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Shablagoo 08/03/20 12:43:44 AM #102: |
ReggieBush09 posted...
I"m on a manic high. nice. I mean, not that nice. Its nice during but feels scary afterwards, for me at least. --- No Venezuelan fishermen ever called me a Bernie Bro. ... Copied to Clipboard!
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TheOrgyPorgy 08/03/20 11:32:47 AM #103: |
manic hispanic in the attic
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Paper_Okami 08/03/20 3:53:36 PM #104: |
had nausea the last couple days
but this is the first time i threw up just before i'm supposed to call my therapist --- "Conceit, arrogance and egotism are the essentials of patriotism"- Emma Goldman "Wimmy Wham Wham Wozzle!" -Slurms MacKenzie ... Copied to Clipboard!
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ReggieBush09 08/03/20 5:29:28 PM #105: |
Hello darkness my old friend.
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FarmDog 08/03/20 11:09:17 PM #106: |
Havent stepped outside once since 2019.
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p-m 08/03/20 11:25:32 PM #107: |
I thought I was doing OK but the last week has been a real low one for me.
A lot of it is situational but when my situation starts to suck it's so easy for the big bad depression to take hold. I'm really struggling with my non mental health issues. Partial seizures multiple times a day usually in the form of deja-vu, sometimes coming in waves one after the other. Makes me tired and miserable. Sinus problems that I'm waiting for surgery on, but with the coronavirus I've no idea when that will be. I'm in a lot of pain. My partner is bedbound and I'm essentially their carer, I'm so glad to be with them and love them so much but I get worried and scared about things getting worse. Seeing them struggle with their own depression from being so disabled is hard and sets mine off. I feel very low and I keep crying. I want to sleep all day but I've got a family to take care of. I'm scared of my mind getting too dark again. --- 00000000000000000 ... Copied to Clipboard!
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GoodOlJr 08/03/20 11:27:47 PM #108: |
p-m posted...
I thought I was doing OK but the last week has been a real low one for me. Does anything help? --- http://farm4.staticflickr.com/3475/3291766630_b434e97925.jpg 3DS: 1005-8921-6109 ... Copied to Clipboard!
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p-m 08/03/20 11:31:32 PM #109: |
GoodOlJr posted...
Does anything help?I'm medicated for depression and preventing psychotic episodes, I'm sure without that I'd be a lot worse. Watching movies and reading is the main thing that cheers me up. --- 00000000000000000 ... Copied to Clipboard!
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GoodOlJr 08/03/20 11:33:09 PM #110: |
p-m posted...
I dont really want to ever get diagnosed or take a pill every day But I have symptoms --- http://farm4.staticflickr.com/3475/3291766630_b434e97925.jpg 3DS: 1005-8921-6109 ... Copied to Clipboard!
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p-m 08/03/20 11:39:11 PM #111: |
GoodOlJr posted...
I dont really want to ever get diagnosed or take a pill every dayI went to my first psychiatrist appointment when I was 5 years old for hallucinations and delusions and generally being withdrawn. Didn't get medication or a diagnosis of anything until later, I've been on some type of antidepressant for most of the last 17 years. It's not that bad having to take medication, it's just part of my routine now. If you have symptoms and they're troubling you it's worth talking to someone professional about it. I'm lucky in a way being in a country where I don't have to pay to get help and I'm eligible for free medication. I get financial issues could put people off seeking help. Most people seem to agree that a combination of therapy and medication works better than medication alone, a lot of doctors will just put you on antidepressants and not really follow it up unfortunately. --- 00000000000000000 ... Copied to Clipboard!
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Shablagoo 08/04/20 12:33:39 AM #112: |
Im supposed to get something tomorrow that Ive never tried before.
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Paper_Okami 08/04/20 2:49:45 AM #113: |
talked to my therapist today i could go get a K injection possibly at a hospital
or some kind of electro thing (not electro shock therapy) --- "Conceit, arrogance and egotism are the essentials of patriotism"- Emma Goldman "Wimmy Wham Wham Wozzle!" -Slurms MacKenzie ... Copied to Clipboard!
