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snakes_righteye
09/20/17 10:14:38 PM
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I think I might be. Or maybe schizophrenic. Tell me what you think. I'll be 100% honest.

For as long as I can remember I've been living multiple lives. A home life, a work life etc. They are just acts and games. I'm a chameleon, I can blend in with whoever I'm with, and I use that to my advantage. I don't really feel anything for other people, I love myself, but I play the humble part to the world and laugh by myself at the perks I get from playing the roles.

If I get found out, which has happened a couple times, I'll quit my job and move somewhere No one knows me and fit in there. As a result I have many people who claim to be my friend, but they don't really know who I am. They aren't friends, not really.

I know full well what I do, and I enjoy it. I'm a very good liar. Im able to make myself forget things so if someone asks, it looks like honesty when I reply. I have failed before though, which is when I move and start a new existence.

I play so many parts, I'm not even sure which is the real me or if there ever was a real me. I guess this is the real me. I'm being honest about my games and not really playing one at the moment.

I've manipulated just about everyone I know. Some of the worst have been girlfriends. When girls love you it's very easy to manipulate them. I've done some sick things that No one knows about. I'll tell you one.

An ex girlfriend of mine had a sister, I hated her. She lived with my girlfriend at the time. When I would stay over, when the sister would leave for work, I would go urinate on her bed and pillows, and laugh til I cried because she rolled around in it every night and never knew. I'm long gone now, in a different state, and a completely different person.

I have crazy brutal and cruel fantasies, which I will not talk about here, but I've usually had control of my impulses. I have definitely noticed grip is weakening as I get older.

I never feel alone and I want to be so bad. All I want is to be alone, but I feel like I can't get away from myself. I am always talking to myself when I'm alone, and the part that really gets me, is when I answer myself with a response I didn't expect. How can someone surprise themselves. It makes me feel like I'm not alone in my mind.

Anyway. Is it psychotic or schizophrenic?
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DoctorPiranha3
09/20/17 10:15:51 PM
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Is this a copypasta?
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snakes_righteye
09/20/17 10:22:18 PM
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DoctorPiranha3 posted...
Is this a copypasta?


This is me. It feels good doing this kind of thing because I can't really display any of my achievements in really life. I have to maintain my humanity to other humans.

It's funny that if you met me id seem normal, hard working, respectful, and you'd probably like me, most people I meet do.
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Kaname_Madoka
09/20/17 10:23:15 PM
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oddly enough the same thing happened to me
it went something like this.
Am I psychotic?

I think I might be. Or maybe schizophrenic. Tell me what you think. I'll be 100% honest.

For as long as I can remember I've been living multiple lives. A home life, a work life etc. They are just acts and games. I'm a chameleon, I can blend in with whoever I'm with, and I use that to my advantage. I don't really feel anything for other people, I love myself, but I play the humble part to the world and laugh by myself at the perks I get from playing the roles.

If I get found out, which has happened a couple times, I'll quit my job and move somewhere No one knows me and fit in there. As a result I have many people who claim to be my friend, but they don't really know who I am. They aren't friends, not really.

I know full well what I do, and I enjoy it. I'm a very good liar. Im able to make myself forget things so if someone asks, it looks like honesty when I reply. I have failed before though, which is when I move and start a new existence.

I play so many parts, I'm not even sure which is the real me or if there ever was a real me. I guess this is the real me. I'm being honest about my games and not really playing one at the moment.

I've manipulated just about everyone I know. Some of the worst have been girlfriends. When girls love you it's very easy to manipulate them. I've done some sick things that No one knows about. I'll tell you one.

An ex girlfriend of mine had a sister, I hated her. She lived with my girlfriend at the time. When I would stay over, when the sister would leave for work, I would go urinate on her bed and pillows, and laugh til I cried because she rolled around in it every night and never knew. I'm long gone now, in a different state, and a completely different person.

I have crazy brutal and cruel fantasies, which I will not talk about here, but I've usually had control of my impulses. I have definitely noticed grip is weakening as I get older.

