Current Events > "College is what you make of it!" they said.

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Bullshit

I'm a junior in the pre-med program. My college life is ass and not the good kind. I've barely made any friends. Most people don't really bother keeping in contact after the semester for that class ends plus I commute so I don't have the advantages of dorm life. My house is 10 minutes away from the college so why not commute. I've tried joining clubs. Went to a few Physics club "tea parties" when I was a physics major and they were cringey as fuck. Went to the video game club meeting and I'm sure I don't have to elaborate on that. I also went to a Smash tournament. All the talk about how Smash players smell is true. I also did track & field but I couldn't commit to it due to my studies. Plus, they wanted me to do hurdles.

I have joined a few honor societies. I go to the meetings but I'm the only guy usually and all of the women talk about things I have no interest in such as SJW shit. There are probably two or three people I still keep into contact with from my classes but we don't really do anything together. Just talk about the latest movies or music albums which is admittedly nice.

College students can be just as judgmental as high school shitters. I met a girl in one of my calculus classes from last year and started working together with her in the class. She told me that she saw me around campus before and always thought I was high out of my mind 24/7 and depressed. She also told me that her friends and other people thought of me in that way, too. That also explains why random people have come up to me asking for weed and other drugs. It blows. I have done everything possible not to draw attention to myself.

Some of my professors are cool. Some of them end up giving me praise for my academic performance and that never happened in high school so that's cool. Having the option to skip class and fuck around is nice even though I never do it. Lot of cute girls but it's not like I'm ever going to try my luck.

I kind of imagined college to be the place where I meet lifelong friends and have crazy adventures. Do memorable stuff I would reflect back on. All I do nowadays is go to class then come home and procrastinate homework and studying. Same as high school. I'm still playing video games and browsing the internet during my free time just like in high school. Only difference is I occasionally tutor people for chemistry. Another difference is I go to the gym regularly. That's also a good change.

Life is a bitch, man. I still have to write a lab report tonight and another one tomorrow. Fuck

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