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| MrMallard 07/25/21 2:26:58 AM #43: | This thread's long enough, and I've talked about myself a metric fuckton since I started it, so from this point on I'll let it purge. Guide posted... You still hanging in there fam?Yeah. I woke up feeling pretty depressed, like moreso than the past few days where I've gotten drunk and had that worsening hangover depression. Today was just like... legs don't work, go back to sleep. Nothing short of an immediate threat to my life was gonna get me out of bed today. But now that I am awake and alert, I feel okay. Venting helped yesterday. Gotta make a doctor's appointment tomorrow to go on another waiting list. It's like I said in the OP, I'm only okay because I have to be - but saying that, I am capable of pulling myself together for long enough to be reasonably functional when I need to. If you're hearing from me on CE, then for the most part I'm probably fine. If there's no meltdown thread like this I'm probably okay. --- But I don't have to make this mistake, and I don't have to stay this way. Now Playing: Persona 5 Strikers, Oxenfree, Oldschool Runescape ... Copied to Clipboard! |
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