I never feel alone and I want to be so bad. All I want is to be alone, but I feel like I can't get away from myself. I am always talking to myself when I'm alone, and the part that really gets me, is when I answer myself with a response I didn't expect. How can someone surprise themselves. It makes me feel like I'm not alone in my mind.

Anyway. Is it psychotic or schizophrenic?
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snakes_righteye
09/20/17 10:24:17 PM
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Kaname_Madoka posted...
byron posted...
Am I psychotic?

I think I might be. Or maybe schizophrenic. Tell me what you think. I'll be 100% honest.

For as long as I can remember I've been living multiple lives. A home life, a work life etc. They are just acts and games. I'm a chameleon, I can blend in with whoever I'm with, and I use that to my advantage. I don't really feel anything for other people, I love myself, but I play the humble part to the world and laugh by myself at the perks I get from playing the roles.

If I get found out, which has happened a couple times, I'll quit my job and move somewhere No one knows me and fit in there. As a result I have many people who claim to be my friend, but they don't really know who I am. They aren't friends, not really.

I know full well what I do, and I enjoy it. I'm a very good liar. Im able to make myself forget things so if someone asks, it looks like honesty when I reply. I have failed before though, which is when I move and start a new existence.

I play so many parts, I'm not even sure which is the real me or if there ever was a real me. I guess this is the real me. I'm being honest about my games and not really playing one at the moment.

I've manipulated just about everyone I know. Some of the worst have been girlfriends. When girls love you it's very easy to manipulate them. I've done some sick things that No one knows about. I'll tell you one.

An ex girlfriend of mine had a sister, I hated her. She lived with my girlfriend at the time. When I would stay over, when the sister would leave for work, I would go urinate on her bed and pillows, and laugh til I cried because she rolled around in it every night and never knew. I'm long gone now, in a different state, and a completely different person.

I have crazy brutal and cruel fantasies, which I will not talk about here, but I've usually had control of my impulses. I have definitely noticed grip is weakening as I get older.

I never feel alone and I want to be so bad. All I want is to be alone, but I feel like I can't get away from myself. I am always talking to myself when I'm alone, and the part that really gets me, is when I answer myself with a response I didn't expect. How can someone surprise themselves. It makes me feel like I'm not alone in my mind.

Anyway. Is it psychotic or schizophrenic?

oddly enough the same thing happened to me


You like to urinate on people's pillows and laugh when they go to sleep too?
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Back_Stabbath
09/20/17 10:30:02 PM
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I really don't know TC. I definitely feel similar to you. Am I psychotic? I think I might be. Or maybe schizophrenic. Tell me what you think. I'll be 100% honest.

For as long as I can remember I've been living multiple lives. A home life, a work life etc. They are just acts and games. I'm a chameleon, I can blend in with whoever I'm with, and I use that to my advantage. I don't really feel anything for other people, I love myself, but I play the humble part to the world and laugh by myself at the perks I get from playing the roles.

If I get found out, which has happened a couple times, I'll quit my job and move somewhere No one knows me and fit in there. As a result I have many people who claim to be my friend, but they don't really know who I am. They aren't friends, not really.

I know full well what I do, and I enjoy it. I'm a very good liar. Im able to make myself forget things so if someone asks, it looks like honesty when I reply. I have failed before though, which is when I move and start a new existence.

I play so many parts, I'm not even sure which is the real me or if there ever was a real me. I guess this is the real me. I'm being honest about my games and not really playing one at the moment.

I've manipulated just about everyone I know. Some of the worst have been girlfriends. When girls love you it's very easy to manipulate them. I've done some sick things that No one knows about. I'll tell you one.

An ex girlfriend of mine had a sister, I hated her. She lived with my girlfriend at the time. When I would stay over, when the sister would leave for work, I would go urinate on her bed and pillows, and laugh til I cried because she rolled around in it every night and never knew. I'm long gone now, in a different state, and a completely different person.

I have crazy brutal and cruel fantasies, which I will not talk about here, but I've usually had control of my impulses. I have definitely noticed grip is weakening as I get older.

