Current Events > MrMallard is BANNED!

(+) Yeah! (+)

what the duck

Couple hours later and that op is honestly pretty embarrassing. It's still how I feel, but it's definitely very indignant and tryhard.

It sets the tone because I've been beyond stressed at work, one of my bosses is on holiday and we're running out of stuff to wash before we've packed all the orders. People are getting on my nerves a lot lately - I think I've hit my bullshit limit with this job and it's all downhill from here.

Because of that stress, I recently started drinking again after having a health scare at Christmas. I drank two bottles of gin in one day without even setting out to do so, and it became clear that I had to change my habits or I was probably gonna die sooner rather than later. I made it to Valentines Day, then another two weeks before I properly relapsed. It feels like I'm fighting uphill for things that regular people take for granted, and I'm sick of pretending like I have things under control. So I'm back to binge-drinking for the time being.

I might as well have an outlet. Like I said, if I get banned I get banned.

I too like using a dying video game websight that I hate as my outlet.

VeggetaX posted...

I too like using a dying video game websight that I hate as my outlet.

you don't have to be ducking rude to TC, VeggetaX, even if you don't care for what he posts.

MrMallard posted...

Couple hours later and that op is honestly pretty embarrassing. It's still how I feel, but it's definitely very indignant and tryhard.

It sets the tone because I've been beyond stressed at work, one of my bosses is on holiday and we're running out of stuff to wash before we've packed all the orders. People are getting on my nerves a lot lately - I think I've hit my bullshit limit with this job and it's all downhill from here.

Because of that stress, I recently started drinking again after having a health scare at Christmas. I drank two bottles of gin in one day without even setting out to do so, and it became clear that I had to change my habits or I was probably gonna die sooner rather than later. I made it to Valentines Day, then another two weeks before I properly relapsed. It feels like I'm fighting uphill for things that regular people take for granted, and I'm sick of pretending like I have things under control. So I'm back to binge-drinking for the time being.

I might as well have an outlet. Like I said, if I get banned I get banned.

its ok everyone can be cringe sometimes