Lurker > ryudo500

RetuenOfDevsman posted...

Good gracious dude. If they want your life story, they'll call.

You just need to list your education and/or experience. And limit your experience to like three or four positions.

Anyway, no, a CV is like a resume if you're applying for CEO and they're much longer.

well I have a packet with CV, resume and reference letter that 4pages total

i uploaded it on drive and now have it on drive. it just the formatting is off so I either re write it or find a way to make new format consistent within word

@bevan306

how do I upload my pdf to google drive?

RetuenOfDevsman posted...

If your resume is so daunting that you'll spend more time retyping it than you've already spent trying not to, you need to prune it down anyway.

One page is ideal. The longest I've done is one and about a fifth.

I mean, we are talking resume and not CV, right?

its 3 pages and CV is 1 page

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that what im fucking worried about

maybe just legit re type it and format it to word might take an hour or two but what ever

i was thinking copy and paste to something but all these options you guys are giving me

bfslick50 posted...

Thats probably the easiest option

this is google word tho no?

bfslick50 posted...

Thats probably the easiest option

didnt know that

thronedfire2 posted...

just retype it

how did you end up having your resume only as a PDF?

i could copy and paste it into word no?

MrResetti posted...

Print screen the resume, paste into a blank MS Paint file, save as jpeg, paste into MS Word, add footnotes to explain your edits, export to pdf

ok this makes sense

my issue is I need to ADD to my resume. so could I go from pdf to word?

oh okay sounds like its not AS hard as I thought. dk why i had to do adobe to edit so i prolly didnt look hard

I have my resume in pdf format

is there a way I can go back and edit my cover letter and resume? like pdf to word and then back to pdf? somehow, lasty tiem I tried it was through adobe and it was a pain since formatting was impossible

if we look stat wise def 5-10% dip but trarfrif always gona be high

actually good, its just the short jokes are over with now though he cant keep going back to them imo its losing weight big time

everyone saying the mole is confirmed but is it

JMPzero posted...

Up to 4 players land on a randomly generated planet's map and do primary and secondary objectives while enemy patrols go from random point A to random point B. Divers can either engage or try to be stealthy and avoid them. If they find the divers and aren't killed in time, they'll sound an alarm making more enemies appear. Divers also have minor points of interest with upgrade samples or in game currency to unlock more stuff.

so its only 4 per map correct? not more

sounds fun

is it like destiny mmo type or like left 4 blood type what is it I don't get it even watching some gameplay

RealBoy posted...

Selling less than XVI is the real kicker.

is this true?

I hope it is true. XVI is good game.

@bsp77
@projectpat72988
@DrizztLink

no thoughts on reaching back out 6-8 months from now?

I do have major regrets the one was to keep things more casual and only txt 2-4 days and just take it slow I guess, there is also another reason as to why im shocked she also ghosted me or didnt expect it at all

i said my regrets in the last few pages of last topic

https://gamefaqs.gamespot.com/boards/400-current-events/80715480

I'm getting over it slowly and its done, again wanted to thank those that helped me in the first thread and ill start moving on. slowly but surely.

me its over.

coolpal23 posted...

at this point you gotta be trolling man

so many people told you to let her go, SO MANY

god dude

yes even my close circle said to, i sent that last message and now its done, feel I was in denial tbh. still kidna am but I know its done

DrizztLink posted...

You shouldn't have.

I weirdly did because just never thought she would be that type and neither did other people.
to be honest I just hope im not in the denial stage after everything.

as this topic is winding down i snt the text last night and no response, i actually somewhat expected one. I guess it is officially over, very weird i didnt see the signs or wish i knew what i did. none of use actually thought she would ghost like that. we all thought it would be a "hey nice guy but im x, y , z etc

I need to move on, will take a long time but a small small piece of me thinks its not quite over yet but who knows, i may reach out a year from now or 8 months from now : /

it is funny based on the texts the first 10 pages people were saying there was nothing wrong tho

to al those that were nice to me and gave honest thoughts form their heart and head i appreciate you being real and honest.

Phoro posted...

I hope you're able to get to a good place my friend.

thank you lets see what she responds or if she

@Zonbei
how do I learn emotionally Intell

God I miss her I with I could rewind the clock

i need to move on and will. Do hope for a response tho

If I get @ Ill respond but no need to keep my thoguhts out there. I think some users have also been slightly miffed or even tired of seeing it around too

Ill move on eventslly its hard tho as some know. Sucks not being good enoguh

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BloodMoon7 posted...

