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TopicC/D: You have little to no satisfaction in life.
GrandConjuraton
09/20/22 9:34:58 AM
#66
MedeaLysistrata posted...
TC at least you are not me.
Wat? You're better than I am simply because you've made efforts to better yourself.

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TopicIs CE getting new users?
GrandConjuraton
09/18/22 11:08:55 PM
#15
Every "new" account is an alt, and the very few new people who actually does happen to stumble across this place never stays because of the rampant trolling.

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TopicC/D: You have little to no satisfaction in life.
GrandConjuraton
09/15/22 1:23:43 PM
#1
Confirm

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TopicMan inflation hitting hard
GrandConjuraton
09/15/22 11:45:58 AM
#8
Damn_Underscore posted...
RIP Man Inflation


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TopicCapeshit vs Naruto Crap
GrandConjuraton
09/15/22 10:18:37 AM
#9
I hate most cape stuff, x.x . Anime for sure.

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TopicIf you could go back and time and be a younger version of yourself, would you?
GrandConjuraton
09/14/22 6:04:18 PM
#30
I don't know, honestly. I've done so many things wrong in my life and I know what a lot of them are, but at the same time, there are a lot of things I wouldn't want to live through again. They would be worth it if I had the absolute confidence that I could manage to do things correctly the second time around, but truly? I don't know for sure that I can; i'm still the same broken person as I was back then, but the only difference this time would be that I have knowledge/wisdom that I didn't have before. Would I have the courage to seize missed opportunities that could have been turning points?

Something else that puts a wrinkle in the whole thing is that if I did go back, I would lose my transition, and that would be hard to cope with in its way. My transition is one of the sole things in my life that HAS gone right, and while I could go in with the confidence that I would more than easily "pass" when I got to it again, would it be earlier by a few years or (if things turned out worse) actually later than when I did manage to start?

That's the largest wildcard of it all, and it's because of my parents; while they eventually did end up supporting me and I began transitioning at age 18, a somewhat large part of me wonders if it's only because of the guilt they felt that they supported it at all. The circumstances came to a perfect culmination in the final part of 2013, and part of it happening the way it did was because of how obviously (severely) depressed I was for several of the years leading up to that... Considering how strongly anti-LGBT my father was up until then (to the point of threatening to disown me or worse if I was even just gay), i'm not convinced that different scenarios could replicate the outcome.

My ability to transition was dependent solely upon my parent's approval... In other words, if I attempted to come out sooner, things could radically change. There's the smaller chance that I could transition sooner and they could start putting money away while we still had good income, but the larger/more likely thing would be me getting disowned and kicked out of the house, perhaps even being killed. Conversely, if I waited until around when I actually did come out (perhaps earlier that same year, because there was another perfect chance for it) and things had went well enough in fixing a lot of the failures i've made and I came out happier for it, would the outcome of them accepting me still happen?

I know this turned into a ramble (and that it's likely no one is reading all of it), but this is something i've thought a lot about and I just don't know what the right choice would be. The start of high school would probably be the best point to restart, but yet... there's just so much to consider. Things could either go so much better or (at the other end of the spectrum) they could result in a premature end.

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TopicHave you had the Dreamworld Coke yet?
GrandConjuraton
09/13/22 10:11:43 AM
#28
I love it; it and Starlight should be brought forward as permanent flavors... though I still miss Orange Vanilla quite dearly.

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TopicIf you could go back and time and be a younger version of yourself, would you?
GrandConjuraton
09/13/22 4:58:24 AM
#20
Do you keep your memories or no?

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TopicThey're watching you.
GrandConjuraton
09/13/22 4:44:13 AM
#5
CelestialVoices posted...
sounds boring


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TopicAmerica has the best doctors in the world
GrandConjuraton
09/11/22 10:26:14 AM
#2
If you can afford them, perhaps.

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TopicThe ESRB has given Assassin's Creed Mirage an AO rating for gambling
GrandConjuraton
09/11/22 10:13:30 AM
#11
Onimusha posted...
This is the first ever AO rated game
Underage user spotted

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TopicAnyone else thinks the Halloween (1978) theme is kind of lame?
GrandConjuraton
09/11/22 10:05:30 AM
#24
Is it even possible to have an opinion this wrong? It boggles the mind.

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TopicBiden mocking Republicans for taking credit for stuff they voted against
GrandConjuraton
09/10/22 9:42:17 AM
#63
I'm just hoping he doesn't go back to sleep after midterms, x.x . We need him to keep this up, for all of our sakes.

