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TopicC/D: You've never had any friends in real life.
GrandConjuraton
04/02/22 3:17:05 PM
#21
ViewtifulJoe posted...
Could you give us something more exciting than merely the opportunity to type one of two letters at least.
How about a joke, maybe a veiled threat or perhaps a writing prompt? I for one would appreciate if these topics also contained reminiscences of when TF2 was good.
A veiled threat? x.x

My humor is more situational... also, none of those makes opportunities to potentially garner me any attention on a personal level, unfortunately.

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TopicC/D: You've never had any friends in real life.
GrandConjuraton
04/02/22 3:09:33 PM
#17
Flauros posted...
Have you tried going outside and developing a personality?

Even Canti did. Youre gonna let Canti out society you?
Who is canti?

Also, I have a personality. A lot of people don't like it, but I do have one.

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TopicC/D: You've never had any friends in real life.
GrandConjuraton
04/02/22 3:07:18 PM
#14
Llaeto7 posted...
But why do you make them?
Because I need the attention i'm not getting anywhere else? I don't have constructive outlets of getting attention, and if it means I have to do what i've been doing to get even a little, I have to keep doing it. I'm desperate.

Ozarhok posted...
Get some help already
Been in therapy for five years, have seen three different therapists. Have been on a variety of different antidepressants across those years, too.

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TopicC/D: You've never had any friends in real life.
GrandConjuraton
04/02/22 3:02:29 PM
#7
a-c-a-b posted...
I don't think you're a bad person TC, but I'm very close to putting you on ignore.

You have like half a dozen active topics of this "woe is me, my life sucks" bullshit.

Either do something about your life or shut the fuck up.
Do it. I'm not going to stop.

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TopicC/D: You've never had any friends in real life.
GrandConjuraton
04/02/22 3:01:05 PM
#5
DespondentDeity posted...
I have too many friends and I cant hang out with all of them enough
Brag post

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TopicC/D: You've never had any friends in real life.
GrandConjuraton
04/02/22 3:00:07 PM
#3
CRON posted...
I'm aware this is pot-and-kettle territory but things won't get better if you make the same topic over and over again.
They aren't going to get any better if I DON'T make them, and if I don't make them, I don't even have a shred of a chance of getting any attention.

So, i'm better off making them.

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TopicC/D: You've never had any friends in real life.
GrandConjuraton
04/02/22 2:58:00 PM
#1
Confirm

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TopicC/D: You are an extremely unlikable person.
GrandConjuraton
04/02/22 2:40:45 PM
#15
Gobstoppers12 posted...
Everybody loves me. It's kind of a problem. Too many friends, when all I want to do is watch YouTube, Netflix, etc. and hang out with my girlfriend.
(doubt)

Slayer_22 posted...
D.

Everyone on CE loves me, right, guys???
I don't hate you, but I do have you tagged as having terrible taste, >.<

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TopicC/D: You are an extremely unlikable person.
GrandConjuraton
04/02/22 2:37:34 PM
#11
[LFAQs-redacted-quote]

Not having a problem doesn't really mean likable, >.< . At best, it's lack of an opinion.

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TopicC/D: You are an extremely unlikable person.
GrandConjuraton
04/02/22 2:35:23 PM
#7
[LFAQs-redacted-quote]

Family doesn't necessarily count, but a husband is a semi-count, imo. What really proves the likability is having friends, though.

For what it's worth, I don't have a problem with you, but I don't know you very well, >.<

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TopicC/D: You are an extremely unlikable person.
GrandConjuraton
04/02/22 2:29:01 PM
#1
Confirm.

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TopicConservative states banning books like crazy. Tennessee and Texas in lead.
GrandConjuraton
04/02/22 2:21:07 PM
#2
But... but... cancel culture! Or something!

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TopicI got a letter today approving me for Spravato.
GrandConjuraton
04/02/22 2:18:29 PM
#24
Tenlaar posted...
I dont think luck has anything to do with it. You dont want anything to change.
Ok.

Xatrion posted...
I've been on that. It only helped marginally. Also, they have to monitor you for two hours and you can't drive yourself home.

One last thing, dunno if they'll offer it, but make absolutely sure you either ask them or bring something to drink because the taste of that stuff goes through your nose and into your mouth and it tastes something awful.
Yeah, I know. The clinic doesn't have any wifi, so the wait times for me are going to be killer, x.x . Hopefully it'll be worth it.

Thanks for the tip, btw. I'll have to bring me in a bottle of water or something before I go in.

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TopicHow different was your life in 2015? Did things change for the better or worse
GrandConjuraton
04/02/22 2:02:08 PM
#2
Almost exactly the same as it is now.

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TopicY'all... I think CE is dying.
GrandConjuraton
04/02/22 1:47:37 PM
#12
[LFAQs-redacted-quote]

It really makes you think, huh? :/

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TopicY'all... I think CE is dying.
GrandConjuraton
04/02/22 1:43:07 PM
#9
This is pretty obvious to any longtime user.