Running away are we? I won't let you. *draws katana*

think whats Ben said has been said sending the text tonight and what happens happens I just wish her the best in whatever she wants

currently siting at home sippin on some drink, im not gonna really post anymore since I agree ith what has been said and what everyoen has said. if i get @ i will respond but tbh i want to thank everyone for posting and helping em out and with the words wether it was harsh reality and supportive comments. than k you i appreciate the kindness nd generosity you all have shown me, i knwo its over it fucking sucks it hurts its hurts so so hard and it sucks but i need to move on

i am about to send that text to her and then from tehre i will see what happens mauye she will ghost maybe she will resdpn weith a kind blow off but a 1% chance in my heart says maybe she will want to hang out more and its not over

regardless than kyou for all the posts and thoughts,. i will lurk but if you need somethig just @ me, hope all is doing well

@Phoro
thank you for the kind words saw your post from yesterday and wanted to thank you

right now without that text I feel there is a 1% chance, maybe to take things slower maybe to still be platonic friends or something on good terms, until I hear it i feel that 1% is open

Im prolly semi or quite a bit of autistic or shown that many signs or qualities, or whatever but thats how I feel but what CSA really hit deep and while that post really did hurt me in coming to actual grips it was reality it has to be with what happened

i just wish I saw more signs in person or could rewind the fucking clock. ****

CSCA33 posted...

If you know she doesnt want to be intimate with you, isnt that enough? Why does she need to explain herself further?

texting things like I havent been able to see you lately is beating around the bush and fishing for something to draw out a conversation or reply, because you feel like she isnt texting you enough. And she will pick up on that.

She doesnt want a relationship, she doesnt want to be intimate, why text her with those motivations behind reaching out then? Try to see it from her perspective if you truly want to understand better. You dont need her to spell it out for you, and I dont imagine she enjoys having you put that on her either.

you are right. looking at it like that its selfish of me. its a fucking gut punch but its reality.
reading this post made me really reallyyy sad but it is reality.
I just wish I knew where it died down but i will never know

oh and for the flowers there was a wooden heart that said love in it in the middle kinda. I contemplated throwing it away but was told it doesn't matter much and to keep it in there.

again said this 2x yesterday if I only kpt it fucking casual and not texted every day even tho it was only once a day etc, just played it more chill or whatever somehow someway things woudl have been fuckign different. I think it was too much too soon or like that

I had to double text to hang out with her the 3 days after vday but she said she was with her family member in low service area.

we still hung out next day and It seemed all was normal and everything and she haveme the vday gift hat she got earlier that day, it was a monday.

trust me I would have picke up on signs, ANY signs since im like that, and you all agree, she even askd about ovrcooked

My brother and close friend say just dont say anything its done, its not been healthy for me.

he also said if anything if I cant just let it be. just to get my closure or whatever send the
hey x whats going on? haven't been able to talk to you lately

I might add/change in hey x what's going on? haven't been able to talk and see ya much lately

is adding see that much worse?

i am going to send this text because at worse what she blocks me? at best she tells me what I need to know that its over and whatever. or just ghosts. but i think I can move on and look behind me sadly

Thats when things started to get weird that weekend. Later responses and whatnot but the two weeks of texts as you all seen you all did say it was normal

@bsp77

yes I said that in OP. And talked about it in this thread Im a fucking idiot.

but we hung out 3 days later but everything seemed normal in person

my brother said I was a fucking idiot for not asking whats on her mind he thinks it was all to fast for her, bt also thougth it was weird stil hung oiut 3 days later and didn't say anything or i didn't pick anything up. and he also told me 2 months ago to define wat we were looking for but i told him thats stupid since I felt things would happen naturally

also the fact that we hung out 3 days later and she gave me my vday gift (she got THAT MORNING) i just felt everything was normal

JimmyFraska posted...

TC, when you are doing everything right, where we really have to study to find your messups... that's when you can ask "Where did I go wrong". When there's so many wrong things out there.... stop trying to figure out what you're not sure you did wrong, and fix what you KNOW you did wrong.

well I did write my regrets above or another page

shen she said she had a lot on her mind the day after vday i should have asked her about that or when we met up 3 days later

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for the first time in my life I would have loved to have a GF ( i would never have said this in the past) but ofc I think the best case was she was hey lets be fwb i would have been def okay with that, would I have wanted more? fuck yeah but knowing how chill and relaxed she is maybe that was better altho she kinda didnt play it off as fwb unless im that dumb

@Crono99

my bother said i could never have handled it since I was emotionally compromised and fwb usually doesnt end well but I disagree strongly

I should have approached her like all the other women in my life(not that many), from a CASUAL FWB perspective, if I just fucking kept it chill, was way more sexual with her and only texted like 1-2x a week and just played it slower fwb type it not only would still be ongoing but it would be going a lot better and from there who knows what could have happened. I hate myself for doing the fucking opposite

I blame myself for ill say it again, not having sex way way more, i just play it way more fucking casual and chill. done what I've done my whole fucking life an that's play it casual but this time for the first time in my life I was really caught up in deep emotion/feeling and that's unlike me

also the reason for me not playing it more fwb is I felt early on she was taking it slow, didn't invite me over til the 3rd meet, was saying really nice things after each sleepover seh said thank you for a great night heart ( said that the first few times slept over and no we didn't have sex on most of those nights)

but again I have my regrets and now have to fucking live with them. one thing thats kinda helped me cope is the "if it was meant to be it would have been" thing I heard about brekaups.. i think thats a little bs statement but it kinda makes me feel a little better?

bsp77 posted...

You don't need to share all your interests, but someone who just wants to sit home, smoke and drink, when you want actual dates? Just no.

