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Bandit_Keith
04/28/18 11:59:05 PM
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So I'm posting it here in cased anyone else wanted to weigh in. The mod was "offended" by my topics subject, so I won't mention it here.

While the poll response has me feeling a bit awful, I'm glad to see the majority that have actually posted on topic don't see it as being dishonest.

I haven't had much luck in dating(100% failure, to be honest), and it's difficult for me to connect with people. But when I'm talking to people socially, whether alone or in a group, and sex comes up I don't know how to hide my uncomfortableness(not a word?). I used to worry that people noticed me suddenly dropping out of the conversation. I mean, people seem rather open about discussing those sex these days it seems. I usually say "I'm not the dating kind of guy" at first, but if people really push I end up telling them I'm a virgin.

Then obviously the flood of questions come about why I'm a virgin at my age. I really don't want to get into it all the time. The thing is, I guess I hate not being normal. And even if I felt comfortable saying I was molested as a kid, I don't exactly want to bring the conversation to a screeching halt. I'm not trying to ruin people's good time by getting too real. Which makes me want to socialize even less due to the fear that I have no reason to really even have. It's not like this comes up every conversation. Or even most of the time. But it has happened, and it has been the cause of much consternation on my psyche.

The thing is, I'm not a young man. But I'm not old yet. I'm in my mid 30s, and I am not giving up, but try as I might, I feel like I don't have the tools to socialize as well as I'd like in the real world. I look normal, and I can talk to people, just not about anything sexual or romantic. As long as conversation stay very surface, then I'm fine. But that's kept me from getting closer with anyone on a real level.

I've only mentioned this on CE one other time. But I felt the need to talk about this now because I've been crawling out of my skin for the entire week and it's caused me to lash out with some inappropriate topics just looking to rile people up. And I've calmed down a bit, but some of the frustration is still there. I feel like I understand just a bit why some people troll, now.

I'd like to apologize if I bothered anyone with my stupidity over the last three days.

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Bandit_Keith
04/30/18 6:18:09 PM
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PhazonReborn
04/30/18 6:18:50 PM
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Nobody cares
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_OujiDoza_
04/30/18 6:20:08 PM
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PhazonReborn posted...
Nobody cares

And yet you posted
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PhazonReborn
04/30/18 6:21:09 PM
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_OujiDoza_ posted...
PhazonReborn posted...
Nobody cares

And yet you posted

Doesn't mean I care
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Cookie Bag
04/30/18 6:21:23 PM
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Zikten
04/30/18 6:25:22 PM
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Cookie Bag posted...
PhazonReborn posted...
Nobody cares

_OujiDoza_ posted...
And yet you posted
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PhazonReborn
04/30/18 6:26:49 PM
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Zikten posted...
Cookie Bag posted...
PhazonReborn posted...
Nobody cares

_OujiDoza_ posted...
And yet you posted

PhazonReborn posted...
_OujiDoza_ posted...
PhazonReborn posted...
Nobody cares

And yet you posted

Doesn't mean I care

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Axiom
04/30/18 6:27:02 PM
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Zikten posted...
Cookie Bag posted...
PhazonReborn posted...
Nobody cares

_OujiDoza_ posted...
And yet you posted

PhazonReborn posted...
Doesn't mean we care
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Bandit_Keith
04/30/18 6:27:47 PM
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PhazonReborn posted...
Nobody cares

I think the people that responded in the first topic seemed to care. I don't recall who they all were, so I can't @ them. This is a direct response to them from that topic, but shortly after posting this the topic was deleted.
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chill02
04/30/18 6:28:50 PM
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WSI4jxp
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cavalierking
04/30/18 6:29:24 PM
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topics like this are why ce sucks

(no slight to the op; referring to the responses)
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BLAKUboy
04/30/18 6:29:34 PM
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I mean, there is no way that topic wasn't going to be modded. I'm amazed they would've let it last three days.
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_OujiDoza_
04/30/18 6:30:57 PM
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Axiom posted...
Zikten posted...
Cookie Bag posted...
PhazonReborn posted...
Nobody cares

_OujiDoza_ posted...
And yet you posted

PhazonReborn posted...
Doesn't mean we care

Speak only for yourself
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PhazonReborn
04/30/18 6:31:40 PM
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cavalierking posted...
topics like this are why ce sucks

(no slight to the op; referring to the responses)

This topic sucks and serves no purpose.

It's only entertaining now because I said "Nobody cares" so now everyone is triggered and thinks I do in fact care, when in fact I don't.
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DragonGirlYuki
04/30/18 6:37:25 PM
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This topic already has the makings of a dumpster fire.
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PhazonReborn
04/30/18 6:38:22 PM
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DragonGirlYuki posted...
This topic already has the makings of a dumpster fire.

But do you care?
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DragonGirlYuki
04/30/18 6:39:49 PM
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I'm here for the fire. It is warm and cosy.
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cavalierking
04/30/18 6:49:48 PM
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PhazonReborn posted...
cavalierking posted...
topics like this are why ce sucks

(no slight to the op; referring to the responses)

This topic sucks and serves no purpose.

It's only entertaining now because I said "Nobody cares" so now everyone is triggered and thinks I do in fact care, when in fact I don't.


here's the thing - regardless of what you or the other dumb drones on this board think/post, the tc clearly had something he wanted to get across and was even apologetic for whatever it was he did

but how does the board react to it?

by being douchey for no reason other than that that's just how ce operates
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BLAKUboy
04/30/18 6:53:49 PM
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shockthemonkey posted...
Yikes, the one time someone tries being real

Only like 2 or 3 people in this topic actually read the OP. And from what I saw of the other topic it went a lot better than this, so there's that at least.
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DragonGirlYuki
04/30/18 6:54:40 PM
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This board isn't a good place to put your heart out. Save it for elsewhere.
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cavalierking
04/30/18 7:05:30 PM
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DragonGirlYuki posted...
This board isn't a good place to put your heart out. Save it for elsewhere.


you'd be surprised, actually

especially when you remove morons like yourself and others from the equation, quality discussion actually becomes *gasp* possible
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DragonGirlYuki
04/30/18 7:08:19 PM
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Didn't happen here. Then again I saw this guy shitting on DoomArt yet was too chicken to actually do the shit posting in the DoomArt topic.
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PhazonReborn
04/30/18 7:13:54 PM
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DragonGirlYuki posted...
Didn't happen here. Then again I saw this guy shitting on DoomArt yet was too chicken to actually do the shit posting in the DoomArt topic.

The DoomArt topic is OK. I feel like topics like this about sad sack losers that can't fuck a girl are stupid.

If you try, there's a girl out there that will sleep with you.
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masticatingman
04/30/18 7:46:35 PM
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My advice is hang around the sex/sexuality board for a few days and just ignore the more obnoxious/vociferous users (itll be obvious, they all contribute blocks of text in threads with multiple posts - most are dudes who seem to get off on bragging about their sexual exploits on an anonymous video game message board) and then post there. Youll get some mildly legit advice. Mostly from folks who will at least give an ear to a new poster if you state your case plainly. Whatever your plans are for losing your virginity though, might wanna, you know, actualize that.
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BignutzisBack
04/30/18 7:47:44 PM
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this board is the worst lol, so mean to OP smh
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GiftedACIII
04/30/18 7:51:41 PM
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DragonGirlYuki posted...
This board isn't a good place to put your heart out. Save it for elsewhere.

So you can keep tabs on them and then bring their shit up on other boards right
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