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Harpie
05/30/18 4:57:05 PM
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hi
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butter biscuits
05/30/18 4:57:15 PM
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hi
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*you can butter my biscuits anytime*
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Infinite 2003
05/30/18 4:58:10 PM
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Hey
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Touch
05/30/18 4:58:49 PM
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Harpie
05/30/18 4:59:04 PM
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butter biscuits posted...
hi

Infinite 2003 posted...
Hey

Touch posted...
Hi

wassup fam

RedWhiteBlue posted...
Welcome back. What's new?

I have a full time job and should be moving into my own place in a month
Also miles better mentally
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Zack_Attackv1
05/30/18 4:59:25 PM
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Veggeta_MAX
05/30/18 4:59:29 PM
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HARPIE!

Yo, everyone thought you found Chad and lived a happy life with him.
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Offworlder1
05/30/18 5:00:32 PM
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Im very happy to hear your doing so much better then before, is the full time job something you enjoy doing or just worth it to have your own place ??
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Carlbertomfg
05/30/18 5:01:09 PM
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Well aren't you just a sight for sore eyes.
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Slip-N-Slide
05/30/18 5:02:39 PM
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Harpie posted...
Also miles better mentally

Then run, get out of here while you still can. This place will drag you back into the abyss.

nice to see you though
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Giant_Aspirin
05/30/18 5:03:56 PM
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Harpie posted...
Also miles better mentally


fuck yeah. good to hear and WB
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nevershine
05/30/18 5:04:46 PM
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Ayyyyyy
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DocileOrangeCup
05/30/18 5:05:08 PM
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Slip-N-Slide
05/30/18 5:05:58 PM
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DocileOrangeCup posted...


Back on your alt again I see.
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Harpie
05/30/18 5:09:08 PM
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Veggeta_MAX posted...
HARPIE!

Yo, everyone thought you found Chad and lived a happy life with him.

Hiiiiiiiiiiiiii

No chads, just me myself and I
and ramen
lots of ramen

CrimsonRage posted...
good to see you!

Not sure if I can say the same

jk ily

Offworlder1 posted...
Im very happy to hear your doing so much better then before, is the full time job something you enjoy doing or just worth it to have your own place ??

I honestly enjoy it so much better than my old cashiering job. I'm making over double what I used to make and can probably quadruple that in a few months if I get good at it

I'm happy :)
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DocileOrangeCup
05/30/18 5:10:11 PM
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Slip-N-Slide posted...
DocileOrangeCup posted...


Back on your alt again I see.

B7 revealing mod only info
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Veggeta_MAX
05/30/18 5:11:17 PM
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We should get married
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ThickDaddy
05/30/18 5:12:32 PM
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Hi, I'm a thick daddy.
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chill02
05/30/18 5:13:19 PM
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Harpie posted...
Also miles better mentally

awesome
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Harpie
05/30/18 5:15:01 PM
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Carlbertomfg posted...
Well aren't you just a sight for sore eyes.

I try

Slip-N-Slide posted...
Harpie posted...
Also miles better mentally

Then run, get out of here while you still can. This place will drag you back into the abyss.

nice to see you though

I might tbh. Not sure if I'll stick around. But a bunch of pokemon games got announced and I thought about this place

<333

Giant_Aspirin posted...
Harpie posted...
Also miles better mentally


fuck yeah. good to hear and WB

Yeah, those drinking topics were not made from a mentally stable person lol

nevershine posted...
Ayyyyyy

eyyyyyy

DocileOrangeCup posted...


ily
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Harpie
05/30/18 5:23:48 PM
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Veggeta_MAX posted...
We should get married

Lets do it

Vegas?

ThickDaddy posted...
Hi, I'm a thick daddy.

what are your hourly rates??

chill02 posted...
Harpie posted...
Also miles better mentally

awesome

Off all medications

weeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee
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Ivynn
05/30/18 5:24:28 PM
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treewojima
05/30/18 5:29:50 PM
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good to have you back, and to see that you're feeling better. personal question, what medications were you on, and why did you decide to go off them?
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Harpie
05/30/18 9:17:55 PM
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Ivynn posted...
oh honey

oh lord not this again

treewojima posted...
good to have you back, and to see that you're feeling better. personal question, what medications were you on, and why did you decide to go off them?

I was on Zoloft anddddd a bunch of different medications for anxiety/paranoia/intrusive thoughts. If you actually care to know them lmk

The initial reason I stopped is because I lost my insurance and couldn't afford to buy them. A few weeks later I had the insurance back but really didnt want to go back to using them because I found that, after those few weeks.. I started to feel better. And maybe like I didn't need them like I used to.

When I was taking those pills, I always felt numb. I wasn't able to feel extreme emotions, which helped with the depression and anxiety, but also prevented me from being happy. I was always flat lining when it came to emotions. Nothing bad, nothing good. I was just existing.

Yes, that was necessary when I couldnt get out of bed due to extreme depression and panic episodes. But I think through the years on being on the medication allowed me to sort of rehabilitate myself to a point where I didnt need to be on medication anymore.

I still have panic attacks everyone once in a while, and there are times when all I want to do it stare at a wall and cry. But the difference is that now I can still live my life with those things. They're few and far in between. They arent incapacitating me anymore.

With the medication, I feel like there was a point where it stopped helping and started holding me back. It's really hard to explain but I'm happier without it.

I still 100% recommend medication as a way to help, but I think (for some people,) that while it may have once been helpful, it's now hindering.

TLDR:
Meds stopped being useful so I stopped taking them
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Eevee-Trainer
05/30/18 9:22:03 PM
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*chucks bricks of happiness* :D
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treewojima
05/30/18 11:19:02 PM
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i feel you, i've been on close to a dozen different antidepressants and i think an antipsychotic or two, all since elementary school. just be careful going the unmedicated route. be especially careful if it slips into self-medication, trust me from experience that it's a bad state of being >_>
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treewojima
05/30/18 11:22:29 PM
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oh yeah, and not having health insurance or a stable home sucks a big fat dick. been there done that as well
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EverDownward
05/30/18 11:23:24 PM
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i was gonna say something overly dramatic, but this topic was created like six hours ago
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"And you can't tell me what my spirit tells me isn't true,
can you?"
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Ushiromiya
05/30/18 11:24:19 PM
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Harpie
05/30/18 11:30:21 PM
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Eevee-Trainer posted...
*chucks bricks of happiness* :D

weeeeeeeeeeeeeeee

treewojima posted...
i feel you, i've been on close to a dozen different antidepressants and i think an antipsychotic or two, all since elementary school. just be careful going the unmedicated route. be especially careful if it slips into self-medication, trust me from experience that it's a bad state of being >_>

For a while I was self medicating with alcohol. At the moment though I'm fairly stable and hopefully it stays that way

Zurkon posted...
Hey, welcome back! Glad to hear you're doing better.

Thanks!! <333

treewojima posted...
oh yeah, and not having health insurance or a stable home sucks a big fat dick. been there done that as well

It does. I should be able to get both of those solved in the coming months

EverDownward posted...
i was gonna say something overly dramatic, but this topic was created like six hours ago

oh please tell

Ushiromiya posted...
Sticking around?

idk yet
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EverDownward
05/30/18 11:31:10 PM
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Harpie posted...
oh please tell

i was gonna say "it begins." that's it.
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NOM
05/30/18 11:32:20 PM
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All hands on deck you thirsty losers
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