Board 8 > Have you ever had a moment so sharp and so painful that you know...

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...you are going to carry it with you for the rest of your life?

I just had that moment.

Please pray for my wife and myself.

We just lost our pregnancy of 15 weeks.

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I had to cut the cord as the fetus hung from her.

We've had 3 previous miscarriages, but all within the first 4 weeks, this was supposed to be the one. I'm I shock and don't have the words to express everything we're feeling.

There is my life before this moment and there is my life now.

Please have gratitude every day for the positive things in life.

Fuck, dude... Im so sorry that this is happening to you and your wife

Dang had a feeling what this was going to be before I clicked...Sorry FD.

Im so, so deeply sorry for you and your wife. There arent words strong enough to express it.

Ah shit. I'm so sorry.

I am so sorry FD.

I am praying for both of you.

Thats awful. Im sorry.

I'm so sorry

We bought a garden pot, soil and a new plant and buried our son.

She's finally sleeping now, I got about an hour earlier before the hardware store was open.

I think we're just going to sleep and cry for a month and see how that goes.

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Blade's brother has had this issue several times. I think it was the 4th or 5th that didn't end up in a miscarriage.

My only advice is to take the time you need to heal, but don't give up on the dream.

Words can't properly offer condolences on things like this.

The 49er game was a welcome distraction for 3 hours, but now I just hate myself for feeling any happiness at all.

Its been 9 years and I still remember the fear I felt when I was woken up by my wife screamingshe woke up to go to the bathroom and realized she was miscarrying at around 14/15 weeks as well.

The sadness has passed, but I definitely understand how you feel. The life I thought I would have before that day is completely different than the one I have now.

Not worse, but different. Its hard to explain. Just keep on swimming, as they say. Dont feel a second of shame for your sadness, but if I can give you one piece of advice, please take care of your wife. There is an added guilt that shes going to carry, through absolutely no fault of her own, and while your pain is real and ok, do your best to be her rock.

My deepest condolences, I dont pray, but I will be thinking about your family and hoping for the best.

I'm so so sorry for this. There's no words for a moment like that...nobody should have to go through that.

That's terrible. I'm sorry.

I am so sorry FD, if there is anything you ever need all you need to do is ask. I will pray for you.

Love you buddy. Wishing you all the strength possible to push through and support your wife.

Thank you all for the support and in particular @ChaosTonyV4 for sharing.

That freaking sucks and I am sorry and I will pray for you.

Forceful_Dragon posted...

now I just hate myself for feeling any happiness at all.

I am not an expert but I feel like you're allowed to process things in your own way

We both took today and tomorrow off work, Wednesday is questionable.

It's been a week.

It simultaneously has felt like more and less time than that has passed.