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SmidgeIsntBack 08/05/20 1:30:00 PM #114: |
Paper_Okami posted...
talked to my therapist today i could go get a K injection possibly at a hospital TMS? Apparently TMS has good results with depression, but it didn't help me much, if at all. --- Podcast and Audiobook Board https://www.gamefaqs.com/boards/1364- View my ASCII art and others' at https://gfascii.art/ ... Copied to Clipboard!
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Paper_Okami 08/05/20 11:26:05 PM #115: |
SmidgeIsntBack posted...
TMS? yes --- "Conceit, arrogance and egotism are the essentials of patriotism"- Emma Goldman "Wimmy Wham Wham Wozzle!" -Slurms MacKenzie ... Copied to Clipboard!
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Paper_Okami 08/07/20 2:19:09 AM #116: |
i wish i could erase most of my memories
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=QBaxbFKCgjw --- "Conceit, arrogance and egotism are the essentials of patriotism"- Emma Goldman "Wimmy Wham Wham Wozzle!" -Slurms MacKenzie ... Copied to Clipboard!
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Paper_Okami 08/07/20 3:49:49 AM #118: |
i ruminate so bad about so many things, it's unbearable
i can see a million things in any kind of media, that remind me of something else and it's awful and i frequently can't enjoy shit --- "Conceit, arrogance and egotism are the essentials of patriotism"- Emma Goldman "Wimmy Wham Wham Wozzle!" -Slurms MacKenzie ... Copied to Clipboard!
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TheOrgyPorgy 08/07/20 4:32:59 PM #119: |
Depression is part of this mentally unbalanced breakfast
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CarrieChan 08/07/20 5:32:13 PM #120: |
Popcorn
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TheOrgyPorgy 08/08/20 4:22:52 PM #121: |
Shrimp
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TheOrgyPorgy 08/08/20 11:18:43 PM #122: |
UnavoidableSadness4Lyfe
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AloneIBreak 08/08/20 11:23:19 PM #123: |
TooLateToGoBack posted...
look into wellbutrinWhen I was in high school, I had the perfect antidepressant combination for me. It was Zoloft and Welbutrin. Naturally, one of the more rare side effects of Welbutrin is seizure and guess what? Yup, had a seizure while playing video games at my parents computer desk, fell off my chair, and got a concussion on the hard wood floor. It's been a struggle to find anything as good since. --- "Brief and powerless is Man's life; on him and all his race the slow, sure doom falls pitiless and dark." ... Copied to Clipboard!
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TheOrgyPorgy 08/09/20 10:15:46 AM #125: |
crunchyroll
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AlisLandale 08/09/20 10:19:24 AM #126: |
Captain_Qwark posted...
Any good anime on netflix? Wanna veg out tonight Cardcaptor Sakura --- #1 Kaiju Fangirl ^_^ https://imgur.com/mptS9Qj ... Copied to Clipboard!
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TheOrgyPorgy 08/09/20 6:42:28 PM #127: |
What's goin ooooooonnnn
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Shablagoo 08/09/20 6:51:53 PM #128: |
Might be homeless soon, oops:/
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EverDownward 08/09/20 7:07:06 PM #129: |
--- take me somewhere nice "Miss, can you tell me your address? I need an address...I need an address, so we can send help." ... Copied to Clipboard!
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AlisLandale 08/09/20 8:50:32 PM #130: |
Shablagoo posted...
Might be homeless soon, oops:/ That sucks. Do you mind sharing what happened? --- #1 Kaiju Fangirl ^_^ https://imgur.com/mptS9Qj ... Copied to Clipboard!
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Vladimir 08/09/20 8:57:00 PM #131: |
Hey, can I join?
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inloveanddeath0 08/09/20 8:58:28 PM #132: |
Vladimir posted...
Hey, can I join?That's the positive thing about this topic. No requirements out of having depression but you can be the upbeat supportive type too --- ... Copied to Clipboard!
