Lurker > GrandConjuraton

I'd wanna fuck him even if he wasn't a wolf

It's like all those millennial girls who wanted to fuck adult Simba. It's attitude

The type of poster that makes you say "leave!" and "get out of here!"

what

Pretty dangerous depicting one side as wholly good and one side wholly evil.
They're both fucked up.

Cause you don't have one?

How about any pet? A dog can help you get out of the house once in a while.

The multivitamin isn't necessarily a priority but it may help.

When is amazing.

Can you imagine yourself being imprisoned, or perhaps being murdered?

one of those retreat/resort type things where you just spend time doing mindfulness exercises and deep breathing sessions.. it seems like you know yourself only as much your depression allows yourself to know yourself. I always tell myself on the daily man, fuck what I think and feel

and most people see that as a type of poison.. idk about that since it helps me curb the reality of me feeling any and whichever way about anything.. Im sure I dont like olives and and Ive tasted them to confirm that.. but hell if I know theres some dish out there that makes olives taste good

from there you have two options: either stop at I hate olives or make it a task and say at some point I gotta find one of those dishes that makes olives taste good

and with direction you at least can form a roadmap..

then you apply that to other things.. remember, gaslighting is only bad when someone else does it to you >_>

otherwise feel free to do it to yourself to engage curiosity and reach ultimate victory

I remember when we talked a long time ago, you were making progress on befriending someone, but I guess that didn't pan out. I'm no expert on friend-making, but then I also don't desire that active of a social life anymore (I'm in my thirties, shit is slowing down lol) Are you a sociable person or do you feel that you *have* to have an active social life because you really don't. Your family (whom you say you have a great relationship with) and your fiance really should fill your needs.

As for "satisfaction in life", that's trickier. But you do need to work toward it. Things aren't just gonna fall in your lap. But I'm sure you've heard all this before and I don't want rehash old advice, especially if it hasn't been helpful. What do you think would help you?

Hey TC. I know you've said you're talking to a therapist and has she try to give you advice?

What do you wonder about in your free time? Other than self loathing and misanthropic thoughts.

What do you imagine yourself in? What kind of situation?

Seems like someone needs to sign you up for one of those betterment camps and force you to go since you cant do it yourself <_<

Like what? All I want is to be loved by someone and I got that. Never really thought about what more I could want myself.

One is undesirable and the other is unobtainable. Very unrealistic goal. Perhaps you should set smaller goals first. Maybe learning about history and our heritage.

Why do you want to be happy TC? It's kind of overrated and most people aren't actively chasing this media trend in real life.

It's been a while since I've been truly unhappy and I have my partner to thank for that. You have a fiance don't you? Does he not make you happy or content?

I see. Are you in your 20s or 30s? Financial situation good? Have any dependents?

Do you also hate your appearance?

Take up Jiu Jitsu. Will humble you really can quick.

When you say "nothing will ever help you" do you believe that literally or do you think what would help you is something you don't have access to?

Do know why you feel that way or what causes you to have those types of feelings?

So what is it specifically that is bothering you, TC? I have some opinions and some advice that could potentially help but I like posting here.

yeah but I may have to add you to my ignore list if you don't cut it out for my wellbeing

You can afford therapy, TC?

no, I'm saying it feels like you're saying it to me =/

TC. I think you need a hug.

You have to help yourself, TC.

Nothing will ever just show up and solve your problems.

Be proactive.

I've found that most of your topics look like something someone abusive would say to me

Alan you should stop defending Tails and tails-esque people just fyi

Why do you need to be helped?

You okay TC.

Yet I have the power to help every woman on the planet with just my penis

Skyrim is boring. Easily in the top 10 most overrated games of all time

I also feel there is a kind of likeability where people like you because they don't take you seriously, or think you're cute, which is annoying too

Topics in general are like a mirror you hold up to the other posters. So when you make topics like this it might hurt other people.

Now I realize I am trying to police you, so I'll stop.

Yeah I feel the same way. I live in one of the most expensive places in the world, can't drive, mentally ill. Don't want to fix my situation either and every time I try I work some shitty job where I basically can't make any progress, or the time it takes to make progress is so long and I give up before it can happen. I also can't keep up my lifestyle forever. Not sure what to do.

I kinda don't get how you can have all these viewpoints that you're unlikeable/living a worthless existence/etc while also having a fiancee you've said is your soul mate. Obviously being in a relationship isn't going to solve everything but doesn't it mean at least one person likes you/finds you worthwhile?

It sounds like your family cares about you too, and you said your sister wants to take care of you even when your parents are gone

LOL.

Anyways, TC what is your work life like? Do you just working at-home jobs? Not sure if you've answered this before in any other of your topics.