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TopicC/D: You live a life of value.
GrandConjuraton
03/26/22 7:18:08 PM
#1
Deny.

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TopicI haven't been out of my house this year. Ask me anything.
GrandConjuraton
03/26/22 6:44:23 PM
#73
_Angel_ posted...
Get some purified water and stop drinking that bullshit from the tap
The water here isn't drinkable, so all I drink is bottled water.

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TopicI haven't been out of my house this year. Ask me anything.
GrandConjuraton
03/26/22 6:37:32 PM
#71
AngelicRadiance posted...
Move in with me. I don't have a spare room though so it's the couch for you unless...
Tell me more, ;P

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TopicI haven't been out of my house this year. Ask me anything.
GrandConjuraton
03/26/22 6:29:37 PM
#69
itachi15243 posted...
Ever considered moving to a city area?
With what money? I'm not exactly capable of living on my own, either.

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TopicI haven't been out of my house this year. Ask me anything.
GrandConjuraton
03/26/22 2:41:13 PM
#67
itachi15243 posted...
Is there anything that caused it in particular?

What country are you in?(not making generalizations, just want to know the general environment)
I was bullied, mistreated and isolated when I was younger, and because I never formed any genuine friendships, I never developed a foundation to grow on... After I graduated high school nine years ago, I became a shut-in and have been one ever since.

I live in the US, and Kentucky in particular. It's extremely rural here, so there's not really much I could do even if I was actually up for it.

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TopicI haven't been out of my house this year. Ask me anything.
GrandConjuraton
03/26/22 2:31:39 PM
#64
Steffenfield posted...
You at least have some type of light therapy in home, yes?
What kind of therapy? I do usually speak with my therapist once a week, in terms of mental health.

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TopicFriendly reminder that this scene is in an official Star Wars film.
GrandConjuraton
03/26/22 2:22:23 PM
#2
I liked it.
*Shrugs*

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TopicDo you respect unhealthy people
GrandConjuraton
03/26/22 2:14:36 PM
#3
Anyone who doesn't is a bad person.

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TopicI haven't been out of my house this year. Ask me anything.
GrandConjuraton
03/26/22 1:50:21 PM
#62
AmericaTheBrave posted...
Are you fat? I don't mean this in a disparaging way, I'm just curious about your health if you don't even leave your house for exercise.
I'm bulimic, so I tend to manage my weight through that...

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TopicI haven't been out of my house this year. Ask me anything.
GrandConjuraton
03/26/22 1:44:09 PM
#60
Tobi011 posted...
So like, legit haven't left your house or you just haven't been able to go anywhere special?
Legit

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Topicgirl i liked in high school is now fat and balding
GrandConjuraton
03/26/22 1:42:16 PM
#17
Jiek_Fafn posted...
Finally, now's your chance!

Irony posted...
Now you're in her league
Lol'ed

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TopicI haven't been out of my house this year. Ask me anything.
GrandConjuraton
03/26/22 1:32:36 PM
#58
Steffenfield posted...
What's the dream wedding together with your fiance?

When might you both be able to afford this?
We don't really have any big plans, to be honest. Our social circles are extremely small (extending only to immediate family, with no friends to speak of), so we're fine with something small and traditional. I'm crazy about chicken wings, so I just want some to eat afterwards along with the wedding cake, >.<

It's hard to say when we can actually go through with marriage. He lives with his mom, but because she can't make enough to keep their bills paid without him, he can't really leave home and help provide for me when he still needs to make sure his mom is okay... That being said, if she gets married to her current boyfriend or somehow gets better income, it would be more feasible.

Crescente posted...
Is there anything that you think that can help you TC?

Anything.

For me, it's travelling. It always gives me a new perspective on life. Meeting new people is great too.
Honestly? I don't know.

I've always wished I could make friends and actually have a social life, but I have so many mental health issues and general fears that it's next to impossible... Especially where I live, considering how rural and backwards it is here. Can I say for certain that having friends/a social life would fix things, though? I really want a horse (an appaloosa, like I mentioned earlier in the topic), but I can't say if that would bring me genuine happiness either, though; I just can't see myself ever being happy as an overall state of being.

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TopicC/D: You are CElite.
GrandConjuraton
03/26/22 12:18:28 PM
#5
baiken2 posted...
CEdarker
Same here, but I'm surprised that someone actually remembers that besides me, >.<

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TopicI haven't been out of my house this year. Ask me anything.
GrandConjuraton
03/26/22 12:16:56 PM
#55
Bump

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TopicC/D: You are CElite.
GrandConjuraton
03/26/22 12:11:18 PM
#3
DocileOrangeCup posted...
@_@
Well?

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TopicJoe Rogan defends "Don't Say Gay" bills
GrandConjuraton
03/26/22 12:08:23 PM
#2
Shocked Pikachu

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TopicImSadTails is SUSPENDED!
GrandConjuraton
03/26/22 11:54:55 AM
#80
nfearurspecimn posted...
I stopped drinking. Are you saying no one wants to be my friend? Because trying to be friends with people is all I do on a repetitive basis.
And you stopped getting high, too?

