Link_of_time
04/05/24 11:46:07 AM
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I've long been acclimated to it
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