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DAY 15 - Part 2

We're back and it gets from "Okay, if everyone else is lying, I guess I can believe you" to "There is no chance any of these insane stories you are telling are true because you should be dead or hospitalized in them."

She brings up a story where Isaac Barusch (the delightful old man who went off and talked about how Amber lied because he saw her without a bruise the day she got her restraining order. Apparently Johnny was so incoherent in some argument and then she was just calling to see if he was okay and Isaac hung up the other time. Alright.

Amber told another story about him manhandling him and said he still had his glasses on and the story was just told to talk about how big and powerful and effortlessly he would abuse her. "And I know it's hard to understand, but I just wanted things to be okay so I just put my hand on his shoulder." And then they went on a red carpet walk and she was worried about having bruises but she didn't have any bruises but she remembered how embarrassing it was to have to worry about bruises in her backless dress.

They get married and she was sooooo happy. But we're getting to Australia now where she is asked if Johnny would ever get her MDMA and she just scoffs and goes "That's ridiculous! After Russia I learned my lesson that I would NEVER do drugs around Johnny!" She's such a pure woman, despite her nurse's notes saying she is an alcoholic and a coke abuser. Also she just admitted to there being a scheduled MDMA and wine time on their wedding itinerary. They show a bunch of "before" photos, with pictures of a road, trees, and kangaroos, I guess to show how remote everything is...? And a bunch of photos inside. Most of these are from Ben King, who I don't know if I mentioned it or not, he had more pictures but nobody ever asked him for them from either side so they're trying to frame them as pictures being witheld. And I mean why would anyone care about these photos because there are zero substantial photos he had added.

He said he pulled out a bag of MDMA and she was SHOCKED because he should know that she wouldn't want him to do MDMA. And then he starts drinking again. Coincidentally, from here, she doesn't have the best memory of things and they are just flashes in her mind now. But she remembers that she did the match for how many pills were in the bag before, and then after, and he took 8 or 10 MDMA pills, but she's just not positive. That is overdose territory, FYI. Anyway, he shoves her hard and she said she skidded across the floor and they argued more and more. He's choking her against the fridge and bashing her head against a wall after that and slapping her in the face, screaming at her. She broke free and then stormed off though, it's fine. If someone is choking you and bashing your head against the wall and you get free, you just storm off in a huff that's all. You don't sprint away in fear of your life. She did barricade herself away from him. She tries to justify why they were arguing about Billy Bob Thornton, and she defended their argument with Johnny saying Amber didn't like his sister.

Then he screams at his agent about losing money, so I guess she's also going to claim that he was never being screwed out of hundreds of thousands of dollars which means the Monopoly Man who testified to helping him out with that would somehow be a liar too. But then Amber, once again, had wanted to get the post-nup and not Johnny after all, and he called HER lawyer to chew her out about it. Keep in mind that in Johnny's telling, he set Amber up to talk to his attorneys about a post-nup and he chewed them out after Amber said she was being disrespected by them. Anyway, he fired HER lawyer (who is also not set to be a witness) and told Amber the only way out of their marriage... WAS DEATH! So it's just... the exact opposite story. Everything is just the exact opposite.

We jump to him drinking, then jump to him having her by the neck again and slamming her head against the wall yet again, and curiously she mentioned he was yelling "Everyone warned me about you. And I wish I never married you." See, it's things like this that I'm sure things he yelled are in the realm of possibility, because honestly why wouldn't everyone around him witness her and be like "Yo, Johnny, I don't think you should commit to this." Like every story seems like it has some connections to reality, but it veers off into something absolutely insane. Like is it more reasonable they argued and she just threw shit at him and obliterated his finger, or... well this story.

Eventually he wrestled her onto a table and then she got away and he knocked her to the ground from behind, grabbed her again and put a broken bottle to her face and that he'd carve it up. "I don't remember when he did that but it definitely happened, and also he told me this before on the plane." He threw bottles at him, so many cans and bottles at her just shattering around her. He was punching the wall. He ripped her nightgown off of her while she was naked and she said her feet were slipping on the broken glass (which if you step on glass from bottles that are curved you literally should not be able to walk and you'll bleed profusely and you need to go to the hospital). He drags her through the glass and throws her on the wall repeatedly, and then with one hand grabs a phone and screaming that he hates her and that she ruined his life and that he was smashing the phone to smithereens (because this is how she says that he shattered his finger, also despite this and the punching the walls and her face there was no damage in any medical records to his knuckles that night when he went to the hospital).

He then pinned her down and she looked in his eyes... AND THEY WERE BLACK! SHE DIDN'T SEE HIM ANYMORE! HIS EYES WERE JUST BLACK! SHE COULDN'T SEE HIM AT ALL! He was bashing her head against the back of the bar and holding her by the throat and she couldn't breathe. She has a "breakdown" here and she was bent over backwards over the bar and... I'm going to spoiler this part. Trigger Warning for sexual abuse. She thought she was fisting her at first, feeling pressure on her pubic bone, and she remembers all the broken glass and realized he had a bottle and was shoving it inside her to the pubic bone. But she remembers during this praying to god it wasn't a broken bottle. Anyway, she should be in the hospital from this. Do I even need to explain?

She then passes out after taking a bunch of sleeping pills and she woke up to the sound of MARILYN MANSON MUSIC. Gotta somehow shoehorn Marilyn Manson in this story. She discusses Johnny having painted on the walls and stuff, denies writing in lipstick. She can't remember a lot, but she DOES remember in excruciating detail where there was glass and where all the writing was. Then he showed her his bleeding finger and said "Look what you made me do! You made me do this!" Anyway, she's still very concerned about him at this moment and his finger and says they need to call 911 and they call Jerry Judge, and then she walks over on feet sliced up with broken glass to make her coffee while they wait for him to show up. After all this, just casually making coffee after this horrific abuse she received. He threw the coffee away and yelled at her again before security arrived.

And then while they were trying to figure out what happened, Johnny just took out his penis in front of everyone and started peeing. (Johnny laughed at this point.) She said all of the security laughed at this while Amber and Johnny were bleeding everywhere and this horror show of a home was covered in blood and shattered glass, and they "corralled him like a wild animal" as he was peeing all over the wall and telling her that he was going to leave more messages for her.