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Shablagoo
08/03/20 12:43:44 AM
#102:


ReggieBush09 posted...
I"m on a manic high.

nice. I mean, not that nice. Its nice during but feels scary afterwards, for me at least.

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TheOrgyPorgy
08/03/20 11:32:47 AM
#103:


manic hispanic in the attic

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Paper_Okami
08/03/20 3:53:36 PM
#104:


had nausea the last couple days

but this is the first time i threw up

just before i'm supposed to call my therapist

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ReggieBush09
08/03/20 5:29:28 PM
#105:


Hello darkness my old friend.

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FarmDog
08/03/20 11:09:17 PM
#106:


Havent stepped outside once since 2019.
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p-m
08/03/20 11:25:32 PM
#107:


I thought I was doing OK but the last week has been a real low one for me.

A lot of it is situational but when my situation starts to suck it's so easy for the big bad depression to take hold.

I'm really struggling with my non mental health issues. Partial seizures multiple times a day usually in the form of deja-vu, sometimes coming in waves one after the other. Makes me tired and miserable. Sinus problems that I'm waiting for surgery on, but with the coronavirus I've no idea when that will be. I'm in a lot of pain.

My partner is bedbound and I'm essentially their carer, I'm so glad to be with them and love them so much but I get worried and scared about things getting worse. Seeing them struggle with their own depression from being so disabled is hard and sets mine off.

I feel very low and I keep crying. I want to sleep all day but I've got a family to take care of. I'm scared of my mind getting too dark again.

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GoodOlJr
08/03/20 11:27:47 PM
#108:


p-m posted...
I thought I was doing OK but the last week has been a real low one for me.

A lot of it is situational but when my situation starts to suck it's so easy for the big bad depression to take hold.

I'm really struggling with my non mental health issues. Partial seizures multiple times a day usually in the form of deja-vu, sometimes coming in waves one after the other. Makes me tired and miserable. Sinus problems that I'm waiting for surgery on, but with the coronavirus I've no idea when that will be. I'm in a lot of pain.

My partner is bedbound and I'm essentially their carer, I'm so glad to be with them and love them so much but I get worried and scared about things getting worse. Seeing them struggle with their own depression from being so disabled is hard and sets mine off.

I feel very low and I keep crying. I want to sleep all day but I've got a family to take care of. I'm scared of my mind getting too dark again.


Does anything help?
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p-m
08/03/20 11:31:32 PM
#109:


GoodOlJr posted...
Does anything help?
I'm medicated for depression and preventing psychotic episodes, I'm sure without that I'd be a lot worse.

Watching movies and reading is the main thing that cheers me up.

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GoodOlJr
08/03/20 11:33:09 PM
#110:


p-m posted...

I'm medicated for depression and preventing psychotic episodes, I'm sure without that I'd be a lot worse.

Watching movies and reading is the main thing that cheers me up.


I dont really want to ever get diagnosed or take a pill every day

But I have symptoms
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p-m
08/03/20 11:39:11 PM
#111:


GoodOlJr posted...
I dont really want to ever get diagnosed or take a pill every day

But I have symptoms
I went to my first psychiatrist appointment when I was 5 years old for hallucinations and delusions and generally being withdrawn. Didn't get medication or a diagnosis of anything until later, I've been on some type of antidepressant for most of the last 17 years. It's not that bad having to take medication, it's just part of my routine now.

If you have symptoms and they're troubling you it's worth talking to someone professional about it. I'm lucky in a way being in a country where I don't have to pay to get help and I'm eligible for free medication. I get financial issues could put people off seeking help.

Most people seem to agree that a combination of therapy and medication works better than medication alone, a lot of doctors will just put you on antidepressants and not really follow it up unfortunately.

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Shablagoo
08/04/20 12:33:39 AM
#112:


Im supposed to get something tomorrow that Ive never tried before.

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Paper_Okami
08/04/20 2:49:45 AM
#113:


talked to my therapist today i could go get a K injection possibly at a hospital
or some kind of electro thing (not electro shock therapy)

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SmidgeIsntBack
08/05/20 1:30:00 PM
#114:


Paper_Okami posted...
talked to my therapist today i could go get a K injection possibly at a hospital
or some kind of electro thing (not electro shock therapy)

TMS?

Apparently TMS has good results with depression, but it didn't help me much, if at all.

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Paper_Okami
08/05/20 11:26:05 PM
#115:


SmidgeIsntBack posted...
TMS?

Apparently TMS has good results with depression, but it didn't help me much, if at all.

yes

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Paper_Okami
08/07/20 2:19:09 AM
#116:


i wish i could erase most of my memories

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=QBaxbFKCgjw

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Paper_Okami
08/07/20 3:49:49 AM
#118:


i ruminate so bad about so many things, it's unbearable

i can see a million things in any kind of media, that remind me of something else and it's awful and i frequently can't enjoy shit


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TheOrgyPorgy
08/07/20 4:32:59 PM
#119:


Depression is part of this mentally unbalanced breakfast

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CarrieChan
08/07/20 5:32:13 PM
#120:


Popcorn
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TheOrgyPorgy
08/08/20 4:22:52 PM
#121:


Shrimp

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TheOrgyPorgy
08/08/20 11:18:43 PM
#122:


UnavoidableSadness4Lyfe

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AloneIBreak
08/08/20 11:23:19 PM
#123:


TooLateToGoBack posted...
look into wellbutrin
When I was in high school, I had the perfect antidepressant combination for me. It was Zoloft and Welbutrin. Naturally, one of the more rare side effects of Welbutrin is seizure and guess what? Yup, had a seizure while playing video games at my parents computer desk, fell off my chair, and got a concussion on the hard wood floor. It's been a struggle to find anything as good since.

