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That old xbox 360 game, Legendary. Actually difficult to find the game music for it because of its title. Legendary game music always takes you to something other than the game Legendary.

with rigor, I was able to find the title screen music. Dont allow my work go to waste.

https://m.youtube.com/watch?v=EvVrku4ZzFQ

Euripides posted...

I am not

you should be. Depending on where you live it can be dangerous just breathing air. It doesnt mean youre an alt right nut job for just having a firearm.

you can practice things the other side is primarily known for while not being one of them. I wish people would understand that (not talking about you specifically tc. Its just a general feeling people tend to embody). Its simply taking advantage of the system. If people around are against you AND armed, why not be armed too. Alt east you can defend you and yours.

https://www.wlwt.com/amp/article/kentucky-senate-bill-115-public-drag-performances-limited/43281844

And the fact I thought that those are some colorful flags for drag racing. Shouldnt they be a tad bit more menacing looking.

To my credit, I quickly realized it wasnt talking about racing.

I didnt investigate past the picture once I knew it wasnt talking about racing lol. Common new racing laws about some hidden underground racing ring, in Kentucky of all places, would be a read.

Deep fake is the sort of thing that can and will get outta hand. You wont be able to believe video evidence of a murder because, well, maybe its a deep fake.

Murder camps are the most visual, but there are other ways that get rid of a population. Some are so slow and seemingly innocent thats its already happened before you noticed it happen.

Shes black? Not that it matters but she looked Cuban to me, or some mix race.

she heavily reminds me of the nurse in the daredevil Netflix series.

I dont feel like watching atm. Is there a tldr?

is it good or is it gas station sushi?

the demo seemed to have promise imo, if that means anything to you.

I dont block people. Even people that I disagree with vehemently. Its the east way out and I dont want to turn my own mind into a complete echo chamber, where I only let in what I agree with and reject everything else.

occasionally, even the trolls will slip up and be real for a moment, or they will , god forbid, rarely make a valid point.

Isnt he super rich and famous? I thought rich people could buy their way out. I know hes black, but green wins over black (and every other color under the sun) all day long.

maybe theres too much evidence or something (honestly havent been keeping up with it) that not even money can save.

Theres A LOT of bio females that dont accept trans women as women, but theyd never admit to it on camera or post it in any traceable manner that would lead back to them out of fear of being harassed/cancelled/whatever. The ones I know of I wouldnt call them terfs cause they arent overtly feminist either.

They arent seething, dyed in the wool, carrying a trans beating bat type of anti-trans, but if the topic comes up theyll disagree. Which is fine. Fine in that youre aloud to disagree with things as long as that disagreement doesnt drive you to do hateful things.

For instance, I disagree with alcohol being legal while far less destructive recreational drugs, like mj, are still illegal in many places. Now, I wouldnt make it illegal, nor would I actively hunt people down and lecture them, but when asked Id give my opinion. Its not a volatile (as in I dont have to worry about losing my livelihood over it ie job or whatever) subject for the most part so I can talk about my opinion relatively without fear.

You probably are better off without it, but I sure could some primo ngl

It prolly matters more for men to have a good job than women, at least as far a socially acceptable goes. People typically scrutinize an unemployed man more than they do an unemployed woman.

It can feel that way at times

I hate nightmare dreams that wake you up and when you go back to sleep the dream picks up where it left off like its a movie or something

I was duel wielding pistols and fighting a tornado. I was straffing and dodging its debris while shooting at it. It had a life bar and everything. The last stand ended with me being in the back of a train speeding down the tracks, and shooting at it as it was gaining on me.

Another dream I was having a shootout with the cops but I ran out of ammo. I asked my buddy for ammo and he handed me a capsule ( like a pill capsule lol) I payed it into my revolver like it was no thing and went back to shooting.

Irony posted...

If you like Elden Ring and MHA here's this

https://youtu.be/otPuJf2eJfQ

Lol Im not sure if you were being sarcastic but I actually enjoyed that lol.

my daughter (shes 3) said bye bye when the dude got punched into space lol

https://m.youtube.com/watch?v=FNNI_4tk9fs

Were you going to a cosplay party or just doing it for fun

I just have a question. Why do you have a bat and finger gloves. You look like youre heading to give a beat down lol

I would think it would depend on when they transitioned and how manly? They were before hand. Like if they were 64 and athletic it only makes sense that some of that would carry over transition. And it depends on the sport. Non physical it prolly doesnt matter. MMA? Id think it would. A lot.

why not just do away with sex based entry requirements and just go with weight divisions or something?

s0nicfan posted...

https://bjsm.bmj.com/content/55/11/577.full?ijkey=yjlCzZVZFRDZzHz&keytype=ref

https://jme.bmj.com/content/45/6/395.full

https://academic.oup.com/jcem/article/105/3/e805/5651219?login=false

https://pubmed.ncbi.nlm.nih.gov/33289906/

Thats inconvenient.

Ill ignore it.

Ive been down all the alleyways. Self help, therapy, drugs, church. Ive tried it all.

sometimes youre dealt a hand and you gotta play with what youve got. You may not like your hand, but its still yours all the same.

Ive pretty much come to accept that crippling anxiety is just something I am going to have to deal with. Ill deal with it best I can and thats all I can do.

People have it worse. Theres cancer, theres being a quadriplegic, theres so many other things Id consider worse deals. In the end, the battle is going to be in your own mind. A person can make peace with anything if they have the mind for it.

I take various medications, but they dont seem to help much as it still happens consistently. Maybe theyd be much worse if I didnt take meds

I am now unemployed due to all this and Im not sure if Ill be able to work any time soon. The attacks were so bad that I was in the fetal position rocking back and fourth.

People who havent dealt with it just say to get over it and that nothing is wrong with you, meanwhile Im convinced Im having a heart attack. Several visits to the ER the docs say Im perfectly healthy, but then I keep going back for the same issue.

it seems to be exasperating as I constantly feel a looming threat of impending doom. Constant dread for no reason and no amount of breathing exercises or self talk/rationalizing it makes it stop. I tell myself its not real, There is no imminent destruction. I tell myself that not Im dying. I try to focus on different sounds to take my mind off it. Nothing makes it stop.

in the end I just have to suffer it until it subsides on its own. It happens anywhere, anytime. I cant function when it happens.

even tho I hate the idea Im considering filling for disability. Ive struggled with this issue for 20 years, but it is definitely getting worse.

I dont really want anything. Im just venting.