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JimCarrysToe 08/09/20 10:29:21 PM #133: |
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=CYznmt_nN8o
--- Ain't no t*ts on an almond. ''Three years of math trying to flat earth logic my way out of having a micro penis...'' -CanuckCowboy ... Copied to Clipboard!
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Shablagoo 08/09/20 10:35:04 PM #134: |
AlisLandale posted...
That sucks. Do you mind sharing what happened? Just my benefactor has turned on me out of the blue. Ill update tomorrow if I find out more about whats gonna happen. Thanks for asking. --- No Venezuelan fishermen ever called me a Bernie Bro. ... Copied to Clipboard!
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YUGIOHH 08/10/20 9:52:26 AM #135: |
Do you guys think coming to CE helps out with the depression?
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SmidgeIsntBack 08/10/20 9:54:31 AM #136: |
YUGIOHH posted...
Do you guys think coming to CE helps out with the depression? Closing this tab always leads to the best and most productive parts of my day. --- Podcast and Audiobook Board https://www.gamefaqs.com/boards/1364- View my ASCII art and others' at https://gfascii.art/ ... Copied to Clipboard!
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YUGIOHH 08/10/20 9:55:22 AM #137: |
SmidgeIsntBack posted...
Closing this tab always leads to the best and most productive parts of my day.So you come here just to leave to feel better? ... Copied to Clipboard!
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SmidgeIsntBack 08/10/20 10:22:11 AM #138: |
Sure let's go with that.
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CarrieChan 08/10/20 1:43:31 PM #140: |
Who self deleted post 139?
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TheOrgyPorgy 08/10/20 1:54:44 PM #141: |
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DarthAragorn 08/11/20 2:46:07 PM #143: |
I'm rapidly approaching rock bottom
I'm 26 and still live with my parents because I'm still in college like a fucking loser because I dropped out the first time, so I can't afford to live on my own, I have no friends because again fucking loser that dropped out of college and my already poor social skills completely vanished in that time, and will never have any form of relationship because of all of the above there's no end in sight despite me being done with my bachelor's after this upcoming semester because I'm not at all confident in getting a job with just a bachelor's and I really fucking don't want to be stuck in college for another year ... Copied to Clipboard!
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FarmDog 08/12/20 12:15:07 AM #144: |
DarthAragorn posted...
I'm rapidly approaching rock bottom I feel ya. Im older and I still live with my parents. Im a highschool dropout. Never had a job or car and I never been in a relationship. My mental health is dreadfully awful. Its not my fault though. I didnt choose this path. ... Copied to Clipboard!
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Shablagoo 08/12/20 12:24:32 AM #145: |
I know it sucks being in the shit situations were in and having the shit lives weve had, but it could be a lot worse. At least were not actively causing harm to others. Think about all the people who have been successful in life and yet have hurt so many others. Take comfort in the fact that we are meek and self-reflective. There is something very honorable about that.
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DarthAragorn 08/12/20 12:33:46 AM #147: |
Captain_Qwark posted...
DarthAragorn posted...I'm rapidly approaching rock bottom Accounting so yeah But mostly for CPAs and I'd have to do more schooling for that ... Copied to Clipboard!
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Shablagoo 08/12/20 9:58:22 AM #149: |
dolomedes posted...
woke up hateful today. i don't wanna interact with another human ever again. >:[ love u man. we share an affinity for spiders. i have like 5 in my room now and a few in the bathroom. : ) --- No Venezuelan fishermen ever called me a Bernie Bro. ... Copied to Clipboard!
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Eliza-Schuyler 08/12/20 10:32:24 AM #151: |
im so tired for no reason
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JimCarrysToe 08/12/20 3:03:25 PM #152: |
When you're trying to sleep and all your brain wants to do is tell you all the things you did wrong that day.
v_v, --- Ain't no t*ts on an almond. ''Three years of math trying to flat earth logic my way out of having a micro penis...'' -CanuckCowboy ... Copied to Clipboard!
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