I never feel alone and I want to be so bad. All I want is to be alone, but I feel like I can't get away from myself. I am always talking to myself when I'm alone, and the part that really gets me, is when I answer myself with a response I didn't expect. How can someone surprise themselves. It makes me feel like I'm not alone in my mind.

Anyway. Is it psychotic or schizophrenic?
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littlebro07
09/20/17 10:35:35 PM
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snakes_righteye posted...

An ex girlfriend of mine had a sister, I hated her. She lived with my girlfriend at the time. When I would stay over, when the sister would leave for work, I would go urinate on her bed and pillows, and laugh til I cried because she rolled around in it every night and never knew. I'm long gone now, in a different state, and a completely different person.


What the piss
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snakes_righteye
09/20/17 10:42:40 PM
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littlebro07 posted...
snakes_righteye posted...

An ex girlfriend of mine had a sister, I hated her. She lived with my girlfriend at the time. When I would stay over, when the sister would leave for work, I would go urinate on her bed and pillows, and laugh til I cried because she rolled around in it every night and never knew. I'm long gone now, in a different state, and a completely different person.


What the piss


It's true. I would have liked to do much much worse to her, but oh well.
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BignutzisBack
09/20/17 10:45:12 PM
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snakes_righteye
09/20/17 10:55:43 PM
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BignutzisBack posted...
sociopath imo


Yeah I didn't think of that one. I went to the worse diagnosis because I hear what's in my head.
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DesuDeku
09/20/17 11:03:39 PM
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Have you tried talking to a therapist or someone?
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snakes_righteye
09/20/17 11:06:26 PM
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DesuDeku posted...
Have you tried talking to a therapist or someone?


No I haven't. I'm afraid to because I'm sure they'll give me drugs. If I tell them what's in my mind and the urges I fight, they may lock me up. That's not happening.
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Unsugarized_Foo
09/20/17 11:07:55 PM
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snakes_righteye posted...
DesuDeku posted...
Have you tried talking to a therapist or someone?


No I haven't. I'm afraid to because I'm sure they'll give me drugs. If I tell them what's in my mind and the urges I fight, they may lock me up. That's not happening.


Hell yeah. Drugs are fuckin' legit
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snakes_righteye
09/20/17 11:09:21 PM
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Unsugarized_Foo posted...
snakes_righteye posted...
DesuDeku posted...
Have you tried talking to a therapist or someone?


No I haven't. I'm afraid to because I'm sure they'll give me drugs. If I tell them what's in my mind and the urges I fight, they may lock me up. That's not happening.


Hell yeah. Drugs are fuckin' legit


The fun kind sure. But I don't want the turn me into a zombie kind.
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OpheliaAdenade
09/20/17 11:12:12 PM
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Hey *redacted*,
My name is John, and I hate every single one of you. All of you are fat, *redacted*, no-lifes who spend every second of their day looking at stupid ass pictures. You are everything bad in the world. Honestly, have any of you ever gotten any pussy? I mean, I guess it’s fun making fun of people because of your own insecurities, but you all take to a whole new level. This is even worse than jerking off to pictures on facebook.
Don’t be a stranger. Just hit me with your best shot. I’m pretty much perfect. I was captain of the football team, and starter on my basketball team. What sports do you play, other than “*redacted* off to naked drawn Japanese people”? I also get straight A’s, and have a banging hot girlfriend (She just blew me; Shit was SO cash). You are all *redacted* who should just *redacted* yourselves. Thanks for listening.
Pic Related: It’s me and my bitch"


QUFMjly
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snakes_righteye
09/20/17 11:14:00 PM
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OpheliaAdenade posted...
Hey *redacted*,
My name is John, and I hate every single one of you. All of you are fat, *redacted*, no-lifes who spend every second of their day looking at stupid ass pictures. You are everything bad in the world. Honestly, have any of you ever gotten any pussy? I mean, I guess it’s fun making fun of people because of your own insecurities, but you all take to a whole new level. This is even worse than jerking off to pictures on facebook.
Don’t be a stranger. Just hit me with your best shot. I’m pretty much perfect. I was captain of the football team, and starter on my basketball team. What sports do you play, other than “*redacted* off to naked drawn Japanese people”? I also get straight A’s, and have a banging hot girlfriend (She just blew me; Shit was SO cash). You are all *redacted* who should just *redacted* yourselves. Thanks for listening.
Pic Related: It’s me and my bitch"


