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TopicI have been a shut-in for eight years. Ask me anything.
GrandConjuraton
06/26/21 5:12:57 PM
#44
R1masher posted...
dies he (or you) still frequent dating websites
No, we disabled our accounts a long time ago.

We're extremely committed to each other.

bsp77 posted...
I had to figure out what the question was. Lol

I thought this was a random troll topic at first, so I was being snarky

I assume you don't want me to actually answer anything here though.
I do wish for you to explain what you meant, though, >.<

matchboxsantana posted...
job?
Professional loser.

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Topicwhy the fuck do so many people not allow people to see when they've read your PM
GrandConjuraton
06/26/21 5:02:31 PM
#7
Because it puts extra pressure in terms of responding, I imagine.

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TopicJojo anime looks ugly and there are no cute girls
GrandConjuraton
06/26/21 5:00:56 PM
#36
RedJackson posted...
The whole adventure is hella fun tbh and theres so many cool music references and just all around funny sounds that as a person who wasnt watching much anime just enjoyed and got hooked

It kicked off a desire for me to start watching more and more different anime

ymmv of course
I haven't watched it and will never watch it despite having been a die-hard anime fan in the past; i've never even remotely found any appeal in it, and I despise the art style.

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TopicI have been a shut-in for eight years. Ask me anything.
GrandConjuraton
06/26/21 4:53:41 PM
#40
Flockaveli posted...
I remember you as the person with probably the best taste in music in all of CE. What albums are you listening to a lot lately?
I'm flattered for you saying that, but it also puts a lot of pressure on me at the same time because I don't want to let you down, >.<

https://revulsiondeath.bandcamp.com/album/self-titled-death-metal
https://pipedreamermetal.bandcamp.com/album/no-solace-for-the-soulless
https://humanityslastbreathofficial.bandcamp.com/album/v-lde

I've been feeling like revisiting this one, too. It was a favorite of mine in terms of 2019 releases.
https://schattenfall.bandcamp.com/album/melancholie-des-seins

@Flockaveli

[LFAQs-redacted-quote]

We video chat pretty much daily, so not having actually had the opportunity to be with him in person yet doesn't seem like that big of a deal to me.

TerraSeeker posted...
How do you do that for those of us who don't get the concept?
Yes, please elucidate, x.x
@bsp77


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TopicHow often do you say "lol" when chatting with other people?
GrandConjuraton
06/26/21 12:13:00 AM
#2
Fairly often.

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TopicHypothetical: do mist homwner polcy pag out for suicides?
GrandConjuraton
06/26/21 12:08:57 AM
#2
Holy typos Batman

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TopicI have been a shut-in for eight years. Ask me anything.
GrandConjuraton
06/26/21 12:07:37 AM
#36
a-c-a-b posted...
Pfft you suck.
They just don't seem very unique to me, >.<

RedJackson posted...
How have you been holding up lately?

also what do you think of Berserk >_>

I just watched it recently
About the same as usual, I guess, x.x . My life is still as aimless and pointless as ever, and i'm just "living" from day to day with no goals in going forward.

I liked it, but it's been a LONG time since I watched it. I was kinda annoyed that it didn't adapt more of the manga storyline, but considering that the author died recently... the manga won't have an ending anyway.

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TopicI have been a shut-in for eight years. Ask me anything.
GrandConjuraton
06/25/21 6:08:32 PM
#33
a-c-a-b posted...
Have you ever heard the band Dodsrit? I highly recommend them.

https://youtu.be/OLrKFmIl9Oc
I listened to their 2018 album and didn't like it, IIRC.

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TopicI have been a shut-in for eight years. Ask me anything.
GrandConjuraton
06/25/21 6:06:09 PM
#31
a-c-a-b posted...
Pretty decent.
It's almost certainly better than whatever your favorite one is.

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TopicI have been a shut-in for eight years. Ask me anything.
GrandConjuraton
06/25/21 5:58:01 PM
#29
Master Kazuya posted...
Read topic title as slut, disappointed

Sorry to disappoint, D:

a-c-a-b posted...
What's your current favourite black metal album?
https://whiteward.bandcamp.com/album/love-exchange-failure

Probably this one. It's so good, <3

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TopicI have been a shut-in for eight years. Ask me anything.
GrandConjuraton
06/25/21 5:41:05 PM
#26
bsp77 posted...
Wait, you have a fiancee? How did that happen?
Dating website. He messaged me first and we hit it off almost instantly; August will mark my second year with him.

sLaCkEr408___RJ posted...
What are your most recurring interests?
What are your most enduring hobbies?
What are your favorite pastimes?
What is your dream job?
Which successful person do you wish you could be?
Aren't interests and hobbies almost the same thing? Personally, I like...

