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Kensaimage 12/29/18 12:27:21 AM #1: |
SO....Christmas Eve night in Minnesota. Im at the bar, and my friends left. Had about an hour left, so I started binging Hennessy and coke. Why? Memories of a child I lost. I just didnt wanna think.
I got to texting like I like to do, and a female coworker I have a thing for offered to pick me up, even though I said I had a place to walk to. The last thing I remember clearly was her showing up and saying lets go. WELL, fragmentary blackout time. I dont remember the drive. I dont remember going into her home. What I DO very vaguely recall is being in a dark room and throwing up. Next thing I know, Im trying to leave cuz I feel bad. Suddenly, theres a guy telling me I cant leave. I recall a fistfight (that I lost). Somehow, I got outside. Mind you, its cold as all FUCK outside. Like 20 degrees. I recall wandering a bit. At some point, she was there with a car telling me to get in. I refuse. I think the guy who hit me was there, too. Cops show up and take me to detox. Next day, I get out. Except she texted me some details I dont recall, fuzzy or anything. Which horrified me. Basically, I started the fight with her male friend (what I barely remember is him pushing me from leaving and I tried to punch him), throwing up all over her sheets (I hate myself), apparently asking her to have sex. Supposedy I started yelling at her (I have ZERO memory of this), got emotional (I cried), yelled at her landlord, hit my head on the stairs, etc. So I blacked out. I told her that, and sincerely apologized. But she says when the cop took my breathalyzer, I was barely over the legal limit. So she thinks I did all that shit in my right mind. But that doesnt make any sense...I dont know in what time period ANY of this happened. All the googling I did showed throwing up can INCREASE your levels. I do recall being more coherent after wandering outside after awhile. It was literally a temperature that can kill you up here, and I actually recall laying in a field for a bit before they found me. I vaguely remember getting punched several times in the head, but I remember the cuffs being way too tight. I cant refute or deny her claims cuz I only remember like two things. And even those didnt match up with what she told me. Naturally, she fucking hates me now, and I feel incredibly guilty about what happened. She was trying to be kind to me, and in some drunken insanity, I tried to fight everyone after allegedly puking and being denied sex? The absolute fuck? Dont remember doing that. I THINK I told her I loved her though ... Copied to Clipboard!
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bossjony 12/29/18 12:32:31 AM #2: |
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MabusIncarnate 12/29/18 12:33:22 AM #3: |
Sounds like you had a good Christmas
--- Ten million dollars on a losing campaign Twenty million starving and writhing in pain ... Copied to Clipboard!
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Questionmarktarius 12/29/18 12:40:06 AM #4: |
I had a christmas hangover that went straight into the flu.
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SquirrelyDan 12/29/18 12:41:32 AM #5: |
Sometimes we cause our own destruction without any knowledge/memory of it. I had a night like this many years ago and I lost two really great friends. Nobody ever told me what happened. I think they thought I was pretending I blacked out so I wouldn't have to take responsibility, but I was asking what happened so I could take responsibility. The whole thing was a lesson in moderation.
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Kensaimage 12/29/18 12:42:32 AM #6: |
MabusIncarnate posted...
Sounds like you had a good Christmas Yeah, I woke up in detox. Destroyed a friendship (and romance. We were semi involved). Shes also a coworker so I took a leave off work for personal reasons while I figure out what the fuck to do ... Copied to Clipboard!
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Kensaimage 12/29/18 12:43:35 AM #7: |
SquirrelyDan posted...
Sometimes we cause our own destruction without any knowledge/memory of it. I had a night like this many years ago and I lost two really great friends. Nobody ever told me what happened. I think they thought I was pretending I blacked out so I wouldn't have to take responsibility, but I was asking what happened so I could take responsibility. The whole thing was a lesson in moderation. Do you remember parts? Google tells me I had a fragmentary blackout. But it was like 90% cuz the rest she told me may as well be a fairy tale ... Copied to Clipboard!
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VipaGTS 12/29/18 12:43:48 AM #8: |
you should probably cut back on the alcohol a bit.
--- "I devour urine just like my Portland Trailblazers, with piss poor defense." ... Copied to Clipboard!
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Kensaimage 12/29/18 12:51:50 AM #9: |
VipaGTS posted...
you should probably cut back on the alcohol a bit. Trust me. I know. I hate myself ... Copied to Clipboard!
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WaterLink 12/29/18 12:58:17 AM #10: |
Kensaimage posted...
So I blacked out. I told her that, and sincerely apologized. But she says when the cop took my breathalyzer, I was barely over the legal limit. So she thinks I did all that shit in my right mind. I mean if you threw up in her sheets and were acting completely abnormal, I think she should know you were hammered. --- ... Copied to Clipboard!
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SquirrelyDan 12/29/18 12:58:32 AM #11: |
Kensaimage posted...
SquirrelyDan posted...Sometimes we cause our own destruction without any knowledge/memory of it. I had a night like this many years ago and I lost two really great friends. Nobody ever told me what happened. I think they thought I was pretending I blacked out so I wouldn't have to take responsibility, but I was asking what happened so I could take responsibility. The whole thing was a lesson in moderation. I recall the 2 friends calling me at work to see if I wanted to go to a rave after work in Vermont. I agreed. Halfway there they tell me my ex gf (how I met these two friends) was going to be there with her new bf. I told them they'd better have plenty of stuff for me to get messed up with. I'm not going to post the few things I remember after that because CE can kiss my dirty buns. Lol. But if you want I'll PM you the rest tomorrow. Going to watch a movie and hit the sack. Then I'm going to bed. --- Rams fan in L.A., then in St. Louis, and in L.A. again Something was said. ... Copied to Clipboard!
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Kensaimage 12/29/18 1:02:11 AM #12: |
WaterLink posted...
Kensaimage posted...So I blacked out. I told her that, and sincerely apologized. But she says when the cop took my breathalyzer, I was barely over the legal limit. So she thinks I did all that shit in my right mind. Right? Thats what I told her (after she TOLD me the next day I threw up). But she is utterly comnvinced that since the breathalyzer showed normal (who knows how long after) that Im lying to her. She thinks I remember the shitty things I apparently did ... Copied to Clipboard!
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shadow_2145 12/29/18 1:02:29 AM #13: |
Id watch that movie.
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Kensaimage 12/29/18 1:03:23 AM #14: |
SquirrelyDan posted...
Kensaimage posted...SquirrelyDan posted...Sometimes we cause our own destruction without any knowledge/memory of it. I had a night like this many years ago and I lost two really great friends. Nobody ever told me what happened. I think they thought I was pretending I blacked out so I wouldn't have to take responsibility, but I was asking what happened so I could take responsibility. The whole thing was a lesson in moderation. Yeah, if you like. Im trying to sort of come to terms with ruining this girls night. Words cant describr how shitty I felt when she told me what I did ... Copied to Clipboard!
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Kensaimage 12/29/18 1:04:02 AM #15: |
Kensaimage posted...
WaterLink posted...Kensaimage posted...So I blacked out. I told her that, and sincerely apologized. But she says when the cop took my breathalyzer, I was barely over the legal limit. So she thinks I did all that shit in my right mind. EDIT: not normal, but just above the legal limit. ... Copied to Clipboard!
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