I don't know. I think even after a few weeks, you celebrate. I always did. But I also always communicated about the relationship. I wouldn't just let things slide and wonder what is going on.

I admit that I can be intense with making things committed and such, but if she isn't on my wavelength, better to move on.

her schedule during winter spring is rough so thats why. And in the mornings she sometimes did side gigs

bsp77 posted...

Sounds like someone YOU shouldn't be into dating. Remember that you need to find someone for you, and not worry if you are right for her.

thats what my brother said shes not into games or anime or sports really like me but that upset me and I kind of went back and forth with that hes just saying then since he knows how Ive been last two weeks and I think hes trying to soften that. Shes def not a gamer. Even last time we hung out I said lets play Mario kart next time and she was like Im down but what about overcooked, she still was thinking about overcooked!!!

also bsp I made a lost above about your suggestions which I def read

doubt there will be a next time since its something I dont seem but aside from wat I said above bsp I agree with your suggestions will def do and take into account. Absolutely.

bsp77 posted...

If flowers on Valentine's Day are too much, then you did nothing wrong. That is her fucking problem.

I doubt that is it. My guess is that maybe you do act anxious like you do here, or maybe you didn't do enough proper dates, or maybe you are boring, or maybe she is just apathetic in general, or maybe she found someone else, or maybe, or maybe...

It doesn't matter. Even if you did something that she thinks is wrong, the next one may very well think differently.

I say work on being less anxious in the future, take women on more real dates, be more accommodating for their schedules (since you have the weird one), and communicate better.

well tbf I tried but she didnt really want to go on dates I tried early but she said shed rather just be at her house again she was chill and likes to smoke and drink a lot. I got into it with my friend and his gf from west coast Becuase he called her a loser without knowing her saying if shes. Not into the care package or flowers and didnt see my for the genuine guy I am then its her loss but thats absolute bull I havent talked to him since but hes been my close friend for a long long time. He also been saying for months I need therapy or diagnosed ketamine

I dont think I was anxious in person but I def was prolly on the boring side then absolutely that was prolly a big part of. I def was boring plus what I insinuated earlier in this thread

CSCA33 posted...

maybe you didnt do anything wrong, you dont have to do something wrong for a person to not desire intimacy with you.

I see. I still think the flowers on vday and the car package might have been too much along with other factors but I understand that. it still makes me feel blahh but it is what it is.

thank you for your points of view and posts as well

undefined posted...

she*

I'm a woman.

I don't think you're pathetic or a loser or anything like you were saying. Your mind is stuck is all, you are hurt, ruminating about what happened, and it's not healthy for you to keep thinking about it all too much.

You need to process your emotions, the feelings are valid. Also make a conscious effort to do other things and get your mind off what happened. When you start to feel sad again, accept that, process the emotion, and then let it go and do something else. Practice some self care. Do something you enjoy and focus on that while you are doing it. Maybe go for a ride on a bicycle, go walk in a park with pretty trees or something. Treat yourself to an ice cream.

I understand. it was difficult as hell last week and this week its slowly getting better just sucks that i tried to meet new people and friends and Its like a mental block which is stupid. also dont even want to play ajrpg or whatever to get my mind off things but its all my problems and my fault that I need to work out and iron out to be a better person.

edit oh and @CSCA33 i never said it was wrong of her to do any of those things or even if she did tell me to f off she would be in her right and even implying it isnt wrong its just how I took that last message mostly and many did the same. which isn't bad of her, i still care for her and wish whatever she didnt feel with me she feels with the next person and more. she deserves the best imo

TheGoldenEel posted...

Just fyi tc this is exactly why women ghost

youre coming across as an insane stalker type itt who would never take no for an answer, youd always want a better reason

there doesnt have to be a reason, she doesnt owe you anything, its over, move on

No offense but that is absurd but i understand you dont know me only the posts but that, to me, is really off for you to call me a stalker that is absurd and rubs me the wrong way but you are free to say whatever and not much I can say about that.

I understand the part where I dont deserve a reason or anything, in teh past wiht few fwb I did say hey im not in the right state of mind to see you lets be more texting buddies and if not i understand or hey i dont think im on the same page. i never ghosted or really been ghosted(if thats the term) that i know of so its all new to me too whch is my fault for not being mentally stronger

splodeymissile posted...

Yeah, but the point is, what is there to learn? Either you were dodgy or the fault lies with her. If its the former, take whatever advice you can from this topic and move on. If its the latter, her cross to bear, move on. Closure comes from closing the book, not hoping there's some grand revelation on the next page

I guess for peace of mind and that's selfish of me. I mean at the end of the day it is MY fault, i wasnt good enough for her, just wish I knew where I went wrong which I guess I nee to understand that it doesnt matter that I need to move on.

5 weeks ago its a long time but when I asked if she wanted to watch a movie that night she geos I dont care what we watch as long as I watch it with you kissing emoji

i still think i came across strong, in person im trying to see where i went wrong because again i should have picked up signs. maybe flowers were too strong, maybe i should have defined what I waned, maybe care package was too much? maybe she just lost whatever she felt for me because of all the above or none of the above?

i just want to know but i understand its not possible and whatnot