QUFMjly


This guy is crazier than I am. Thanks. I feel normal now.
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Back_Stabbath
09/20/17 11:14:43 PM
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but seriously it just sounds like you're a terrible person who uses lies and mental illness as an excuse/cover. i take antipsychotics daily and I've got nothing on you bud.
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snakes_righteye
09/20/17 11:17:39 PM
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Back_Stabbath posted...
but seriously it just sounds like you're a terrible person who uses lies and mental illness as an excuse/cover. i take antipsychotics daily and I've got nothing on you bud.


Yeah that's all true, except for the using mental illness as an excuse. No one knows anything about me. I hide anything that might be socially unacceptable. I get enjoyment out of people that fall in love with me, because they have no idea that I don't love them back. People think I'm funny, hard working, respectful, and an all around good guy. That's the funniest part.
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do_ob_tpkillr
09/20/17 11:21:31 PM
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Lmao @ you thinking you're special.

Everybody wears masks everyday. They have a myriad of reason why they do it. Maybe it's for the sake of their career, to achieve sexual satisfaction, or evem because they genuinely like the other person and don't want to hurt him/her.

Everybody holds back different parts of them at different times of the day in front of different people for different reasons. Everybody has that proverbial mask. You're not the only one doing it and you're not special for doing it.
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OpheliaAdenade
09/20/17 11:24:04 PM
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You obviously haven't played the persona games either. This shit is persona 101.

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=h22oZmquSUI

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Hey
09/20/17 11:28:04 PM
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do_ob_tpkillr posted...
Lmao @ you thinking you're special.

Everybody wears masks everyday. They have a myriad of reason why they do it. Maybe it's for the sake of their career, to achieve sexual satisfaction, or evem because they genuinely like the other person and don't want to hurt him/her.

Everybody holds back different parts of them at different times of the day in front of different people for different reasons. Everybody has that proverbial mask. You're not the only one doing it and you're not special for doing it.

I agree, most people nowadays are "psychotic" or "sociopathic" just because they have a few bad thoughts. There are still only a few legitimate sociopaths that are a threat to society. Same thing with all of the fake genders and sexualities. Yeah, some of them are legitimately transgender/bisexual/etc., but the majority are just attention whores.
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YuriSakazaki0
09/20/17 11:29:52 PM
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you seem more sociopathic

but this isn't an educated opinion so whatever
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snakes_righteye
09/20/17 11:43:48 PM
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do_ob_tpkillr posted...
Lmao @ you thinking you're special.

Everybody wears masks everyday. They have a myriad of reason why they do it. Maybe it's for the sake of their career, to achieve sexual satisfaction, or evem because they genuinely like the other person and don't want to hurt him/her.

Everybody holds back different parts of them at different times of the day in front of different people for different reasons. Everybody has that proverbial mask. You're not the only one doing it and you're not special for doing it.


I'm not special. I just like things most people would say is wrong or disgusting. I do things to hurt people and I enjoy it.
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Kaname_Madoka
09/21/17 12:20:14 AM
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byron posted...
TC you're not a psychopath or sociopath. You just wish you were. You think it would make you more interesting.

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eggcorn
09/21/17 12:23:50 AM
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You sound like someone with below average intelligence and above average ego. Maybe just as dangerous a combination as being psychotic but not as edgy. Sorry.
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snakes_righteye
09/21/17 12:37:41 AM
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eggcorn posted...
You sound like someone with below average intelligence and above average ego. Maybe just as dangerous a combination as being psychotic but not as edgy. Sorry.


This is true. I am definitely below average in just about everything. I love how everyone thinks I'm full of it when I tell the truth, and everyone believes me when I lie to them.

