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I hope so too but idk

I'll see how she acts at work today I guess, whether she still looks over at me and waves when she leaves
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But she hasn't given me a yes either
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this is worse than just rejection by far
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A thousand eyes, and one.

It doesn't feel good though

I don't know her answer but I think it's a no and it's torture
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No she didn't say yes wtf
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I asked her and uhhh I got a maybe

So I have to just like wait and see and it's awful but I tried
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I've had problems sleeping lately, it sucks butt

Gonna try to ask girl out to lunch later this week at work tonight, I'm nervous as fuck
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I can't find anything I want to do, help
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I'm so fucking stressed and depressed right now all I want to do is curl up on my bed and sleep for a week
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That's fair

I'm still stressing over a girl, what the heck. At least I'm not feeling depressed
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I should do that. I'm in a few for modding Skyrim but I basically only check them to see if this guide I use has updated, which I can just go to a webpage to do.

But I'm only in 6 or 7 total and I keep them muted so I'm not sure if it's necessary
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She came by to talk to me today when she saw me


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I know you're right but I'm insecure af. I'll try my best to just not worry about it today
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I think I only felt bad yesterday because she didn't even notice me so I figured she was ignoring me for some reason. But I'm pretty sure it's easy for her to not even see me unless she turns her head so uh at least she probably didn't consciously ignore me which is good I guess.

Usually I get depressed after seeing her for not talking to her more though <_<

Thanks for trying to help me through being such a basket case
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I'm actually feeling better right now but I'm pretty sure as soon as I see her again I'll get all depressed again

I need to find a way to just stop liking her
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I've been feeling it a couple months now I think, but it's gotten really intense recently. But yeah, I don't know.

My main worry about waiting til I'm in a better place is what if she actually is even mildly interested right now (though I doubt it), she might lose interest by then.
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I think I might just not do anything about it for a while, try to work on myself (mentally and physically, I need to lose weight too) then maybe see what happens? I don't want her to have to deal with me being a basket case, especially not right off the bat.

But then it would also be the holiday season by then and that might be a weird time to do anything?

Fuck I don't know
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Oh I'm definitely overthinking it, but so far that's more how I could possibly do it, whether she's even interested, and what could go wrong. Not so much about her as a person.

Distraction is hard at the moment because almost nothing is holding my attention the last few days
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Thanks bud. I just want to get it over with soon so I can try to move on with my life if she isn't interested, but it's probably gonna be almost 2 weeks until I can talk to her. Unless she comes by to chat on her way out of work but I doubt it.

I wish I could just turn it off for a while though, I'm in the middle of some crippling depression and anxiety and it's awful already, but on top of that I can't stop thinking about her. Which is stupid because I don't even know her that well.
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@teepan95 that topic about step family is mine, btw <_<
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Happy birthday mcpoopia
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Senpai didn't notice me
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Yeah it sucks. Maybe she'll stop by to talk sometime. She knows I exist at least. since she's also going to be my cousin in like a month <_<

I've also never played Pikmin but I've heard it's fun

And yeah not having insurance is trash, I can't go get my wrist checked out because I can't afford it
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This girl I like is starting a new job where I work this week. But I'll only ever see her when she's leaving for the day and won't get to do anything more than wave at her unless she goes out of her way to stop by my desk. Dammit.
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Mahomes is insane
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it's so fun

i really need to finish it soon though so I can move on to other games
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Oh

Well I'm still glad I don't have a phone that tells me when I get ignored
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oh...
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im so glad i dont have an iphone that tells me when im being ignored

i'd be a mess
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i wish

i feel a little better today but still pretty shitty tbh
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A thousand eyes, and one.

I went from weekend at the lake with 20 people to home and feeling lonely as hell

Help me
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Wufei pls
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Summer is literally the worst
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I think he's the voice of the male Norn player character in Guild Wars 2

I was planning on making a Norn but I wasn't sure, now I am
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Pee is stored in the balls

Empty your balls in the shower
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tfw no wubert

i wanted to talk chfs with him
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i know that feel
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No

Also Loki didn't die so he's fine
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Herugrim posted...

So apparently, for whatever reason, Gunn was in a 'dark' place from 2007 - 2012 and made fairly regular 'jokes' about child molestation and rape. Then signs on to develop Guardians of the Galaxy for marvel which had already been bought by Disney, and just leaves the 10,000ish 'jokes' about rape and child molestation laying around.

James Gunn is brain-dead.

First thing you do if you sign a contract to work for a company that specializes in family-oriented child-friendly content is purge your accounts. Nuke them from orbit if you have to and start over. You can't blame parents for not wanting a man who spent years joking about raping children to work on the superhero movie your kids want to see. People don't want kids to seek him out at conventions for photos and signatures.

He wasn't fired for one joke, he was fired for making many, years worth of jokes, and because it was found. Also, they didn't shut down the project like they did with Roseanne (who actually only made one offensive joke) costing the rest of the crew their jobs as well. Guardians3.0 is still going to happen, it's just going to have a new director which could be better or worse. He hasn't been arrested like Dankula was. If he is, it'll be because something surfaces that's real like a series of accusations that might be proven true. He hasn't been black listed (as far as we know) from making any movies. He just isn't going to be able to work with Disney anymore. If he can't find work then that's a problem within Hollywood that one might address.

What's more is he championed Roseanne getting fired and her show shut down for making one insensitive joke on social media so by his own values, he is 100% guilty at least 40 times over. What goes around comes around.

Is Disney braindead for being okay with all of these for 6 years until some altright nutjob decided to make a big deal out of it because Gunn dared to bash Trump?

Or are they braindead for not having a basic social media check performed on Gunn before hiring him
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Blue Spirit is one of my favorites
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Gifs on imgtc don't load on my phone so nah
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Pancake nipples
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How are the colors better, wtf

What tv do you have now
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Ghost

And yeah Loki is totes still alive
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Good on him
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legendarylemur posted...

Cuz it's still a Nintendo fighters in the end. Just feels-wise, it'd be weird to have a full match with like Goku, Ryu, and... well Mickey Mouse. It's just not Smash anymore at that point

Ah yes Cloud is my favorite Nintendo
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I hope Disney pays attention to this
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fuck batman
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Fuck Batman
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