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| Topic | Gf just broke up with me. Dunno what to do. |
| cuttin_in_farm 05/26/19 10:23:41 PM #133: | ThyCorndog posted... just realize (like I have, and it's been hard to do so) that you don't miss her, you miss how she made you feel. she's not special and there's more girls out there that will make you feel the same way without all this bullshit and hurt that follows I dunno. I feel like I definitely miss her. I tried to hang out three of my closer friends recently. One never responded to my text. One made plans, but their phone wont receive texts when I follow up, while the third just canceled last minute today. Everyone else is entirely unreliable at anything, and Im feeling more and more dread as days go by. I tried to occupy my day by just being by myself today. And besides running with my dog, I realize just now all I did was run errands for myself. Which isnt any different from my codependent relationships of days past. Im trying really hard not to text her, but when shes the only one who reciprocates, its extremely hard. Work sucks. My computer that had all my writing and journaling just died. And I feel like she left at quite possibly the worst time. Im literally blogfaqing now. --- A show of kindness may not do much help, but a show of cruelty may do much harm. ... Copied to Clipboard! |
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