  • Listening to and discovering new music
  • I spend a lot of time playing video games, but most of the time it's just me trying to keep myself busy so that my mind doesn't wander too much.
  • Anime, though I haven't watched any new (to me) ones in a while because I can't really find any that catches my attention anymore.
  • I have a (sort of) interest in writing, but I can't stay motivated long enough to actually do any real amount of it. I've been told that i'm really good at it, but I suppose the ability is just being squandered on me.
  • I had an interest in dollmaking (plushies) at one point, and even nearly finished one, but not having certain pieces of equipment (like an embroidery machine) ultimately just made the idea run out of gas and I haven't tried in years.
  • I wouldn't like doing it for a living, but I like cooking in small doses.
I don't really have any dreams in general, let alone a dream job. I can't really envision a future for myself, and that's part of what makes life so bleak and depressing for me.


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TopicI have been a shut-in for eight years. Ask me anything.
GrandConjuraton
06/25/21 5:30:11 PM
#24
a-c-a-b posted...
How do you support yourself?

Are you totally dependent on your parents?
Totally dependent.

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TopicI have been a shut-in for eight years. Ask me anything.
GrandConjuraton
06/25/21 5:29:04 PM
#22
R1masher posted...
Are you an adult that lives with your parents, husband, and sister?
Mom, dad and sister. I plan to move in with my fiance someday, but it's not feasible right now.

SSJCAT posted...
How old are you? Do you feel like a burden on your family?
26, but i'll be 27 in December.

My parents actively encourage me to stay with them and not leave (particularly if I mentioned wanting to be with my fiance), so I don't really think they consider me a burden. I do contribute things to the household, though, like cooking and doing laundry for the four of us. I feel like a waste of air in general, though, but that's for a variety of reasons (which mostly comes down to poor mental health).

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TopicI have been a shut-in for eight years. Ask me anything.
GrandConjuraton
06/25/21 5:24:41 PM
#17
AceAttorneyist posted...
Is the fact that you're a shut-in by far and away the most interesting thing about you? I sincerely hope that's not the case. You always title these topics this way which leads me to believe this may be true.
Probably. I don't really seem to have much in common with other people, so I don't have much to discuss with most.

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TopicI have been a shut-in for eight years. Ask me anything.
GrandConjuraton
06/25/21 5:22:08 PM
#14
bsp77 posted...
Involving going out, doing things, seeing people, etc.
I can't do any of those things, x:

BarbaricAvatar posted...
Have you got AIDS?
No, I don't have any diseases that are infectious or chronic. I do have a weak immune system, but that's not why I stay inside. What does keep me inside is my severe agoraphobia, social anxiety, depression, and other mental health issues like my rather severe bulimia and insomnia don't do much to aid me either.

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TopicI have been a shut-in for eight years. Ask me anything.
GrandConjuraton
06/25/21 5:18:36 PM
#11
catboy posted...
Did you realize your username is missing and "i"

I remember that I hit the character limit in terms of usernames when I made this, so it was the best I could do.

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TopicI have been a shut-in for eight years. Ask me anything.
GrandConjuraton
06/25/21 5:17:55 PM
#9
Zikten posted...
Do you go outside at least? Like into a backyard or front porch? I've heard of people before who literally do not go outside. So I am just wondering
I typically only go outside if I need to get my mom, dad or sister's attention if they're outside themselves, x.x . Otherwise, i'm always indoors.

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TopicI have been a shut-in for eight years. Ask me anything.
GrandConjuraton
06/25/21 5:16:47 PM
#7
bsp77 posted...
Why don't you get a real life?
Define "real life".

catboy posted...
hey
Hi

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TopicI have been a shut-in for eight years. Ask me anything.
GrandConjuraton
06/25/21 5:14:35 PM
#3
Smackems posted...
Like what
Anything, like the title says, >.<

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TopicI have been a shut-in for eight years. Ask me anything.
GrandConjuraton
06/25/21 5:13:34 PM
#1
Or not.

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TopicEver notice how bigots only use "LGBT"?
GrandConjuraton
06/13/21 8:20:13 AM
#86
Musourenka posted...
Bigots lately have been using "LGB".


