LogFAQs > #913105007

Started today and had to do orientation on the computer. I'm guessing it was supposed to take only like 2 hours or something, but I was there for 5 hours and still didn't finish. I was asked to come tomorrow to finish it.

I had to sit through a lot of videos and read a bunch of crap. It was tedious as hell. I was close to falling asleep a few times. I watched through everything and read through most of it. A lot of them didn't even have quizzes.

But the reason why I feel like I have a learning problem is because I feel like my brain can't handle too much information at once. It becomes very overwhelming for me. It's hard to explain. I guess my brain just feels foggy and I feel insecure with everything I do for some reason.

This isn't the first time I feel this way. I quit 2 other jobs in the past because I simply couldn't do it or felt way too overwhelmed. I honestly believe anyone can do those things but I feel it's very difficult for me. Which is weird because I can do computer stuff just fine and I've done 3D animation (basic stuff though).

I'm not going to quit though. I really need this job. I'll just stay with it and see what happens. I'm not setting up myself for failure or anything. I'm simply being realistic. The worst thing about this is, that I haven't even started doing any real work there yet (customer service job). I can only imagine how bad I'll do my job.

What do you think? I just feel bad right now. Oh well.

edit: I should note that I've had 2 successful jobs. I would still be working in one of them but I had to quit because of health reasons at the time.
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