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And then she up and fucking DIED on me.

Remember how strokes present.

https://www.webmd.com/migraines-headaches/migraine-and-stroke#:~:text=%20headache%20can,speaking

It wasn't just one of her headaches. She didn't just need to lay down and rest a bit until it went away. We both missed it. She paid with her life. I'm still paying.

I'm working on getting my worst class to gold, being a scout is anoying but... I'll get there.

yay art!

Or put another way:

M$ buys WoW for less money than WoW makes in a year, gets bargin.

Crossover advertisement fodder.
Hope you don't want the reward from doing the (HARD) version, it requires finding a team of people who are actually good.

wolfy42 posted...

Was it better? Is getting old the reason why new music just doesn't have the same impact?

I'm not just talking about on the radio or buying CD's. Music made a BIG difference in the movies I watched. I still associate many songs with scenes in a movie. Someone mentioned a Black Tarantula and BAM I thought of Beatlejuice right away.

That can still "sorta" be true for disney movies (like "You're welcome from Muana) but hardly ever do the songs have the same impact they used to, at least to me.

Which is sad, really sad, cause it was part of the joy of movies and now it's just...meh.

Right. You were emotionally vunrable, and honestly only half baked at the time those events happened. You credit the music for that, but really it was your brain that was broken, the music just happened to be there. So like a baby duckling you imprinted on it.

This is still going on today with what's playing right now and other broken people with half formed emotions who are still growing up and adjusting who they are.

You can't anymore. No music that you are experincing for the first time is ever going to make a change in who you are or how you feel deep down unless it echoes something that did it to you the first time. That's why pop music targeted at you sounds the same as everything else produced in the last 20 years, it found a way to hit an echo of what formed you, and you vibrate to the harmonic frequency.

I say it again, no music that you experiance for the first time NOW can change you way music did then.

This is both a good thing, as it means all of your emotions are fully baked and your not going to be as easily manipulated, and a bad thing as the range you are capable of experincing has been locked in.

You COULD go on a journy of self discovery, of meditation, drugs, halucinations and mind opening experiances to try to make yourself see the novelty in the world again, to get yourself to FEEL again, people have been doing that for the entire length of recorded history. If you are lucky it'll even work.

It is particularly good, and just keeps seeming to happen at Christmas....

*takes test, laughs* not shocked at all

Anything I try to remember about it is burried under a wave of grief, I played it with my fiance before she passed, she'd been playing it since beta, and I'd joined rather soon after. The other thing I feel is RAGE, blind angry rage, because jump puzzles.

This is the first time I've thought of societal imbalance as "pay to win mechanics" ... always known money makes life easier, but never parsed those two thoughts together...

I'm not shocked