Even just a few years ago, CE averaged 40+ topic pages per day (at 50 topics per page), and now it's lucky to break 30. It's had a massive decrease.

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TopicI got a letter today approving me for Spravato.
GrandConjuraton
04/02/22 1:40:48 PM
#21
Tenlaar posted...
Good thing youve already decided it wont help. Almost like this is what you want or something.
I didn't say that it wasn't going to help. I said that with MY LUCK, I won't get much out of it. I have awful luck, and with what i've read, this treatment is either the best thing ever or the mental equivalent of a plane crash.

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TopicI got a letter today approving me for Spravato.
GrandConjuraton
04/02/22 1:37:00 PM
#20
[LFAQs-redacted-quote]

Thanks!

[LFAQs-redacted-quote]

Yeah, it's true. I had to sign some papers and wait for the approval to actually take it, so it doesn't seem like something everybody will get. You have to take it in a medical environment for monitoring, too, so it's not something you can take home with you.

That being said, i've been taking antidepressants and other similar meds for just a little less than five years. I've been on a bunch of different meds, like:

  • Prozac
  • Paxil
  • Wellbutrin
  • Trazodone
  • Prazosin
  • Trintellix
  • Lamictal
  • Buspirone
Along with therapy and have seen only limited benefit, so something a little stronger does seem like it's needed...

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TopicI got a letter today approving me for Spravato.
GrandConjuraton
04/02/22 1:18:22 PM
#15
Thanks for caring, guys, x.x

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TopicAfter Elden Ring which soulsbournr games are worth playing.
GrandConjuraton
04/02/22 1:14:17 PM
#4
All of them, but they're also a lot more linear. You have have some choices in the order of how you do things, but...

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TopicIf someone made fun of your sick wife, would you smack them?
GrandConjuraton
04/02/22 1:10:53 PM
#7
As a woman who loves her (very long) hair, I have sympathy for Jada because of her hair condition and would feel worse about myself if I had it... but honestly? Hair loss isn't a sickness, and there's plenty of different ways to go about not looking like a "G.I Jane", none of which she seems keen to go for.

Plus, he literally laughed at the joke at first, which goes a long way of telling how he really felt.

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TopicSo my prof wants a 100 word essay due BY MONDAY.
GrandConjuraton
04/02/22 12:50:24 PM
#28
Tons of whoosh ITT.

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TopicVirtue signaling and victimhood linked to dark triad traits
GrandConjuraton
04/02/22 12:41:09 PM
#10
Swagger_Dagger posted...
here we go with the gaslighting. Very dark triad-esque.
Deflecting any potential criticism to avoid blame.

Also very dark triad-esque.

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TopicVirtue signaling and victimhood linked to dark triad traits
GrandConjuraton
04/02/22 12:34:01 PM
#6
Xavier_On_High posted...
Kinda weird how people who accuse others of "virtue signaling" and "playing victim" usually lack empathy.


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TopicGF_Sybb is SUSPENDED!
GrandConjuraton
04/02/22 12:29:00 PM
#15
Master_Bass posted...
Good riddance.


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TopicC/D: Most people would consider you a failure.
GrandConjuraton
04/02/22 12:19:11 PM
#1
Confirm.

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TopicFox News is going after Disney
GrandConjuraton
04/02/22 11:58:15 AM
#37
Humans were and continue to be a mistake.

Someone needs to hit the reset button.

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TopicToddlers can legally shoot guns in America?
GrandConjuraton
04/02/22 11:42:07 AM
#7
Second amendment, baby!!1!1!1111!!!!

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TopicI got a letter today approving me for Spravato.
GrandConjuraton
04/02/22 11:13:03 AM
#14
Bump?

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TopicC/D: You aren't a part of any social circle.
GrandConjuraton
04/02/22 11:00:47 AM
#7
Bump

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TopicC/D: You aren't a part of any social circle.
GrandConjuraton
04/01/22 11:23:42 PM
#4
Bump

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TopicC/D: You aren't a part of any social circle.
GrandConjuraton
04/01/22 9:05:15 PM
#3
[LFAQs-redacted-quote]

Brag post

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TopicC/D: You aren't a part of any social circle.
GrandConjuraton
04/01/22 8:46:13 PM
#1
Confirm.

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TopicI got a letter today approving me for Spravato.
GrandConjuraton
04/01/22 5:32:34 PM
#13
distractedoften posted...
anime makes you depressed
No it doesn't. I was depressed before becoming an anime fan.

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TopicI got a letter today approving me for Spravato.
GrandConjuraton
04/01/22 5:21:31 PM
#10
distractedoften posted...
stop watching anime
What does that have to do with anything?