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TopicBill Maher Says the Young, the Woke and Kevin Hart Suffer From Progress-o-phobia
GrandConjuraton
06/12/21 11:16:50 PM
#115
foreverzero212 posted...
For context on why Broseph makes these arguments, he admitted to sourcing his worldview entirely from conservative think tanks on the level of PragerU.
His arguments are usually negligible, yes.

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Topicscott cathon creator of FNAF exposed for alt right views
GrandConjuraton
06/12/21 9:43:05 PM
#103
TopicC/D: You've never owned a cellphone or smartphone.
GrandConjuraton
06/12/21 10:58:02 AM
#29
toyota posted...
butt youre 26 how do you not need one?
I'm a shut-in and I have no social life.

TendoDRM posted...
Or they still have just a landline?
Household landline.

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TopicC/D: You've never owned a cellphone or smartphone.
GrandConjuraton
06/11/21 9:59:19 AM
#23
toyota posted...


How old are you guys
26.5

MedeaLysistrata posted...
I can't imagine not having a phone at this point. I also like having 2fa for my important online accounts.
If you don't need one, you don't need one.

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TopicC/D: You've never owned a cellphone or smartphone.
GrandConjuraton
06/11/21 7:40:43 AM
#16
Bump

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TopicWhen's the last time you got modded on this site?
GrandConjuraton
06/10/21 11:26:39 PM
#39
I can't even remember.

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TopicC/D: You've never owned a cellphone or smartphone.
GrandConjuraton
06/10/21 11:20:32 PM
#14
BloodMoon7 posted...
Why not?
Since I forgot to answer this post... @BloodMoon7

Because I don't need one, mostly. I don't have anyone to call or get calls from, and I don't go anywhere, either. It would be a waste of money.

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TopicC/D: You've never owned a cellphone or smartphone.
GrandConjuraton
06/10/21 10:31:49 PM
#13
Ivynn posted...
But how you play Fire Emblem Heroes then? >_>
Tablet.

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TopicC/D: You've never owned a cellphone or smartphone.
GrandConjuraton
06/10/21 9:40:48 PM
#9
Pandamonic posted...
If I didn't have a smartphone I wouldn't have been on here for years.
I usually get on here through my laptop, but sometimes my tablet,

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TopicC/D: You've never owned a cellphone or smartphone.
GrandConjuraton
06/10/21 9:36:56 PM
#7
Johnny_Nutcase posted...


What a life you must lead.
I know what you're implying, but you're not wrong, x.x . I don't have a life of any kind.

trappedunderice posted...
Well well look who's back.
I never left, :P . Sometimes I feel like posting, and sometimes I don't.

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TopicWhy are you depressed?
GrandConjuraton
06/10/21 9:34:55 PM
#22
Besides the biological component located in the brain?

  • I feel no sense of purpose in life and have no goals I actually want to accomplish.
  • I've spent all of my life as a pariah and feel entirely incapable of changing it or making friends.
  • I had a terrible childhood and was not properly equipped to handle life through it.
  • The world is a harsh and unforgiving place that I feel no connection to.
  • I am not good at anything and feel entirely incompetent.
  • My social anxiety is too strong to let me function on my own in any regard.
  • I don't really enjoy anything.

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TopicC/D: You've never owned a cellphone or smartphone.
GrandConjuraton
06/10/21 9:23:51 PM
#1
Confirm

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TopicWhat do you think is the most overrated game of all time?
GrandConjuraton
06/10/21 8:53:07 AM
#60
Drpooplol posted...
skyrim


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TopicIt's bothering how much I'm genuinely attracted to Megatron Griffin
GrandConjuraton
05/30/21 4:50:56 PM
#3
wat

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Topickotaku: " Sorry, Your Cis White Woman Protagonist Isn't Progressive"
GrandConjuraton
05/30/21 2:08:44 AM
#113
Well, I mean... it's true.

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TopicBunny girls>>> bunny boys>>>catboys>>> catgirls
GrandConjuraton
05/26/21 12:31:30 AM
#44
They're all great, so this topic is wrong as wrong can be.

ApherosyLove posted...
imagine thinking tewi > reisen
This. Just... wat.

Choco posted...
@GrandConjuraton
Hey, it's cute! I don't usually like genderbent stuff that much, but that seems like a good job.

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TopicC/D: You've never had friends.
GrandConjuraton
05/25/21 2:45:37 AM
#38
Lost_All_Senses posted...


