Current Events > That was a weird suspension for me.

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Didn't think the topic I made last week would result in a suspension. I suppose the mods just didn't want another user egging me on even though the topic was largely positive and supportive. Apologies if I worried anyone. I would not say that I am fine but I am alive so that's something. Had a crazy week.

A girl I am interested in asked me to give her a ride to her friend's house a few nights ago. She's way out of my league since she's an actual model. I agreed and picked her up from her house. On the way there, I took a leap of faith and asked if she wanted to make out with me in the backseat of my car in an empty parking lot. She had been flirting with me in the messages all day so I figured that I would try. She agreed. It escalated into sex. I did not have a condom so I ended up going in raw which was probably a mistake. babynames.com. The plan is for us to have sex again later this week. I think she likes me because the very next day, I spent some time with her at her place and she was rubbing her hands all over me and kissing me. She also wants to meet my family. I might try for the relationship. We'll see. If it happens, I'll definitely post pics of us together.

Other than that, school is school. I've taken steps to dealing with mental health and trauma from my past. It's a work in progress but I hope to grow as a person and become better. I probably won't post much for a while but I'll be around. Thanks for the support.

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