I would tell you some of the things I've done, but it would get modded. So the best I have is urinating on people's pillows without them knowing.
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MatTa00
09/21/17 12:46:02 AM
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Psychosis or Schizophrenia are totally out of your control and you usually don't know how bad it is until someone else tells you.

Psychosis and schizophrenia are often accompanied by disorganized thoughts and speech. "If the green banana eats regular paperclips, why does the cat like suds?"

Delusion is a fixed false belief. This means there is something you believe that is entirely irrational and you cannot separate it from the reality experienced by others. "All people wearing a red shirt masturbated this morning" is a false belief but a delusional person would go up to someone wearing a red shirt and ask them why they masturbated this morning.

Paranoia is like living in a horror movie where everything is out to get you, you can't stop thinking about how the world itself is hostile and everything stresses you out to the point of exhaustive obsession and you usually don't realize that you are paranoid so you break down into a nervous wreck and don't know why.

Hallucinations disrupt, antagonize, distract, and assault you with stimulus that you can't fight. You can't cover your ears to block sound and you can't make presences go away.

That is what psychosis and schizophrenia are and you most certainly do not have to deal with any of that judging from your post.



Source: I am Diagnosed with Schizo-Affective disorder.
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Back_Stabbath
09/21/17 12:51:15 AM
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MatTa00 posted...
Psychosis or Schizophrenia are totally out of your control and you usually don't know how bad it is until someone else tells you.

Psychosis and schizophrenia are often accompanied by disorganized thoughts and speech. "If the green banana eats regular paperclips, why does the cat like suds?"

Delusion is a fixed false belief. This means there is something you believe that is entirely irrational and you cannot separate it from the reality experienced by others. "All people wearing a red shirt masturbated this morning" is a false belief but a delusional person would go up to someone wearing a red shirt and ask them why they masturbated this morning.

Paranoia is like living in a horror movie where everything is out to get you, you can't stop thinking about how the world itself is hostile and everything stresses you out to the point of exhaustive obsession and you usually don't realize that you are paranoid so you break down into a nervous wreck and don't know why.

Hallucinations disrupt, antagonize, distract, and assault you with stimulus that you can't fight. You can't cover your ears to block sound and you can't make presences go away.

That is what psychosis and schizophrenia are and you most certainly do not have to deal with any of that judging from your post.



Source: I am Diagnosed with Schizo-Affective disorder.


awesome post. i wanted to elaborate on some of what I go through but couldn't be bothered.
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snakes_righteye
09/21/17 1:00:06 AM
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Back_Stabbath posted...
MatTa00 posted...
Psychosis or Schizophrenia are totally out of your control and you usually don't know how bad it is until someone else tells you.

Psychosis and schizophrenia are often accompanied by disorganized thoughts and speech. "If the green banana eats regular paperclips, why does the cat like suds?"

Delusion is a fixed false belief. This means there is something you believe that is entirely irrational and you cannot separate it from the reality experienced by others. "All people wearing a red shirt masturbated this morning" is a false belief but a delusional person would go up to someone wearing a red shirt and ask them why they masturbated this morning.

Paranoia is like living in a horror movie where everything is out to get you, you can't stop thinking about how the world itself is hostile and everything stresses you out to the point of exhaustive obsession and you usually don't realize that you are paranoid so you break down into a nervous wreck and don't know why.

Hallucinations disrupt, antagonize, distract, and assault you with stimulus that you can't fight. You can't cover your ears to block sound and you can't make presences go away.

That is what psychosis and schizophrenia are and you most certainly do not have to deal with any of that judging from your post.



Source: I am Diagnosed with Schizo-Affective disorder.


awesome post. i wanted to elaborate on some of what I go through but couldn't be bothered.



Ok. So I'm just a despicable person. That does make me feel better. I will say though that I can't really control my urges. What I imagine when I see random people is not really something I do on purpose. The cruel fantasies I have are not something I think about on purpose either. I enjoy them. I hope they either go away one day, or I hope I can see them for real one day, either one.
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kingdrake2
09/21/17 1:58:17 AM
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we're all a little crazy or massively crazy.
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