[LFAQs-redacted-quote]

I think it's a relatively new kind of treatment, x.x

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Swansong, I can feel you fade.
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TopicI got a letter today approving me for Spravato.
GrandConjuraton
04/01/22 5:14:57 PM
#5
Bump

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TopicI got a letter today approving me for Spravato.
GrandConjuraton
04/01/22 2:23:58 PM
#3
PatrickMahomes posted...
what is spravato
https://www.drugs.com/spravato.html

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TopicI got a letter today approving me for Spravato.
GrandConjuraton
04/01/22 2:19:36 PM
#1
It's supposed to be very effective, but with my luck, I won't get much out of it, x.x

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TopicI am MorningRose, aka zeroflamecutter. Ask me anything.
GrandConjuraton
04/01/22 2:10:44 PM
#17
TeaMilk posted...
yo... you gotta try some earl grey with milk. Drinking it makes you feel so fancy, especially if you have a nice cup

Whoa caramel cake sounds good. Does it just have a caramel topping, or is the cake itself caramel somehow
Is that your favorite kind?

The cake base can be what you want it to be, but I usually make it a regular yellow cake. The icing is caramel flavored, though! It can be a little hard to get it right, but I think the best way to make caramel icing is to cook the ingredients on the stove and make it there before icing the cake with it. The actual process of making it is almost like making candy, I'd say.

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TopicI am MorningRose, aka zeroflamecutter. Ask me anything.
GrandConjuraton
04/01/22 2:02:48 PM
#15
TeaMilk posted...
What's your favorite tea, and your favorite cake? You ever have tea and cake together?

To tell you the truth... I have little to no experience with tea, >.< . No one in my family has ever really been tea drinkers, and so it's not something i've been around...

I love all kinds of different cakes, though. Perhaps a caramel cake? I usually make one for Thanksgiving or Christmas, and then freeze the rest for another time.

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TopicI am MorningRose, aka zeroflamecutter. Ask me anything.
GrandConjuraton
04/01/22 1:53:12 PM
#13
Bump

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TopicC/D: You don't block people, but certain posters make it really tempting.
GrandConjuraton
04/01/22 12:00:25 PM
#20
Ivynn posted...
Tagging is more fun

Mods can't mod tags. ( )
I use tags a lot, >.<

Almost exclusively on trolls or people with bad opinions, though.

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TopicThose competitive eaters
GrandConjuraton
04/01/22 11:54:51 AM
#11
krazychao5 posted...
don't they just throw it back up after comp is over?
That's what I would do.

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TopicI am MorningRose, aka zeroflamecutter. Ask me anything.
GrandConjuraton
04/01/22 11:49:16 AM
#12
itachi15243 posted...
I mean I thought you left ce like a year or two ago or something. I don't remember why though. Maybe just because I haven't seen one of these in a while.
After the incident with Prelude2Entropy, I was mad enough to leave, x.x . I closed my account and was gone six or seven months, but I did eventually come back under this account because I couldn't find anywhere else to post.

Ivynn posted...
I'm not going to ask you anything.

April Fools, yes I am.

What was the greatest prank you've pulled?
You should have used a spoiler tag, >.<

That's a hard one. I'm sure there's been a better one, but the first one that comes to mind is... way back when I was in sixth grade, there was a substitute teacher that I REALLY didn't like (and for that matter, no one else seemed to like her, either), and one day I got under her desk after she left the room for a little bit. I jumped out later and scared her to death, x.x

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TopicC/D: You don't block people, but certain posters make it really tempting.
GrandConjuraton
04/01/22 11:39:12 AM
#1
Confirm.

And I fully expect people to come into this topic and say that about me, but they would be justified in doing so.

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TopicI am MorningRose, aka zeroflamecutter. Ask me anything.
GrandConjuraton
04/01/22 11:33:17 AM
#9
itachi15243 posted...


Ohhh

Okay. I was confused, I thought you actually did leave until I saw this.
What do you mean?

Giant_Aspirin posted...
what do you think of this little tune?

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=WYTHwE9T3PQ

Billy Strings - "Know It All"
I'm not much of a bluegrass person, unfortunately, >.< . It wouldn't be fair of me to say.

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Swansong, I can feel you fade.
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TopicI am MorningRose, aka zeroflamecutter. Ask me anything.
GrandConjuraton
04/01/22 11:27:39 AM
#6
gunplagirl posted...
Why are you, you?
The same reason most people are who they are: a mix of life experiences, circumstances, and genetic predispositions.

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TopicI am MorningRose, aka zeroflamecutter. Ask me anything.
GrandConjuraton
04/01/22 11:26:07 AM
#5
itachi15243 posted...
Why do you change your name so much?
I don't. zeroflamecutter/MorningRose was my main account (before and after a single name change) before I closed it, and I picked up one of my alts (this account) after leaving for a while. I have a few more alts on the backburner, but I don't usually use them.

Tobi011 posted...
How are you doing?
Dreadful, :/

I'm usually in dire straits for mental health, but i've been especially struggling the last week or so...

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TopicI am MorningRose, aka zeroflamecutter. Ask me anything.
GrandConjuraton
04/01/22 11:21:39 AM
#1
Or not.

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