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TopicYR: King Charles III declares UK an empire again and wants to take back America!
GrandConjuraton
09/09/22 1:11:20 PM
#15
I wouldn't have a reaction because it's not possible.

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TopicRepublicans are holding ''parties'' to intimidate voters from using drop boxes.
GrandConjuraton
09/09/22 8:55:30 AM
#9
RchHomieQuanChi posted...
> The "silent" (lmao) majority
> Needs to cheat and intimidate to win elections


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Topicimo days of future past is the best marvel movie
GrandConjuraton
09/09/22 8:50:52 AM
#11
It and Spider-Man 2 stomp.

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TopicPlaying demon souls remake. Why are there so many shitty bosses?
GrandConjuraton
09/09/22 2:15:43 AM
#9
TetsuoS2 posted...
earlier souls just have worse bosses in general, maybe better peaks, but lows are really fucking bad.


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TopicFederal judge rules in favor of LGBT genocide
GrandConjuraton
09/07/22 9:32:37 PM
#43
hockeybub89 posted...
Jesus was well known for gleefully mandating that people suffer and die if he disagreed with them.

Wait, no he fucking wasn't and the "Christians" that force their large, overbearing government others don't give a shit! They take large, steaming shits all over their supposed God's will.
Coming from a LGBT Christian... most Christians don't actually follow the teachings of Jesus, and that's how we have the fascist country that we're increasingly coming to have. Most use the religion as a cover to justify their hate and even their greed, and that goes contrary to everything Jesus actually stood for.

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TopicAre any of you here believers in the life is a simulation theory?
GrandConjuraton
09/07/22 9:00:12 PM
#18
silverpine posted...
the poll options are very bad
I find myself not liking any of the options almost constantly, so I end up not voting.

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TopicTexas judge rules that employer covering anti-HIV medication is unconstitutional
GrandConjuraton
09/07/22 12:29:35 PM
#13
Land of the free! Murika!

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TopicMcDonalds might be doing a FFVII 25th anniversary promotion
GrandConjuraton
09/07/22 12:27:02 PM
#5
This might be interesting, actually, >.<

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TopicAmber Heard
GrandConjuraton
09/07/22 11:58:43 AM
#18
Horrible person

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TopicGames with scaling enemies never let you feel strong
GrandConjuraton
09/06/22 11:59:43 AM
#35
warlock7735 posted...
If your enemies scale, then you don't get to enjoy trivializing things you previously struggled with. That's different from continuing to struggle with new things. When the game scales you don't feel like you got stronger at all.
Yeah, for sure. I like feeling a sense of progression in your power level... for example, there's nothing like coming back later in the game to a place you really struggled with earlier on and then wiping the floor with the enemies there. It's especially rewarding in games like the ones Fromsoft makes.

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TopicDo you think there is a lot of misogyny on this board?
GrandConjuraton
09/06/22 11:55:22 AM
#19
I don't think there's a lot.

I know there's a lot.

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Topic67% of pandemic 'boomerang kids' are still living with mom and dad
GrandConjuraton
09/06/22 10:36:13 AM
#13
gunplagirl posted...
The fact that there's a housing market is a condemnation of the state of things. Capitalism robs us of things and doesn't even give us it when we've paid for something in full.


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TopicI am MorningRose, aka zeroflamecutter. Ask me anything.
GrandConjuraton
09/06/22 4:59:38 AM
#20
Sayoria posted...
Have you ever been to an aa meeting where they asked you for your name and you stood up and was like "hi I'm aeae"?
I've never really drank any alcoholic drinks, >.<
@Sayoria

R1masher posted...
If I told you I had a nice body, would you hold it against you?
That doesn't even make sense. Pls explain
@R1masher

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TopicSpongeBob, were those too complicated for you?
GrandConjuraton
09/05/22 11:40:24 AM
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I have a brain! I have a picture of it!
*shows picture*

Must be actual size

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TopicWhat do you call a liberal that is transphobic?
GrandConjuraton
09/05/22 11:05:28 AM
#4
Doom_Art posted...
JK Rowling needs to turn into AFK Rowling

quit posting shit on twitter, lady
Or writing crappy books about it.

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TopicWow. Jk Rowling seems like...a not so good person.
GrandConjuraton
09/05/22 10:52:35 AM
#98
Please, I don't need any extra rain. How depressing.

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TopicWow. Jk Rowling seems like...a not so good person.
GrandConjuraton
09/05/22 10:26:41 AM
#74
Zikten posted...
In the end she lived long enough to become Voldemort


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TopicBro, I friggin love Goosebumps.
GrandConjuraton
09/04/22 12:54:26 PM
#14
I was crazy about Goosebumps as a kid, and honestly? I still love it whenever I want to go on a nostalgia trip.

