Poll of the Day > How is your Monday? I spent my day wanting to hurt myself emotionally.

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So I'm going through videos and gifs and photos and listening to sad music and causing myself distress.
How are you on this very stupid day?

worked for a bit, ate some taco bell

it was ok

Not great. My bus decided to run several minutes early this morning so I had to take an Uber to work. I also put a new keyblade keychain on my ker ring and it didn't even last until I got to work; I have no idea when or where it broke off.

keyblader1985 posted...

Not great. My bus decided to run several minutes early this morning so I had to take an Uber to work. I also put a new keyblade keychain on my ker ring and it didn't even last until I got to work; I have no idea when or where it broke off.

That is pretty shitty :(
You have a picture from the product page or anything?

WorstOfAll posted...

So I'm going through videos and gifs and photos and listening to sad music and causing myself distress.
How are you on this very stupid day?

Listen to some Drums - Portmanteau, and have a good cry. All the best!

WorstOfAll posted...

stupid day

I had the day off today. I woke up extremely sleep-deprived, partially because of my landlord and his wife making so much noise. I had little to do today, other than take out the trash. I usually take my trash out to a nearby public dumpster, so that I need not trouble the lot I am renting from. But then I had a series of embarrassing mishaps on the way. It's snowing like mad in Nevada at the mo'; it is not weather climate with which I am well-acquainted. I slipped and fell on ice on my way to my car, and then a nearby neighbor of the landlord's told me to walk on the snow. His advice was greatly appreciated, but I could not help but feel embarrassed and foolish all the same. When I started my car, I found that I was unable to drive it out of the snow into which it had been lodged. A frustrating endeavor for me, indeed. To this end, I returned to my landlord's, and asked for help (I very much hate doing this) in contacting someone who could remove the snow from around my car. He then took out a snow shovel, and then he and the neighbor from earlier helped me drive out of the curb at which I was parked. I tossed my trash into the public dumpster as I had planned, then returned. After I parked in that same spot --- for no other spots were available, you see --- I found that I was once more unable to drive out of the curb. Some passersby pointed at me, giving me odd looks, once more increasing my anxiety and embarrassment. On my way to retrieve my landlord's snow shovel, I couldn't help but feel that the neighbor who had helped earlier was whispering darkly at me. Then his dog broke free of his control, and chased me, but not before he could call him back, to my great relief. After having cleared what I hope is a clear path out the curb, I returned to the room I was renting, where I slept for nearly an hour. As I prepared my usual dinner, consisting of eggs and rice, I thought back on the worries that had helped induce slumber. I realized that I care far too much about how others see me, and that as it is well beyond my control, I would do well to put it from my mind. Of course, as I contemplated later, I would soon slip into my unhealthy thought patterns. I now contemplate on feeling unaccomplished in life, of feeling lonely, of rarely being heard in my past life. I think about the projects that I had set for myself, of how I had not made any progress on any of them today, since I was feeling too tired to get started on any of them. In short, this wasn't one of my better days. Nowadays, in my solitude, I find myself childishly longing to be hugged.

EclairReturns posted...

I had the day off today. I woke up extremely sleep-deprived, partially because of my landlord and his wife making so much noise. I had little to do today, other than take out the trash. I usually take my trash out to a nearby public dumpster, so that I need not trouble the lot I am renting from. But then I had a series of embarrassing mishaps on the way. It's snowing like mad in Nevada at the mo'; it is not weather climate with which I am well-acquainted. I slipped and fell on ice on my way to my car, and then a nearby neighbor of the landlord's told me to walk on the snow. His advice was greatly appreciated, but I could not help but feel embarrassed and foolish all the same. When I started my car, I found that I was unable to drive it out of the snow into which it had been lodged. A frustrating endeavor for me, indeed. To this end, I returned to my landlord's, and asked for help (I very much hate doing this) in contacting someone who could remove the snow from around my car. He then took out a snow shovel, and then he and the neighbor from earlier helped me drive out of the curb at which I was parked. I tossed my trash into the public dumpster as I had planned, then returned. After I parked in that same spot --- for no other spots were available, you see --- I found that I was once more unable to drive out of the curb. Some passersby pointed at me, giving me odd looks, once more increasing my anxiety and embarrassment. On my way to retrieve my landlord's snow shovel, I couldn't help but feel that the neighbor who had helped earlier was whispering darkly at me. Then his dog broke free of his control, and chased me, but not before he could call him back, to my great relief. After having cleared what I hope is a clear path out the curb, I returned to the room I was renting, where I slept for nearly an hour. As I prepared my usual dinner, consisting of eggs and rice, I thought back on the worries that had helped induce slumber. I realized that I care far too much about how others see me, and that as it is well beyond my control, I would do well to put it from my mind. Of course, as I contemplated later, I would soon slip into my unhealthy thought patterns. I now contemplate on feeling unaccomplished in life, of feeling lonely, of rarely being heard in my past life. I think about the projects that I had set for myself, of how I had not made any progress on any of them today, since I was feeling too tired to get started on any of them. In short, this wasn't one of my better days. Nowadays, in my solitude, I childishly long to be hugged.

jesus christ bro

It stormed like a big dog here. Lots of rain, flooding, tornadoes touching down and power outages. So I just stayed in.

Had the day off. Woke up at like 1 pm, spent most of the day being lazy, then I cleaned the apartment. I've still got plants to water, but I'm eating dinner right now, so that will come later.

I got stoned last night. Slept all day. Woke up and make cheesy chicken and mac, and watched some Netflix.

Going to play some borderlands 2 and get stoned in a bit.

I made homemade pizza today, it's getting better each time and I'm really enjoying it.

shadowsword87 posted...

I made homemade pizza today, it's getting better each time and I'm really enjoying it.

Do you make your own dough and sauce?

ZangsBeard posted...

Do you make your own dough and sauce?

Yup, I found a decent recipe online for the dough, and the sauce is easy enough to whip up with tomato sauce around.

shadowsword87 posted...

Yup, I found a decent recipe online for the dough, and the sauce is easy enough to whip up with tomato sauce around.

Yeah, that's what we used to do. Haven't in a few years though.

I kind of want to do it again...

Talking to psychopathic troll-face-looking motherfuckers on the internet who are probably mocking me personally, which reminds me weirdly enough of the better bullies that picked on me in high school, who would masterfully gaslight their victims into thinking they were acting normal.

I am more miserable than I have ever been in my life, my mental state is in tatters and I can't access any medication for another month because our country is run by rich pigs and the hicks they brainwash. Been thinking about buying a gun for self-defense.

That got pretty dark... Jesus

Probably a wise idea you deleted that. Don't do anything too stupid homie.