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| Topic | Fucking finally: my father is on the way to the ER! |
| tremain07 01/06/23 8:44:46 PM #36: | ZangsBeard posted... The son that I know is no contact, dad said his final words to dad were I want nothing from your in life or death. So yeah.Damn, that's a scathing thing to hear from your own child. That's the mark of a truly dead relationship ZangsBeard posted... Kind of off on a tangent but yeah, when my dad goes, he wont have to deal with the pain, and I probably wont mourn anyway. I didnt with my mother and its been 5 years.By all means tangent away, get all out as often as you can otherwise it will consume you, even through my mom and grandmother passed and I was there for both it still hurts me inside whenever I'm alone and end up coming back to those moments heh, for my mom's I couldn't even see her on her death bed because my eyes were just completely blinded in tears and snot, I was a total mess holding hands with a priest and my brother when that part was over and they were cleaning her body I just lost all control and actually threw myself against the reinforced window of the room because I was so muddled in bad thoughts and incoherrent madness, like they understood that sometimes you just act before you think and my action was to try and human fly myself. --- A worthless existence ... Copied to Clipboard! |
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