My collection of 40 or so books is still on my bookshelf, even.

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TopicHogwarts Legacy Common Room Showcase
GrandConjuraton
09/04/22 12:43:29 PM
#22
krazychao5 posted...
i do like the hufflepuff room. very cozy and fresh


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TopicSquidward, there's someone here to see you
GrandConjuraton
09/04/22 12:06:51 PM
#2
He wanted me to tell you... April Fools!

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Topicwould you kneel for jesus
GrandConjuraton
09/04/22 3:31:40 AM
#8
Umbreon posted...
I mean, if he wanted me to. Thought he was the type who didn't like that sort of thing though.


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TopicWhat is the greatest Zelda game ever made?
GrandConjuraton
09/04/22 3:12:52 AM
#50
Majora's Mask

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TopicI am MorningRose, aka zeroflamecutter. Ask me anything.
GrandConjuraton
09/04/22 1:13:59 AM
#16
Crimsoness posted...
I have a four day weekend should I get hilariously drunk and send flirty texts to my coworker?
It's a bit late to answer, but what did you decide to do?
@Crimsoness

ArchNemo posted...
Should I main the Splattershot Jr or try to pick up the splatana in Splatoon 3?
Neither, >.<

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TopicCountry star Maren Morris calls woman a scumbag for being transphobic
GrandConjuraton
09/03/22 11:18:59 AM
#46
Whose side am I on? The one who wants to erase people like me, obviously!
sarcasm


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Topic1 billion USD but you have to drink an entire bottle of 190 proof alcohol
GrandConjuraton
09/02/22 11:34:10 AM
#20
CE_gonna_CE posted...
Edit: sure, Ill do one of those small bottles.


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TopicHogwarts Legacy looks great
GrandConjuraton
09/02/22 11:32:29 AM
#15
The PS1 game is classic, so that makes the memes even better, x.x

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Topicnfearurspecimn is SUSPENDED!
GrandConjuraton
09/01/22 6:52:53 PM
#40
Irony posted...
Finally
This, but it's a hollow victory because of his alts.

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TopicI am MorningRose, aka zeroflamecutter. Ask me anything.
GrandConjuraton
09/01/22 6:21:58 PM
#13
_Angel_ posted...
What should I do in Elden Ring?

currently bombing invaders at the haligtree.
@_Angel_

What kind of recommendation are you looking for?

MedeaLysistrata posted...
Yeah, I mean at least I tried but I would have liked to follow through. I want to be more responsible but it seems to go against my nature.

Anyway do you want to join the 100 Presidents board?
@MedeaLysistrata

Well, try another one, anyway. If you've made some effort once, you can do it again.

Also, what kind of board is it?

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TopicI am MorningRose, aka zeroflamecutter. Ask me anything.
GrandConjuraton
09/01/22 2:34:09 PM
#10
MedeaLysistrata posted...
Well I didn't go, I'm supposed to be there now.

Can you tell me something to make me feel better about myself because this kind of self sabotage really gets me down.
At minimum, you're doing better than I am. I'm doing absolutely nothing to advance my life and very little to advance my well-being.

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TopicCE in 10 years:
GrandConjuraton
09/01/22 2:26:34 PM
#19
FL81 posted...
people have been saying this for twenty years
Yeah, and this time, it'll be true.

Even just a few years ago, CE averaged 40+ topic pages (at fifty topics per page) per day, and now? It never tops 27. Activity is declining, and as it declines further, there will be a compound effect and it'll finish it off.

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TopicCE in 10 years:
GrandConjuraton
09/01/22 12:48:26 PM
#2
CE will be dead in ten years.

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TopicCalifornia's Power Grid is on the verge of collapsing
GrandConjuraton
09/01/22 12:25:45 PM
#17
This guy's claims to be a moderate are hilarious when he posts topics like this.

It's almost like... no, it couldn't be.

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TopicI am MorningRose, aka zeroflamecutter. Ask me anything.
GrandConjuraton
09/01/22 12:20:25 PM
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MabusIncarnate posted...
What is the longest amount of time you spent marathoning a video game without a break?
Hmm... maybe ten hours? I can tell you for certain that i've spent over six hours of nonstop play on certain bosses in Elden Ring alone (like the Fallingstar Beast in Caelid), and that's not even counting the leadup time I invested in the actual areas and such, so ten feels like a fair estimate.

MedeaLysistrata posted...
Should I quit my volunteer job? I hate it and don't want to go today
If you hate it, more than likely. Can you try a different one?

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