I'm not sure I buy that if the answer is yes.

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TopicYuna v.s Princess Garnet/Dagger. No magic, no summons, just fists. Who wins?
GrandConjuraton
03/26/22 11:53:20 AM
#36
Ilishe posted...
Garnet easy


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TopicImSadTails is SUSPENDED!
GrandConjuraton
03/26/22 11:52:01 AM
#77
Veggeta_MAX posted...
I'd give you proof but then you'd be like "And? So what?". Stay being you forever.
At least you recognize things for what they are.

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TopicImSadTails is SUSPENDED!
GrandConjuraton
03/26/22 11:48:29 AM
#72
Veggeta_MAX posted...
Oh come on Alan you really gonna act like he's never did anything bad to you? Why am I asking you this, of course you are.
He'll never learn. He does the same things over and over again into infinity.

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TopicEven just four years ago, CE averaged 40+ topic pages per day.
GrandConjuraton
03/26/22 11:46:15 AM
#1
(At 50 topics per page, mind you)

Now it tends to be under thirty pages per day. You can say "site traffic is up!!!!" all you want, but the boards definitely do not reflect that. They reflect the opposite and are on their way out. Unfortunate.

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TopicAmerica will very soon be incompatible with LGBTQ freedom
GrandConjuraton
03/26/22 11:30:59 AM
#78
Bigot tags earned ITT

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TopicDo something interesting with this topic while I'm asleep.
GrandConjuraton
03/26/22 2:34:19 AM
#2
Make me!

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TopicAre you in love?
GrandConjuraton
03/26/22 1:41:06 AM
#4
With my fiance, yes.

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TopicAre you a honest person?
GrandConjuraton
03/26/22 1:40:05 AM
#10
I'm a terrible liar, so being honest is the default... If I would rather not say something, I'll just try my hardest to circumvent the truth, though.

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TopicHave you gotten your Wisdom Teeth removed?
GrandConjuraton
03/26/22 1:08:12 AM
#22
One of them, but only because it got a severe cavity.

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TopicDid your highschool have Gamefaqs blocked?
GrandConjuraton
03/26/22 1:06:58 AM
#7
Cheater87 posted...
Nope.
This.

I actively posted on it during spare time in my computer classes.

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TopicWoah guys DuncanWii just got suspended too.
GrandConjuraton
03/26/22 12:36:45 AM
#15
Mr_Karate_II posted...
What else is new? He really should be banned.


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TopicI haven't been out of my house this year. Ask me anything.
GrandConjuraton
03/25/22 11:49:01 PM
#54
AngelicRadiance posted...
You're underestimating the deviance of the internet
My feet are ugly tho

NeoShadowhen posted...
You are not satisfied with the current state of your life. This is a very small, very easy step you can take today.
I'll swim in my pool some when it gets more consistently warm, >.< . It's one of the only things that can get me outside.

Xavier_On_High posted...
Want to come round my house? I have chips and dips.
Anything spicy? The answer to my question is of vital importance!


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TopicAre you a normie?
GrandConjuraton
03/25/22 11:33:42 PM
#2
Not even in the same universe.

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TopicC/D: You are CElite.
GrandConjuraton
03/25/22 11:27:12 PM
#1
Well?

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TopicYour thoughts on people who say disney world/universal are just for kids?
GrandConjuraton
03/25/22 10:56:28 PM
#13
Damn_Underscore posted...
Basically they are ignorant


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TopicVladimir Putin: J.K. Rowling and Russia Are Victims of Western 'Cancel Culture'
GrandConjuraton
03/25/22 2:54:55 PM
#23
TheOnionKnight posted...
I wonder if this will be a wake-up call to J.K. Rowling, to realize that her views on gender rights are aligned with Putin's views.
I wish, but she will remain forever ignorant.

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TopicI haven't been out of my house this year. Ask me anything.
GrandConjuraton
03/25/22 11:32:03 AM
#49
NeoShadowhen posted...
Go outside today. Not just your porch. Just walk around for a couple minutes. One step at a time.
Why?

LincolnDuncan posted...
Do you think your parents resent your living there still?
They actively DON'T want me to leave and have discouraged me from leaving in the past.

BeyondWalls posted...
You say that now, but when the time comes (and it comes quick) then its a different story. Do whatever you can now to change.
Ok.

Ivynn posted...
If you're looking for a new game, you should try Triangle Strategy, especially since you like Fire Emblem (tho it's harder, FE fees kinda babyish after it lol or maybe that's just Three Houses).

Oh that's not a question. How do you feel about manatees?
What I really want is a Final Fantasy Tactics remake, but that's supposedly in the works already, >.<

They're not one of my favorite animals, but they're okay in my book, lol. I like horses (Appaloosas especially) and cats (any breed, ranging from house cats to panthers, tigers, etc.).

VitalGetPrank posted...
How old are you?
27.

And no, I don't have one.

