Current Events > Intrusive thoughts suck. What ugly shit do you imagine?

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I wonder if im fucked up in the head or if everyone else thinks this way.

Do you guys imagine nasty things like people's buttholes that you'd never want to see, but your mind is out of control and it just forces you?

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I'd get banned if I posted my intrusive thoughts.

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Uggg, Im picturing your butthole now, why is it so lumpy and red?

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AzurexNightmare posted...

I wonder if im fucked up in the head or if everyone else thinks this way.

Do you guys imagine nasty things like people's buttholes that you'd never want to see, but your mind is out of control and it just forces you?

If imagining people's buttholes is wrong I don't wanna be right.

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DK9292 posted...

I'd get banned if I posted my intrusive thoughts.

Same. For suuuureeee. Without a doubt.

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All of my weird intrusive thoughts are like 'what would happen if I just drove into this truck coming' or other things that would lead to clear injury.

I think it's why I am terrified of heights in a way.

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As a teen, I thought it was a really good idea to see as much fucked up shit as possible. I thought desensitization would filter emotional biases out of sense-making, and it would keep me "honest", not too sheltered.

Now sometimes I just imagine horrifying shit out of nowhere, that is, statistically, certain to be happening to at least a few thousand people at any given time. I was partially right: It does keep me from being complacent, from thinking "everything is okay", but I don't think I'll ever feel true peace of mind again. Partly responsible for my insomnia. Basically inflicted a form of PTSD on myself, as fucking stupid as that sounds.

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DuranOfForcena posted...

i assign all my intrusive thoughts to what used to be my childhood imaginary friend, Rudolph the Red-Nose Gremlin (or Rudy for short), so i can call him out for saying and thinking such weird shit and tell him to knock that shit off

I need to appoint someone like this.

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