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TheOrgyPorgy
08/09/20 10:15:46 AM
#125:


crunchyroll

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AlisLandale
08/09/20 10:19:24 AM
#126:


Captain_Qwark posted...
Any good anime on netflix? Wanna veg out tonight

Cardcaptor Sakura

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TheOrgyPorgy
08/09/20 6:42:28 PM
#127:


What's goin ooooooonnnn

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Shablagoo
08/09/20 6:51:53 PM
#128:


Might be homeless soon, oops:/

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EverDownward
08/09/20 7:07:06 PM
#129:




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AlisLandale
08/09/20 8:50:32 PM
#130:


Shablagoo posted...
Might be homeless soon, oops:/

That sucks. Do you mind sharing what happened?

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Vladimir
08/09/20 8:57:00 PM
#131:


Hey, can I join?
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inloveanddeath0
08/09/20 8:58:28 PM
#132:


Vladimir posted...
Hey, can I join?
That's the positive thing about this topic. No requirements out of having depression but you can be the upbeat supportive type too

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JimCarrysToe
08/09/20 10:29:21 PM
#133:


https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=CYznmt_nN8o

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Shablagoo
08/09/20 10:35:04 PM
#134:


AlisLandale posted...
That sucks. Do you mind sharing what happened?

Just my benefactor has turned on me out of the blue. Ill update tomorrow if I find out more about whats gonna happen. Thanks for asking.

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YUGIOHH
08/10/20 9:52:26 AM
#135:


Do you guys think coming to CE helps out with the depression?
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SmidgeIsntBack
08/10/20 9:54:31 AM
#136:


YUGIOHH posted...
Do you guys think coming to CE helps out with the depression?

Closing this tab always leads to the best and most productive parts of my day.

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YUGIOHH
08/10/20 9:55:22 AM
#137:


SmidgeIsntBack posted...
Closing this tab always leads to the best and most productive parts of my day.
So you come here just to leave to feel better?
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SmidgeIsntBack
08/10/20 10:22:11 AM
#138:


Sure let's go with that.

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CarrieChan
08/10/20 1:43:31 PM
#140:


Who self deleted post 139?
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TheOrgyPorgy
08/10/20 1:54:44 PM
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DarthAragorn
08/11/20 2:46:07 PM
#143:


I'm rapidly approaching rock bottom

I'm 26 and still live with my parents because I'm still in college like a fucking loser because I dropped out the first time, so I can't afford to live on my own, I have no friends because again fucking loser that dropped out of college and my already poor social skills completely vanished in that time, and will never have any form of relationship because of all of the above

there's no end in sight despite me being done with my bachelor's after this upcoming semester because I'm not at all confident in getting a job with just a bachelor's and I really fucking don't want to be stuck in college for another year
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FarmDog
08/12/20 12:15:07 AM
#144:


DarthAragorn posted...
I'm rapidly approaching rock bottom

I'm 26 and still live with my parents because I'm still in college like a fucking loser because I dropped out the first time, so I can't afford to live on my own, I have no friends because again fucking loser that dropped out of college and my already poor social skills completely vanished in that time, and will never have any form of relationship because of all of the above

there's no end in sight despite me being done with my bachelor's after this upcoming semester because I'm not at all confident in getting a job with just a bachelor's and I really fucking don't want to be stuck in college for another year

I feel ya. Im older and I still live with my parents. Im a highschool dropout. Never had a job or car and I never been in a relationship. My mental health is dreadfully awful. Its not my fault though. I didnt choose this path.

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Shablagoo
08/12/20 12:24:32 AM
#145:


I know it sucks being in the shit situations were in and having the shit lives weve had, but it could be a lot worse. At least were not actively causing harm to others. Think about all the people who have been successful in life and yet have hurt so many others. Take comfort in the fact that we are meek and self-reflective. There is something very honorable about that.

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DarthAragorn
08/12/20 12:33:46 AM
#147:


Captain_Qwark posted...
DarthAragorn posted...
I'm rapidly approaching rock bottom

I'm 26 and still live with my parents because I'm still in college like a fucking loser because I dropped out the first time, so I can't afford to live on my own, I have no friends because again fucking loser that dropped out of college and my already poor social skills completely vanished in that time, and will never have any form of relationship because of all of the above

there's no end in sight despite me being done with my bachelor's after this upcoming semester because I'm not at all confident in getting a job with just a bachelor's and I really fucking don't want to be stuck in college for another year

Are the salary prospects good for the field you're going into?

I'm super in school debt and moved to a town where I don't know anybody for a job. And this career pays peanuts.

Accounting so yeah

But mostly for CPAs and I'd have to do more schooling for that
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Shablagoo
08/12/20 9:58:22 AM
#149:


dolomedes posted...
woke up hateful today. i don't wanna interact with another human ever again. >:[

love u man. we share an affinity for spiders. i have like 5 in my room now and a few in the bathroom. : )

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Eliza-Schuyler
08/12/20 10:32:24 AM
#151:


im so tired for no reason

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JimCarrysToe
08/12/20 3:03:25 PM
#152:


When you're trying to sleep and all your brain wants to do is tell you all the things you did wrong that day.

v_v,

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