You can have both. There's levels. You skipped over the part where I said you can push people away by making such a simple gesture a coveted thing. I mean, the term "best friends" also exist for a reason. Do you feel you can only have one of those as well? >_>. I mean, it's all personal perspective and I respect yours. It's just so different than mine. I don't think either way of thinking is uncommon.
I do feel it's possible to only have one best friend, yes, >.< . "Close friend" would be a better way of putting anything extra, in my opinion.

Also, I didn't skip over it. I've pushed plenty of people away in my life, unintentionally or otherwise... at the end of the day, though, what you're describing are what most people would call acquaintances. Unless I actively sit and have conversations with people on more than an extremely rare basis, that's all I can grade something as.

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TopicC/D: You've never had friends.
GrandConjuraton
05/25/21 2:32:23 AM
#36
Lost_All_Senses posted...
I think some of you just need too high of clearance to consider someone a friend. Which just pushes people away cause it makes it hard to ever further a friendship.
With all due respect, I feel that your clearance for a friend is TOO low. I want to feel a personal connection, and not just have things on a surface level...

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TopicC/D: You've never had friends.
GrandConjuraton
05/23/21 8:42:47 AM
#12
Shadowplay posted...
D. And didn't you get married TC? If so, that adds a massive asterisk to your "Deny".
I have a fiance, but marriage isn't currently on the horizon.

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TopicC/D: You've never had friends.
GrandConjuraton
05/23/21 1:41:50 AM
#8
KogaSteelfang posted...
Confirm. I did make my first real friend at work last year, but she quit.
She still counted as a friend, though, so you can't accurately say "Confirm", >.<

sLaCkEr408___RJ posted...
D

Damn if feel bad for yal. Why do you think it turned out this way
I'd have to recount my entire life story to even begin to address this question.

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TopicC/D: You've never had friends.
GrandConjuraton
05/20/21 6:16:34 PM
#1
In real life.

Confirm

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TopicMan been watching the Mandalorian all day. Its good (spoilers)
GrandConjuraton
05/20/21 6:14:33 PM
#95
RIP Man been

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TopicI am a shut-in. Ask me anything.
GrandConjuraton
05/20/21 12:14:58 PM
#43
Bump

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TopicI am a shut-in. Ask me anything.
GrandConjuraton
05/19/21 9:33:55 PM
#42
R1masher posted...
What crayola color was the last turd you squeezed out?
What... what kind of question even is this?

Humble_Novice posted...
Ever thought about working from home?
Doing what?

Kami_no_Kami posted...
How do you feel about the opposite of you being an open-out?
It sounds painful.

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TopicWhy playing video games is probably more damaging to you than binge drinking.
GrandConjuraton
05/17/21 11:08:09 PM
#4
lol

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TopicCanada set to surpass the US in % of population with first covid vaccine dose
GrandConjuraton
05/17/21 10:49:38 PM
#17
Some people simply aren't interested in the vaccine, and that includes myself, x.x

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TopicI am a shut-in. Ask me anything.
GrandConjuraton
05/17/21 10:46:15 PM
#35
nfearurspecimn posted...
Do you sometimes wish your door was boarded up and your room had a bathroom attached and you got fed through a slot in the door etc?
Not really. I wouldn't be able to spend time with my mom, and I love her very dearly, so it would be difficult...

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TopicI am a shut-in. Ask me anything.
GrandConjuraton
05/17/21 10:45:22 PM
#34
yunalenne10 posted...
That's very sweet. What does your fianc do for a living, if I may ask?
He has MS and gets disability payments for it, :/ . He found out about only a month or two after we got together, and he was afraid I would leave him for it, but... here we are, approaching our two year anniversary.

MartinBrodeur posted...
How many jawbreakers can you fit in your mouth?
Tree fiddy!

OffTempo posted...
Career wise where do you want to be?
I don't know, and that's part of my problem is in life: I have no goals and no dreams. I don't really have a purpose to work towards.

MartinBrodeur posted...
You want kids?
Theoretically, i'd love to have kids. I'm sure I would be able to give the love and nurturing that they'd need, and i'd be respecting of their boundaries and whatnot, but... when it comes to things like getting them appointments or do anything that involves other people out in public, I would be completely ill-equipped to be a parent and wouldn't be able to meet their needs.

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TopicI am a shut-in. Ask me anything.
GrandConjuraton
05/17/21 10:26:22 PM
#28
MedeaLysistrata posted...
I have to add, living in the middle of nowhere must suck. In the city there are so many programs and stuff that let you move at your own pace but still explore the world. Maybe there is stuff like that in your area, you probably know the details already
There's not really anything I can do, unfortunately, :( . I have two therapists and neither really have any clue about what I could actually do.

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