Current Events > I can't stop throwing up. How do I fix this

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For two years I've suffered from a vicious eating disorder where I binge eat a shit ton of food and purge it by forcing myself to throw up. I'm told that I tend to stress eat a lot, but really I've just historically been a fat ass who stuffed his face. Now, I have to stay in shape because I'm trying to join the military and rotc, and I just can't control myself man. It fucking sucks now, because I live all alone in this shitty dorm thousands of miles away from my family and I don't have a meal plan because the stupid ass virus shut the campus down so now I have to essentially self fund my eating disorder. I just buy shit, shove it down my fat face and throw it all up in my own bathroom that I have to clean up now. This week alone, I spent $100 exclusively on fast food which I threw up.

and it just sucks so much donkey dick. My stomach is in knots and constantly hurting because I've doing this shit for over two years now. I have marks on my index finger's knuckle from the acid, and my body just constantly feels like miserable shit now. What do I do man? I just don't know what to do anymore. No matter how much I try to resist, I just can't submerge the urge. Fuck

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Have you seen a doctor?

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You probably need professional help, pretty sure no one on CE has the answer.

Seen anyone about OCD?

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Bro, you're not getting into the army if you have bulimia. See a therapist.

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you probably need inpatient help at this point

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Evening_Dragon posted...

Bro, you're not getting into the army if you have bulimia. See a therapist.

Yeah this, there's extensive medical testing and mental evaluation before they even let you in. I know from personal experience, I served 4 years. I was really surprised by how many people got rejected.

Like everyone is saying, this isn't a CE issue, and no one here is qualified to assist you. Find a professional and get some therapy and advice from someone who knows what they are talking about.

Good luck to you

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Arent you the guy who was in love with his aunt and posted pictures of her butt on here?

MabusIncarnate posted...

Yeah this, there's extensive medical testing and mental evaluation before they even let you in. I know from personal experience, I served 4 years. I was really surprised by how many people got rejected.

Like everyone is saying, this isn't a CE issue, and no one here is qualified to assist you. Find a professional and get some therapy and advice from someone who knows what they are talking about.

Good luck to you

I was told to just lie to the medical evaluators


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-Komaiko54- posted...

I was told to just lie to the medical evaluators

No. Get help, whoever told you that, stop asking for their advice.

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-Komaiko54- posted...

I was told to just lie to the medical evaluators

You can do that for some things, but bulimia has obvious signs, and can be detected in your blood and urine samples.

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You do realize that you're only fucking up the thin protective layer of your esophagus with each induced vomiting, right?

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Vicious_Dios posted...

You do realize that you're only fucking up the thin protective layer of your esophagus with each induced vomiting, right?

I'm not a medical doctor. What does that mean exactly?

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-Komaiko54- posted...

I'm not a medical doctor. What does that mean exactly?

Stomach acid burning away your throat.

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