AngelicRadiance posted...
I suggested she sell feet pics
My feet aren't marketable, D:

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TopicI haven't been out of my house this year. Ask me anything.
GrandConjuraton
03/25/22 9:06:49 AM
#42
BeyondWalls posted...
Have you found any way to make money?
Nope, :/

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TopicFromSoftware fans are weird like this
GrandConjuraton
03/25/22 9:01:24 AM
#44
lmao

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TopicI haven't been out of my house this year. Ask me anything.
GrandConjuraton
03/25/22 8:41:18 AM
#40
Bump

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TopicMicro plastic pollution has been detected in human blood for the first time
GrandConjuraton
03/24/22 11:22:13 PM
#88
What is Duncan saying? He has me blocked, and I don't know what insanity he is coming up with now, >.<

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TopicI haven't been out of my house this year. Ask me anything.
GrandConjuraton
03/24/22 9:52:53 PM
#39
NeoShadowhen posted...
You havent been outside at all? Not even in the area immediately around your house?
Generally, the furthest I get out of my house is on my porch, and that's only because it's closed off and we keep bottled water and stuff out there, >.<

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TopicI haven't been out of my house this year. Ask me anything.
GrandConjuraton
03/24/22 9:41:05 PM
#37
LeoRavus posted...
Yeah same here. I listen to their far right craziness and don't really say anything because they refuse to back down. Everything's about the Democrats trying to destroy America but neither of them can explain why anyone would want that. Blah
Whenever Biden does something he doesn't like, he'll come in here and say ""Your" president did this...", and I can't help but get a little frustrated because I don't even like Biden, x.x . I wanted Bernie, but my dad hates him just as much as Biden, so...

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TopicI haven't been out of my house this year. Ask me anything.
GrandConjuraton
03/23/22 8:59:24 PM
#35
NeonOctopus posted...
Do you have a job? What are you gonna do when your parents retire or pass away?
No.

I'm fine with just going out into the wilderness (I do live in the middle of nowhere, after all) and just letting a bear eat me, or dying from starvation and letting smaller animals eat me. I don't really care about living.

Steffenfield posted...
Have you tried and reached out to a local church?

I'm only asking since therapy and medications you've stated aren't fairing all that well for you.
I live in an extremely conservative area. I'm not interested in whatever bigoted things they're likely to spew out...

LeoRavus posted...
That's good. Mine starts asking super awkward questions after a certain amount of time. My step father is hard of hearing and has the TV volume on full blast and it echoes throughout the house since they don't have carpet. Either on Fox News or OAN. It's a fucking nightmare.
My dad is really bad for the political stuff, and since we disagree on basically everything... I just try as hard as I can to avoid making an real statements on political stuff around him. It keeps the peace, :/

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TopicI haven't been out of my house this year. Ask me anything.
GrandConjuraton
03/23/22 8:43:42 PM
#31
Anteaterking posted...
Why do you think that is?
Because they're repetitive.

I don't have any constructive ways of getting attention, though, so they aren't going to end.

LeoRavus posted...
Living with my parents would make mental health issues worse. I'm ready to choke myself out after a 2 hour visit.
I'm pretty close with my mom, so I don't really mind, >.<

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TopicI haven't been out of my house this year. Ask me anything.
GrandConjuraton
03/23/22 8:34:55 PM
#28
Spin4Fun359663 posted...
How old are you?
27

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TopicI haven't been out of my house this year. Ask me anything.
GrandConjuraton
03/23/22 8:24:16 PM
#26
Harpie posted...
Theres always something you can do, even if its just a mindset change.
Do you have agoraphobia?
Yeah, :/

  • Agoraphobia
  • Major Depression
  • Social Anxiety Disorder
  • Bulimia
  • Insomnia
Are the things i'm diagnosed with.

BignutzisBack posted...
Have you considered getting a dog?
I'd rather have a horse, but my favorite breed (Appaloosas) can get extremely expensive if you're going for a unique coat color, >.<

CrimsonAngel posted...
Did you find the Elden Ring?
Yeah, and i've beaten every boss.

OVERGOATED posted...
Remember when Admiral would lose his shit over these topics?
He would would lose it over everything, but yeah, I do, >.<

Lots of people still don't like these topics, though.

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TopicI haven't been out of my house this year. Ask me anything.
GrandConjuraton
03/22/22 5:37:28 PM
#21
Bump

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TopicElden Ring's exploration is by far the worst out of all Soulsborne
GrandConjuraton
03/22/22 3:07:50 PM
#68
This guy is still crying?

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TopicI haven't been out of my house this year. Ask me anything.
GrandConjuraton
03/22/22 11:14:40 AM
#20
CrimsonAngel posted...
Why haven't you beat Elden Ring yet?
I have beat it, x.x . I've been attempting to perfect my save before moving on to Ng+, though; I've been farming everything in the game.

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TopicI haven't been out of my house this year. Ask me anything.
GrandConjuraton
03/22/22 10:22:25 AM
#18
Bump

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